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Drum roll please…. The Blessing finally has an M-Rated chapter! Enjoy!
"If everything could feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again
The only thing I'll ever ask of you
You've got to promise not to shop when I say when."
-Foo Fighters-
EPOV:
With a dark sky and the shield of heavy rain, I feel as if I'm alone with my girl. The rain is unforgiving, it crashes down on my car and blocks the rest of the world out. Time feels as though it were standing still, and there is nothing else in the world besides Bella and me. The front seat of my car is not where I want to have my girl for the first time, but in a moment like this, it's hard to resist her.
Her breasts are heaving against the fabric of her wet black dress and her skin is still slick from the rain. I want to strip the damn dress off her, just so I can see her perfect ivory skin under the dim streetlights. I imagine her naked body and my cock twitches in my pants. God, I can't believe this girl is all mine. I pull her back into my arms to taste her again. I lick her full bottom lip until she allows me inside. With the console between us, it's difficult to touch her like I want to. Without warning, I pull her across the console and onto my lap. It's a tight fit and we laugh as her ass hits the horn. I slide my seat back and she relaxes in my lap. Don't fuck her in the car like some cheap prom date, Cullen!Bella rubs her pussy against my erection and I almost ejaculate in my pants. What the fuck Cullen! Are you twelve years old? Don't embarrass yourself!
I pull away before I come in my pants and Bella pouts at me, making me want to pull my cock out and pound into her even more. I don't want to be rough with her, not tonight. I want our first time to be perfect. I want to show her physically just how much I fucking love her. I can't treat her like a whore and fuck her like someone I don't care about. I love this girl and I want her to know just how different she is.
"We can't do it here," I tell her as she continues to pout. "Don't give me that look. It's public indecency or something like that."
Bella laughs and wiggles her way off of my lap and back into the passenger seat. She smiles at the moan that escaped my mouth as she wiggled her ass against my cock before leaving my lap. Bella is so confident tonight and it's incredibly sexy. She knows what she wants and she is willing to reach out and take it. With a shaky hand, I put the key into the ignition and turn the windshield wipers on as fast as they will go. We need to get home, I don't think my cock can stand another second of this teasing. Bella seems as eager as me, as she looks at me with heavy, lustful eyes.
The roads aren't terrible at first, but as we drive further away from the city, the conditions worsen and we are stuck in a line of traffic. I stare in disbelief at the road ahead. They closed the fucking road off! Tonight, of all nights, this has to happen to me!
"Do you know another way?" Bella asks as she stares at the cops ahead.
I barely know my way around this city on a good day. On a night like tonight, dark and thunder storming, nothing really looks familiar. A few cars ahead of me turn around and I inch forward, wanting to ask a cop for a detour. As much as I hate asking for directions, I want to be at home and in bed with my girlfriend, so I swallow my pride and roll down my window. The cop is cool and doesn't seem put out as I ask about road closures. Bella laughs, in what sounds to be disbelief, as the cop tells us the roads have all flooded and closed. I sit in silence for a moment, too shocked by our misfortune to say anything. The weather has cockblocked me and not only that, but now I won't be able to pick up Charlie tonight. He hasn't slept without me since I brought him home. I would take my chances on the roads if that meant getting home to him. I thank the cop and turn around, heading back to the city.
As if reading my thoughts, Bella reaches over to squeeze my thigh and says, "As much as Charlie wants you there, he needs his daddy safe. You're all he has left and we can't take our chances because of that."
I know she's right. If he lost me in a car accident too...it would be devastating. As much as I want to see his face, and hold him in my arms to know he is safe, I know that taking the risk wouldn't be wise.
