You ever had one of those times or things or whatever where you feel like the universe is trying to tell you something. Well it turns out if try to avoid it or outright defy it won't go away it will just get worse and worse tell its literally beating you over the head and then if that doesn't work shit like this happens and though I honestly hate to admit it but on this and no matter how much I yell and deny it for once Fred is right about me and my fucking luck. 'Sigh' Well whatever you in for a bit more of um let's say interesting time this time around well I hope you enjoy my fucked up life.
It was 3 A.M by the time we got Sam on to the couch which was the only place she'd fit aside for my bed Thomas reclined in a comfy and my only chair and Fred hopped onto the other couch and I went to bed 'damn my hand hurts but why' I wondered as I changed into my version of PJ's and got into bed.
I had weird dreams that night but what little I remembered of one went like this a knight or an Angel or both stood in a pit chained so it couldn't even move. Its wings where broken and shredded but what haunted me the most was its armor. It had swords and spear stabbed into it as if someone had tried repeatedly to kill it but couldn't manage it no matter how hard they tried. the armor itself was covered in locks and chains but these locks had no key holes and the chains where large and heavy as if even if it had managed to free its self and escape from its hellhole prison it would be forced to wear that armor as its prison for the rest of its days. Now I had had this dream before but something was different this time it's right gauntlet was cracked and the chain holding it had broken and there as if a dim beacon of hope in the endless darkness was a tiny golden key in front of it and its eyes they were open for the first time and glowing blue as if there was a blue flame behind the armors eye slits it was staring at the key as if not sure what it was then it looked up right at me.
I had jolted awake in a cold sweat heart pounding and I felt sick like I always did when I had that dream and started to get up to rush to the bathroom to puke but I couldn't I found my self pinned under a unconscious and naked cat. "Sam!?" I yelled as I tried to get free.
But the only thing that accomplished was to make her pull me closer and tighten her grip on me before she mumbled still asleep "mmmmh noooo my fluffy."
That statement had me blushing. 'Why am I blushing I never blush and why is she naked and why the hell is she holding me like a kit clinging to its favorite stuffed toy and how come I can't get free I've gone tow to tow with mammals twice her size how is she doing that and oh god I'm still going to puke.' I thought.
my head felt like it was spinning with all these questions and a few more I didn't want to ask raced through it and what was worse that sweet smell of cherry's and vanilla was strangely calming and intoxicating and.
Fred and Thomas burst through the door "sis are you oh god oh oh where so so sorry." Thomas said before starting to run out covering his eyes.
"no stop it's not what you think she I woke up like this and I had had that nightmare." I couldn't finish as I had to cover my mouth with my paw trying to keep from puking on my bed but thankfully at that point Fred knowing what I meant had started to pry me free Thomas joined him a minute later and once they had I rushed to the bath room.
when I did I had to pass through the living room and past my upstairs neighbor Zheleznyye-kogti or Z for short who looked worried and was crawling in the window that led to the fire escape "hay what happened are you ok" but that's all I heard as I slammed the bathroom door before puking in the toilet.
After a few minutes I was on empty but still felt sick I flushed and left. "Hay fluffy oh you don't look so good." Z said sitting on a table because the black furred wolf didn't fit on any of the other rabbit sized furniture.
"um sis what the hell is going on and who's this and why is your secretary naked in your bed" Fred asked as Z gave me a funny look.
I sighed and said. "Look that something I'd like to know myself I had that freaky dream again but it was worse this time then I woke up to find Sam on top of me."
"Look fluff I know you're going through a dry spell but you can't go juggling 3 males at once." Z said sounding disappointed and a little disgusted.
My jaw dropped. "What the hell are you talking about weight do you oh oh that these 2 are my brothers I let them and Sam crash hear after they got a little too drunk at the iron works last night and Sam is." But I was suddenly interrupted by a loud eeeep from my bedroom the 4 of us darted in to see what had happened only to find a extremely embarrassed Sam trying to cover herself with a sheet.
"Oh well that explains a lot." Z said making me blush.
"Um im wh wh why am I where are my clothes and where am I." She said sounding embarrassed and scared and blushing darker then I thought was possible.
"Um you're in my apartment you passed out at the pub so I let you and my brothers crash hear as for your clothes most of them are in the bathroom as for why we all have no idea I woke up pinned under you and you were like this also I um didn't do anything I just got out from under you" I said hoping no one would notice that I was blushing.
