Hello. Sorry for no chapters yesterday. I had family come over and I try to stay away my phone while I have company. Here's a new chapter hope you enjoy.

Chapter 5 January

Bella's POV

"Ugh" I yelled looking at my once was full closet. I have been standing here for two hours trying to find a perfect outfit for my date with Edward tomorrow night. I had such a good day today. Edward had to work the night shift tonight and that means he slept most of the day, so I spent the day with just my Ollie. We went to his favorite restaurant. Panera bread and I know why would a two year old like that place but my son lives for Mac and cheese and thinks Panera bread has the best and he's not wrong. After we ate I took him to the aquarium for the first time. I will always remember watching his face as we looked at all the different kinds of fish. He especially loved the stingrays and of course once we got to the gift shop he wanted to get a big stuffed stingray and wanted to get a little stingray for Edward. I happily bought both stingray's. It made my heart happy to know Oliver liked Edward. It was past Oliver's bed time when we came home so I made him a easy and light dinner and after a quick phone call with Edward he passed out. We have both gotten used to Edward being over here when Ollie goes to bed and both me and Edward will cuddle in bed with Ollie and read him stories but since he was working the night shift we had to settle for a phone call. Which now brought me here. I have tried on all my nice dresses and my tops but since he wouldn't tell me where we were going I didn't know what to wear. I ripped the dress off that I had since high school that was now way to tight after having a baby. I wrapped my robe around me and went to the only person I knew could help. Alice.

I knocked on her door and opened it before hearing her answer. "Hey Alice can yo-WOAH" I quickly put my hands over my eyes trying to find the doorknob. Jasper Alice's boyfriend was here and I happened to walk in on a heavy make out session where miss Alice had lost all her clothing and Jasper was only in his boxers. "I'm so sorry Alice. I had no idea Jasper was over" I found the knob and opened the door and shut it behind me. Trying desperately to erase what I just saw from my eyes. If I would have been minutes later I would have seen a lot more just that thought alone made me want to gag. I sit down on my bed with a sigh and looked up to see Alice walking in with just a robe wrapped around here. "I'm sorry Bella I should have told you Jasper was here. We were home before you and Oliver and just never heard you guys get home" I shook my head grabbing her hands. "Alice this is your house too. You don't have to tell me when your boyfriend is coming over. I should have never opened your door without having permission. I just had my mind on other things and didn't even think about it" She sit down and bumped her shoulder to mine. After a minute we both burst out laughing. "Well next time we will make sure to lock the door. God if that had been Oliver who walked in" she shivered putting her hands on her face and resting her elbows on her knees. "Alice he's two he wouldn't have know what y'all were going" I patted her back and tried to hide my laughter. "You should just be thankful if wasn't Edward that walked in" her face paled, her green eyes wide. I could help but laugh. "That would be horrible!" She screech. "What did you need anyway?" Alice asked once we calmed down. "My date with Edward is tomorrow night and I need help with my outfit. You always seem to know will happen" she clapped her hands together and a creepy smile. "My dear Bella. I thought you would never ask"

It was nearly 2 in the morning when we finally went to bed. I had everything ready for tomorrow night. Alice had a dress she is letting me borrow. It was a tight navy blue dress that stopped above my knees. There was a slit on my left leg that went up my thigh. It also pushed my boobs out perfectly. I felt sexy and uncomfortable. I've never wore anything that showed so much skin. I had talked myself out of it three or four times before I just decided to go for it. I want to look pretty for Edward.

My sweet Edward. He has been so perfect and so amazing with Oliver, he's given us so much in these last two weeks I feel like he deserves to really enjoy himself. I've never been on a real date that wasn't just a fast dinner somewhere cheap and a movie. I was the chiefs kid and was home by 8:30. I don't know how a real adult date goes. Will Edward be happy? I will probably look silly or do something stupid.

I shook my head throwing my arm over my eyes. There is no point in worrying about all this now. Oliver will be up in less then 4 hours and I need to get sleep so I can be ready for my date.

It felt like I had just fallen asleep when I feel Oliver pulling my hair and poking my face. "Mama" he said his mouth right by my ear. I moaned trying to stretch out but something was blocking my legs. Opening my eyes I was met with the smiling face of my son. His face was so close his nose was bumping mine. I grabbed him pushing him gently on the bed. "Good morning bubba" I heard a deep chuckle that made me jump and look to the foot of my bed. Emmet was at the foot of my bed with a big goofy smile on his face. Both of his dimples showing. "Good morning baby sister" he said jumping too his feet and pulled Oliver with him. "I am here to steal my nephew away for the day and I will take him to dads tonight" I gave him a weird look, a little upset that Oliver wasn't spending the day with me. He was staying with Sue and Charlie tonight and he has never stayed a night away from me. "I don't know Emmet. He's staying with Dad all night. I don't want to not see him all day" he gave me his best puppy eyes and a big pout. "Come on Belly. He needs to have some guy time. Oliver will be fine. He can be away from you sometimes Bells" he was right, I knew he was right but that doesn't make me feel any better. Ollie is my baby and I always want him with me. I know it's unrealistic but it's been going pretty well for the last 3 years. "Find Emmet. But let me get him ready for the day and get him breakfast. I also need to pack his overnight bag and some of his favorite snacks" now that I am thinking about it, I need to pack a lot of things. What if he doesn't like what food they have and he doesn't eat. How will Charlie know how Oliver likes his food cut up and to not let certain foods touch. Not to mention all the other things that we always do before bed. Will Oliver miss me? How will he know to tell Charlie that he needs his mama.

I got out of bed and grabbed my son from Emmet's arms holding him close to my chest and whispering my love for him. I need to learn to let go a little bit. How do mom do this. Being a mama can be so hard some times.

Our morning seemed to fly by and before I knew it I was buckling Oliver into his car seat. "Remember to go the speed limit and put sunscreen on his if you take him outside for a lot time. And keep a check on his diaper and make sure to feed him a good lunch an-" Emmets hand clamped around my mouth affectively cutting me off. "Bella I love you but please shut the fuck up. The munchkin will be fine. I have watched him before Bella. Now go take some time for yourself Bella. He'll be just fine with his Uncle Emmet" I gave him a big hug and kissed my baby one last time. "Be good baby and have fun with Papa and grandma Sue tonight. Mama will come get you in the morning as soon as you wake up" Oliver smiled and patted my cheek. "Love mama" with one last kiss I shut the door and watched the jeep drive off. You can do this Bella it's just one night.

I was going to but the date in this chapter but it went another way. I'm working on the next chapter so be looking out for that.