Chapter 50

If this new Kira is trying to contact me then how would they know I love the night sky? Or specifically love it enough to constantly doodle crescent moons and stars, even wear them in my ears on my clothes, etc. It would have to be someone who knows me. If that is the case. Could Aphrodite be back and using these murders to try and contact me? She would have no way of knowing if I have woken up though. So would she actually be trying to tell Light that she is back? If so, then why? Setting on my couch I give a sigh pulling out my laptop and booting it up. If it isn't Aphrodite though and the way they used a moon and star along with the symbol of god they could be saying they know that Kira Lake is still alive and they believe the leader of this dark new world is in fact both Light and Kira. With that probability in mind, it would lead me to wonder how they have gotten a hold of the information. They could be a skilled hacker and hacked into Light's computer much as I did but with his setup. The computer would have to be on in order to do so and that is only on when he is at the computer or when the task force is conferencing.

I had to literally use S to call them so I could cover up what I was doing. Otherwise, I would have been found out. Especially since I had to go through the connections of his computer's set up so that the camera could be on even when the screen is not. Either way, this is very disconcerting. A new Kira and to top it off… I am losing more and more time. It is getting worse with each passing day. Could my amnesia really not be about the death note? Could something truly be really wrong with me? Sighing again I hook my pad up to my laptop so I can transfer my latest entries onto my computer once it had completely booted up. Seeing a folder on my desktop left me baffled. Has someone been using my computer? It was untitled, unlike the other documents I put on here. If that wasn't weird enough I always place my documents in the Documents folder not on the desktop since the more items you have on the desktop it uses more battery. Because the computer has to use the extra pixels to show it and whatnot. So I keep my desktop as plain as possible.

Leaving my pad to do its thing with the uploading its documents onto my computer I pull up this... Folder so I can get an idea of what it is. It automatically opens up the folder page showing one single word document titled. KIRA LAKE. Odd, it's just like the time with the USB. Could the USB really not have been my doing after all? Would that mean someone has broken into my hotel room? With that probability… I need to start changing hotel rooms…. Holding my breath I open the document and wait for word to pop up and fully load what was on there. Which didn't take long.

Sapphire,

You are probably betting someone has broken into your hotel room. Which is funny. Either way. Go to your dresser and open the undergarment drawer. At the bottom beneath the items pull out what is there.

It was a short letter… Weird. Getting up I shut my computer screen before walking into the bedroom of this suite and go to my dresser as it had stated. I found my hands hesitating just as I grab the handle of the particular drawer… What could be in here? What if it is dangerous? Should I get a task force member to come in and run an analysis on the drawer to make sure it isn't actually a bomb or something? Shaking my head I take in a breath. Calm down, Sapphire. Even if it's a bomb it won't kill you so stop freaking out. With having gotten myself composed I slowly open the drawer to reveal my thin delicate undergarments. Moving the soft materials aside I found my breath catching at what I saw.

Grabbing what was there without thinking. I felt my head explode in a sudden pain as my room phases out while thoughts and memories burst through my mind. I felt myself screaming from the pain but it was muffled out by all the conversations I had forgotten. Ending in a painful memory of the last time I Kira Lake was a true owner of the death note. -"Kira, I can no longer let you endanger yourself, just for me. Your life is far too precious to me to lose. You will not remember the death note, I also do not know what you will remember after this. But, so you know before you lose it all. I will not let you create another one, I will no longer let you be my shield. I am the God of the new world, I need no one."-

Really? He needs no one? Sighing I raise my right hand to my head. The pain just keeps getting worse every time. I hope Lucien just kills that bimbo soon so I don't have to guide myself continually back to this note. It is really getting tiring. Walking out of the bedroom and back into the sitting area I set on the couch in front of the laptop to get back to work. So far I have Light confused and am backing him into a corner at the same time. I can guide him if he'll just figure out that I want to help him. "I understand why you did what you did my love. You feel the same way I do. You don't want me in danger for your sake or anyone else's. You didn't betray me. You just wanted Misa to think you did. You did what you felt was necessary. Using me as your shield to the very end I guess. There was no way for you to know what would happen. Hell, I didn't even know that from creating the death note that it was in fact attached to me so destroying it, in turn, would have killed me if I were human."

Smiling to myself I pull up the browser to get to work. "I went into a coma because the damage was so extensive it took my weakened form a long time to repair itself. I probably would have healed a lot sooner if someone would have fed me blood though. Either way, I have to make this fast. I have a short window to get this done."

Upon finishing I shake my head at myself as I remove all traces from my computer of what I had just done. With how little is left in prisons this took far too much time to complete. I even set it up so that I don't have to write this again for a while. Knowing Light, with another Kira surfacing he isn't going to write in his note until he figures out who and can contact them to inform them of his will. He will want to set back so he doesn't chance damaging what evidence he could have received. So I am safe to draw out my killings by setting out times and dates. Which helps. Now for Misa… Looking down at the note in my lap I smile to myself deciding exactly what I want to have done with Misa. If I kill her right off Rem would think it was either me or Light but... If I draw out her death it will make it seem more like a natural cause until Rem comes to retrieve his note. It will be then he figures it out. Though hopefully by then he will believe that Lucien… I mean Ryuzaki had figured out that there was a real page in the fake and found a way to utilize what space was available to him. Smirking I finish the entry with a date.

