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EPISODE 4: Knowing Him
Hyung?
Jungkook stood up while the bag of cakes sat beside me. This man somehow looks familiar.
"Are you lost?" He asked nonchalantly. He is kind of cold towards him. It's a strange sight to see.
"Are you in a bad mood?" The man scoffed as he walked towards me not noticing me yet. "Did something bad happen? You seem pissed." He added teasingly as he hissed in between the line.
"Not really, I just remember something stupid." Jungkook rolled his eyes looking towards me, and so was the man.
Ah! I remembered.
He pouted a little bit and pointed on me. I look at him shocked and stood up as I point my index finger at him too.
"E-egg!" We both said as if we are in some choir making an absolute stunning harmony. We widen our eyes. "Oh! It is you!" We synced once again. Jungkook got in between us.
"Yah! You both creeping me out. Do you know each other?" He look at us once at a time. "And egg? What 'egg' are you exactly talking about huh? Is this some nasty shit?" He dramatically gasped and smirked at me. This made me turn my gaze to him.
"O-oh, not really." I responded stuttering as I turn my gaze into Jungkook. "Yah! You disgarsting sheyt, is your mind fully taken by the color green? Huh?" I crossed my brows as I slap his right arm.
"We saw each other at the market, she's kind of weird asking me where the egg was." He chuckled.
Wait. Did he just called me weird?
"What?" Quite annoyed I look at him shocked. Maybe I'm hallucinating.
"Oh, have you lost your hearing?" He hissed again. "I said, I find you kind of-" he began examining me from head to toe. "Weird." He then continued. A hint of smug personality as he sigh completely bored.
I am not hallucinating, does he have a twin or something?!
"I am not weird. I just have a lot of things in mind that time." I defended myself. He just laughs.
"You didn't take your dose that's why a lot of things are going into your head." He chuckled once again as a smirked began to plastered in his face.
His making fun of me.
"Oh really? Patting my hair and complementing my ring. We are both stranger that time. Wasn't that weird?" I attacked back as I recalled what happen that day.
His face dropped. "I think you got the wrong idea." He said without any expression sitting on his face. "I didn't pat your head. I was checking if your hair was real. You know, wigs pull down when you put pressure on it." He teased. "I thought you were wearing one since your hairline was kind of- you know- high." He made unbelievable and obnoxious hand gestures. "Well, I don't want to get your hopes up so." He leaned on the wall.
"H-hyung!" Jungkook was clearly screaming inside. He is trying so hard to stopped himself from laughing. He started clearing his throat, coughing, and moving his head side to side to avoid bursting into laughter. "T-that is not nice to say!" He said as I glared at him.
"You guys are both assholes." I raised my right brow at them. Jungkook can no longer hold his laughter so he burst it all in the hallway. "Y-yah hyung! [laughs]"
Look at this stupid rabbit, he can't even finish what's his about to say!
The bell rang.
"Aish!" Jungkook was laughing his ass off for about 5 minutes. He took a deep breath and casually said; "oh, what class you guys have?" He catches his breath and look at his phone. "Shit, I have Philosophy right now. This shit is boring as fuck. Guess I have to cut classes." He continued.
"I have math." We both looked at each other.
"Well then I'm off" Jungkook ran away as he leaves the both of us here.
Shit. What to do? It's awkward and we are going on the same path, I might vent out my embarrassment on him.
"So-" he look at me and scratched his head. "Should we go the same route-" I started walking. Completely ignoring him. "Look I know you took the wrong idea the other day but-" I cut him off.
"You should've addressed it in a nice way! You know how embarrassing that was? Jeez, that was a core card for Jungkook ya know?" I glared at him. "He will use that thing happen against me and annoy the fuck-out-of-me till I die." I began walking again.
"Look, I'm sorry." He started to catch up on me. His head hung low as the sole of his shoes rubs against the floor.
Sorry my ass. You're face a while ago doesn't looked like you're sorry.
11:00 ~ School [Y/n's POV]
That 10 minutes walk feels like forever!
As soon as I walked inside the room, I took my seat and completely ignore him.
Him, yeah... him. Nah, this is stupid. I don't even know his name. Should I ask? He might got the wrong idea again. Fuck it, may God do something about this useless problem.
"Oppa!" The girl screams as she linked her arms around him. "Oh~ why are you standing here? Our seat are right there~" the girl jumped and sways as she tried her best to empress him.
Acting cute? Disgusting.
I made an about to puke face and started getting my sketchbook. I once again scribble.
"Oh [laugh] would you mind?" I looked at him as he raised his arm where the girls are hanging to.
"W-what?" She's kind of confused and smiled at him awkwardly.
"Your arms, it's getting in my way. Sorry." He removed the girls hands and began walking to his seat.
He is brutally honest. That's in between good and bad. Well I wouldn't mind being like that or even if my friends are like that.
"S-sorry oppa!" She cleared her throat as she followed him.
What should I draw next?
I began looking around as my chin rested on my palm.
The leaves and lighting today are calming. Let me draw them today.
