(I'm sorry there's a few spelling mistakes in this text. English isn't my first language so I don't know how everything is written)
Ok. So I've not always had a crush on my best-friend. It only started a few months ago, in October. I was thinking about him and then suddenly my dick became hard and I just had to cum. And I did, in a dirty sock in my room. It was such a more pleasant experience than when coming to porn. And then it hit me. My best friend (which I will call Kristoffer) was the one I was looking for. The true love.
I began to fantasize about him more often. Fantasizing about his perfect and bid bubble butt that I would rock hard with my average sized cock. Fantasizing about my body growing muscles and a big cock at my will and bending him over and totally obliterating his ass. I would be a big bodybuilder with a 8inch cock and he would be "teenage muscly" and this went on for about a month.
Then one day our class was going to on a cabin complex that the parents to my classmate owns. And in that cabin there was a hot tub that had room for about four people in it. And we were six people that wanted to be in it so we took turns being in the sauna waiting to be in it. And so it was me and Kristoffer's turn to be in the sauna. Kristoffer told me that earlier when I wasn't in the hot tub and he was that had talked about their cock sizes. I wondered why he wanted to tell me this. But then I understood it. He was proud! The other boys all had 3-4inch cocks he said and he had a 7inch cock!! That is three inches bigger than me!! And then he said that me knew that it hadn't stopped growing cause only two months ago it was only 6 inches (for reference we were 14 when this happened) . And then he said that his dad also had a massive cock and if cock genetics is a thing his would become a lot bigger. After this we talked a lot about other things that was deep for the both of us and in this conversation I also came out to him as bi. He is very supportive and doesn't think it's weird when we sleep in the same room or change in the same room etc. (I have also asked him if he is gay, and he said no)
Later that day and we were going to sleep, he and I got the same room by ourself. And all that night I laid dreaming about his cock and wishing that he would fail the fuck about me.
And after this I think about him a lot and imagine scenarios where we fuck together. And it's this I'm going to write about now. One of my dream scenarios with him