*this will be Bubbles pov so sit back and enjoy the chapter :)*
(Bubbles pov)
I couldn't believe it, Green... I should have guessed... it is his colour after all... I was unusually quiet and my sisters asked about it. I had told them it was nothing and that I was tired. Even though Green was a facade, I now really noticed how similar he and Butch were. I should have seen it from the sarcastic nature, the annoyed attitude, the comments.
He and that character were so alike, I guess that made sense because the were the same person. The guy I dissed was saving people without all the glory like I had. He had no lable and no reason other than a purpose to fix what he had wronged and I completely stomped his family, made him hate me, and he never said a thing as Green.
Others would have gloated to make me feel bad but he never did. He just smacked a harsh reality in my face while warning me the entire time. I fell in love with the hero, but the bad part was the he was that guy even if I hadn't trusted his real face. He let me follow him for a week and didn't hurt me regardless of what I had done. I had to think, I had to think hard and fix this.
I snuck out my window a couple weeks after, I had to find him and make things right. I flew and scanned the area, but I hadn't seen him. I was like he vanished, out of sight out of mind. I decided to check his home, maybe he'd be there. When I got there I had the difficult task of finding what window was his own.
The first one definitely wasn't his, the room had been a bright shade of crimson and was abnormally clean. The middle had been a dark depressing blue, Boomer had been sitting on the bed clutching a picture of mojo and softly crying. That's when it hit me, they were guarded because they were mourning and now I felt horrible.
I floated there with a pain in my chest, I really had judged to quickly. I should have known by their actions in the art shop. Brick was cold as ice, Butch had felt close to nothing almost numb, but Boomer he obviously took it the hardest like I would. I finally found Butch's room, green like I expected. He was tuning a black acoustic guitar, a trait in guys I had a liking to and looked like he was concentrating. What he sang hit me harder than anything in my life.
I'd never thought I could miss you and have you in my dreams. The way that it shook me when fate had us meet.
The smile that you gave the man in the mask, could never erase the what you thought of my past.
The broken man who still had your back.
Did you love me or was it a mistake?Do you hate me for the past that I changed?
I could never remember a smile that you gave the man who I am, the one that you shame.
Was it worth all of the lies? The man who I was he ain't coming back to me, he was long gone from me.
And I still remember the look that you gave, with the rejection my heart in it's grave.
I who I am now isn't the same, but you didn't care so you ran away.
Did you love me or was it a mistake?
Do you hate me for the past that I changed?
I could never remember a smile that you gave the man who I am, the one that you shame.
I drop myself, went to hell, but it wasn't enough for you.
I gave my life, I gave my pride for my family who you never knew.
Did you love me or was it a mistake?
Do you hate me for the past that I changed?
I could never remember a smile that you gave the man who I am, the one that you shame.
Did you love me or was it a mistake?
Do you hate me for the past that I changed?
I could never remember a smile that you gave the man who I am, the one that you shame.
I still can't remember! You were cold like December!
Do still you hate me, or would you rather break me.
Do you love me or was it a mistake?
Do you hate me for the past that I changed?
I could never remember a smile that you gave the man who I am, the one that had changed.
You could never accept him... so you ran away...
I had to leave, that was to hard to watch... the emotional breaking in that song had me really thinking. That song was definitely about me, and I was the cause of all that pain. Behind the tough hard hero was a broken man. I had made everything worse. I turned to fly way but what had stopped me made my heart stop.
"Why are you here? ... come to judge me some more toots?" I turned around to face him with the most sorrow filled look on my face. "What's your problem blondie?" He looked at me with annoyed confusion. For the first time I hugged him, the real him, not Green. "I... I'm so... sorry" I said feeling his entire body clench. I looked up to of him and his eyes were closed, I saw a glint of a tear that went away with his quick wipe from the back of his hand.
"Okay... I believe you... no please leave me alone... I'm tired from the watch earlier this evening and right now I just want to sleep" he said turning away from me. I open my mouth, but it shut a couple times before I had replied with an "okay" and flew away.
That had tugged my emotions so tightly that I finally knew I had to give him a chance, and ignore my judgment.
To be continued
*yes I actually wrote the song Butch sang :P how nice*