Illusion of Imperfection
"Well this is a surprise. I never expected you to call me to talk." Caitlyn picked up her cup of coffee, looking across the table at her host, "It must be really important if you're asking me instead of Vi."
Jinx glared at her, arms crossed over her chest, a permanent scowl on her face from the moment Caitlyn walked in, and sat down in her living room. "Trust me Top Hat, I'd rather not talk to you about this at all. But truthfully I don't know anyone else I can ask."
"Interesting. And what can I help you with Jinx?" It was rare for Jinx to ask Caitlyn anything, usually if she had a problem she want straight to Vi. "Is it... an issue with the Enforcers?" Jinx might not be a criminal anymore but she sure did like her pranks, which got on a lot of her suborders nerves.
"Nothing to do with the Enforcers this time. Well maybe handcuffs depending on the direction it goes but I'm not getting ahead of myself." Jinx blushed for a moment before brushing it off before Caitlyn could comment, "Anyway Lux is visiting. And well... she's nesting. Pre-heat and all that junk. You know how it is."
Caitlyn hummed. She was starting to see where this was going but this was a rare opportunity to tease Jinx, no way was she gonna pass this up. Call it petty revenge for all the trouble she's caused over the years, "Yes. I still don't get what you're asking of me."
"Huh? You're an omega aren't you?"
"I am. But surely I'm not the only omega you know." Caitlyn took a slow sip of her drink.
Jinx narrowed her eyes, "Of course you're not. But most omegas I know are the ones I've slept with. I'm not gonna ask them for advice that involves my girlfriend. And..." Jinx scratched the back of her neck, "I've never spent time around an omega in their pre-heat alright. I don't know how to act around her exactly. And she's nesting. Does she want me to give her stuff? I've never spent a heat with Lux before what if... what if I... I'm gonna hurt her."
That wasn't a question. Jinx wasn't second guessing herself there, she was sure she was gonna hurt her for some reason. There was a lot to unpack here.
Caitlyn took a deep breath, "Alright, let's take this one step at a time. Omegas in general like to have the scents of their friends, family and mates around them when they're nesting. Your clothes is always a good option too. Is there anything of yours that she really likes to wear?"
"To wear?" The image of Lux in her clothes already made Jinx's inner alpha view her in a possessive way, "Yeah. Plenty of things."
"Good. Then give her those things. Also blankets and pillows, especially with your scent on them. It might be a good idea to scent them before she gets here. I love having Vi's scent around me." Jinx made a gag noise, Caitlyn rolled her eyes, "Even when she can't be there next to me for some reason, it brings me comfort until she's there. It's nice."
"Ok. Blankets, pillows, clothes. Got it." Jinx nodded her head, taking mental notes of what Caitlyn was saying.
"Also it's important to make her feel safe around you. Now I know you might not be comfortable talking about this with me, but you're my mates sister and I want to make sure you're safe, do you and Lux plan on mating when she goes into heat?" Caitlyn tried to keep her voice as level as possible.
Jinx blushed, "Wah-Well yeah! Duh. Of course we are. She wanted to spend this heat with me and I'm more than ok with that. But then she said she also wants to spend her pre-heat with me and I don't know why."
Caitlyn couldn't take it anymore. She had to laugh. Jinx yelled at her not to make fun of her troubles, but Caitlyn couldn't help herself. She never thought she'd have this sort of conversation with Jinx. She actually felt like a big sister in the situation, "I apologize. It's just... I thought you knew. Omegas only spend their pre-heat around people they trust most. It's around the time when we're our most vulnerable after all. There's no need to over think it too much. She trust's you Jinx."
"She trusts me." Jinx's eyes widened.
"That's right. There's nothing for you to worry about. Be yourself. She seems to like it. And you like her too don't you?" Jinx nodded quickly, still a little in her own head, "Then you'll be fine. Just remember to use protection. Tea is also good if you don't want any barriers between you."
"Oh my gods, please stop. Yuck. I don't want to hear this from you."
"We're adults. And as someone who will one day be your family I just want to make sure that you're safe when you..." Jinx covered her ears quickly in an attempt to block the noise.
"Shut up please! This was a mistake, a huge mistake! Just go already! I got everything I needed. Fuck, you really had to make things weird and gross didn't you?" Jinx made an angry face at Caitlyn, but this was actually quite cute. Caitlyn laughed as she wondered if this is what it was like to have a little sister.
