I see a lot, I think you need to elaborate what you want to show me babe.
Santana smiles slightly pointing at the painting once again and leans back against her. ''Do you see the emotion on mine and on D's face?''
Brittany slowly nods her head confusion still clear on her face and tilts her head. ''I do, the both of you look happy.''
''Beside that.'' Santana murmurs, she turns around wrapping both of her arms around Brittany's shoulders and smiles lovingly as she plays with the small hairs on the back of her neck. ''That is the emotion of feeling home.'' She explains slowly. ''In your arms we feel home baby.'' She continues nervousness still clear in her voice. ''You make us feel home, a feeling I haven't felt in years.''
Brittany slowly wraps her arms around Santana's waist and bites her lip still not quite knowing where she is aiming at and the nervousness in her voice still worrying her. ''You and D make me feel home too San.'' She tells her as she keeps their eyes locked. ''The warmth and the life in this apartment makes me feel home more and more every day.''
Santana shakes her head and smiles nervously. ''You don't quite understand Britt-Britt.'' She mentions her hand around them and smiles lovingly. ''The apartment is just four walls, four walls that are filled with amazing memories with mi hijo and with you. But that's it, an apartment are just walls.''
She gulps as she sees Brittany's eyebrows furrow and licks her lips trying to sort her thoughts. ''This apartment only feels like a home because you and mi hijo share the place with me.'' She continues hoping Brittany will catch on. ''Every time you leave though, it leaves a cold feeling, D still makes it feel like a home but it's just missing a piece he also voices.''
Brittany blinks slowly realizing where this is going and tilts her head. ''San..''
Santana shakes her head and blows out a nervous breath. ''Every time you leave you take a bit of the warmth we build up with you, it comes back whenever you come back though.'' She turns back around facing the painting and leans forward, she picks at the corner of the canvas and pulls on the paper she successfully placed over it to hide the text she wrote above their portrait.
Brittany watches her curiously and raises an eyebrow as she sees words slowly appearing the second she pulls the paper away, she gulps thickly as she reads the quote and sniffles the reason behind Santana's nervousness suddenly making a lot more sense.
You are our home.
Wherever you are, that's where we are supposed to be.
Santana turns back around gazing into glistening blue orbs and slowly wraps her arms back around Brittany's shoulders smiling nervously. ''D and I both feel home whenever we are with you, whenever you leave something is missing.'' She swallows thickly and licks her lips. ''That missing piece is you, you belong within these four walls with us Britt-Britt. We love going through our routine with you but also that you sometimes make us forget all about the routine we set up and just allow us to enjoy life, we feel safe with you and we love that we can be us around you.''
She gently cups Brittany's cheek catching the stray tear that managed to escape her eyes and smiles nervously. ''And even though he is currently loving the evening he gets to spend with Holly, we both want to ask you to move in with us.''
Brittany smiles lovingly and nods her head. ''I would love to move in with the both of you.'' She whispers leaning their foreheads together. ''I also felt lost every time I left this apartment because you and D make me feel home, make me feel safe and like I can take on the whole world.'' She gives her an Eskimo kiss and sniffles. ''You are amazing you know that?''
''You are the amazing one.'' Santana replies smiling lovingly as she cups her cheek, she tilts her chin up and catches Brittany's lips in a soft sweet kiss. She smiles into the kiss as she feels Brittany's hands automatically land on her ass and hums softly as she pulls her closer, she tightens her hold around her shoulder squeaking as Brittany picks her up and pulls out of the kiss as Brittany laughs. ''Ass.'' She murmurs snickering.
Brittany just locks eyes with her and smirks. ''Yep, you have a nice one baby.'' She laughs as Santana just rolls her eyes and pulls her closer. ''You love it.''
''Mh I love you.'' Santana breaths out without thinking, her eyes widen her breath hitching as she realizes what she said and quickly looks up at Brittany as she feels her tense. ''I mean..''
Brittany just shakes her head hearing the scared undertone and cups her cheek, she pulls her down in a bruising kiss feeling her whole body heat up as Santana answers the kiss with just as much passion and turns them around walking over to the couch.
