This is my fanfiction story. All rights belong to Kurt Sutter and FX. I am just borrowing the Sons of Anarchy characters. Reba is my OC as is Kaylee. I also give rights to the CW and the creators of iZombie for their known characters. This is a work of Fiction. Story rated m for rape situations and abuse. May include lemons in later chapters. Please Read and Review. This is my first story and I would appreciate any critique you have.
Chapter 5: Nightmares
After Chibs and I headed over to his place last night we talked some more about our lives. He told me about Scotland and Ireland, I told him about Meadville and New Orleans. He told me about his mum, I told him about my mum and Ravi. He told me about exploring the castles in Ireland, I told him about mud ridding and exploring the woods. We both decided to visit our homes one day and show the other around. Then we headed off to bed. I tossed and turned for only 30 minutes before I got comfortable in my bedroom at Chibs' home. When I closed my eyes, I dreamt of a time when I was 8 and Chibs and I knew each other. We played video games together, and even though he was 13, he would always make sure his friends knew not to get mad at me for hanging around them. He loved his little sister. Then my beautiful dream turned into a nightmare Unser was there and he had a gun to Chibs head. Unser told me if I didn't let Major tie me to the bed so he could fuck me he would shoot Chibs in the head. My mum and Ravi weren't home either. They were both at work. I tried to fight against Major, but I could only do so much at the age of eight. Major had a rope around each of my ankles that he taped to the roof so my legs were raised really high in the air, and my little back was arched really far off the bed. He tied my arms to the posts at the top of the bed and it felt like my shoulders were on fire. Major just jerked his pants off and stuck his penis in my vagina. Chibs was crying to the side of us with a gun to his head and pleading for me to forgive him and that it was his entire fault. I felt helpless as my brother was crying for Major to quit and Wayne had a loaded gun aimed at Chibs' head. At this point we heard a door slam so everyone just froze for a minute. My mum and Ravi walked in to see why we were so quiet, and they screamed in horror at what they saw. Their 13 year old son with a gun pointed at his head by a friend of the family and their 8 year old daughter bleeding from her private area as her biological father raped her. Wayne turns to Ravi and his wife Liv, and shoots them both in the bellies where they can't do anything. Major stopped raping me for 5 minutes as he tied Ravi and Liv up and made them watch what was happening to their two children. Wayne then hit Chibs over the head and jerked his pants down, got underneath me while I was tied up, and stuck his penis in my bottom.
I woke up screaming, crying and sweating in bed. Chibs ran into the room and said, "Are you okay? What happened?"
He grabbed me into a hug and I just kept shaking my head no over and over. I couldn't form words. I couldn't tell him about my dream. I collected myself, looked him dead in the eye, and said, "Nothing. It was just a bad dream. You got hurt. It scared me."
Chibs pulled me close to him and said, "Are you sure that's all?" All I could do was nod my head yes. Chibs held me for an hour and a half while I tried to stay calm and not blurt everything that had happened to me out to my newly found brother. I didn't want to scare him away with the amount of baggage I had weighing on my heart. He said, "Come on, let's go." We got up walked into the living room sat on the couch and watched some movie called All About the Benjamins. It definitely helped me get back to sleep. Thankfully I didn't have another nightmare. I don't know if I would have been able to lie to my brother again if I did have another nightmare, especially one that vivid.
When we woke up the next morning, we got dressed and we ate breakfast. Then we rode into Teller-Morrow. When we got there, an older lady was getting out of a black Dodge Challenger with a reaper painted onto the front of it. Chibs introduced me to her and told me her name is Gemma. She is Jax's mum and Clay's wife. She is reception around here. She seemed very excited to meet me. Apparently my Uncle Bobby couldn't be quiet when he found out I was coming to live in Charming. She also seemed very motherly to everyone. I was getting ready to go inside the club house and help out with cleaning and whatnot when I felt eyes drawn to the boxing cage they had set up. Inside of it were Happy and Tig. They were fighting against each other. I think I heard Jax say that's how they train. I was so engrossed by the way Tig ducked and feigned one way, but went another I didn't hear anyone walk up beside me. All of a sudden I heard someone say my name. I looked towards the voice and there was Unser. I involuntarily took a step backwards and almost tripped over my feet. Of course my boots would be untied right now. Unser grabbed me by the front of my too big t-shirt, which I stole from Chibs for the day, which caused me to yelp and take another step backwards. I hit my back on the wall.
He looked at me and said, "I don't appreciate the mouthing off from you yesterday, and I didn't donate your clothes. You need them. They are on the front steps of Chibs' home I dropped them off on my way over here. A thank you would be nice."
At this point I was yelling in my head for Tig to see me or Chibs' to walk out of the garage, but Chibs was under a car and Tig was too involved in his match against Happy. I was so scared. My nightmare was still fresh in my brain and it was all I could think of.
I heard Opie yell, "TIG! HAPPY! BREAK IT UP!" I heard Tig and Happy laughing and hugging it out. I was just trying to get my breathing under control. I hadn't had this much trouble with a panic attack since right after I helped my mum deliver Blaine.
Then three things happened all at once. I heard Tig yell my name, Unser took a step back, and I fainted.