Good Evening,

I wasn't able to write a full chapter of "Little Mistake" this week. I just totally blanked while writing one of the scenes. I'm hoping that I'll have the chapter complete by next Friday though.

I hope you guys enjoy the chapter.

Oxford Not Brogues

Chapter Five

Since she had got up this morning, Seras had been excited and even anxious to meet up with Alucard and Sebastian. The thought of becoming their lover had been so shocking and yet thrilling. She never, not in a million years, thought she would ever get back together with them. But, she was really glad that her master had suggested the idea to her. Maybe this will be good for them? It will help let off some steam and maybe, just maybe, her heating cycles won't be as bad now that she was finally getting some action. Of course, they couldn't have sex during those heating cycles because she could risk getting pregnant again. But she was still hoping that the touch of a man will ease those horrible cycles, even just a little.

Again, Seras was super excited and had been looking forward to this. But as she stood outside the demon's room it suddenly dawned on her what was about to happen. She was about to have sex with Alucard and Sebastian. It was, obviously, nothing new for her. She's had sex with them before otherwise she wouldn't have Allison here now with her. But at the time, she had practically been high! The heating cycles had made her act irrationally and she slept with them without a moment of hesitation. But, as of right now, she was consciously deciding that she wanted to become their lover. Her heart was racing in her chest. She was unsure if it was from excitement or from just being nervous. Perhaps a mixture of the two. But she was incredibly nervous! So nervous in fact that she couldn't move from her damn spot in the hall.

It was unknown to her how long she had been standing outside Sebastian's door, debating to go in. She could sense her mentors inside, waiting for her, but she couldn't find the courage to make the move. She supposed she was hesitating because she wasn't positive if this was real or not. Did last night really happen? Had her master truly asked her to become their lover? Had he really kissed her out of need? Or had that been a dream? Or worse, what if he had just been teasing her? What if right now Alucard and Sebastian were waiting for her to come in just to see how far they could trick her into believing that they would actually take her up as a lover? Was she fooling herself? Did they truly want her? Or was this just a game to them? Why did they want her? Why her when they could have any woman they want?

Seras was aware that she was the mother of Alucard's child and maybe that was a good enough reason why he wanted her. But this whole this was purely sexual between them. There was nothing romantic about it. So why her? Why not pick someone else to fulfil their desires and satisfy them sexually? The Draculina's eyes widened, her face heated with a blush, and heart pounded even harder in her chest. Oh, God! Oh, fuck! She knew she was meeting up with them for sex but now she felt so much pressure on her. Could she satisfy both of them? It not only sounded like a lot of work to satisfy two men, but two ancient men who had such complicated sexual needs that were almost impossible to meet? How could she possibly satisfy them?! Seras was still very new to the life of sex. She may not be a virgin, but she has only ever had one night of passion in her whole life. How many times have they had sex in their entire existence? Most likely, as many times as she's had multiplied by a thousand, maybe even a million.

Seras visibly shuddered at that. Just how many women have Alucard and Sebastian slept with over the years? The girl frowned at that question. She didn't particularly like thinking about it, but couldn't help doing so. It was an interesting and yet disturbing topic that occasionally invited itself into her inner thoughts. How many women have they had? Did she even want to know the answer to that? She then couldn't help but wonder how many they have impregnated before. Were there many like her? Or was she the first to have carried Alucard's child? So many questions ran through her head to purposely prolong going into that room. What was going to happen? How far were they going to take this? Would she like being their lover? Or are they in way over their heads?

Taking a deep needed breath, the girl finally found the courage to place a hand on the doorknob. She took up another couple of seconds and then took the last step and turned the knob. Seras pushed open the door to reveal a very neat room. It was hard to believe that someone actually lived in this room from how immaculate it was. And there were hardly any personal possessions in sight besides some things that were…questionable to the small blonde. For one thing, Seras had no idea that Sebastian was a cat person. It seemed he cared more for his cats than anything else. There were currently two cats in the room. One was lying lazily on the bed fast asleep. He was an orange tabby cat that was about three years old, give or take a year. The second feline was a kitten that was running about playing with a small ball of yarn. The kitten was a black Persian. She could have only been a few months old judging by how small she was.