"You and your fucking luck sis and weight are you blushing you are." His grumbling turned to chuckling "you are aren't you you fucking are who knew that the ice queen the bad ass bunny that even preds 3 times her size run away from her in fear of a major beat down can actually do something as girly as blush." He laughed making my blush darkened and the next thing I knew I let out the closest thing a bunny could to a growl and back pawed him across the room.
"Honestly he never learns even I had seen that coming well thanks for pulling the hit." Thomas sighed heading to check on his brother as Z stared at me jaw dropped.
"What the hell was that and what did he mean by preds 3 time your size fear you." I sighed
"Look believe it or not im not the helpless fragile runt everyone thinks I am I have 7 tri borrows fighting championship under my belt in both the small and medium size classes and as for the ice queen thing it's a nickname I earned thanks to my eyes and the fact I currently hold the Zootopia record for most fight won by a knock out well in the junior leagues anyways I kind of stopped after high school and am a little rusty." Both girls looked completely shocked at that little fact though but Sam was blushing again and there was something else in her expression I couldn't read.
"If someone doesn't say something this conversation isn't going to go anywhere." I said after a few minutes of shocked silence.
"I don't know what to say fluff I've always seen you as a nice and a little nerdy adorably tiny bunny now I find out your some bad ass championship fighter is going to take some getting used to." Z said a little dumb founded.
"you are blowing it a little out of portion I am nowhere near as good as the fighters on tv and I was a junior league champ of I once a year held tournament of the tri borrows it just means I'm a little tougher then someone who's taken one of those ZPD self-defense courses and most of that advantage comes from a good right hook." I explained flexing my good arm but Z didn't look convinced but Sam almost looked disappointed?
"Yeah well what's your story with you and kitten hear you 2 an item or what fluff." Z asked looking at both of us as we both blushed.
"No no we aren't this is just an extremely weird morning." I said with a little chuckle.
"well whatever just don't go putting the moves on me." she said walking into the living room.
"well that's new I think this is the first time I've seen a girl who not a direct relative that's immune to your damn luck." Fred said rubbing the shoulder I had hit.
"ok what the hell is he talking about." Z asked sounding more than a little curious.
"yeah I've been wondering about that to." Sam said coming into the room wrapped in the sheet to cover her naked body.
"to put it simply she's what every male wish he could be females of every species false into her lap. Girls drool over her and I can't even begin to count the number of girlfriends me and my brothers have lost to her or. How girls around her seam to go from straight to gay seemingly overnight and that not even the worst of it weird stuff keeps happening around her for instants you take her somewhere like a pool or the beach and any girls who are wearing anything less than t-shirt and jeans that gets within 20 feet of her ends up having one wardrobe malfunction after another tell they end up naked or worse" Fred said sounding more than a little annoyed.
"Oh come on that can't be true." Z said trying to take a step forward but as if the universe was confirming Fred's point her one of her lower paw caught on Sam's sheet Z and Sam both fell I tried to catch Sam but just ended up pinned under her naked body again as Fred and Thomas had just barely managed to soften Z's fall.
"Ok I was wrong and you right and how the hell did that happen" z said getting off the twins as Sam got off of me.
"Why me." I said my paw covering my muzzle and my eyes closed when I finally had managed to collect myself and had managed to get a hold on the desire to punch Fred hard in the face.
I removed my paw and had opened my eyes and noticed a familiar shift in the world. everything had doled as if I was looking through a camera filter that tented everything slightly grey.
"holy crap fluff are you ok your eyes." Z said in shock as I turned my head to look at the mirror my eye collar had shifted it looked worse than it actually was due to the shift but my eyes looked grey with only hints of the blue they were supposed to be in reality my eye collar had simply dulled slightly but it was enough to be easily noticeable.
"Fred, you idiot look what you have done now you have really gone and upset her when are you ever going to learn don't piss off the bunny." Thomas said hitting his brothers already hurt arm.
As I got up and stormed out of the room and into my own bed room slamming the door a lot harder then I meant to because in all honesty I wasn't totally in control right then and really didn't want to brake something or someone. "Now I've really gone and done it." Fred said worriedly.
"Urrrg what the heck did you do." Sam said angerly and shockingly with a light growl.
"wo wo calm down and well explain as much as we can." Thomas said weighting for her to do so before continuing.
