Chapter 34: In which Stormfly spreads her wings

"Where did you go?"

Hiccup froze mid door shut. His back and shoulders visibly tensed. Astrid folded arms over her chest, knowing he would try to play off whatever suspicious active he spent the day doing.

She'd woken to an empty house that morning. The sun had barely begun to show itself for the day when she cracked her eyes open. The other side of the bed was empty. Hiccup would get up sometimes before her to fix breakfast, so when she descended the stairs to the lower part of their home, she'd expected to see a pot boiling over the firepit and an adorable gap-toothed smile bidding her good morning. But downstairs was empty and quiet.

She'd started to think Hiccup had left to feed the arena dragons without her, but then she found his note. He'd left early to fly Toothless. For what reason, he didn't give. This was the first time they'd spent the morning apart ever since they'd grown close as a married couple.

Feeling a little putout, Astrid had eaten a simple breakfast of cheese and bread and left to feed the arena dragons, thinking that maybe Hiccup would meet her there. The rest of the day her husband was gone. Astrid checked the cove, the seashore, anywhere she thought Hiccup and Toothless would go. She toyed with the idea of taking Stormfly out to find them, but that would have put her and her dragon at risk. She decided, if Hiccup wasn't back by sundown, she'd go searching for him with Stormfly. Now, she didn't need to.

Hiccup slowly shut the door then with a little exaggeration, spun around to face her. "Did you get my note?"

Astrid snatched the parchment off the table and held it up. "What was so important that you had to leave before sunrise and fly Toothless for the entire day?"

"I needed to be alone," he answered, fidgeting with the hem of his sleeve.

Astrid's chest constricted in a way she hadn't experienced before. He needed to be alone. Away from her.

Hiccup shrugged a shoulder, adding, "To think."

Astrid narrowed her eyes. "You're always thinking, Hiccup."

"I know," he finally took a few tentative steps closer to her, "but I needed to clear my head and gather my thoughts. Just me and Toothless out over the water."

The fight slowly began to seep out of her as she processed his explanation. Her and Hiccup been inseparable ever since she discovered his secret dragon best friend. Astrid had never been one to need company. All her life, she was just fine by herself. She hadn't realized until today how much she'd grown accustom to Hiccup's company. How much she needed him there. How much she would worry about him when he was away from her. It was like a part of her had vanished, and she feared she wouldn't get it back. Now she knew how Stoick felt every time Hiccup would run off.

Her distress must have been visible. Hiccup finally closed the gap between them, cautiously touching her shoulders. "I'm sorry I left you behind."

Arms remaining folded, Astrid nailed him with a glare. "I understand why you needed to be alone, but don't ever leave without telling me first. No more notes."

Hiccup nodded. "No more notes."

She caught the look on his face as he ever-so-slightly leaned in, assuming the discussion to be settled. This wasn't going to resolve that quickly without a little retribution. She reared back and gave Hiccup a hearty punch on the shoulder.

Hiccup yelped and threw her a wounded look as he nursed his shoulder.

Astrid pierced him with one finally glare. "That was for worrying me."

Hiccup flicked his eyes downward. "Yeah, I deserved that."

Moving on to the pantry, Astrid procured two slices of bread and dried meat and set them on the table. Her worry for Hiccup had consumed her so much that cooking supper had been the last thing on her mind. Now that he was home, her protesting stomach could finally be tended to.

They ate at the table in silence. She had questions and with the way Hiccup tensely sat across from her, she knew he could feel her eagerness to ask. They settled at the firepit with warm mugs in hand, the evening routine like muscle memory, and quietly sipped.

"Did it help?" Astrid asked, over the crackling of the fire. "Being out there all day? Thinking?"

Hiccup's head perked up. He seemed to ponder over an answer for a long beat. "A little."

Astrid sipped her warm drink then brought the mug back down to her lap. "Why do you think the Nightmare's group stays at the Nest if they want to be free from the Queen?" A thoughtful moment of silence as the fire crackled. "Why don't they just…fly away?"