Near the wardrobe that was against the east wall was a large cat tower with food and water bowls. Just to the left of her was a dresser, but on top were a bunch of cat toys. And just under the desk was a clean kitty litter box. On either side of the demon's unused bed were two large cat beds. Alucard and Sebastian stood just at the foot of the bed, facing the doorway. Her curious blue eyes flickered up to meet their intense heated gazes. She saw the smirks on their faces and her own face heated with a blush once more. Suddenly her stomach was tight with desire and her poor heart started racing all over again.

"We were wondering if you would ever join us." Sebastian spoke, breaking the silence in the room. "Please, close the door before one of the felines escape." Seras did as she was told. She stepped a little further into the room and, while keeping an eye on the wild kitten, she closed the door.

"I'm sorry," Seras murmured when she finally took her eyes off the kitten to look back at her mentors. She then gave them a bashful smile. "I'm…just a little nervous."

"How come?" The demon questioned with a quirked brow. "We've done this before." The blush on her cheeks darkened and she nervously looked at the floor.

"I know," She whispered and rubbed over her arm. "But…should we be doing this again?"

"Are you having second thoughts?" Alucard asked her. Despite the grin haven't falter from his lips, she could hear the disappointment in his voice.

"I don't know." Seras admitted without looking at them. "I…think…that I want this. But…should we? What if…this just complicates things?"

"I think you're overthinking this, Seras." Sebastian chuckled. "Last night, we were all three in agreeance of what we wanted. While you may not have showed it, Alucard and I were more than aware that you were anxious to become our lover." The little vampire gave them a look of surprise. In return the males' grins widened on their faces before the demon tapped the side of his nose. "We could smell your arousal. You wanted to be taken right then and there, but were hesitant because your daughter was in the room with us. But now, we're alone. We can finally let those urges emerge. Don't lose courage, Seras. You know what you want and there's no harm in acting on that urge. You deserve time to yourself and you deserve to be stress free, especially after a very long and hard night. Don't be ashamed. Come to us anytime you wish. We'll be happy to relieve any and all stress you may have. Now, come to us and forget everything else outside of this room."

Entranced by the words he spoke, Seras willingly moved towards them. She supposed there was no harm in what they were about to do. It was just casual sex. There was no need to complicate things. This little affair thing will end when it ends and things will go back to normal, right? It did before the first time they had sex. It was…actually very easy for them to go straight back to normal. None of them felt uncomfortable around each other or awkward or anything. It's like what Sebastian said last night, they got along pretty well.

When the little vampire reached them, the demon tangled his fingers in her hair. She barely had any time to react before he pulled her closer to crush his lips to hers. Seras gasped in his mouth and her eyes widened in her head. She stared at him in pure disbelief. His lips were so soft and warm against hers. They moved over hers so tenderly. Perhaps it was because it was their first kiss in so long. How badly did they miss physical contact with her? How badly did they miss the sex and even the kisses? The Draculina closed her eyes as she willingly fell into that warm kiss. Butterflies were swarming in her stomach and her heart thumped in excitement against her ribcage.

Seras gingerly kissed him back while one of her hands snuck up to cup the side of his face. She subconsciously brushed her thumb over his cheekbone, familiarizing herself with her skin against his. She had most definitely missed this. In only a matter of seconds, he had made her feel so relaxed. All of her confusion, nerves, and doubt had melted away. All that mattered to her right now were Alucard and Sebastian. Fresh arousal was already starting to drip from the lips of her sex to gather in her panties. Her nipples felt almost painful to her as they became sensitive from the touch of her bra. The fabric of her bra annoyed her as it rubbed over her erect nipples, making her deeply aware of how badly she wanted to feel Alucard and/or Sebastian's touch or mouths on them.

The little vampire whimpered softly in the demon's mouth when the sensation worsened. She needed to be touched. It has been so long since she had last been satisfied. Three years to be exact. She didn't want to wait a second longer. Seras pulled away from those tempting lips and licked over her own lips. Slowly, she cracked open her eyes to look up at the demon. Sebastian was staring at her through lowered lashes. He looked entranced as he stared at her. There was something in the depths of his eyes, almost like a longing or…even adoration or love, but Seras knew better than to think that. A dark blush spread across the Draculina's face, intriguing the males instantly. What was Seras so embarrassed about? What thought had popped up in her head that she was afraid to ask them? Nervously, the little vampire glanced down at her feet before asking them what she was dying to ask them.