"By now you probably herd her refer to herself as a runt and you probably shrugged it off as her joking about her size well it's no joke she's a runt as in a litter runt." both girls looked a little surprised but it was clear to him they hadn't understood what that really meant.
"Now what you don't know is with rabbit's runts rarely survive after being born let alone much longer after. Usually the best case they may live to the age of 4 or 5 but lily survived birth but our parents reeling from the loss of our other 3 litter brothers decided not to go through with the intensive care that was usually needed to try and keep runts alive essentially leaving her to die but. she didn't the doctors gave her a few hours but hours turned to day days into weeks and after 3 month our parent shocked that she had managed to survive this long without any treatment decided if she was going to fight they'd give her her best shot but you see there hasn't been an runt of her size to naturally survive as long as she did in recorded history so the docks did the best they could but there best was just to pump her full of one steroid after another forcing her body to grow but to. Their credit it worked however this left her with a few side effects and I mean the kind that will never go away like if you look closely enough you will notice stuff like she prefers to walk on her pads and can barely keep her heals down her eyes will shift collar slightly depending on her emotion and grey is never good by the way and you've seen how strong she is and who knows what else she's managed to hide from us hell maybe the luck thing might even be related but not sure how and that's not included the problems that spring from being a runt but honestly I think she just wants to be normal so she down plays things all the time" he sighed sorrowly.
I had been sitting on my bed listening to them because the sound proofing was crap but it would have normally been enough to keep a normal mammal from hearing the conversation in the next room but as a bunny I had better hearing then most and mine was an little better than your average bunny so eavesdropping wasn't hard and what I heard next surprised me was the familiar smack of a punch and the thud of a body hitting the floor.
I rushed out of the room to see Fred decked out on the floor with Sam standing over him and clearly try not to scream because she hurt her paw "ow ow ow how does she do that." she mumbled holding her hurt paw.
"wow you punch like a girl and that's only half a complement and Fred you ok down there or want me to get the schnapps." I teased him with a old family joke.
"Im good just please tell me you kept the pain pill prescription I'm going to need it." he groaned sitting up.
"Nope I managed to wiggle out of it you know how I hate that shit and like I'd give it to you if I did have it." I said sounding disgusted.
"how the hell can you shrug off stuff like this I mean I've seen you stand back up with a broken leg arm and 3 ribs to punch the bastard again and again and again tell he finally dropped and not even act like it hurt." Fred said referencing one of my worst fights and one he started and I saved his ass in.
"how many times are you going to bring that up I mean how was I supposed to know that damn ram had replaced half his skull with a steal plate just so he could try and win a fight with me." I said my right ear twitching slightly in irritation.
"you still beat the crap out of him after smashing half the bar 3 lamp poles and a cop car into his head" he said clearly enjoying himself by teasing me well time to turn the tables on him.
"yeah to save your sorry hide after you started the first second third fourth and eighth fights with a fucking ram with anger issue oh and that last one ending with me having to hotwire and ram the ram with a cop car and that little trick got me arrested because of you I spent the night chained to a hospital bed not handcuffed chained with real chains urrg." I turned to Sam and z who's jaws where hanging open.
"I said it once today and I'll say it again for the noobs in the room don't. piss off the bunny!" Thomas said with a chuckle.
As I sighed "look you two better get going we have to head to work and you need to run Fred over to the hospital he's been punched a lot this morning and I don't want him claiming he got those on the job. Sam next time ball your fist tighter and use your upper knuckle not the lower that's a good way to brake a finger trust me I know I've punched so many mammals I've lost track. Z honestly I don't know what to say to you except please just remember to shut the window on the way out in fact how did you get in I keep that window locked because it's the only way you can get in besides the front door." I said confused and trying to remember if had really locked it the last time I used it.
"I have the master key I'm the building owner remember." z said pulling out her master that she kept on a chain on her neck.
"oh yeah I keep forgetting that now everyone excluding Sam who can get dressed in the bed room please get out of my apartment." I sighed heading to my bath room to shower and get ready for the day.
Once I was in the bath room I pulled off my clothes as I did I noticed my shirt smelled funny I held it up to my nose and sniffed I recognized it Immediately it was Sam! 'oh dam she marked it she tried to mark me ok calm down calm down ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok she was probably ether drunk or asleep when she did this or maybe your wrong and it just rubbed off in her sleep right oh I hope I'm right.' I thought Throwing it into the hamper and looked at myself in the bathroom mirror with my ears where hanging low my nose was twitching slightly and my eyes had shifted but this was new.