She drank the rest of her coffee, "Alright, alright. Thank you for the coffee. And if you have any more questions don't hesitate to call." Caitlyn heard Jinx groan as she walked trough the hallway and out of the apartment.
Jinx was now left alone with her thoughts. Which meant she was now free to freak out.
"Shit."
Over the next few days Jinx made sure she did everything she could to make Lux's stay at her place as comfortable as she could. She made sure she stocked up on Lux's favorite food, she made sure all Lux's favorite pillows were covered in her scent in case Jinx had to step put for whatever reason. She gathered all the shirts and hoodies Lux loved to borrow, she even teleported to Demacia and took one of Garen's large shirts so Lux had her brothers scent for familial comfort in case she felt home sick.
This left only one problem. Jinx herself.
She'd been having conversations back and forth for days now. Trying to figure out the best course of action. Best way to approach this. To approach Lux. Lux who made all her bad thoughts go away, who made Jinx smile, who's own smile lit up Jinx's whole world. Lux who she was head over heals in love with. And it was overwhelming. Jinx was never in love before. She'd been with people before, she'd spend heats with omegas before, spent her ruts with them, but she was never in love with any of them. Not like Lux, no one was anywhere close to her Sunshine.
A knock on the door snapped her out of her thoughts and a familiar scent hit her nose. She was here!
Jinx rushed to the door, almost tripping over her feet on the way, she grabbed the door handle and yanked the door open a little too hard.
"Hi Flashlight!" Jinx grinned brightly.
Lux giggled at Jinx's enthusiasm, "Hi to you too." The omega leaned in a pecked the alpha on the lips. It was just a brief touch of lips and it made both of them blush like teenagers who'd just had their first kiss. Jinx never got like this around her dates, if she could call them that, but with Lux it was all so new, so exciting.
"Please step right into my humble abode." Jinx joked as she bowed dramatically, making way for Lux to pass into the small hallway.
"Why thank you. And my brother said you don't have manners." Lux made sure to run her finger under Jinx's chin as she passed. Jinx smiled, Lux always liked to tease her. Which did lead to some embarrassing erections and long cold showers for Jinx, but she could deal with all of that for Lux. If everything went well though she'd have Lux taking care of her erection soon enough.
Nope! Too soon to think about it! She had to make sure Lux was comfortable first. Lux was here not just for her heat but also for Jinx's company and comfort. Jinx could give her that, no problem. At all. None what so ever.
"Hey you still there?" Lux touched Jinx's cheek, making the alpha flinch momentarily.
"Ah, sorry. Lost in thought I guess." Jinx chuckled, filing her previous thoughts away for later, "Never mind that, I have a surprise for you." Jinx took Lux by the hand and guided her to her bedroom. Upon opening the door Lux was met with the sight of Jinx's room, as messy and chaotic as usual, but there was a big pile of blankets and clothes on the bed. The scents immediately hit the omega. Jinx walked to the pile and picked up one of her large blue hoodies, presenting it to Lux, "I know you really like this one. I didn't know how much stuff you needed for nesting so I tried to get all the ones you like."
There was a faint blush dusting the alpha's cheeks and Lux's heart melted at the gesture. She reached for the hoodie, bringing it close, "Thank you." Lux took a deep breath, breathing in Jinx's scent, a pleasant, warm feeling of safety spreading trough her body, "I like it."
"Yeah? Wait... my scent or the fact that I got you stuff?"
"Hmm... you're smart. I'm sure you can figure it out for yourself." Lux passed her and practically threw herself on the bed, among the clothes and blankets and pillows, hugging one close to her chest, but not before she teasingly ran a hand down Jinx's tattooed arm.
She was doing it again, "You tease." Jinx turned around with a slightly bashful smile, walking over to the bed as well and taking a seat next to Lux.
Lux smiled teasingly, her hand covering Jinx's own. Lux touch felt hot against her skin, then again Jinx did run a bit colder than other people, most of the time at least. However there was no doubt that the hot sensation was due to Lux's incoming heat. There were no horny pheromones yet though. So Jinx just let Lux hold her hand as she wrapped herself in the blankets and clothes on the bed. She looked so relaxed.
"Tired?" Jinx eased herself next to her girlfriend. Lux just hummed as she snuggled up to the tinkerer. "You're adorable." Jinx kissed the crown of her head as Lux sighed contently.