"How about a quid pro quo?" Seras whispered. The demon raised a brow while he stared at her in consideration.

"What for what?" Sebastian questioned her.

"Do you guys…remember…what I did for you both…that night?" The little vampire asked softly, getting quieter with each passing word. The males looked a little confused. Their brows furrowed together as they gave her peculiar look.

"What do you mean?" The demon asked.

"You know," She murmured as she avoided their gazes. "Oral." She whispered and her blush darkened further. Immediately, the men's eyes widened.

"Oh!" Sebastian exclaimed in surprise. "So, you want to give us oral and in return you would like…"

"Yes," Seras cut him off before he could finish that embarrassing sentence. She then shyly glanced back up at them with a bashful smile on her face. "So…what do you guys think?"

"Do you honestly believe that we would deny receiving oral from you?" Alucard snickered in amusement. "If you did, then you really are daft, Police Girl."

"You don't have to be so mean, Master." The small blonde murmured with a frown. The elder vampire paused for a moment and just stared at his Childe before speaking again.

"I think it's only appropriate that we drop the formalities when in the bedroom." Her master responded. Seras' head jerked up to look at him in surprise.

"What?" She muttered and blinked at him. Amused, the elder vampire's grin widened and he chuckled out loud.

"You don't have to call me master when we're alone." He told her outright. Nervously, his fledgling lowered her head as she held her hands behind her back.

"So…I get to call you…Alucard then?" Seras asked him in a whisper.

"If you like," Alucard answered while his red eyes trailed down her body slowly. A pleased smile slipped onto the girl's lips. Those blue orbs were practically sparkling. Was she really so happy that she could call him by name? It amazed and delighted him. Admittedly, he was eager to hear her speak his name, especially during the throes of passion. The thought of hearing her moan, whimper, or scream his name gave him such a hard on.

"Then…I don't think it's appropriate that you call me Police Girl when we're alone like this." Seras spoke, drawing his attention back onto her face. She smiled so innocently up at him. "I would like it if you called me by my name." The elder vampire felt a sense of enthrallment. It confused him why he felt such a thing when he had the chance before to say her name anytime he liked. He just always chose to call her Police Girl because it suited her. But to speak her name when they're deep in their ecstasy and while their shaking bodies were clutching one another, it sounded so sinfully delicious. He wanted to taint that beautiful name by snarling it as he was cumming in her.

"As you wish, my dear." Alucard whispered as he looked her over slowly. His eyes took in her beauty, going over every little curve and bits of skin he could see. Her cheeks were dark from a blush when he called her 'dear'. Women were far too easy to please, honestly. A simple word of endearment and they melt. Though, he couldn't help smiling genuinely when seeing how pleased his Draculina was. She was so charming in her own sweet, bashful way. It made him want to please her more. He was, unknowing to him, craving for her attention, approval, and affection. He wanted her to smile at him. He wanted to hear her melodious laughs. He wanted to see her orbs sparkle with happiness and adoration every single day. Seeing her that way was pure bliss for him. It was so refreshing and eased him so. He would never tire of his Seras Victoria, even if their little love affair ended. She would always be by his side and that's where he'll always want her.

"So," Seras spoke, pulling her master from his deep thoughts. He blinked several times as he narrowed his gaze on her. She was nervously staring at her feet while she smiled awkwardly. It was clear to the men that she was unsure of what to do with herself. In other words, she didn't know how to make a move on them. "Do we…just…dive right into this or…what?" She asked, feeling a little stupid from her question. She glanced back up at her mentors and waited for an answer.

"You wish to perform oral on us first and in return…" Before Sebastian could even finish that sentence, Seras was answering.

"Yes!" The girl exclaimed hastily while smiling ever so bashfully. The demon sighed in frustration.

"Really, Seras, you should let me finish a sentence before answering. That is so rude to cut someone off like that." He lightly lectured her.