"Green what does that mean?" my eyes had always shifted between lighter and darker turning greyish blue or a brighter blue but now they were a greenish blue this worried me but it wasn't fear or worry I was feeling warm bordering on hot but with all the fluff I had I was used to warm but this was different somehow. I decided to continue my morning Routine turning on a cold shower to see it that would help but all that managed to do was make me cold and didn't help at all so I quickly turned on the hot water and leaned against the wall. letting my mind wander this may sound strange but doing this has often helped me solve a lot of annoying problems like this one but nothing came of it my mind was almost completely blank and I had started to drift off to sleep it should be noted that I had only gotten less than 2 and a half hours of sleep so it wasn't hard but as I was standing and could fill the water hitting me I was still somewhat aware of my surroundings in this half sleep state I could dream I could act or I could with ease force myself to wake I know this because I had done this before I had started to dream these dreams where always blurry and somewhat lucid.
I was in my room and a larger blurry figure had just pulled me into a kiss as it picked me up and moved me to the bed before it laid me down on it and crawled in on top of me the figure continued to kiss me as its paw moved down between my legs and it slid its large middle finger into me just the one but thanks to its size one was more than enough. I moaned aloud as it started to finger me quickly and a little rougher then I would have liked but the pleasure was greater than any I had known before. I don't know how long I was like that or how or when my own paw had slipped between my legs and I had started to finger myself. I suddenly snapped awake as I orgasmed "what the hell" I muttered as I continued to finger myself.
I had stayed like that in the shower tell I ran out of warm water I then got out and dried myself off and I had to admit my coat was getting out of control I decided to make an appointment at the salon for the next day I then wrapped myself in towel I had just ucsed and headed towards my bedroom. only to be greeted by Sam's cries for help I ran to her aid only to find her pinned between the couch and my pet turtle Rex. Rex was licking her and Sam was giggling. "Hay no stop please that tickles oh help stop please." I smirked and said.
"Down rex she's had enough." With that rex got off her and waddled over to me and started to lick my paw before heading to his bowl.
"sorry about that he usually starts with the hole licking thing when he wants to be fed and I guess because you smelled like cherry's I guess he just kept going or he really liked you." She blushed a little and asked. "Cherry's?"
"Yeah I noticed it when you had me pinned um hmmm how were you able to pin and hold me to the point it took the combined efforts of Fred Thomas and myself to free me do you have any idea how you were able to do that I mean mammals twice your size have tried and failed to hold me down on my own let alone make it so I needed help to get free." This maid her blush bright red and she looked shocked and stammered. "No I don't did I really do that."
"Yes, and you did well you ether got one hell of a grip or I'm a lot rustier then I thought well whatever the rezones why don't you go ahead and head home to get ready for work." I said turning to go to my bedroom to get dressed.
"Ok miss Lilly um if it's not too much to ask if grey is bad what does the green in your eyes mean it's a very pretty color." With that statement Sam had me blushing again. 'what's with this girl and making me blush.'
"um thank you and I'm not really sure I think it might be something attuned to blushing or something similar but like I said I'm not sure so It could be something completely different." I said continuing to my bed room
"um ok I'll see you later miss Lilly bye" she said before leaving.
I had got dressed and do to the dress code thing I have several versions of the same outfit just in different colors or with different patterns so I picked the same outfit as yesterday but this one was a blueish green color and decided to get breakfast at the diner near my office. I decided to drive because it would add a half mile to my morning walk and it looked like it was about to storm outside and thanks to my car it only take me 5 minutes to get there. I had ordered and got my food when a sopping wet disheveled cat ran in to get out of the rain looking shocked and afraid?!
"Sam are you ok your soaked." I said getting out of the booth I was In.
"Huh lily what are you doing here and how how did you beat me hear." Sam said shivering and dripping on the floor.
"Simple I have a car and this place is the closest good place to get breakfast." I said trying to help dry her off strangely she didn't help she just stood there watching almost like she was in shock.
"Oh well I'm sorry for disturbing you I." She said sounding like a kit who had just done something wrong and was bordering on tears.
"Stop no I don't know what's going through your head you haven't done anything wrong now sit and order something then I'll give you a lift home." I barked the orders to which she responded with a nod then crawled into the way too big for her seat as the Waitress brought her a menu.