She gently places Santana down bracing her hand beside her head and smiles into the kiss as she just immediately pulls her down not once breaking the kiss, she slowly pulls out of the kiss after comfortably settling between her legs and runs her thumb over her cheekbone smiling lovingly. ''I love you too Santana.'' She murmurs softly pulling back so she can read her lips. ''Words can't even describe the feelings you give me.''
Santana just smiles pushing herself up and catches Brittany's lips into another kiss, she grabs one of the hands braced beside her head and runs it down her shoulder placing it right on top of her heart allowing Brittany to feel the fast but steady thump.
She moans softly into the kiss as Brittany tilts her head to deepen the kiss and pulls her closer wrapping her legs around her slim waist breathing out another moan as Brittany unconsciously grinds down, she tilts her head as she feels her pull out of the kiss to trail her lips down to her pulse point and moans a bit louder as she sucks on the sensitive skin beneath her lips.
Brittany closes her eyes the sexy moans leaving Santana's lips awakening the lust inside her and breaths deeply through her nose trying to even out her breathing as she feels Santana's hands slide up her back underneath the tank top she wears, she leans up as she feels her shirt bunch underneath her shoulder blades and gazes into lust filled brown orbs slowly sitting up to take it off ignoring the dull pain the movement causes.
Santana bites her lip watching Brittany's abs ripple with every movement and leans up trailing kisses down her neck to her collarbone her hands finding her hips, she softly nips on the protruding bone feeling a soft vibration beneath them and trails her hands from Brittany's hips to her abs trailing a finger up the toned muscles to the underside of her strapless bra watching in amazement as goosebumps follow in their wake. ''Room.'' She breaths out biting her lip.
Brittany freezes quickly locking eyes with her as she bites her lip and swallows nervously. ''You sure?'' She asks as she watches her stand up, Santana just holds out her hand pulling her off of the couch and into the arms the second she takes it and tilts her head up to kiss her passionately.
''I want you Britt-Britt.'' She murmurs against her lips hoping she can understand her, she gently runs her hand up her back feeling the angry puckered skin beneath her fingertips and leans their foreheads together gazing into lust filled nervous blue orbs. ''All of you.'' She gently grabs her hand leading her down the hallway to her soon their bedroom and pulls her inside, she cups her cheek tilting Brittany's head up as she notices her erratic breathing and bites her lip. ''Are you okay?'' She asks softly.
Brittany swallows thickly slowly nodding her head and bites her lip, Santana tilts her head slowly leading her over to the bed and sits down pulling Brittany beside her. ''No you aren't.'' She points out as she runs her thumb over her trembling hands.
Brittany just smiles shyly looking down at their intertwined hands and runs her free hand down her leg feeling the clamminess, she continues looking down knowing Santana will watch her hand and shrugs. It's just a long while ago, I'm afraid I suc…
Santana shakes her head realizing what the problem is and reaches out grabbing her hand, she tugs on it so Brittany faces her and raises an eyebrow. ''You really don't know the things you do to me huh?'' She asks, she smiles softly as Brittany looks at her in confusion and trails her hand up her arm to kiss her softly. ''You make me feel things I never felt before.'' She murmurs leaning their foreheads together. ''And for it being a while ago, that makes two of us but I am sure you most definitely won't suck.'' She tilts her head with a smirk knowing just how to brighten the mood and shrugs. ''Or well maybe you will.'' She squeezes her hand and snickers. ''The right way.''
She bites back a laugh as Brittany pauses almost comically and watches on in amusement as she sees the emotions in her eyes turn from nervous, to shy, to surprise in a matter of seconds.
She burst out laughing as Brittany suddenly pounces on her wriggling underneath her as she tickles her and shakes her head. ''No!''
Brittany just laughs feeling her trying to grab her hands and quickly intertwines them pushing them down beside Santana's head hovering over her, she looks down at her with an eyebrow raised and chuckles softly as she feels and hear her still laugh. ''Where the hell did that come from?''
''It helped didn't it?'' Santana asks still laughing as she pulls her hands free, she cups the back of her neck after trailing her fingers up her biceps trying to ignore Brittany being topless and yanks her down into a heated kiss. ''I love you, you idiot.''