"Sorry," The small blonde murmured, looking a little ashamed.

"I don't know why you're so nervous." Sebastian proceeded. "We've done this before. And it is a little ridiculous that we can't even say certain things around you or at least try to say certain things around you without you either interrupting us or getting all flustered and red in the face." The smile slipped from the girl's lips and she looked back at her feet.

"I'm sorry," She repeated in a whisper. "We may have done this before, but it was once and that was three years ago. I'm just really nervous. I'm sorry." The demon frowned, but not out of frustration or annoyance, but out of guilt.

"I apologize." Sebastian replied softly. "I don't wish to make you feel bad for feeling nervous. I'm flattered to see how nervous and excited you are. And I, too, am excited, maybe even a tad bit nervous." Seras glanced up at him to see if he was serious or not. The demon was giving her a small grin while his brown orbs shone with tenderness. Despite her not being able to see if he was telling the truth or not, Seras smiled warmly at him, feeling a little more at ease.

"Really?" She asked in a whisper. The demon snickered softly under his breath as he hung his head.

"I'm probably going to regret telling you this." He muttered to himself. He then pulled back his head to give her a flirtatious smirk. "For the last three years, I've been aching to have an intimate relationship with you." He admitted, causing the girl's eyes to widen. "Physical contact was a must. You may think we were being kind by taking time out of our day to train you. But, in reality, we were doing it for our own selfish reasons." The smile had once more disappeared from Seras' face as she just stared up at him, looking purely dumbfounded. He was unsure of how she truly felt, but it appeared she was hanging on to his every word. "Perhaps that isn't entirely true." Sebastian murmured. "We did train you so you would become stronger, Seras. We wanted you to best your enemies on the battlefield. But…perhaps Alucard and I got…a little too much enjoyment out of certain things. Even when punching you, the brief physical contact, the touch of our skin against yours, was maddening. Hell, restraining you on the floor most certainly didn't help my lust either." An audible gasp escaped Seras. The demon immediately looked back at her to see her eyes were wide once more.

"Oh? Did it finally strike you?" He questioned with a heated smirk.

"That's what happened?" The small blonde asked as she eyed both of her mentors. "You let me go because…" The girl trailed off though while a blush spread across her cheeks.

"Yes," Sebastian answered with a small nod of his head. Seras then glanced at the floor as she fell into those memories from last night.

"So that's what Master was talking about when he said you needed to learn restraint." She murmured.

"Yes," The demon agreed once more. Her eyes flickered back up to look at him.

"I didn't realize that…you both felt that way." Seras whispered then, looking a little wounded. She shrugged her shoulders before continuing. "If…you wanted me to become…your lover, then why didn't you guys say something before, like after the night we first had sex?"

"If I promise to be honest, will you promise not to get offended?" Sebastian asked her carefully. The little vampire furrowed her brows and frowned. She could sense that she was going to be disappointed in what he was about to say, but she'll try not to get offended or angry. The girl sighed before nodding her head in agreement.

"As long as you're honest, I'll try not getting offended." Seras promised.

"Admittedly, Alucard and I were ashamed of being attracted to you." The demon told her outright. As expected, the little vampire felt crushed when hearing this. It made her feel even worse because she didn't know why they were ashamed of being attracted to her. Did she not live up to their past lovers? Was she a bad lay? Was she not pretty enough for them? Was she not old enough? Perhaps it was because she wasn't smart enough. Then again, it could be her strength; she wasn't strong enough for them. Or there was the huge possibility that it was all of the above. Not pretty, too young, inexperienced, too naïve and ignorant, and was a weak fledgling.

"Damn it," Seras hissed under her breath without thinking.

"That was a bit harsh, Michaelis. Don't you think?" Alucard snickered with an amused look on his face.

"I only wanted to be honest with her." Sebastian responded.

"Why were you guys ashamed?" The little vampire questioned.

"Don't take this the wrong way, Miss. Victoria." The demon spoke when seeing how upset and hurt the girl looked.

"How could she not take it the wrong way?" The elder vampire intervened, still looking highly amused by this little discussion. He enjoyed watching Sebastian dig himself into a hole and that hole was only getting deeper the more he talked.