I began picking an empty sheet, my right hand holding the pencil as it ran across the paper. The scratching sound that it makes are quite satisfying. I was drawn into it. I began drawing the leaves that are falling from the tree.
Bench, grassy floor, sunlight that gives warmth.
Being artistic was my key from escaping reality. It is my comfort, my way of temporarily forgetting the problems I have at hand. It give peace and relaxation.
"Nice visual." The voice startled me, my pencil jumping as well making an abstract line.
"WTF!" I looked behind me as Mrs. Anora as well as the whole class looking at me. Mrs. Anora's and my eyes widen.
"Cursing! Shit, I'm so sorry!" I shut my mouth once again and covering it with my hand.
That's so stupid.
Mrs. Anora cleared her throat. "I'll let you pass this time, it is my faults since I startled you." She began looking the other way. "You are good at drawing." She smiled and walk in front.
Then I heard a laugh at my back. I look back and saw Ken.
"How iconic!" She whisper-yelled. I looked around and turned to her as my brows were fighting each other.
"You're here? Why didn't you even inform me that Mrs. Anora was here." I pouted and slighting slammed my forehead on the back of my seat.
"You hated being disturbed when you're drawing something. So I let you be and mind my own business." She slightly lean in and smiled.
"Aish! Just seat here beside me." I signaled her to sat beside me.
"I heard you walk into class with Yoongi. [laughs] ohh~ looks like you're really moving on" She nudge my shoulder.
Yoongi.
"What? Who the hell are you talking about!" I slapped her right arm.
"[gasped] you didn't know Yoongi? Jungkook's cousin? Tsk, your signal is gone girl." Ken shook her head in disbelief. "Yoongi, that guy you walked in here together. That's him." She crossed her arms.
"I just came back here today, stupid! How would I know? Besides, I just met JK a while ago. He never bring it up." I pouted as I spat my reasoning.
"Aigo~" she laughs making me laugh too. "Maybe JK was too focused on you." She teased. "Ooooohhh~ Y/n and JK sitting on the tree. K-I-S-S-I-N-G!" She bounced to the Rhythm.
"Oh shut up! [laughs]" I once again slapped her arm.
"Two girls at the back, please pay attention." Mrs. Anora called as she continued her lesson.
TIME SKIPS
1:15 ~ Cafeteria [Y/n's POV]
Why are they taking so long.
"Food is here." Yoongi placed our orders in our table.
We've been sitting here for 10 minutes. Still waiting for the 3 girls as well as Jungkook.
"What's with your face?" Yoongi once again noticed me. I didn't dare to look back.
"Beauty, what else?" I respond shrugging my shoulders.
"Why so salty?" Yoongi sat and pouted his lips.
"Y/n!" Jungkook waved his hands as he ran towards us. Lisa and the two other girls followed. "Sorry." He smiled. He know I'm an impatient person. I would rip him if he make me wait for too long.
"Cutting classes was worth it huh?" I look at him as he sat beside me. Lisa sat on Jungkook's other side.
"You didn't tell me you cut classes, I have told you to stop cutting-" Lisa tried lecturing Jungkook.
"Oh yeah yeah, [mumbles] what ever." Jungkook mumbled the last part. He clearly show no interest on Lisa at all.
"What did you have Y/n? Can I have some?" He said as he hovered over my food.
"No! I'm not sharing, I'm hungry." I glared at him as we both fought over MY OWN food. "Ahhh~ get your own food Jungkook-ah!" I whined feeling annoyed by his immaturity.
"Just one bite~!" He whined as well.
"No! You have your own money, so buy yours!" I covered my food sending death glares on Jungkook.
"I shared you my food a while ago, and this is how you repay me?" He look at me, crossed his arms and pouted like a child. I gave him my fries.
"Fine take this! Hmp!" I turned my back at him as I started taking bite on mu burger. "Don't ask for more, I'll starve to death!"
"Jungkook-ah-" Lisa joined the conversation. But Jungkook once again cut her off.
"Just Jungkook." He nonchalantly responded as he ate my fries. Lisa cleared her throat.
"R-right, Jungkook. You can have my food." Lisa offered her fires as Jennie, Rosè and Jisoo look at her kind of weird.
"No thank you, I'm already full. Thanks to the cake you gave earlier." He drank water and wiped his hands. Lisa looked away and smiled.
I joined the stares between Jennie, Rosè, and Jisoo.
You know.
The three of them widened their eyes and mouthed "oh". Are we telepathic or some sort of shit?
"Fries." Yoongi slide his food onto my side. The rest of them were busy teasing Lisa and Jungkook.
"No-" I was about to declined.
"Take it, don't worry I didn't spat on it nor lick it. I'm just not that hungry. Its a waste not to eat it." He started pulling out his phone.
I have no choice but to accept. I'm also kind of hungry, the burger wasn't enough. So meh.
"Anyways! How's Nana Y/n?" Ken asked as she began opening another topic.
"He's upset that you guys are taking too long to visit him again." I responded as I jokingly accused them.
"Poor Nana. Ah right, Jungkook told us about Nana, you told him that Nana's acting up lately." Jisoo unnie asked as she drank her beverage.