The rain picks up, causing the road to be barely visible. I lean forward in my seat, trying to see past the rain to the car in front of me. I see brake lights and hear the sound of car horns, but I can't make out a single sign on the highway. It's a nightmare and driving in these conditions makes me uneasy. I pull off at the next exit, not bothering to look at where it leads. Bella is texting her sister, informing her of our situation, as I keep my eyes peeled for a hotel. There's a shitty motel that looks as if it hasn't been renovated in years. I can't take Bella to a place like that, not on our first night together. I drive on, hoping to God there is something better ahead. Thankfully, there is. The hotel we come across, is huge and brand new, and from the appearance, way out of my price range. But once I consider our other option and the fact that sex could be on my horizon, I pull into the more expensive choice and promise myself that I will pick up another shift at work.
I park close, but I know it won't make a bit of difference. Bella giggles and swings open her passenger door, happy to run in the rain. She's beautiful, as she throws her head back and basks in the downpour. I watch as she hops around the larger puddles, her breasts bouncing and her dress clinging to her, leaving nothing to the imagination. She looks like a nymph from one of those old stories as she runs, her long wet hair flowing around her back. It takes me a moment to realize I'm just staring at her, as if her body had the power to fucking immobilize me. She turns back and giggles before running inside the hotel. I lock my car and chase after her, realizing how cold I am now that she is not around.
The hotel lobby is overwhelming with high ceilings, marble floors, and couches that look as if they cost more than my apartment. My wallet feels lighter as I take it all in, but I push that unpleasant thought aside and follow my girl to the front desk. The woman at the front desk gives us a comical look, and stares at me a bit longer than appropriate before greeting us.
"One room, please," I say as I pull out my wallet.
The blond stares between Bella and me, as if she were trying to compute something. Finally, she asks, "Will you two be needing separate beds?"
I give her a dubious look, before shaking my head and saying, "No. My girlfriendand I would like one room with one bed."
Bella giggles at my tone. Apparently, she is not disturbed by this chick's behavior. Bella's confidence is one of the many things I love about her.
"Sorry, sir," the blond stutters out, before typing on her computer.
I roll my eyes at her and reach to hold my girl's hand. With her makeup smeared, her hair and body drenched, and a carefree smile on her face, she has never looked more beautiful. Before I can stop myself, I lean forward to press my lips against hers. I only want a small kiss to hold me over, but Bella gives me so much more. I slip my tongue into her mouth and moan, pulling her body against mine. I lose myself in her completely, enjoying the feel of her body and the taste of her full lips. The sound of coughing eventually causes our kiss to come to an end, and I pull away to find the blond staring at me with an annoyed look on her orange face.
"We have two suites available," she informs me with a pissy expression.
I smirk, and with Bella still glued to my side, I say, "As long as it has a king-sized bed, we'll take it."
The blonde looks as if she is trying very hard not to roll her eyes at me, and I give her a smile as I hand her my credit card to soften the blow. Her face flushes and the flirtatious look in her eyes reappears. What does she think is going to happen? I'm going to invite her back to our room for a three-way?As much as I wouldn't mind seeing Bella fool around with another woman, I don't know if I would ever be able to share her.
"Enjoy your stay, sir. Let me know if you need anything."
I understand her meaning, and give her a tight smile as I take our room key and pull my girl away. I can feel the chick watching us as we leave, and I try not to seem too weirded out. We walk past a gift shop and Bella tugs on my hand, pulling me inside.
"Why don't we get some dry clothes and snacks?" she suggests as she begins to look around.
I'm instantly confused, I thought we were going to have sex. Is she just nervous or something and came in here to stall? I glance at the old man behind the counter and when I see that he isn't paying attention, I quietly walk up to Bella who is looking through a pile of sweatshirts with 'Seattle' written across the chest in bold letters.
"We can just take all of our clothes off," I suggest, quietly in her ear.
Her whole body stills, and I wonder if I'm scaring her. Maybe I'm pushing my luck here and she isn't ready.
"We don't have to go all the way," I assure her, "I can just taste you if you want."
