Sorry such a short chapter. My day has flown by. Hope y'all still enjoy. :-)

Chapter 26

Edward POV May

I sighed heavily sitting down in the recliner in our living room. It was three in the morning and I couldn't sleep, my mind was just all over the place.

The pediatrician office I tried to get in with fell though and I wasn't sure what I was going to do till Peter came up to me and asked if I was interested in opening a small practice where we could make our own hours and not have the craziness of working in a hospital.

When my dad heard about the idea he wanted in on it too and said he had a friend who was a obstetrician that would like to help out as well. With me in Peds. Peter being a EMT and a orthopedic surgeon along with my dad being a bit of everything were covered! And Emmets girlfriend Rosalie is a therapist so I wonder is she would be interested in being a recommended therapist.

We have gotten a lot of paperwork done and many different license we needed. Plus we needed a building and I was not sure if it would be better to just buy a building or to build one. With building it will take at least a year and by then the baby will be here and I'm really wanting to have it almost done when she gets here.

It's still surreal that we are going to have a baby. I haven't told Bella yet but I'm hoping for a little girl. I can't wait to have tea parties and play dress up. A little mini Bella who would be a daddy's girl and have me wrapped around her finger. Bella is sure the baby is another boy, but I secretly she wants a little girl as well.

My heart went heavy thinking of my Bella. She has been off since tuesday, I mean the mom who pretty much disowned you at 18 is now dead and you never got to say goodbye or even make up from the past. But Bella hasn't cried. Has not gotten upset or stressed. She's pushing it down and putting on a happy face for me and Oliver.

The viewing is on Friday and the actual funeral is on Saturday. Oliver is saying at my parents house on Thursday night and all day Friday then will spend Saturday and Sunday with Charlie and Sue. Ollie is excited but sad and upset that we are leaving again so soon.

It sucks ass we have to leave him, but we both agreed that a funeral is not a place for a three year old. Plus we would have to explain to him that he actually has another grandmother that was never around his whole life then died. I didn't know how to tell him that and Bella was not in the right place. Between the attack, the baby and now her mother. Bella just has not got a brake. Eventually she's going to crack.

I rubbed over my face starting to feel tired. I spun my chair slowly around the living room. We are beginning to grow out of this town home. The once empty living room was now full and cluttered. Each shelf filled with pictures and books. Along with every Batman or Lego movie known to man.

All the cabinets in the kitchen were filled and overflowing. Our fridge was covered in art made by Mr Oliver. We had a picture of the new baby on there as well. With Bella also having Oliver's sonogram pictures up there as well no one see the date. Well no one has said anything. We needed a bigger house as I have a feeling that this next baby won't be the last and we will need more room. Plus I want to give Bella a huge kitchen where she could bake her heart out. I can't wait for the day I come home to a big house with Oliver running around and a baby cooing down the hall and Isabella humming as she goes along the house.

I also really need to be a ring on my baby mama. We have already gone way faster and skipped way to many steps then most couples do. I went from just Edward to Boyfriend to daddy within 5 almost 6 months. But it feels so right. Everything. I don't see me and Bella ever leaving each other. She is my other half. The reason I breathe each day. And then she gives me not only a son but another child to my life. I will never be able to thank her but I will try our whole life together.

"Daddy" I jump slightly at the quite small voice, quickly spinning the recliner around I was met with Oliver's sleepy face. "What are you doing up bud?" He shrugged climbing into my lap. "I not sleepy anymore" I chuckled, rocking our chair back and forth. "Me either buddy" he sighed as I pulled the blanket over us and I knew he would be out of it soon enough.

