Part 6 - More Talking
After the man Dark Horse had left again on his motorcycle to get back home, Charlie was now very red in his face of anger and embarrassment as Phil had laid it out for him to everyone to know how much he still longed for Renee and the behind reasons why he never moved on like Renee had with Phil and seemed happy enough with him too, so why not himself happy again they didnt know or understand why.
Bella sat in Clay's lap and had an arm around his neck, as he had his large hand on her belly with a smile of his own, as the two had recently gotten to feel the baby's kicking around in there, and it made them both smile and relaxed that their baby was alive afterall and that it was doing good in her. Jacob stared at them longingly while the others had a smiles on their faces for their happiness, while the Cullens stared longingly or just hatefully at the two.
Edward sat in his own misery and anger of this sight before himself, as Bella laughed at something that this Clay said into her ear in a different language, and Jasper said
"What is that you are saying to her?!" Bella sighed, then Clay said
"It is something in my secondary language, Lakota. Similar to Cheyenne, Quileute and many more languages for Natives to speak if they learn enough of it, luckily both myself and Bella have learned it fluently to speak freely."
Making most stare at them in shock now more than the other feelings, as Edward said
"You of all people know a strange language, Love?"
"First of all, do not call me Love when I never was yours to begin with, Edward. And yes, I do know Lakota, that is the name of the language, and yes, I can speak it fluently aswell. I even know Cheyenne and some Quileute as most of the language are similiar, just how to pronounce some words are different in the different languages. Thirdly, Clay and I learned together at college as we got a extra credit class to do so, as we both felt we wanted to honour the language, that most forget to learn in the different tribes across of US. Fourthly, it is now our love language, as we say something to get us both on same track and same path of love for us is like."
Many of them sat in shock of this as Edward glared at them, as Bella said
"And I really dont know why you all are glaring at us, Edward, Cullens, for I am nothing to you than a pet or was that also a fucking lie that you told me in the woods when you broke up with me, Assward?, and did you really think I would take it well and get back home, no you didnt even care to see that through, just took off like a big coward and baby you truly are, as you KNOW nothing of what love is about. For you dont see in the others in your fucked up family, what love truly is about, for they haven't even learned the concept of what true love is about and how you are to treat your other half with love and care about your own selfish needs. Esme and Carlisle may be able to show it as they show it clear as day but you others I never got to be around that much because of controlling asshole of a brother you have over there, but I can tell that Rosalie is more jealous of humans than to really love her life and husband as it is now what it is, over what she really wanted out of her life if she still was a human, but that is my opinion on her behalf. Just because you may have grown up like spoilt child with rich parents who care nothing of you or your needs over their fucked up minds on marrying you off to a rich asshole of a man that is your problems to get over and move on from that life and actually embrace your new life as vampire, even if your heart is cold and dead long ago. Emmett I feel sorry you are stuck with a woman who are more into children and life as human than actually love you for who you are proud to be like, as I know you love your life as vampire. Jasper, I never blamed you for what happened on my birthday party that I NEVER once wanted to have, but what your pixie childish wife wants she gets whatever you say no to, as she has deep issues of hearing the word NO means. Alice you need help with your hearing of NO, and also how to treat another being with care over abusive nature of dragging someone all over the places of shopping that you may love to do, but others may not, you need to learn some boundaries and clear ones too. Edward, I already told you I never loved you, I was in admiration for you yes, but I never felt in love with you and Lucky you left before it got too much for me to even handle your whiplash of emotions and trying to get me to marry you as 18 year old and keep me a human over what I wanted at the time of our relationship, you never treated me as a equal in the relationship for you wanted to control every move I made with friends, what I ate and drank to even when to sleep and have you watch me to sleep in my or your bed, and also the control issues about the subject sex, as it is very normal to do these days outside marriage. Clay and I did alot of it from get go of our relationship for I didnt want to be a virgin until our wedding day nor a virgin any longer than I had at the time when we made love for first time in college. And there is something called condoms, to keep yourself safe from pregnancies and diseases, and that is what we both used, aswell I was also on birth control until about a month before our wedding day, as I wanted us to start trying rather soon after being married and having our time as married couple too. It took 2 years to conceive and we were actually worried that something was wrong, and we went to a clinic to get help, but luckily nothing was wrong with either of us, and they actually told us to stop stressing about getting pregnant and just let the flow come and become pregnant on more natural settings. And luckily just a month later, we found out to be pregnant with this little one, that we both want to have too, as we feel ready for our life as parents, something I would never be ok with being 18 and married to a man I dont even love in that way. Same way with Jacob over there, who is too young and also someone I dont ever have liked in that way either before or after your asshole left me the way you did."