"You got a good friend hear little miss now just let me know when you're ready to order." She said with a knowing smile to Sam as she refilled my cup Sam soon gave the Waitress her order and as it was still early and the diner was empty except for an old porcupine trucker and the two of us she got her food in a matter of minutes.
"Now what happened back there you looked like you were about to break into tears" I asked her worriedly
She stared at her food for a minute and said. "I I I think I was just mugged and lost the last of my money and now I don't know what to do." This time she really did start to cry.
"What are you ok did they hurt you hay Sammy call the cops." I said yelling so the part owner and cook and an old friend would hear me as I got over to her booth seat which was big enough for me to stand in so I could check to see if she was ok.
"I'm not hurt well not badly he clawed my arm when he took my bag but I threw my wallet in his muzzle then Tasered him which only managed to slow him down enough so I could run away too scared to look back and the next thing I know I was running in hear and you where hear" she whispered that last part at this point she had tears running down her cheeks and was clearly scared.
I pulled her in for a hug which was a bit awkward do to the fact she was still taller than me sitting down and I couldn't even wrap my arms half way around her she seemed to tins up at the contact but soon she relaxed. the next thing I knew I was being picked up and a set down so that I was standing on her lap and being hugged damn she was strong I couldn't move but she wasn't squeezing me and in all honesty if she hadn't been soaking wet I wouldn't have minded at all. Suddenly my ears perked up when I heard someone come in the diner. I was worried it might be the mugger it might be a threat something in me was screaming protect and I was starting to get mad when the wolf identified himself to Sammy as a ZPD officer and Sammy sent him over to us and as quickly as the anger had welled up in me it had vanished.
"Um excuse me misses um I'm hear because the fellow over there requested an officer." He looked confusedly at the two of us as she let me go.
"Yes, my friend hear was mugged on her way home she was lightly injured when her assailant took her bag not satisfied with that continued to harass her ending with her throwing her wallet into his muzzle and zapped him with a taser giving her a large enough window to run hear um beyond that I don't know anything else um could you please give her a minute to calm down." I asked worried about Sam.
"That's fine what you gave me was more than enough to get me started your friend can ether give me her statement once I call this in or she can come down to the station later hmm um mind if I ask this but are you related to Judy hops" he was being surprisingly kind then again maybe this is how most of them where or maybe I just have had some bad run ins with them 3 of which I got trancked or zapped or both and why was he asking me that question.
"No well I think I may have some distant nephews or cousins that might have some hops relation but no direct one why." I asked him.
He then gave me a puzzled look before saying. "I'm not sure myself I mean you don't look much like her but I guess…... hm it's the way you hold yourself you stand tall like you're on an equal footing with the rest of the world even though your so much smaller um now don't get me wrong I don't mean a rabbit can't do anything that anyone else could I've spared with hops and learned that lesson real quick it's just."
I decided to throw the guy a life line hear because he seemed like a nice guy who was starting to dig a big hole for himself. "I get what you mean and to enlighten you she and I have worked hard to get where we are we act like were on equal footing with everyone including large species and preds because both of us have had to beat them out to get where we are also both of us can hold our own even against them." I replied.
Only to get the laughing support of Sammy as he loudly stated, "that's one hell of an understatement there bunny you fucking beat the crap out of them."
This statement earned me a confused look from the wolf I then sighed and said. "Look to put it simply I'm one hell of a good friend to have in a bar fight."
"That's an understatement again and one hell of a big one" Sammy chimed in again that otter always new how to cheer me up and he was clearly trying and was succeeded to do so this also had the added effect of making the wolf confessed look turn to a smiled and said.
"Oh, let me guess you're not one to mess with I get it trust me if your anything like hops I'm not dumb enough to try anything."
"Good I guess you get it now as for Sam ill see if she's ready to talk you go and do what you have to." He nodded and headed out to his cruiser as I went back over to Sam who had seemed to calm down enough to start to eat some of her food.
"Hay how are you holding up." I asked her as I set down next to her.
"Better just still really shaken up." she sighed and pulled me in for another hug why do I keep letting her do this well whatever it was still nice.
"Do you want to try to talk to the officer or want to weight tell later" I asked as she let me go she then posed for a moment before saying. "I'll deal with it now to get it out of the way."