Brittany smiles lovingly softly kissing her again and trails her finger down her front popping the buttons of the button up she wears open, she pulls Santana up into a sitting position pushing the shirt over her shoulder noticing she is wearing nothing but a bra underneath it and cups the back of her neck after throwing it on the desk chair. ''I love you too Santana.''
She hums softly as Santana captures her lips in a heated kiss and moans softly as she deepens the kiss while flipping them over, she plants her hands on her hips as she easily straddles her and runs them up her sides ghosting her fingers over the side of her breast swallowing the soft moan that escapes plump lips.
She sits up as she feels Santana's hand slide between the mattress and her back and softly nips on her bottom lip as she feels her unclasp her bra, she slides her own hand up Santana's toned back unclasping her bra and slides it down her arms throwing it towards the desk. She drops back down with a surprised yelp as Santana forcefully pushes her back down and pulls out of the kiss to look up at her with an eyebrow raised, Santana just smirks trailing her hand down Brittany's front and bites her lip as she cups her breast savoring the shiver she feels coursing through Britt's body.
She leans down capturing her lips in a hot kiss and slowly slides her hands down her abs humming softly as she feels them contract beneath her touch, she tugs on the waistband of the short she wears and pulls back leaning their foreheads together to gaze into darkened blue orbs.
She leans up as she feels her nod her head lifting her hips silently giving her permission and tugs her shorts down immediately taking the boy shorts she wears off too, she blindly drops them beside the bed trailing kisses down her body and glances up as she kisses her breast sucking on a nipple.
She runs her hands down her side gently tracing the scars littering her body and slowly slides down showering them with kisses silently showing Brittany that she is perfect just the way she is, she slowly slides further down glancing up at Brittany as she settles between her legs and kisses the inside of her thighs humming softly as she feels her buck up.
Brittany bites her lip as she feels Santana planting her hands on her hips to keep her down and groans softly as she trails her lips up the insides of her thigh to where she needs her the most, she slowly grabs her hand as she feels hot breath ghosting over her folds and glances down moaning as they lock eyes the second she feels Santana's tongue run through her folds.
''Oh fuck.'' She breaths out trying to buck her hips up as her head drops back down, she bites her lip as she feels Santana intertwine their hands and softly tugs on it wanting to feel her close.
Santana frowns slightly as she feels Brittany tug on her hands once again after she ignored the first time and slowly pulls back to crawl back up her fingers immediately replacing her mouth, she gazes into darkened blue orbs noticing her lips slightly parted and tilts her head opening her mouth ready to ask why she pulled her up.
Brittany just shakes her head moaning as Santana curls her fingers and gently grabs the wrist braced beside her hand feeling Santana's body comfortably settle on top of her own, she runs their hands over her shoulder and places them on the joint between her collarbones. Her mouth drops open as Santana's thumb circles her clit and slams her eyes closed throwing her head back against the pillow moaning loudly.
Santana bites her lip feeling the vibrations of the sounds of pleasure escaping Brittany's throat and ducks her head softly kissing the spot where Brittany placed her fingers, she pulls back as she feels her body tense beneath her own the vibrations stopping beneath her lips and leans up just in time to watch Brittany's face contort into one filled with pleasure.
She slowly helps her ride out her orgasm showering the hinge of her jaw with soft kisses and smiles against the soft skin as she feels her relax back into the bed breathing harshly, she drops her forehead against Brittany's shoulder just breathing in her sweet scent as she feels her arms come up to wrap around her shoulders and curls her own around Britt's waist.
She sighs contently as she feels Brittany nuzzle her nose in her dark locks both just enjoying the moment and smiles against her shoulder as she feels the vibration of a hum against her cheek, she squeaks as Brittany suddenly flips over and looks up at her in surprise as she hovers over her.
Brittany smiles cheekily and leans down kissing her hotly. ''Your turn.'' She mouths as she pulls back making sure Santana can read her lips, she drops her head before Santana can reply and sucks on her pulse point trailing her hand down Santana's shoulder to cup her breast.
