Hi there everyone. Thanks for reading. I apologize for it being so late, I've had a lot of HW and end of semester class work that I've had to finish. I will try to publish a new chapter at least every week though. Believe it or not I actually wrote about 50 pages worth of the this story, last year. And I lost it somehow off my computer so I've had to go back and rewrite everything. I'm making sure though to publish everything as I go so that I don't lose it like I did before. Anyways here's the story, hope y'all enjoy.
Her body adjusted to her new schedule as best it could seeing that Levi not only expected her to be up and ungodly hours and then not allowing her to leave until way past 2300. She would be lucky if she slept over 4 hours a night, it was cruel and mean but she wouldn't let him scare her off that easily. Over the period of 3 weeks Mikasa and Levi caught up on all the late reports and orders, but unavoidably they spent entire days together in his office. There was obvious sexual tension (as well as something else) blooming inside both of them. Since the first day she had been in his office, thoughts of him only became sexual. There were days were all she wanted was to rip his head off, but then there were other days were she just wanted to rip his clothes off. Maybe it was the lack of sleep or maybe it was something else, but as the days progressed she found herself having the same type of day-dream. The ones that involved the captain with her tongue down his throat, as she pealed away each layer clothing from his body. Dreams that were certainly not appropriate for her to have, especially for a man who ranked above her and was significantly older than her. Sometimes she would catch him staring at her and she wondered if he could read her thoughts. It was like a secret she was hiding and the mere thought of him finding out the sex crazed thoughts she had for him, made her blush red.
This new job had completely withdrawn her from her friends and comrades, and maybe that could explain why she felt the need to know the person whom she was spending her days with. He was mysterious to her, and might have added to sex appeal that she was so painfully aware of. But slowly Levi opened up to her or as open as he could get. He gave her some hints about what he used to do before the Scouts. To her surprise he was also an orphan like she was, who only joined the military because of another person. In his case it had been because of Erwin, but she related entirely. Likewise Mikasa let him in as well, giving him insight to some of her past, but still guarding herself behind the walls she had built for herself long ago. It was strange that only a few months before Mikasa hated this man with eternal passion, but yet there she was spending entire weeks with him. Telling him her thoughts, and discussing ambitions for the future.
After they had caught up with all of the paper work Mikasa wondered if her days as his assistant would be numbered. Soon he would not need her anymore, and strangely she hoped that the day would never come. She was shocked to feel that way, but she gave up trying to fight something that she could not avoid. Mikasa liked spending time with Levi, in fact she could think of no better way of spending her days. Yes it was often boring and repetitive, but she lived for the brief moments where he would touch her. Or when she would catch him staring and he would try to play it off cooly. Coming into work became less of chore and more of a privilege for her. Not to mention it beat training, or trying to talk to Eren who only ignored her. Yes, she missed spending time with her friends but she felt the most useful here with the Captain. The office that only garnered her hate at first, was now like a second home to her. She probably spent more time here, than even in her own room. She barely even saw her roommate, Sasha.
Then one day Levi did something unexpected, he told her to come in later than normal.
"Why?" Mikasa felt her gut drop down the floor.
"Seeing as we are caught up and we have basically gotten through next week's orders, there's really no need for me to keep you around Mikasa." Levi studied her reaction as if expecting her to react a certain way.
"Okay then," She would not let him see her cry, but the truth was that she could feel tears beginning to form. It was silly and stupid but she felt as if he was kicking her out. Frankly Mikasa could not figure out why she was so upset, but she was. "Should I just leave now, you know since we are done."
A look must have given her away, because Levi looked surprised to see her reaction, at the news she could regain her freedom. "Mikasa… I thought that this is what you wanted. I think you have done more than enough of your share."
"Captain, its fine. If I am no use to you, I understand. There is no need for hard feelings, Correct?" She averted her eyes from him, the tears were coming and she needed to leave as fast as possible. It was silly for her to cry at something so stupid, he was not dying nor was she. However she did not want to loose the friend she had gained, or the attraction that she thought she had for him. As soon as she stepped through the door of his office, all the time they had spent together would cease to exist. It would be like the way it had been before, and that was the last thing she wanted.
Levi got up from his chair, slowly walking towards her. "You are useful to me, just not here anymore." He kneeled down, softly taking her chin into his hand, and moving it back to his face. "I cant make up work for you to do, there just isn't anymore for us to do." His blue eyes stared into her dark gray ones.
It felt like a cowardly goodbye. Like he was pushing her away before things got out hand. That simply would not satisfy the feeling that was slowly choking the life out of her. Without even thinking Mikasa leaned forward planting a kiss on his lips. She closed her eyes, expecting him to push her away at any moment. It wasn't like she didn't get enough experience with rejection from Eren, but if she did not do something she knew she would regret it later on. Strangely the Captain did not push her off, instead she felt him take in a shocked breath, and then kiss her back. His lips were soft and tasted sweet and minty. Her arms wrapped around his neck bringing him in closer, his breaths became shorter and deeper as the kiss continued. He lifted himself up from the floor and she remained glued to his lips. His hand reached down for small of her back as he leaned against the desk behind him, he pressed her body closer to his. She could feel him, and how much he wanted her. Hands moved from the small of her back, down her butt, pressing himself more against her, a feeling of desire overtaking her senses. She wanted him now. Her lips moved down his neck, decorating it with small kisses, as she slowly moved down to undo his cravat, and open his shirt. Her hand reached down from his neck onto the damned cravat the she was so desperate to take off, his hands grabbed both her wrists stopping her from continuing.
"You sure about this?" Levi said almost out of breath. His eyes a serious demeanor, as his hands still grasped her ass tightly.
