"I'm sorry to say miss Beale, but apparently the books had hit her so hard that she lost her memory."
As I heard the doctor say those words my world started to crumble.
Poor Beca was all I could think of.
And then realization hits me. Tomorrow there would be no wedding. I had waited sixteen years for this day.
I could hear Bree talking to the doctor. He told her that we needed to be careful in sharing information with Beca. He hopen her memory would come back soon. I could hear the triplets asking questions. Those poor girls. My heart broke when I saw Aubrey cry. Her sisters try in to comfort her.
And then everything went black before my eyes and I started to fall. But somehow I never hit the ground. Before I had hit the ground Cynthia Rose caught me.
When I woke up I saw all the girls look at me with worry.
"Miss Beale, are you alright?" the doctor asked me.
"Mama, are you alright?" Stacie was the first one of the girls to speak.
"Yes, I'm alright. It was just a bit much all of this", I hear myself say.
I looked at Bree and she looked back at me with worry and a sadness in her eyes I never saw before.
"We have to cancel the wedding. And have to call everybody. And…"
"Chloe, calm down. Cynthia Rose and Fat Amy already messaged the Bella's. And they are calling Jesse right now" Stacie said.
I looked around me and I realized we were the only two left.
"Where are Bree and the girls?" I asked her.
"Bree just took the triplets to say goodbye to Beca. Then we are taking them home. You should go with us. But I know you. You probably want to stay. Just give me or Bree a call when you needed to be picked up."
"Of course, I'm staying. I'm not gonna leave Beca alone here. Maybe she doesn't know who I am, but I know who she is."
After everybody left, I went into Beca's room. She was already a small woman, but in that big hospital bed she looked so tiny.
"Hey" I said when I walked to the chair next to her bed. "Hey" she said back with an empty look in her eyes.
"I know you don't remember me" I started. "But I just wanted to stay here. I don't want you to feel alone. It must be scary to not not know who you are."
She just looked at me with those beautiful eyes of her. My heart broke when I looked back at her.
"Yeah, it's pretty weird. Waking up in a hospital and not knowing who you are. And learning that you are a mother."
Beca looked so confused. She wanted to tell Beca everything about her life, but the doctor had said they couldn't give to much information at once. They had to build it up slowly. And hopefully her memories came back.
"Yeah, I bet it's weird".
"What? " I said when I saw her looking at me like she wanted to say something.
"No, never mind" she said shyly.
"Say it Becs. You can ask me anything".
"It's just I can't believe that a woman as beautiful as you are is my girlfriend" her tiny DJ said.
I started to laugh because this was so like the Beca I knew. The Beca I knew would say exactly something like this.
"What is so funny?" a very confused Beca asked me.
"Nothing. It's what you just said. It's just like you as I know you".
We sat there for quite a while until the nurse came. It was way past visitor hours and Beca needed to rest. Before I left I kissed her on the cheek. I promised her I would come back tomorrow.
When Bree picked me up and drive us home I went straight to my bed. I was exhausted from what happened today. I lay awake tossing and turning. Thinking about tomorrow. Tomorrow should have been the best day of my life. But now I had to deal with a cancelled wedding and everything that came with that.