She turns around so quickly, she almost runs into me. Before I can register her movements, she crashes her lips against mine and I know she wants this. Regardless of how horny I am, I won't take things any further than she is willing to go. I don't want to treat her like she is just a random fuck. She is so important to me and I'll wait for her as long as I have to. The way Bella is kissing me tells me I won't have to wait long.
She pulls away and looks me straight in the eye, "Let's go to our room then."
I kiss her again before practically carrying her out of the store. Now, the old man is paying attention, his eyes wide with shock behind the frames of his glasses. I give him a smile and a courteous wave before picking Bella up and throwing her over my shoulder. I jog toward the elevator and only let Bella down when we're inside. The doors close, and my lips find hers again, my body pressing hers against the wall of the elevator. I'm delirious as I kiss her, and in my lust-fueled haze, my hand skims up her body until it finds one of her full breasts. It feels heavy in my hand and I can't resist playing with her nipples through her wet dress. She moans at my touch and bites down on my lip, drawing blood and causing me to tweak her nipple harder.
"Fuck, baby," I moan, as I lick my bloody lip and enjoy the taste of iron.
She smiles at me, proud of her work, and grabs my face to crash my lips against hers. My cock is throbbing in my pants, begging to be released. I don't know how much more teasing I can take. The elevator door opens and we almost fall into the hallway, drunk with desire as we find our room. Bella is grabbing at my shirt, trying to unbutton it as I slide our key to open the door. As soon as we enter, Bella seems shy again, her nervousness has returned.
"Bella, we don't have to do anything you don't want. That's not what this night is about. I would love to just lay in bed and hold you all night, if that's what you want."
She smiles at me, and with a slight blush she shakes her head and takes a step forward. "I want you, all of you."
I smile back and step forward so we are only an inch apart. I reach out, just wanting to hold her hand in mine. Her hand is so small, so warm, and squeezes mine as if to tell me it's alright. The look in her eyes is warm and I know she is being sincere, she does really want this. Now I'm nervous. I've never had any feelings for girls I fucked before this. Everything feels so much more intimate this time, and every touch means so much more. How much I care for her scares me. Especially considering my long history of fucking things up. I don't want to lose her, I don't know what I would do without her in my life. Bella is my best friend. As if sensing my nerves, she gives me a warm kiss, before pulling away to slowly undress.
I feel like I'm in high school again, as I watch her undress for the very first time. Regardless of my extensive sexual history, Bella makes me feel like…. a virgin. Everything is new. My cock is hard against the zipper of my pants and I reach down to undo my button and unzip my fly, to relieve some of the tension. I'm naked underneath my pants and my cock springs out before I can hide it. Bella eyes widen when she takes in the sight of me and she gulps before her jaw drops. She stops unzipping her dress and looks very nervous all of a sudden. I take hold of my throbbing erection and wipe the pre-cum off the tip with my thumb. I know I'm larger than most men, mainly because of my girth, but I didn't expect this sort of reaction from my girl.
"You still want to do this?" I ask again, wanting to make sure she is keen.
She gulps again and gives me a shaky smile, looking dazed as she answers, "Of course." Before allowing her dress to fall to the floor.
Now my jaw drops. Her body is unlike anything I could have imagined. She is so small and so curvy. With full tits that are pushed up in her black lace bra, an hourglass figure with an incredible ass, and long creamy legs I want to put on my shoulders while I pound into her pussy. I stroke myself as I look at her. As quick as I can, I take off my shoes, socks, and pants, before taking my excited cock back into my hand. I can't help myself, I rub my erection against her stomach and moan.
"Let's get you out of this shirt," she says with a coy grin.
She's quick to unbutton my shirt and she's so eager, she practically rips the offending article off of me. It's so fucking hot seeing her like this, knowing that lust in her beautiful brown eyes is directed at me. I wonder how wet her pussy is, she must be absolutely drenched. I want to drop to my knees to find out.