"Why were you ashamed?" Seras repeated while those blue eyes of hers shifted to a dark red. Oh, they could see the fury growing in those orbs. Alucard's grin widened as he looked between the fuming Draculina and the demon. The elder vampire hummed in consideration. Was that fear he detected in Michaelis' eyes? Was he truly afraid of this tiny girl's wrath? Alucard cackled lowly to himself before his Draculina brought that deadly look onto him. His fit of cackling ended fast when seeing that dark look glisten in her eyes. For the first time in a long time he got a fear boner.

"There were several different reasons why we were ashamed." Sebastian finally spoke after a long minute of silence. Seras directed her gaze back on him.

"Which are?" The little vampire asked with a hand on her hip.

"We didn't want to hurt you." The demon answered. Suddenly, the anger in her eyes changed to a look of shock. She drew her head back and gave him a peculiar look.

"What?" She questioned.

"You're young and innocent. You're warmhearted and kind. You're a little ignorant and naïve." Sebastian listed off as he stared down at her with a mysterious look in his eyes. "You are our complete opposite. You are a woman we would have never gone for; a woman that shouldn't have appealed to us so easily. But…all of those qualities…drew us to you; it attracted us. But we didn't want to hurt you." The demon repeated with a very light shake of his head. "As our daughter put it, we're monsters. All we do is hurt people: physically, mentally, and emotionally. We were ashamed for wanting you. You're too…sweet and pure to hurt. We would never forgive ourselves." The red in her eyes died down to reveal those ocean blue orbs.

"What changed your minds?" She asked in a whisper.

"You did, mostly." The demon whispered, earning a look of surprise from the little vampire. He gave her a small smirk. "You don't care of what we are. You don't look at us differently or treat us differently like so many do. You…love us even knowing of some of the horrible things we have done." His eyes trailed carefully over her petite form. "I don't know why. I don't understand what compels you to accompany us every chance you get or why you smile so warmly at us. You truly are enigma, Seras. But, Alucard and I have come to a conclusion. If we are to take you as a lover, which we fully intend on doing, then it will be a cold day in hell before we ever do anything to hurt you." Slowly, the Draculina's eyes drifted down as she fell deep into the recesses of her mind.

Something felt strange to her. Everything that Alucard and Sebastian have shared with her just felt…off. It was like something didn't quite add up. She wasn't accusing them of lying, but still…there was something that she just couldn't figure out. First off, they're both very, very old creatures. They've had their fair share of lovers throughout the centuries. This also meant that they've been around plenty of women that have been in heat. But her mentors have built up a tolerance that they were no longer attracted or compelled by the scents of women that were in heat. Until…she was in heat. Why, after years of being able to avoid these women, were they suddenly blindsided by her and her scent? What was it about her scent that attracted them in the first place? What was it that made them lose control briefly and was the cause of Allison being born?

Seras would have assumed it was because she was Alucard's fledgling so maybe, a slight possibility, that master vampires were just naturally attracted to the scents of their fledglings in heat. But that didn't explain why Sebastian had been attracted by her scent. So that theory was thrown right out the window. And then there was that thing that Sebastian had just said to her. She was a woman that they would have never been attracted to. She was too innocent and goodhearted for them, or something, and she was just a fledgling. But they were attracted to her, which not only bewildered them but bewildered her as well.

But she was also aware that this wasn't just one sided. Seras found herself shocked being attracted to them. Of course, Alucard and Sebastian was both drop dead gorgeous in her eyes, but that didn't really matter to her. Seras was never really the one to be attracted to 'bad boys'. In fact, she downright hated guys that were pompous and broke the rules. Her mentors were arrogant and didn't care in the slightest about following orders properly. Not to mention, they didn't care who they hurt and enjoyed killing. Alucard and Sebastian were not her type. She would have viewed them as monsters and thought that they deserved to be punished or killed for their actions. But she felt the complete opposite of that. Seras did see them as monsters, but she also saw so much more in them.

