Hello everyone. Sorry for no chapter yesterday. I work in customer service and yesterday was just a bad day so I wasn't able to get anything done. I hope you guys are enjoying the story so far. My heart goes crazy when I see the amount of people putting this in their favorites! I feel like this is not very good as it is my first FanFiction. Okay Jade..enough rambling. Enjoy the new chapter.
Chapter 8
Bella's POV
I woke up feeling very hot and barely able to move. I opened my eyes and let out a small laugh. My body was caged in two strong arms and when I went to pull away the arms pulled me tighter against his chest. I figured since I could move I might as well enjoy being so close to Edward. I looked at his face at its most relax state and smiled. He almost look like a little boy. No worries lines on his face or anything really. His eyes fluttered under his eyelids and I wondered what he was dreaming about. Was it about me and our future. Maybe about him and Ollie. Possibly all of us together. What I would give to see into his beautiful mind.
I sighed tucking my head into his neck and breathing him in. He always smelled so manly with a hint of his Axe body wash. It was purely Edward and I loved it.
My smile grew as I thought what day it is. Today was my baby boy 3rd birthday. How has it already been three whole years. It seems like just yesterday the doctors were placing a squirmy little baby on my chest and now he's a crazy 3 year old, who lives life to the fullest. He never meets a stranger just a new friend in his mind and It's definitely cute and sweet but it's not the safest, He is just so beautiful and has such a giving and loving soul he doesn't see it the way I do.
I do not know where I would be without my son. It was the missing piece in my heart that I didn't even know was there. The minute of saw my baby I was hooked. I had never felt a love like that. Even with Edward I can feel in my heart that I am falling in love with him, but that love is so different from my love for Oliver. I would do anything for him. Be anything for him. I would gladly take a million bullets for him to not feel an ounce of pain.
What I don't understand is how my mom could just disown me. How can a mother do that to her child. Just the thought of leaving Ollie or not seeing his face each in every day made my heart actually hurt. Same with James he has a son out there and that he knows nothing about and has never tried to get to know him. Oliver will never have to feel that pain because he has me and now he has Edward.
"Hey what's wrong, baby?" Edwards voice made me jump as the pads of his fingers wiped away the tear I didn't realize had fallen. "I'm okay, just thing about my mother and James" a frown appeared on his beautiful face and his eyes softened as they always darkened with the anger he held for James. "You don't really talk about your mom. What happened? If you don't mind me asking" I shrugged and told him about the last time I had spoken with my mother almost 4 years ago. He never cut me off just sit and listened running his fingers up and down my arm. "And I haven't heard from her since. She will reach out to Emmet on his birthday but that's it. She got married to this young ass baseball player and forgot about her children" Edward kissed me softly pouring so much love into that kiss it made me tear up again. "Well she's missing out on one hell of a gal. You are better without her Bella. You are such an amazing mother, friend and girlfriend. And not to mention how fucking sexy you are baby" he said the last part with a smirk his green eyes darkening as he pulled me closer to him. I could feel his hardness on my belly and I moaned tangling my fingers in his soft hair. "MAMA!! It's my birthday" we both jumped apart at the booming voice of my son. Oliver jumped on the bed and snuggled in between me and Edward. "Well I don't know little man. I think it's someone else's birthday today. What do you think Mama?" Edward said a mischievous look in his eyes. Oliver looked at me biting down on his lower lip. A habit he surely got from me.
"I think your right Eddie. I would remember when it was my sons birthday" Oliver jumped up his head swinging from me to Edward going back and forth. His brown curls bouncing around. "Mama!!" He whined. "It is my birthday today. We go to Zoo! Eddie" Edward threw his head back and laughed at the boy before pulling him tightly in his arms and kissing his forehead.
"I think your right Oliver. Thanks for reminding me bubba" Oliver laugh and gave Edward a big sloppy wet kiss on his cheek. "Happy birthday baby boy. We love you so much" I told Oliver running my hand though his hair and down his back. "I love yous!!" He pulled both of us in a big hug that made my heart swell. It was like we were our own little family.
Edward offered to take Oliver downstairs and start breakfast so I could go shower. It's been nice having help. I've been a single mom for so long, Oliver has always relied upon me to help him with anything and now we both have Edward. I refuse to let Edward do more then he's comfortable with. Oliver is not his child and I know I don't need to expect him to do more then simple things. Edward knows I do this and now he just does it without asking because he knows I will tell him no. He's such an amazing man and we are so blessed to have him.
After a yummy breakfast of pancakes and eggs I went upstairs to get Ollie ready for the day and pack him a small bag to go with us. Edward had went up to shower in my bathroom so we could get out of here early. The good zoo was in Seattle so it would be about an hour and half drive to get there. We wanted Oliver to see the whole zoo and if he wasn't to tried maybe stay to see the amazing Wild Lanterns show. Me and Edward haven't told Oliver about this yet as we don't want him to get his hopes up and then fall asleep because we would never hear the end of it. I was very hopeful he would stay awake and we were so excited to see him face light up at the show.
Ollie was super chatty though his bath and getting dressed. He was telling me how excited he was to see the monkey and the ant eaters. Edward had happened to buy Oliver a book about ant eaters and Oliver fell in love with them. "Mama, do you like Ant aters?" I nodded pulling the shirt over his face and helped him put his arms though. "It's ant eaters baby. And yes they are very cool" he gave me a toothy grin before his eyes moved to his door and his face almost brought tears to my eyes. When he saw Edward his smile grew and there was a light in his eyes. He pushed past me and ran into Edward open arms. He huffed as Oliver's little body ran into him. "Man dude. You gotta slow down on those veggies. Your getting to strong for me" Oliver's giggles filled the room as Edward poked at his sides. "Stop Eddie! Mama help" he yelled reaching out to me. I ran and saved my baby from the terrors of tickling. "You boys ready to stop fooling around and get to the zoo" I got two cheerful yes's and we headed out to the car. I was already dreading this drive. Oliver got bored quickly.
I shot Edward a nervous smile as we pulled out of the driveway. Here goes nothing I guess.
I am so sorry for the last upload and the short chapter. I just wanted to end it here so I can switch over to Edward POV. I'm already half way though chapter 9 so keep your eye out for that. ;-)