Standing I go into the bedroom and open the closet. Yanking down the duffle bag that was resting on the shelf at the top of the enclosed space. Reaching inside I pull up the bottom of the bag and place the note inside. Keeping a hold on the bag once my fingers left the note so I could keep my memories just long enough to complete this task. Sliding it up onto the top shelf I abruptly kick the door shut in the second that my hand left the fabric of the bag. I had learned that keeping the note in my shoulder bag was a bad idea the night I had found it in between Misa's mattress and box spring as if she had been distracted enough the last time she had used it to slip it out of view at the closest point possible. Keeping it in the bag meant I kept my memories since the bag wasn't out of my grasp long enough to lose them. So in order for me to keep hidden, I have to continually hide the note.

I barely even heard the door latch before I was doubled over as the memories I had just reclaimed come rushing back out. Grabbing my head I scream from the very pain that is getting worse every single time I do this. I just have to put up with it long enough for Misa to die and the death note to become mine again… Squeezing my eyes shut I take in deep slow breaths to try and keep myself from passing out.

*

Pushing myself off the floor slowly I take in short breaths trying to get my world to straighten back out. The insistent throbbing to my head has caused my world to spin from the pain. Slowly opening my eyes once I was standing I make my way slowly to the very drawer I had been trying to get into… "What happened?" I ask myself as I look inside the still opened drawer. Nothing was there. Just the bottom of the drawer… "What?" I ask as I sift through the delicate materials looking for whatever I was supposed to find. Growling in irritation I slam the drawer closed and walk back to my laptop. Setting down I notice the screen was still up with that same short letter still there… How did I end up across the bedroom from the dresser? I look at the time on the bottom of the screen and rub my head in aggravation as I stand again and grab my shoulder bag.

Reaching inside and grabbing out my bottle of headache medicine. This time popping four of them into my mouth and swallowing as I cap it shut. I lost four hours today. The sun had already set. So the hotel room was basked in shadows. "Seriously, what is happening to me?" I question myself before deciding on one major decision. Walking back to my computer I remove the stupid folder and document before turning on my wifi and searching up what I should have looked for when all this started… A doctor I can trust with what I am...

*Light*

The sound of the door clicking shut caught our attention as I turn in my seat to see not Alessia but Mogi walk into the room with the latest evidence that had been brought to the task force's attention. Where could Alessia be? I wonder silently watching as Mogi walks up to me with the others standing and following. Turning back to my computer as I take the flash drive from him and slip it into the USB port on my computer. Bringing up the documents that were once again pictures. This time with their names and T.O.D's labeling them. Seems Ide is getting better at labeling. I began clicking on the pictures to bring them up. There were four of them today which was odd. What can this guy be getting at?

Once having them lined up I look from one to another. Nothing seemed too out of the ordinary. They were men this time and looked like normal heart attack victims. Two outside in the recreation area and another two inside. One of them looked as if he had rolled out of his bunk when he had been writhing in pain. There were no suicide notes or blood-drawn pictures. "Maybe he's done talking to us." Dad suggests. It doesn't make sense though. If he is trying to contact Kira then he shouldn't be done... I found my eyes widening as I look at the names of the pictures.

"Could that really be it?" I wonder allowed as I begin to rearrange the four pictures.

"Could what be it Light?" Aizawa questions as they lean closer to the computer to see what I'm doing… It is it…

"Look at the first names. Ken, Iwao, Ryuu, and Atsushi… Kira it is saying, Kira." I repeat myself disbelievingly. This guy... Purposefully chose the victims by their first names to spell out Kira.

"Whoa, I can't believe you caught that Light." Matsuda says in amazement as he too finally sees what I was talking about.

"So why would he spell out Kira? Is he trying to say he is Kira? When we all know he is just another copycat." Aizawa further comments and I shake my head looking at the pictures again... Two inside and two outside. It is set in twos.

"Two Kiras." I mumble my thoughts.

"What?" They ask in unison before I feel my dad's hand at the back of my chair again.

"How did you come up with that?" Dad asks causing me to glance up at him.

"Two deaths outside and two deaths inside. I can only guess with the numbers in two along with the names that he is wanting us to read. Two Kiras. Which would mean…" Shrinking the sizes of the pictures I go into my computer and pull out the other three photos placing them in order as well. "Moon, Star, god. Two Kiras… Is he saying that the 'god' of this world is in fact two Kiras?" I ask as I lean back in my seat.

"He could just be pointing out that he knows there are two other Kiras. But since Misa's arrest never made it to the internet or the news he might not know that there was only one Kira left before he showed up." Dad points out to me. It is possible. Maybe this guy wasn't actually trying to contact Kira. Maybe it's a message that he is trying to get to the First and Second Kira.

"He could be... I actually thought he was trying to contact Kiara or something, to begin with, but now... I think you're right dad. He's trying to get the First and Second Kira's attention."