I sighed. "Uh-huh, I don't know if he's just confused or that's a symptom of trauma but he's saying that Snow is a person." I replied as I gulped down the last bite of my burger.
"Snow? Who's that?" Rosè asked too.
"A kitten that I found on my trunk." I responded as I began eating the fries Yoongi gave me.
"You're into peta now huh" Jennie now began teasing.
"It's just- it's adorable! Come on guys!" I defended as they began teasing me.
"Nana's confused, don't worry about it! Tell him we'll visit him this weekend." Jungkook added as he ruffled my head.
"My hair Jungkook-ah!" I covered my hair.
I'm adorable you say.
TIME SKIP
End of class ~ Cafè [Y/n's POV]
Ken and I decided to go into a cafe before going home. The four girls- Jennie, Rosè, Lisa, and Jisoo went out for shopping. JK and his cousin Yoongi decided to go home early.
"How are you Y/n?" Ken suddenly asked as were walking home drinking our coffee.
"I'm doing fine, why'd you ask?" I blow my coffee as I linked arms with Ken.
"Just checking on you." She smiled and snuggled closer to me.
She's such a sweet heart.
"You're so cheesy! [laughs]" I nudge her slightly. "Oh anyways, have you seen my new ring?" I tried showing her my hand.
"What ring? I haven't seen any ring there." She look confused as she stares at my hand and examines my fingers one by one.
"Quit playing! [laughs] this one!" I showed her my ring finger. "It's adorable isn't it? It has a butterfly on it." I smiled as I start twirling the ring.
Ken put her hand on my forehead. "Not hot." She clasped my cheeks as she examines my face. "Not place, cheeks are still red." She took my coffee.
"Yah!-"
"Shhh!" She cut me off. "Does this have a drug?" She examines my coffee throughly. I snatched my coffee back into my hands.
"No! Are you out of your mind." I took another sip in my coffee.
"Are you sure you're fine. It doesn't look like it!" She worriedly asked. "You're messing with me are you?" She laughs nervously.
"Maybe you are! I'm just showing you my ring! You're the once who's acting strange Ken." I attacked explaining myself.
"Y/n, there's no ring." She said.
"W-what? Pffft! N-nooo~ you're acting up." I laughed.
"No, I'm serious. Maybe you should consult a doctor Y/n. You're kind of crazy. Any ways I'm off here. See you on Monday." She took a turn.
Ouch, I'm offended by that.
"Why does everyone acting strange lately? It's right here, I'm not crazy." I pouted as I start walking towards my house.
Oh Nana? His teacher will drop him off today in our house. I don't know the reason too, but his teacher told me he has something important to say.
I tried pinching myself. "Ouch!" I look at my ring once again. It's still there. "Wtf am I doing. [sigh] Ken's clearly messing up with me. Ahh, stupid Y/n why bother checking your own sanity? Aish!"
"Miss Y/n!" Nana's teacher's here.
"Nunu!" Nana run towards me as I escorted them inside.
The teacher told me that Nana's doing great at school, they wanted to transfer him at school that are for gifted children. Apparently, Nana's performance is above average and they didn't want to waste his talent. So I agreed and sign some paper.
I walked into my room to greet Nana as I know he run straight to my room because Snow is there.
"Nana! Nunu's proud of you, your teacher told me-"
"Nunu! Snow is hurting." As soon as I walked into my room, I saw Nana crying holding Snow. Snow is weak but still breathing.
I hurriedly pick snow and placed it on my bed, I began taking water and help him drink.
"Aish! What happened?" I panicky asked Nana.
"I don't know Nunu, as soon as I got into here. Snow is crying." He said as he cried.
"Snow will be ok, may e his dehydrated since we left him without any water. He also haven't eaten half of a day." I started feeling guilty. I'm glad that Snow became slightly stable after giving him food and water.
"Nunu, is snow going to be ok?" I tried calming myself and picked Nana up. We walked to his room.
"Let's change your clothes ok, Snow will be ok. We gave him food and water already. Let's give him rest." Even I don't know if Snow will be fine. I just spew something to help Nana clam down. There's no Vet near out village. Aish.
After changing Nana's clothes I let him watched some cartoon to distract himself while I walked to my room to change my clothes.
TIME SKIPS
Nana and I did our own chores and ate, the rest of our time was us taking care of snow. He's still not fully ok but we'll get there. It's also night time and Nana fell asleep looking after Snow. He's worried about Snow. I carried him to his room and tucked him in to sleep.
I went to my room and also fell asleep, Snow in my arm.
MORNING
7:00 ~ Y/n's House [Y/n's POV]
The sound of breathing, warm body. Did Nana walked into my room at midnight? Slightly grunts and groan was heard.
Nana's voice wasn't this low.
I opened my eyes and saw something unexpected.
"AHHHHHHH! WTF?!" I screamed and stood up in my bed. "WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?!" I gasped as I ran into the corner of my room.
"S-saliva, I n-need. K-kiss me."
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Nana runs to my room after hearing my screams, he then smiled and said;
"I told you Nunu, Snow is not a cat. He is a person" [giggles]