In their own strange way, they were kind and considerate towards her. Alucard, at times, was a tough master. He was always barking orders at her, lecturing her, pestering her about the blood, and so on, but Seras knew better than anyone that that was his way of showing that he cared. He didn't want anything to happen to her. He didn't want her to meet her demise, especially so early in her life. That's why he was always so tough on her. He was trying to get her in shape, make her into a tip top vampire, so she can defend herself and survive for longer in this grotesque world of theirs. And Sebastian, he always acted standoffish and mocking when she was around. But his voice was always so soft and almost tender. His eyes were always speaking to her, as if they were whispering 'everything will be alright'. When they were on a mission, she could always find one of her two mentors near and ready to protect her at all costs.

People saw them as these horrible monsters, but Seras saw something else entirely. She saw men struggling to survive and trying to protect the one thing that actually meant something to them. She was still unsure of what she meant to them, but she knew that they valued her in some way. When staring at them, Seras could only see herself really. She started life with an extremely rough childhood. Having to grow up in an orphanage was no picnic. She was always getting into fights with other kids. Once, she had thrown a rock at a kid for stealing her toy. Another time she had beaten up a kid so badly that he had to go to the hospital. Seras wasn't proud of her past, but she didn't regret what she's done. Some things she had to do in order to defend herself and the few things that she cared about, such as stupid little toys.

While she may not know what exactly either of these men before her has gone through in life, she knew that they had it rough. Nobody has probably ever experienced anything of what her mentors have gone through or seen in life. She wouldn't say that it justified for their actions today, but it most definitely explained it some. She had no idea what her master was like as a human or what kind of childhood he had, but she imagined it had to be bad if he had given up on God and became this powerful monster he was today. And Sebastian? She had no idea what kind of life a demon lived. What was hell even like, especially for a demon? It seemed like he too was hated by many; humans, vampires, werewolves, reapers, and even other demons. By what she understood, demons were always after each other's throats; constantly fighting for territory and prey/victims. But just how long has he lived in this world? Was he always a demon or had he once been an angel or…even human? What was Sebastian's story? Where did he come from?

So many questions plagued her mind, but all of them led her right back to her original thought. How strange it was that they were attracted to each other. It still didn't make sense to her how it all added up, from her scent to their attraction. Alucard and Sebastian would have never really gone for someone like her. And she would have never gone for someone like them. But here they were, attracted to one another. Strange. What was the reason behind it? Was this the same reason why Alucard turned her in the first place? Why was this happening? Why did she feel so comfortable around them instead of scared or repulsed? Why did she trust them with every fiber of her being? Why did she love them and see them as her family? Why did they adore her? Why was she so important to them that they felt the need to protect her? So many questions and none of it were being answered.

What Seras didn't know was that Alucard and Sebastian had been following along with her thoughts. She had been so silent for that last minute or two. She had such a serious but confused and concerned look on her face that intrigued the males. Quite easily they had heard her thoughts without having to do much to tap into her mind. The silly girl hadn't been keeping up with her mind barriers like they have been harassing her to do. But as soon as they welcomed themselves into her thoughts, they became just as confused as her. However, that confusion was different from hers. They weren't confused about how her scent and their attraction didn't add up, because it did. There was one possible reason that explained everything and Seras helped them see that. But…it confused them. It bewildered them. It just couldn't be. How could Seras possibly be their mate?

Alucard and Sebastian blinked stupidly at the woman before them. The small blonde continued to just stand there staring at the floor while remaining deep in her thoughts. Most likely she was still questioning everything. They knew she was too young as a vampire to understand and wouldn't piece it together, like they had. They just weren't able to wrap their heads around it. It was too hard to digest. If Seras was their mate, it made sense why Alucard felt an urge or a whim to turn her. It also explained why they felt so strongly about protecting her and why they adored her so. And it answered their questions why they were attracted to her in the first place (and vice versa). But even with this being an answer to their endless questions, Alucard and Sebastian could not understand it one bit.

For one thing, why now? Alucard has been on this god forsaken earth for nearly six centuries. And not once did he ever come across anyone who could be a potential mate. Sebastian has been in this world far longer than any of them, and this was the first time he's encountered a mate that could possibly be his. It wasn't exactly strange for a supernatural being to come across his mate. In fact, it was fairly common in this world of theirs. But them of all people? Neither of them has ever thought about the possibility of even having a mate. They didn't think about stupid things such as love and they definitely weren't that thrilled about commitment. It just seemed so unlikely for either of them to even have a mate. They just couldn't imagine willingly settling down with someone. Or even the fact that she would willingly even want to be with them, either of them! They tended to scare people away more than attract them.