Two hours later
Santana drops down on her back covering her eyes in the crook of her arm and breaths harshly. ''Fuck babe.'' She gasps out jumping as Brittany graces her core, she gently pulls her hand off pulling her up before she can dive back in once again and turns on her side nuzzling her face against Britt's chest.
Brittany smiles kissing the top of her head understanding Santana's silent message that it's enough and curls her arm around her waist to pull her close, she draws small hearts on her hipbone and sighs contently as she feels Santana scoot even closer while tightening her hold around her midsection.
''I love you too.'' Santana murmurs softly feeling the small hearts Brittany draws littering her skin, she kisses the top of her breast glancing at the alarm clock on the nightstand and yawns. ''I am gonna take a quick shower before bed.'' She murmurs softly.
Brittany nods her head tilting her head down to kiss her softly before she pushes herself up and watches Santana slide out of bed grabbing her bathrobe on her way to the bathroom knowing she needs that nightly routine to settle down, she slides out of bed herself quickly grabbing a long short to sleep in and pulls it on.
She grabs fresh sheets out of the closet knowing Santana will prefer to sleep into a freshly made bed after showering and quickly changes the bed throwing the dirty bedding into the hamper to wash tomorrow, she walks out of the room as she hears the shower still running and slips into the kitchen to grab two bottles of water for them.
She walks into the living room to grab her phone her eyes catching the painting Santana made for her and quickly walks over to it turning the lights on, she quickly snaps a picture of it making sure to capture the quote on it and opens her Instagram after sending it into their family and friends Whatsapp group.
She uploads the picture and scrolls through the selfies they made together, she smiles lovingly as she sees the picture she took with Santana during their beach date and adds it to the post.
If I could give you one thing in life, I would give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes, only then you realize just how special you are to me.
Tonight the love of my life asked me to move in with her and her little boy, to say that I'm over the moon is an understatement. Ever since I returned from overseas life had it's ups and downs, but this woman right by my side on the picture and the little boy seen in one of my last posts made it easier to concur everything.
She showed me the meaning of real love, that love not only means saying those three little words but means so much more. With every little action she showed me how much she cares, she trusts me with her amazing little boy and I love him to pieces, they brighten up my days and now knowing that I can wake up every day cuddled up to her and spending the day with her and her little boy makes my view on life even better.
LopezPaintings thank you for showing me that PTSD doesn't mean the end of the world, thank you for showing me that I am stronger as I thought and thank you for trusting me as much as you do. I love you and D so much it's crazy.
She hits post as soon as she added some hashtags and walks back into the bedroom smiling lovingly as she sees Santana snuggled up in the middle of the freshly made bed, she walks over placing a bottle of water on the night stand beside her and sits down on the edge as she immediately sits up reaching for the ointment.
She lifts her shirt feeling Santana help her bunching it up beneath her shoulder blades and gazes into the mirror watching Santana gently rub in her back, she smiles lovingly as their eyes connect through the mirror and turns her head leaning her forehead against her temple as she leans her chin on her shoulder after kissing it.
''Ready for bed Hermosa?'' Santana asks softly as she wipes her hand with the wet wipes she keeps on her nightstand, she scoots back as Brittany nods her head and lifts the comforter chuckling as Brittany dives in underneath the cover and crawls over her to take her side of the bed.
She wraps her arm around her waist as she easily settles into her side loving the soft cuddly side of her girlfriend whenever they are alone and turns her head to kiss Brittany's forehead, she smiles lovingly as she feels her hand slide up her body underneath her shirt to cover her heart and nuzzles her nose in soft blonde locks. ''One day you won't feel the need to cover my heart to feel that I am close, I'm not going anywhere Britt-Britt and I will prove it.'' She murmurs softly into the darkness, she smiles as she feels her tap her heart knowing she heard her and sighs softly. ''Thank you for changing the bed.'' She whispers. ''Good night baby.''
Brittany smiles lifting her hand covering Santana's heart and softly taps four fingers against her chin, she places her heart back on her heart nuzzling her face in her neck and kisses her pulse point softly. Good night love