"Thank you. I'm a bit tired from the trip but..." Lux left a trail of kisses along Jinx's neck. The feeling of Lux's lips on her skin always made Jinx's skin feel like it was on fire, even more now. "If you want I can..." Lux hand drifted downward, dragging a finger over Jinx's pants slowly, "Pay you back when I wake up."
Jinx bit her bottom lip. All sorts of things flooded her brain at once. But this wasn't about her, it was about Lux, "Rest Sunshine. We can talk about that later." As much as she wanted to accept any payback Lux had in mind, she also had other things she planned. Things that would hopefully show Lux that she wants the omega for more than just sex, that she can give Lux more than just sex. Even when Lux was in heat.
That was the plan anyway.
The plan that quickly started going off the rails next morning when Jinx woke up. The sweet, inviting scent of an omega about to go into heat was already getting to her. The two had moved at some point in the night and now Lux was completely on top of the alpha. Her golden hair falling over her shoulders. Upon looking closer Jinx realized that they never even changed out of their clothes. They just wanted to cuddle each other for a bit but apparently they were both so comfortable that they just fell asleep. The realization made Jinx almost laugh, but she didn't want to wake Lux up.
And there was also the issue of her being painfully hard right now. Jinx considered her options. She could wait for Lux to wake up and then leave to take care of it, she could try thinking of something un-sexy so the erection would go down, although that was very unlikely due to the sweet scent and the mere sight of Lux so content on top of her, she could move Lux but that might wake her up and she didn't want that. In short she was stumped. Jinx frowned, racking her brain for a solution that doesn't involve waking Lux up.
All of those went out the window when Lux rolled her hips against her. Not just once either. This certainly didn't help, "Lux." Jinx wanted to stop her but she knew that if she put her hands on Lux's hips she would more than likely just press Lux further into her. She settled on grasping the blankets under her, "Lux." She tried again and again Lux rolled her hips.
Lux moaned, Jinx's name escaping her lips in her sleep. Jinx bit her lip. On one hand she was happy that Lux moaned her name in her sleep, on the other hand she could feel her self control slipping. And Lux wasn't even in heat yet.
"Wake up." Jinx's voice was more aggressive than she wanted it to be but it got the job done.
"Hey you." Lux blinked, still groggy from sleep. She didn't seem to be aware of what she was doing before and Jinx didn't want to embarrass her. "We fell asleep huh."
"Yeah." There was a moment of silence as Jinx studied Lux's sleepy face, she was so cute in the morning, Jinx wanted to remember it forever, "We should get up. Maybe change into something more comfy. I got your favorite food."
"Food sounds good. I'm hungry."
Lux sat up to stretch but in the process pressed harder against Jinx's erection. The alpha groaned at the pressure, her hands flying to Lux's thighs. Lux froze. Then she moved her hips again.
"Lux..." If the omega rolled her hips one more time Jinx was gonna lose it.
"Were you hard since last night? You should have told me." Lux started sliding down Jinx's body, her intent very clear.
"No, no." Jinx slowly pushed Lux away. Gods, she never thought she'd be saying no to a blowjob, especially not from Lux. "There's gonna be time for that my Sunshine. Right now I just want to take care of you."
Lux frowned, "Oh. You sure?"
"Yeah." No. Jinx was exploding on the inside and if she didn't do something quick she would explode on the outside as well. And take Lux with her. Instead she pulled the omega into a deep kiss, "Let's go change and eat hmm. We're gonna need the energy for when your heat hits." Lux's pupils dilated at the mention of it and the implications of what Jinx meant.
"Fine. But..." Lux cupped Jinx's erection trough her pants, "I want to do this for you later." Those words definitively got the desired reaction from her girlfriend.
"Okay." Jinx moaned, her hips jerking into Lux's hand. She loved when Lux got like this. But it also scared her this time. This is the first time Lux would be in heat around her.
Usually Jinx loved omegas in heat. They smelled and tasted so nice, they were always so eager for her, for whatever Jinx was willing to give them, they listened to everything Jinx told them to do, they submitted to Jinx's every whim and desire. In turn Jinx made sure to please them as many times as they needed it. They needed her, wanted her.
Jinx knew Lux wanted her. But Lux wanted her before her heat and she wanted Lux to want her after it as well. She wanted Lux to want her forever. Like Jinx wanted her forever. That's why she had to prove herself, stay in control and not let instincts get the better of her.