But here Seras was before them; a possible mate for them. Alucard and Sebastian both were greatly fond of Seras. And they loved her daughter, Allison. They would do anything to protect both girls. And compared to so many, they supposed Seras was a suitable choice when it came to being their mate. They got along with her just fine and she was a very sweet and caring girl. She was also very strong and would grow stronger throughout the years. Her power will rise and she will be unstoppable and, perhaps, even indestructible if she works hard enough. Yes, Seras was most definitely worthy in their eyes to be a mate and carry their children. But this would entail that they would be accepting towards this whole mate thing, and they were not. It just seemed impossible to them that they could have a mate and that she was so easily standing in front of them now.

Besides, even if Seras was their mate, how well would she accept it? She was happy enough becoming their lover, but that was just an affair that was lacking passion; it was just casual sex between them and a quick way to relieve stress. Just because she was happy with this little 'relationship' didn't mean she would be thrilled at the thought of being tied to them for the rest of eternity. She adored them like family, but she didn't see them as possible husbands or spouses. They supposed that was fine, though the thought did hurt a little, shockingly.

But still, that feeling nagged at them. They couldn't shake off the way she made them feel. Even the smallest things, such as brief contact with skin, and they felt a strong burning of need in them. The sex was unforgettable. It didn't matter how inexperienced she was. The sex, the intimacy they shared with her that day was intoxicating and addictive. Ever since that night, they hungered for her body and warmth. Alucard and Sebastian were so…engrossed by her beauty, charm, and wit. Her smile and laugh were infectious. Her eyes were stunning and gave them security. They were unsure of the feelings of love; neither of them had ever truly experienced it before for another person other than their daughter. But if they had to say who they loved most in this world, the answer would probably have to be Seras. But they could never share those foreign feelings with her, and they could never tell her that they had a suspicion that she was their mate. They were uncertain of anything at the moment. It was just all very confusing and a little overwhelming. No, they will certainly not be sharing this information with her. Not until they could sort it out on their own and get their feelings in order.

"Sorry," Seras murmured, drawing the men from their thoughts. It wasn't until now that they realized that they had been staring openly at her. Now focusing their gazes on her completely, they could see the small blonde was smiling bashfully while her cheeks burned with a blush. She looked embarrassed, but they didn't know why. "I just…kind of…went off in my own little world." She laughed nervously.

"That's alright," Sebastian answered softly as he looked her over carefully. "It seemed we were a little preoccupied as well."

"I have…a strange question." The little vampire started as she cracked open eyes. However, she didn't look at them. Instead, she directed her gaze elsewhere, looking at the kitten at her feet. That smile was gone from her pretty face and only a frown was left behind. "Perhaps…I'm just being insecure and…stupid. But…I can't help but ask. I need to know."

"Need to know what?" The demon questioned with a quirked brow. Her frown deepened before she finally looked up at them. She looked purely miserable and they couldn't understand why. What the hell was going through her head?

"I'm so embarrassed asking. But…the first time we had sex…was…I…bad at all?" She asked and then winced, like the question wounded her. Sebastian's eyes widened from that particular question. She was joking, right? He felt as if he had already assured her that the sex between them had been amazing. Why was she suddenly feeling so insecure about it? Women were such strange and questionable creatures; he had such a difficult time understanding them.

"You were a little inexperienced." Sebastian admitted to her. "But I would hardly call you terrible." Something lit up instantly in the girl's eyes.

"Really?" She murmured as the corners of her lips curled to form a small smile.

"The chemistry between us was unfathomable and momentous." Alucard purred. He then reached down to curl his fingers around his Draculina's chin. Giving her a tender grin, the master vampire leaned down to bring his face close to hers. "I think in this day and age, people would call it 'hot'." The blush on her cheeks worsened.

"You were there, Seras." Sebastian laughed. Her master's fingers slipped from her chin so she could look over at the amused demon. "Surely, you know what it was like."