As soon as I'm completely naked in front of her, her eyes widen and she rewards me with a hot, little grin. I know I look different than the men she is probably used to. With tattoos covering most of my skin, my nipples pierced, and an Apadravya piercing, I know I'm definitely a lot to take in. I stand naked, nervous about what she must think. Before I can ask her, she grabs my cock and smashes her lips against mine. She pumps me in her hand before adding her other, so my entire cock is in her grasp.
"You're so fucking sexy, baby," she moans, taking me by surprise.
My girl rarely cusses!
We make our way toward the bed, touching and kissing every bit of exposed skin we can. We fall on the king-sized bed together, and as soon as I can pull away from her embrace, I travel down her body and settle my face between her legs. I hook my thumbs in her black pair of lace panties, and stare up at her, giving her time to stop me if she wanted to. She smiles at me, and looks fucking giddy as I pull her panties down her creamy legs, exposing her fuck-hot pussy.
It's drenched and absolutely perfect. She's bare, besides the landing strip that leads to her glistening folds. She's pink, tight, and fucking perfect. I reach out to touch her, shivering as my fingers meet her most private area for the first time.
"You're so fucking wet baby," I moan as I run my finger up and down her folds, playing with her clit before dipping one finger inside of her tight little hole.
Her back arches off the bed at the contact and her entire body quivers. I add another finger, driving her wild.
"It's all because of you, Edward," she moans, as she pulls down one cup of her bra to tweak her nipple.
They are pink and perfect, just as I imagined.
"I've been wanting this for so long," she moans as she plays with herself.
Hearing her say that makes my cock painfully hard. I've wanted her for so fucking long, and I'm so stoked to hear she has desired me too. I want to worship this girl and kiss, lick, and bite every single inch of her. I dip my head down and get my first taste. I lick her pussy in one long upward stroke. My tongue gliding over her wet folds feels fucking incredible and my cock is wagging with excitement. I dip my tongue into her tight little pussy and continue to finger her. I know she is close and I want more than anything to watch her come, knowing that I gave her that pleasure.
"Let go, beautiful," I beg her before licking her pussy again.
I feel her pussy tighten around my fingers before it begins to violently pulse. Bella yells out, grabbing my hair to hold my head in place as I continue to lick her. I have never gone down on a girl before. I never saw the point because licking a girl's pussy never seemed to be beneficial to me in any way. But with Bella, I could watch her orgasm all night and not give a shit about my own release.
I kiss my way up her body, until my lips are back on hers. I wonder if she likes the way her cum tastes on my lips. The thought turns me on even more. I don't know how much longer I will be able to wait. My cock feels as if it has been hard all night and I can't even remember the last time I had sex. I was probably high off my ass whenever it was, and I can't even remember who my partner was. Thank God for modern medicine, because even though getting tested for STDs sucks, I'm happy to take tons of tests to know that I'm clean.
"Do you want to do this, beautiful? It doesn't have to be tonight," I assure her, but even to my ears, I hear my voice shaking as I try to restrain myself.
She smiles at me and reaches behind her back to unclasp her bra, exposing her breasts to my hungry gaze. I've always been a tit man and Bella's tits are the most amazing pair I have ever seen. My mouth is on them in an instant. Licking her pretty nipples before suckling them between my lips.
She moans and cries out, "Please, Edward. I can't wait any longer."
I can't deny my girl anything. With a very excited cock, I jump off the bed and run toward my pants to grab the condom from my wallet.
As I hurry back to her, my cock bouncing in the air, I explain, "You weren't a foregone conclusion. I just like to be prepared."
Bella's breathing is heavy and her pupils are dilated. I've never seen a sexier sight in all my life. I rip the condom wrapper open and slide it onto my cock. While I would love to feel her bare pussy against my cock, I can't afford another baby. She opens her legs for me and I kneel between them, grabbing her legs to wrap around my waist.
She gives me a nervous look and asks, "You're clean, right? You've been tested and everything?"