That was proving increasingly difficult however. Especially when she saw Lux walking around in Jinx's shirt and pants. It made their scents mix together even more. And having her own scent on Lux, while she was going into heat and seeing how Lux inhaled the scent with a smile made the alpha's stomach flip. However along with those feelings also came the feelings of possessiveness and the desire to truly make Lux hers. It wasn't usually like this and Jinx couldn't figure out why.
It wasn't just that Lux's scent was all over the place, it was that Jinx was reacting to them as much as she was. Her head was swimming, she constantly found herself adjusting her pants, feeling like she was on edge. She only got like this when... oh.
"Shit." Jinx cursed out loud.
"Hmm?" Lux looked up from where she positioned her head on Jinx's thigh. "Everything ok?" Jinx had been acting weird all day and honestly it worried Lux a bit. Jinx was normally really happy and ecstatic to have her around.
When Lux asked if she could spend her pre-heat and heat with her, the alpha hugged her tight and Lux could swear she heard something that sounded like a purr.
"F-Fine. Did you... how are you?" Awkwardness. Yet something else Lux didn't see that often.
The mage tilted her head, "I'm fine. Getting a little hot but other than that I'm ok."
"You smell better and better by the minute." Jinx leaned down, she took Lux's chin between her fingers and tilted her head towards hers for a kiss, "I really like it." Her voice sounded a little strained.
"I like your scent too." Lux kissed her back with fervor. Their lips met over and over, each kiss hotter than the last. Lux sat up and quickly straddled Jinx, her hands moving to untie her braids as their lips found each other again. Jinx nibbled on Lux's lower lip, her tongue poking out, asking for entrance. Lux responded with a low moan as she opened her mouth and her tongue welcomed Jinx's.
The more they kissed the more eager they became. Hands wondering, tugging at each others clothes, hips jerking, moving against each other. As Lux's lips left Jinx's they were on her neck just as quickly.
Jinx growled. She loved having Lux in her lap, rolling her hips against her like she currently was. But she also wanted Lux under her, with her hands pinned above her head as Jinx rutted into her, she wanted to see Lux squirm and moan in pleasure as she forgot everything except how got it felt to have Jinx fuck her. She wanted Lux on her knees. She wanted to knot her, to bite, to fuck, to claim the omega as hers.
"Mine." The sound of Jinx's voice, so rough, growly and possessive, combined with the spicy strong scent she was emanating made Lux stop her kisses, just above Jinx's collarbone where she was busy working on leaving a red mark. Jinx didn't seem to like that Lux stopped so she took manners into her own hands.
Jinx flipped them over, settling between Lux's legs. She immediately started thrusting, even with their clothes in the way it provided delicious friction for both. The thrusts got uneven quickly and Jinx huffed and groaned. She was frustrated for some reason.
"Hey, easy. It's ok." Lux gently cupped Jinx's face, her thumb brushing against Jinx's cheek. Carefully she summoned her magic into her palms, it's warmth always managing to calm Jinx down. The alpha let out a shuddered breath as she relaxed into the omega's touch.
"I think you triggered my rut." Jinx confessed, her lips making contact with Lux's warm palm.
Well that certainly explained the sudden change in behavior and why Jinx's scent got stronger. Lux rolled her hips into Jinx's again, feeling the alpha's hardness against her clothed wetness. Jinx shut her eyes tight at the movement. She was holding back, Lux didn't know why. Before she could ask the alpha's lips were on hers again, hard, fast and wanting. She responded in kind. Each kiss got more and more heated, more desperate.
Then they abruptly stopped. Jinx jumped away from Lux like she was burned by fire. She scurried backwards until she was several feet away from the bed. Her breathing was rapid, her movements frantic and her eyes shining. "Shit. I'm sorry."
Lux tilted her head, carelessly exposing her unmarked neck to Jinx, "What are you sorry for, love? I liked what we were doing."
Jinx shook her head, gritting her teeth so hard she thought she might break them, "No, no, no. This-this is about you. I want to... I need to make his good for you Lux. You understand?"
"I don't." Lux frowned, sliding off the bed and towards Jinx with purpose. Confidant and practically glowing. She might have been glowing actually, but Jinx wasn't sure if she was seeing things or not. "You being in a rut isn't making me uncomfortable. In fact I'm flattered. That you like my scent so much that it would send you into an early rut." Lux blushed at her confession, slowly tucking a stray hair behind her hear. Her blue eyes searching for Jinx's. Jinx's eyes that avoided her own.