"Daddy?" "Yeah?" He moved his face up to mine watching me. "Why is mommy sad?" Great. "Umm, we'll buddy. There is just a lot going on right now that makes mommy a little sad" he watched me for a big before nodding and putting his head back to my chest. "I love you Oliver. So much" I felt him smile against my shirt, making me smile as well. "I love you daddy" I live for those words and I always will.

~~~~~~~~OCF~~~~~~~~

Bella POV

I woke up to a cold and empty bed which has been pretty common lately but what scared me was the fact my house was quiet. Not a sound. It was so quiet I could hear the fridge making ice downstairs and the air clicking off. I didn't even know those made sounds. My head turned to the alarm clock on the dresser expecting it to be like six in the morning but I was very wrong. It read ten am! I had slept for 13 hours. The last time I slept this much was when I was pregnant. I guess that's the only time I can sleep for hours.

I laid back and pulled my shirt up to my boobs and Leaned up slightly on the pillows. I definitely did not have a big bump but my hip bones used to stick out over my stomach but now it was all flushed with a small bit of roundness at the bottom of my tummy. I ran my fingers tips across my stomach, jumping from my cold hand.

"Hello little baby" I whispered. "I'm sorry mommy has been upset lately. I'm sure you can tell. Your big brother used to move like crazy when I was sad or stressed" I closed my eyes wishing I could feel movement. "You have the very best daddy anyone could have. And the world best big brother. You have no idea how loved you already are" I chuckled. "You are a very lucky baby. Mommy loves you so much. I can't wait to hold you in my arms and count your fingers and toes" not to mention that new baby smell. There is nothing better and I can't wait for Edward to smell him or her. He will get hooked.

I finally dragged my big butt out of bed and into my bathroom to relieve my poor bladder who gets pushed on all night long. I went ahead and brushed my teeth and my face feeling much better and more like a human being. Humming a little tune as I made the bed I thought why I even bother with making the bed each day when we just sleep in it again by the end of the day. It does look pretty when it's all done and made.

I stood back looking at the bed, it honestly looked so comfy. I could definitely take a nap right now. I sadly turned away away from the fluffy bed and slipped on my robe making my way downstairs. The boys had to be off doing something because this house is way to quiet. I wish I hadn't been sleeping I would have loved to go with them. Walking into the kitchen I grabbed the tea out of the cabinet and sit it on the counter. Coming over to my stove I grabbed my tea kettle filling it with water and placing it on the hot burner.

I grabbed my Mommy coffee cup, placing my tea bag inside with a small amount of sugar in the bottom of the cup. The whistle of the kettle made me jump and I laughed at myself grabbing the scary kettle. The wonderful smell of green tea filling my nose. I carefully grabbed my steaming mug and my book, wanting to sit and read since I had the quiet.

When I came around the sight before me made me tear up. Who am I kidding my hormonal ass started crying. Edward was laying in the leather recliner with his legs up and was fast asleep. Our sweet Ollie was cuddled up to his chest, his little mouth open and drool pooling on Edwards shirt. I sit my things down and pulled a blanket over them. Each sighed and held on tighter to each other.

I stepped back trying to take a mind picture of this. It was something I would never forget. My son actually has a daddy. He got the best daddy in the whole world. Hand picked from heaven kind of father.

Why can't my mother have met them. Two of my proudest things in life will never met the person who brought me into the world. The person that should love you no matter what. I was only 18 I was not even 20 yet. Almost 5 years since I saw her. Heard her laugh. Seen her smile. I want to miss her and be sad, but it's so hard. Why didn't she call me. I would have been there for her. Held her hand. Just to have gotten the chance to see her one last time would have been nice. Why wouldn't Phil call us! She was sick, my mother needed her family. She might have lived longer.

I could have saved her. I should have saved her.

Poor Bella. I'm sorry I killed mom. Lol. Sorry there wasn't much conversation in this chapter. It was more of a update chapter.

My life has been so crazy, and I haven't had any time to even think about write. My sister is ten weeks away from her due date and there is so much to do! Each day is fill with something. I have also been watching my Goddaughter a few days a week and that takes up a whole day. I am working on more chapter and LONGER!! Chapters.

Anyway hope you have a lovely night. Till next time ~Jade