Given the way I look and my history, I can understand where she is coming from. Besides, it's a good idea to ask your partner if they're clean before you go ahead with it. I would have done it in the past, if I had been sober. Thank God luck was on my side.
"I was tested when I returned to Washington. I'm clean. You?"
Bella nods and smiles, "I'm clean."
Well shit, we're really doing this.I'm terrified. I love her and I want to make love to her, but now I realize I don't know how. I've never done it. I've fucked women, but I've never made love to anyone. I'm glad she's my first...and my last. I know I won't ever love anyone the way I love her.
I lower myself onto my elbows and position my cock at her entrance. I'm going to take this slow and savor every feeling. I can feel her warmth flirting with the tip of my cock and I rub myself up and down her entrance, giving her another chance to back down. She doesn't, instead she gives me a coquettish smile and opens her legs even wider. I smile back and stare into her eyes as I push my cock inside her little pussy in one thrust. I'm not all the way in, another inch or so of my cock is patiently waiting for my girl to stretch and accommodate for more.
"Fuck, you're so big, baby," Bella moans as she tightens her legs around my waist.
I love it when my girl cusses. It's rare and for my ears only, and it is so incredibly sexy falling from my innocent girl's lips.
"Do you think you can handle more?" I ask, staring down at the remaining two inches of my cock.
She bites her lip and nods, looking in deep thought as I work on sliding my entire cock into her tight little hole. She cries out, but doesn't stop me. I'm too overwhelmed by the sensation to stop even if I wanted to. Her pussy is tight, warm, and absolutely perfect. As if it had been made specifically for me. I could worship it for the rest of my life, and will if she lets me. Bella's eyelids flutter and a beautiful smile appears on her face as soon as I'm completely inside of her.
"We did it," she teases me, before I silence her with a kiss.
I take it slow, wanting our first time to last as long as it can. I worship her lips, face, and breasts, as I thrust deeply inside of her. Every kiss is a way of saying "I love you,"and every touch is my way of saying, "I want you to belong to me forever."Although I don't say the words aloud, I know she can feel them, and with her kisses, it feels as if she is saying them back. After a while, I can no longer contain myself and my thrusts became more erratic. Bella doesn't seem to mind, in fact, she grabs onto my ass as if she as asking me to fuck her harder. And I will, I will fuck her brains out, but just not this time.
I reach down to play with her clit. I know that I'm close and I want us to come together if possible. "Come for me beautiful girl," I whisper into her ear as I play with her. "I want to see my girl come on my cock."
She moans, stiffens, and reaches her release. Her pussy clamps onto my cock, pulsing around me, and pulling me in deeper. I begin to fuck her, reallyfuck her, holding absolutely nothing back. She spanks my ass and cries out as she reaches another orgasm. I come so hard I see stars. I've never came like this in my entire fucking life.I come with a roar, my mind screaming out, "I love you so fucking much Bella Swan!"
I fall onto her, completely spent. Our sweat mixes together and our scents combine. I roll off of her lush frame and pull her to my side. Bella is breathing hard, still coming down from her orgasm and my mind is reeling. I just had sex with the girl I'm in love with and I didn't fuck it up! Bella loved it and I made her come, not once, but three times.I smile, knowing the night is still young.
"I love you, Bella Swan,"I say again in my head. Practicing for when I finally have the courage to say it aloud. "I love you and I don't deserve you, but I won't give up. I'll fight for you every day."
Bella gives me a sexy smile before sliding onto my lap.
"The night is still young," she says, "and I want you again."
A/N: So…when I was reading this before posting, I have to say that I blushed quite a bit. I love writing lemons, but when I read them later I'm just like "I can't believe I wrote that!" Hehe. I'm so happy to see what you guys think. Also, if you can google it…look up an Apadravya piercing…if you're over 18 years old haha.
I'm going to be posting a BPOV of this chapter on my blog sometime this week…so keep an eye out!
Song- "Everlong" by Foo Fighters.