"What you don't want to?" Mikasa could feel an onset of rejection, the pain at this point would be quite traumatic.
A smile appeared on his face and Levi laughed, "Are you kidding I want this more than anything." His fingers pulled some hair back away from her face. "But do you want this?"
"Yes," Mikasa quickly answered anxious to get back to touching him. Her hands began to go back to the cravat but he stopped her once again.
"This was definitely not how I imagined it would happen?" He chuckled.
"Are you done?" Mikasa was growing increasingly more frustrated she wanted him, and she wanted him now. Could he not understand?
"Okay. Okay. Ouch you would think I took away your favorite toy or something." Levi smirked. "I just thought you might want something else, I don't know maybe something that wasn't Erwin's office."
Mikasa's cheeks burned. "You know what Levi, now that you mention it. I always imagined that I would lose my virginity on top of a unicorn in the middle of a forrest. You think you can make that happen?"
Levi choked with the revelation. "Having sex on a horse would be difficult, not to mention if it is moving through a forrest. But if your into that we can make it work in the future"
"I believe I said unicorn" Mikasa corrected him, if he was going to recreate this ridiculous fantasy he might as well get it right.
"Right… how about just hear me out… we have sex. In my room." Levi tried to insist on it.
"Or we can just stay here and you can fuck me up against this desk, or that wall," she pointed at the left wall. "Or maybe there—" Levi silenced her with a kiss, only releasing her after he was sure she was breathless.
To be honest her ideal place to lose her virginity, wouldn't have been Erwin's office either. It was sweet of Levi, to try to make it special though. However trivial items such as a virginity would do her of no use, and losing it in "special place" would not do change the fact that she was becoming sexually active. Although women in the interior we ofter revered for being virgins on their wedding nights, it was the last thing that had ever crossed her mind. She was not planning on getting married anytime soon, and frankly the whole concept of a virgin wedding night bored her. If she was ever getting married, she wanted a man who she knew could satisfy the need she craved. The only one she had been willing to wait for was Eren, but seeing as that would never be a possibility she was not worried about this at all.
"Let me close the window then. The last thing we need is for the other brats to find out" Levi ran to the curtains and shut them with a force that only revealed his enthusiasm. Mikasa pounced on him the second his hand left the cloth. "I'll have to make it up to Erwin somehow." Mikasa pulled him down onto the floor and then straddled him.
"Make it up to him, from both of us" she giggled.
Mikasa mouth attacked him all over with her mouth and hands. Greedily grabbing the cravat and undoing as fast as her hands would let her. It was like she was unwrapping a handsome present. She loved every second of it, removing his shirt, then unbuckling his belt. His hands wandered to her own clothing and she could tell that he also was desperate to see her. He removed her jacket then her shirt, all that were left were the bandages that covered her breasts, and her pants. Slowly Levi unbuckled her pants removing them slowly, and she did the same. His enormous bulge stuck out from his boxers. Mikasa teased him by rubbing herself against it. She heard him bite back a moan, his hands reached out for her underwear pulling it down her legs and throwing them behind them. She was practically naked except for the bands.
"You're beautiful." Levi smiled up from under her, pulling her down so that he could kiss her once again. It was a sweet kiss that Mikasa cut short by pulling off the bands allowing her breasts to be freed. While also removing his boxers. She spread her legs and slowly lowered herself onto his cock. It was bigger than she had anticipated, and she took a deep breath before she raised herself once more. The man under her was going insane with her every move. She lowered herself once more. Levi hands moved to her waist and even though she was supposed to be in control, somehow he was the one that was calling the shots. He raised her up and down, erasing any trace of pain that initially struck her. Moving her up and down until she could feel the same pleasure that he felt. She was wetter with every touch he placed upon her, "Mikasa…god." He groaned but still maintained the rhythm that was driving her nuts. She could feel a climax to all of this pleasure, her moans became louder and louder until she thought it could not get any better but with every stroke she felt closer and closer to something.
"Levi, I'm… I'm" She could not make out the words.
"I know, you're close. I can feel that sweet pussy clamping down on my dick." Levi could barely even make out the words through his short breaths. Even so his words sent chills down her spine, he had never spoken to her so… dirty. It was hot.
She violently climaxed her body jolting in a way it had never done before. Levi kept going until a few seconds later he joined her in Nirvana. Mikasa could feel his cock inside her, jerking around as his seed dispersed itself inside her. Mikasa out of breath and tired collapsed on top of him. For a while they did not move or say anything to one another, he was still inside her. Choosing to stay quiet with the only exception being their breathing. The earth stopped moving for quite some time it seamed, until finally Mikasa spoke up.
"That was great…" She said her head still on his chest and his hand caressed her back carefully.
"We probably should have warmed you before that though." Levi suggested. "You are going to be sore tomorrow."
"Sore?" Mikasa head perked up. Looking at the man who had just taken her virginity, and made her feel more spirituality through that orgasm, than she ever felt in her entire life. His hair was messed up, and beads of sweat formed on his forehead. He was beautiful, and all she could have wished for and more.
"Yeah, sore. Tomorrow when you wake up, you are going to wish you never kissed me." Levi pulled back her hair from her forehead.
"I doubt that," Mikasa planted a kiss on his chest, her eyes looking back it him. "Did you… uh?"
"Enjoy it?" Levi's eyebrow raised up. "Is the sky blue?" He looked at her as if he expected a response. When she did not answer he continued, "Of course I enjoyed it. I had sex with the most beautiful woman I know." Levi laughed. Mikasa blushed because she had never felt as beautiful as he was making her feel.
"Thank you, Levi"