Many sat in shock and wonder of her tale about everything, and how she bashed most of them really. Charlie sat gapping at her at how openly she spoke about sex and her life with Clay, as Clay himself took over and said
"Bella is right in what she says, as I can tell and see for myself how much you are spoiled brats to this day still, and also Jacob, my wife is correct in what she says, that was never what Edward would say to her to say to you, it is her OWN opinion on a child who has this silly childhood crush for someone who is not what or who you thought would be after years being gone from Forks as she chose to not come back after she was around 13 years old, yourself were only 8 almost 9 year old at the time, and that you have a crush on someone who is older and more mature than you is crazy and frankly abit sick even. I do not know you at all mind you, but even I can see how wrong that was to have a crush on someone who is not only older, but more mature and knows her ways in life would be like. For she would have been more like a babysitting wife than just a wife to you, as you were still just a child at the time she came back here to live with her father who has his own issues of moving on like any normal person would after break up with a former wife, who clearly has moved on easily enough in her own space and time. Renee, I dont know you well enough, but what Bella has told me, that despite you could be spatzy and ditzy with your head and all, you still were her mother and made sure she was ok despite your own needs could take over every now and then. You still were her mother and I am also glad that Phil got into your life when he did, for it got Bella to be a teenager just for short while until her 18th at least."
Renee smiled as she said in small voice to Bella;
"You really said that, Bella?" Bella nodded as she had soft smile on her lips, and said
"Mom, you may been ditzy and antzy as person, but you still made sure I was ok and that the schools I was in was ok enough for me, and also made sure I was being safe while you went out for your trips with your girlfriends or boyfriend at the time. You made sure of that by telling a neighbour to keep an eye out for me, and that itself is love for a child, mom."
Renee just smiled tearfully at this, and thanked Bella who said it is just the truth mom, and Renee hugged her daugther in first time of years apart from each other. As she said
"And I am very happy that you have Clay now in your life, Bells, so happy." Bella smiled and thanked her mother for her approval of Clay as she then streched out a hand to Clay and said
"Welcome to the family, Clay. I am sorry that i didnt get to meet you until now or welcome you to our family." Clay just smiled and took hers in his own larger hand and shook it with a smile of his own. Bella just smiled tearfully at this sight. As the others were shocked of the nature of things had taken, as Phil said
"I already said in my emails, but I am glad to finally put a face to the name Clay is and who you are to Bella too, Clay." Clay smiled and nodded, as Bella said
"Thanks, Phil. You have always been on my side of things and also made sure that I made the right choices and decisions of my own life before anyone else would do it for or over my head. It was that made me realise how wrong Edward had been in our very short relationship as he decided over and for me, before letting me do it on my own as any capable person would be able to which I am cleary too."
Phil nodded and smiled, as he said
"I am glad that the therapy I sent you to has helped you to realise that too, Bells. For you needed it clearly after Edward left you in the way he did. Which in my own truthful opinion is the worst way anyone could break up with someone like that and also the words he told you, is just plain horrible and frankly childish at best. To think you would forget everything that has happened, just plain stupid to even begin with, when you told me about Victoria and her issues with yourself, and that the Cullens left for a childish boy thinks otherwise of that whore is their own issues to deal with and clearly need some professional help to even begin with. I am glad that i got in contact with Dark Horse about Victoria and they came around to help you to take her out, as she never was a human to begin with either."
Bella nodded and smiled as Clay just have an easy smile on his face, as the Cullens sat there in shock and anger of what had been said, Charlie had anger aswell for he really hates swearing and name-callings on anyone really, and Jacob sat in shocked anger and sadness of what been said to and about himself too. Billy sat in stiffness of anger and disbelief of what been said about his precious boy.