"My theory—" Hiccup began, fiddling with his mug as he gazed into its contents, "is the Queen has some sort of hold on them. Maybe she can control them in some way or she's holding a threat over them. Either way, they're prisoners of her bidding. I hate saying this, but Toothless was lucky in a way to have been shot down. He got away from her."

He took a quick sip then continued, though a bit hesitantly with his words as if he wasn't sure of the idea out loud. "Maybe we could rally the Nightmare's rebellion to drive the Queen deeper into the volcano and somehow collapse it on top of her."

Astrid nodded. "That's a good idea, but I doubt the volcano falling on her will kill her. I have a feeling she'd too power for that. We'd still have to be vigilant of her escaping one day."

Hiccup hung his head. "Yeah, that was my concern too."

"But," Astrid offered an encouraging smile his way, "it's the best idea yet."

"Thanks." He contemplated his next words. "If only we could free the arena dragons. Have the gang learn to ride them like we want to. We could all work together with the Nightmare's rebellion to defeat the Queen."

"It's a risk—"

Hiccup cupped her shoulder. "And we've taken so many risks so far and they've paid off. But we have to test it first." Hiccup set his mug down on the bench. He disappeared upstairs and reappeared, carrying Stormfly's saddle. "We can use the cover of darkness. It'll be a challenge, but we can make it work." He grinned, his enthusiasm scratching out any concern. "Are you ready to fly with Stormfly?"

The trek to the arena was slow and they had to stick close to the cliff wall so to not accidentally step off the edge, but the walk was muscle memory to them and even in the cover of night, it was fairly easy to maneuver. Hiccup had insisted on carrying the saddle for Astrid. She wasn't into chivalry or being a willowy blossom, but his wish to take care of her was enduring and so she let him carry the slightly awkward load as she took the lead.

They could have waited to try this. Astrid had voiced her concern, knowing Hiccup had been gone since before the early light and had just arrived home after sunset. But somehow, her twig of a husband was energized off sheer will and stubbornness, and he was pumped over the idea of her finally getting to fly with Stormfly.

The arena dragons were most likely asleep. With being cooped up in cages most of the day, they probably slept more than a dragon normally did if in the wild. A pang of guilt mixed with pity weighted on Astrid's heart for the caged dragons. They didn't deserve this life of imprisonment. She held onto the reassurance that one day those cage doors would be open for good and the arena dragons would never be locked away again.

They made it to the arena safely. Walking straight to Stormfly's pen, Astrid rapped a couple of times on the thick wood before speaking softly, "Stormfly." She paused. "It's me. You awake, girl?" Astrid smiled when a quiet chirrup answered her. "Open it," she called to Hiccup.

Above Stormfly's cage, Hiccup pulled the level, releasing the weight that kept the door locked. Astrid pried the heavy doors open with Stormfly's help on the other side. The Nadder stepped out, chirping in bewilderment.

Astrid caressed Stormfly's horn. "Are you ready to stretch your wings, girl?" Stormfly trilled in reply, pressing her horn lovingly against Astrid's forehead. Astrid laughed, softly, and pulled back, her smile lighting up the dark surrounding them. "Let's go fly."

Astrid began strapping the saddle onto Stormfly's back. She talked to the dragon as she did, explaining to her what she was doing. Astrid wasn't sure if Stormfly understood as well as Toothless did, but the Nadder stayed still and calm as she worked on the straps, so she must have understood to a point. Hiccup had walked down from the upper part of the arena to join them. He helped Astrid with the straps, making sure they were set and buckled correctly.

Mounting Stormfly was a completely different task than mounting Toothless. The Night Fury was already low to the ground, more accessible. His body was long and rounded, making it easier to straddle. Stormfly towered over Toothless' height and her body slopped downward. Astrid wasn't one to take the easy route in a challenge. Grabbing the front of the saddle, she hopped a couple times before swinging her leg high enough to make it over Stormfly's back. She scooted up the saddle then leaned down to help Hiccup hop up behind her.