"Ok then I'll give you a lift home once you're done you can take the day off if you want." I said as the wolf came back in as she nodded so I waved him over and told him I'd take her to the station and I'd take her home he agreed and said he'd escort us to the station I agreed to that but not tell we had finished eating. Sam was soon ready to go I had managed to talk her into finishing most of her food and I scarfed down mine to the shock of Sam and the wolf I guess watching a rabbit scarf down 12 pancakes was a bit odd but little did they know I had eaten half of the stack before this mess had even started. This is another one of the before mentioned side effect whenever I exert myself my apatite seams to go nuts. Something about a higher metabolism is needed to fuel my body in enhanced physical and mental states of exertion but whatever it was it made me hungry and I always feel drained later like I was slower and my senses are dulled but usually a good meal or two and I'm good as new. Although I hadn't pushed myself to hard but with the night before at the bar and that nightmare that had shaken me up and having lost last night's dinner the effects where piling up but whatever Sam needed me now and I've dealt with worse. It took 20 minutes to get Sam to the station and another hour and a half to have them finish and then another 10 minutes to drive her home to her crappy apartment building I dropped her off before returning to work I came in told Fred and Thomas what had happened and as expected they were pissed Sam may be knew but she was a sweet and kind girl that we all had liked. After that I had then moved to my office and set in my chair and had booted up my computer and logged in and as I started my morning routine during which I fail asleep.
I soon found myself in that dream from the shower but this time it was calm and sweet mostly cuddling and marking with an occasional kiss then I looked up into flame like blue eyes in the eye slits of that horrible suit of armor. I fell out of my chair screaming next thing I knew Fred and Thomas had rushed in to help me Fred now sporting a black eye.
"Sis what happened." Thomas asked me.
"I had nodded off and was having a good dream then he was there that damn thing but now it's staring at me." I shivered when I said that before grabbing the trash can I was really hoping I didn't puke again I really didn't need that.
Fred and Thomas looked at each other than Thomas asked. "It was staring at you I'm sorry sis you got to give us more to work with then that please."
"ok ok ok ok um you know that nightmare I always wake up sick from well up tell last night it always been the same always well maybe it got a little worse but last night it was so so different ok. I I think its braking free one of its gantlets was cracked and one of its arms had half broken free from the chains that holds it in place and now its eyes are open ok. I think the eye slits where always empty but now there full of blue flame and there was a key but most of the locks don't have key holes so no clue what it's for ok. Oh and at the end it looked right at me that scared me the most and just now I just look up and their it was just staring at me ok." I sighed trying really really hard not to puke and I was losing that fight.
"Damn sis I mean I know it's always been bad but damn why now I I'm sorry." Next thing I knew my brothers where hugging me as tears welled up I wasn't crying well not sobbing just tears I was about to say something but the moment I opened my mouth I puked luckily Fred was expecting this and had the trash can in paw so I was able to keep from making a mess and after a few minutes I had started to calm down.
"Damn it why does this keep happening why now and why why does weird shit keep happening and why do I." I stopped as I had stood up to fast and had a head rush a bad one this left me woozy and filling sicker my brothers had to grabbed me to keep me from falling over.
"Wo wo sis are ok you need to lie down maybe see a doctor" Fred said worriedly.
"ok but no doctors doctors mean drugs and drugs only ever make it worse once the worst passes one of you can drive me home I drove today so my cars on the curve and once I get home I'll have some of ant roses tea that always helps. Along with a light dinner then I'll try and get some real sleep and that should be a good step in the right direction and if that doesn't work I'll call doctor Trever. Set up an appointment to go over this and if he want to renew the meds I'll take them tell this stops ok." I said filling worse for where.
They had agreed to that knowing if I was willing to go that far I must have been in really bad shape after a few minutes Thomas and I headed for home as Fred was left with my work list though it was short it involved feeding the jar spider the look on his face when I gave him the list made me feel a little better.
Once Thomas had dropped me off I went straight up to my apartment and started to brew the weird ginger tea that ant rose drank to relieve headaches and relax. This stuff had a lot more powerful effect on me it could calm a pure rage ease most headaches and Nuisance discomforts and calms me right to sleep. Every time and usually the dreams are pleasant or blurrier then the ones I get in the showers but whatever I scarfed down a sandwich before nodding off on the couch and slept a dreamless sleep or at least I had no dreams I can remember.