She caught the beginnings of a blush on Jinx's pale cheeks. "Sunshine." Jinx groaned, "You're not making this easy for me. I could hurt you." Jinx clenched and unclenched her fists, starting to pace nervously back and forth, her eyes shifting between Lux and the floor. She looked a little like a scared animal.
Lux walked toward her girlfriend, took her by the hand and sat her down on the bed. "I want you here. I want to be here. With you." Lux summoned her light magic to her hands, reaching to cup Jinx's cheek with her free one. Jinx whined and melted at her touch. "You won't hurt me. And don't underestimate me either. I've fought off a lot more vicious people than you. Some weren't even human." Lux joked.
"Honestly I don't think I'm human anymore either." Those words were more meant for Jinx herself than for Lux. But there's no way Lux was gonna let that slide.
"You're smart, dedicated, brave, you care about others, even if you have a funny way of showing it, you laugh and cry a lot, sometimes at the same time, you're incredibly creative, you talk really loud and fast, and you're the alpha that I love. You're human, Jinx. You deserve to be loved. I love you. You brilliant, dumb, chaotic alpha." Lux pulled Jinx into a deep, loving kiss. Jinx gasped but quickly melted into it, closing her eyes as tears escaped her and ran down her cheeks.
"Sunshine... Lux... I..." Jinx struggled to get the words out but her change in scent was enough to convey the message. Well that and the fact that she had a hard on. When Lux slipped her hand inside Jinx's pants and wrapped her hand around the length Jinx almost came right there and then. It was embarrassing actually, she felt like a teen experiencing their first rut.
She couldn't help it though. Lux's scent swirled around her, sending her mind into a frenzy. Hot lips traveled down Lux's neck, leaving goosebumps along her skin.
Jinx missed the warmth of Lux's hand holding hers but she quickly calmed down when that same head cupped the back of her head, encouraging her kisses while Lux emanated comforting pheromones.
"I appreciate the gesture but... it's hard to calm down with your hand around my dick." Jinx smiled against Lux's skin, already in a better mood than before. "I want to touch you too. Make you feel good." Jinx's hand found their way under Lux's clothes, cupping her bare breasts. If Lux wasn't in head she would make a joke about her not wearing a bra. She wasn't gonna complain though.
Jinx ran her thumbs over the stiff peaks, pinching lightly, Lux moaning and sighing against her. Jinx lifted Lux's shit up, her mouth latching on a nipple, sucking and biting, while her fingers still rolled the other nipple.
Lux loved the treatment but it did little to calm the increasing ache between her legs.
To make her point she started moving her hand, stroking Jinx's cock, making the alpha groan and nibble harder. And then after a few strokes she stopped.
"Gods damn it." Jinx whined when she felt Lux pull her hand away. Their eyes met, Jinx's mouth inches away from Lux's breast. Both their eyes were almost entirely blacked out at this point, the blue and pink barely shining trough. "Clothes off?"
They wasted no time tearing their clothes from their bodies, both too hot and too horny to make it graceful in any way.
As soon as Jinx's eyes landed on Lux's naked body something inside her snapped. With an almost painful kiss she pushed Lux's back on the bed, settling between the mage's legs, "I don't even need to touch you to know how wet you are." Still she rolled her hips forward, her cock sliding between Lux's pussy, coating her hard length with the warm slick. "So wet."
"For you." Lux kissed Jinx's cheek, hands wrapping around the alpha's body, around her back. "Don't hold back on me. You've been hard since last night."
"But..."
"No. I need this right now. You need this. I promise I'll tell you if it's too much. But please Jinx, just fuck me already." Lux rolled her hips upwards, smearing more of her wetness across Jinx's cock.
Jinx nodded. With as much control as she could she slid her cock inside, both lovers moaning at the feeling of finally being joined together. Normally Jinx would like a lot more foreplay before she goes on to the main event but she couldn't keep Lux waiting when she told her to fuck her. And fuck her she did.
The room echoed with their moans, skin slapping against skin, whines and growls, loving words both whispered and screamed in ecstasy.
They lost count of how many times they made each other come, how many times Jinx knotted, how many bites they left on each other. Sadly not the permanent kind yet.
"Love you Sunshine." Jinx whispered as she collapsed on top of her lover, her cock still snugly buried in Lux's pussy.
Lux sighed. She felt so full, content, happy. "I love you too. Always. No matter what."
Jinx's breath hitched for a moment, "Thank you. Thank you." Jinx nuzzled into Lux's neck. Maybe things didn't go exactly to plan, but she couldn't be happier with the result.