"So—" Hiccup wiggled around, adjusting his position. "This is what it feels like to be on a Nadder." He grabbed at the saddle as he began to slide backwards. "A bit awkward."

"I'm sure it'll be easier to stay on once we're in the air and she levels out," Astrid offered, eyeing the long spikes silhouetted atop Stormfly's head. She seemed far enough away that she wouldn't be poked by them. Thankfully, Hiccup had taken that into account when making the saddle. She imagined, for just a second, her husband measuring the Nadder and smiled at the care he put into his workmenship.

Astrid encouraged Stormfly to walk to the arena's mouth. The Nadder chirped, confused, as if she didn't believe or understand what Astrid was telling her to do. After another minute of encouraging words, Stormfly finally walked them to the exit and up the ramp. Her walking pattern was also completely different than Toothless', and it took more effort to hang on.

"You ready, girl?" Astrid asked as an endless ceiling of stars surrounded them from above. "Take it easy on us, okay?"

Stormfly spread her wings, stretching and flexing, working the muscles in ways they hadn't been worked in a long time. Too long. She pressed down, just as Toothless usually did, and launched up into the night sky. Astrid held tight to the saddle, squeezing Stormfly's body with her knees. Hiccup had abandoned his hold on the saddle as they launched. He scrambled to wrap himself around Astrid, his legs up against hers, squeezing just as tight as she was. But once they had leveled out, gliding above the water, both loosened their grips – though Hiccup kept his arms firmly around her waist.

There were so many small details to how Stormfly flew compared to Toothless. She flapped her wings more frequently, causing the muscles behind her wings to contract often. Astrid could feel every little movement through her tights along the inside of her legs. Those little movements made her feel connected to her dragon in a way that she hadn't with Toothless. This Nadder was her dragon – the one she was destined to bond with. This flight, from the moment they reached the sky, proved that deep inside Astrid's soul. She laughed out of pure joy and mused on if this was how Hiccup felt the first time him and Toothless flew their first test drive. She could hardly wait until she could fly alone with her dragon.

Hiccup must have read her mind. He leaned close to her ear. "Fly to the cove and drop me off. I think you two need some solo flying."

Astrid reached back and squeezed his leg in response.

With just a little difficulty because of the darkness, they found the cove and successfully landed Stormfly there. Toothless cautiously approached, prowling close to the ground like a large cat. When Hiccup called out to him, his defensive stance eased. He raised his nose to sniff the air then broke out into a gummy smile, bounding up to Stormfly. He warbled excitedly and she chirped happily as if they were greeting each other as old friends. Toothless stood on his hind legs, bobbing his head as Stormfly mirrored the gesture.

"Huh," Hiccup watched, curiously, planting hands on his hips. "I wonder if they knew each other before."

"Looks like they may have," Astrid concluded, leaning back to dodge Stormfly's crown spikes. The Nadder probably was mindful of not poking her, but Astrid kept an extra distance, just in case.

"C'mon, bud!" Hiccup called after his dragon, and Toothless bounded to him, his tongue lobbing out of the side of his mouth. "You ready for a little flying with a friend?"

Astrid turned her attention back to Stormfly. She'd never flown without Hiccup on neither of their dragons. A tingling vibration spread all over her skin. She'd dreamed for many, many weeks to be in the air with Stormfly. To test the Nadder's limits. To test her own limits. To see if Stormfly could beat Toothless' speed. To touch the clouds and barrel down to earth. To be one with her dragon. Now, it was reality.

Hiccup glanced over his shoulder at them, and she could tell he was grinning back at her through the dimness of the moonlight. Toothless pushed off, disappearing into the night sky. A wide smile spread across Astrid's face.

"C'mon, girl. Let's see what'cha got."