"I don't know." Seras responded, sounding a little uncertain. "I didn't know if the experience I had was the same as what you both experienced as well."

"I thought we assured you that we did enjoy ourselves that night. We even came forth and suggested restarting this little affair. Wasn't that enough reassurance, Seras, that we loved having sex with you?" Sebastian asked with a smirk and a quirked brow. The small blonde laughed sheepishly.

"I guess." She answered. "I just…second-guessed it all when you said that you were ashamed of being attracted to me." The smirk slipped from the demon's face.

"I hadn't meant it like that, Seras. I meant no offense whatsoever. I hope you know that." Sebastian responded, but he was interrupted when she waved her hand lightly at him.

"It's alright," She spoke with another sweet laugh. "I understand what you meant. No hard feelings."

"Good," The demon whispered. Before he really knew it, he was staring openly at her again. His eyes were trained on that warm smile on her face. He couldn't help but feel…safe when looking at her. He felt a sense of…being home, which was unusual for him. Even when he was in hell, his true home, he never, not once, felt at home. No, it was just a place he settled in. He always felt comfort there, but after spending so much time in the human world and spending so much time with this woman, that place he once thought he felt comfort only made him think of how cold and lonely it truly was. Here, just staring into her eyes, he felt a sense of warmth and belonging; such a peculiar feeling for him to experience. He didn't know if he liked feeling it or not since it was so foreign, but he did like staring into her eyes. He liked being in her company. Was it possible that Seras was his mate? He just didn't know the answer. But he decided not to worry about such things at the moment. No, he just wanted to familiarize himself with her body. He wanted to feel her warm naked flesh against his once more. He was dying to spend another night with this brilliant, young woman.

"Enough talk," Sebastian spoke before he was cupping the back of Seras' head and pulling her forward. The small blonde's eyes widened when she finally found herself pressed up against the demon with his mouth on hers. He kissed her deeply while his other arm snaked around her lower back. "We've been so patient." The demon whispered when he pulled his lips away. His eyes simmered beneath his lowered lashes while he stared at her. His fingers tangled in her hair, but only to gingerly fist the strands and pull her head back sharply. Instantly, his mouth was drawn to her bare throat. He kissed the hot flesh, tantalizing her skin and causing her to moan softly under her breath. Those were the sounds he missed so much. "We've been ravenous for three long years. Let us have you." He breathed against her throat. "You wish to suck on our hard flesh? Then do so. Bring us that pleasure we've been craving and we'll do the same." The demon grazed his fangs over her sensitive throat, earning a whimper from the little vampire. "I'll gobble you up until you're screaming and seeing heaven."

"No," Alucard interrupted as he once more grabbed his fledgling by her face. Those long fingers pulled on her chin to bring his face close to hers. "I'll be the one to taste that warm pink flesh between her legs." Seras' entire face went so red when hearing what her mentors were saying. Jesus, they wanted to pleasure her with their mouths?! Pleasure or devour? Her master gave a crude grin as he distractingly brushed his lips over hers. His Childe instinctively shut her eyes with a soft whimper of surprise. "Let me be the one to devour you, Seras. I'll let you sit on my face." He attempted to persuade her with these enticing, yet vulgar words. A tremble shot down the girl's spine when just imagining sitting on her master's face. What the hell?! She was suddenly becoming so weak in the knees as she got a ghostly feel of her Sire's hot mouth on her wet core. God, yes! That sounded so good! She wanted it, but was too timid to admit those desires out loud.

"Like that's some grand prize?" The demon snickered at her ridiculous master. Sebastian gently nipped her throat with his teeth, causing the small blonde to squeak in surprise. "If she wants, she can sit upon my face." Seras nearly lost her balance after hearing those words. Thank God, she was pressed up tightly against the demon, otherwise she probably would have fallen to the floor. Were they seriously fighting over who would be the one to pleasure her?!

"What do you say, Seras?" Alucard purred as he placed a kiss in the corner of her mouth. Before she had the chance to answer, Sebastian was speaking once more.

"Why does it matter when we can both rapture her with our mouths?" The demon spoke, sounding so seductive and sinister simultaneously.

"Fuck," Seras breathed, her voice coming out shaky.

End of Chapter Five

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