This is my fanfiction story. All rights belong to Kurt Sutter and FX. I am just borrowing the Sons of Anarchy characters. Reba is my OC as is Kaylee. I also give rights to the CW and the creators of iZombie for their known characters. This is a work of Fiction. Story rated m for rape situations and abuse plus language. May include lemons in later chapters. Please Read and Review. This is my first story and I would appreciate any critique you have.

A/N: I would like to once again thank Nicole J. Coltan for reviewing Chapter 18. I would also like to thank Guest for reviewing.

Chapter 19: Paranoia

Tig started a conversation with Happy as Dr. Anders went back into the delivery room; so, I walked back over to Chibs. Chibs held his arms out and I walked straight into them. I just felt like something bad was about to happen, so I needed the comfort of my big brother. Chibs held me tight while I breathed in his scent to try and settle my paranoia. He kissed my head and moved me back an inch.

He looked down at me and said, "Ya okay lass? Ye seem on edge."

I replied quickly, "Yeah, I'm fine. Just got a weird feeling talking to this Dr. Anders. Has he been here long?"

Chibs looked back at me and said, "I don't think so, let me ask Gemma really quickly. I will be right back." He walked off towards Gemma and when Gemma replied, his back got sort of rigid. Chibs walked back to me and continued, "No, he hasn't been here long lass. Apparently, Wendy's doctor quit about three days ago, and when she went into labour today, they called him to see if maybe he would come in one last time, but he sent them this guy and said, 'He's an excellent doctor and would be very valuable to this delivery.'"

I looked at Chibs in shock and said, "Well what the hell? I didn't know doctors could just send a different doctor in their place and the hospital would take them on the word of said previous doctor."

Chibs looked at me as Tig and Uncle Bobby walked over towards us and said, "I know. It is the weirdest thing I've ever heard of."

At that line Uncle Bobby said, "What's the weirdest thing you've heard of?"

Tig looked expectantly at us as well, so I replied, "That their original doctor quit three days ago and they tried to get him to come in today, but their old doctor sent them Dr. Anders and said he was an excellent doctor."

Tig chimed in and said, "That is very weird. I didn't know they could do that."

I responded, "Right. It makes absolutely no sense. I feel like I need to go and do some research on this Anders guy. Did we get his first name?"

Uncle Bobby finally spoke up and said, "Yeah. I think Clay said his name was Blake or Blaise or…."

I cut Uncle Bobby off and said, "Blaine?"

Uncle Bobby looked at me, snapped his fingers and said, "Yeah, that's what is, Blaine."

I paled and gasped as it registered in Tig's head what was going on with me.

Tig pulled me into the tightest hug he could without breaking my ribcage and whispered in my ear, "It's okay baby. Reba, everything will be fine. Just breath babe. Just breath. Focus on my voice. Tune all these other people out. I am write here beside you. I will hold you up. I won't leave you."

As I focused on Tig's words, I felt Chibs' staring at me. I knew, I wouldn't be able to keep from him why I reacted to hearing the doctor's name the way I had. I was going to have to explain to him the rest of what happened to me. I also knew I was going to have to tell Uncle Bobby since he was standing with us in these moments when it felt like my entire world was crashing down around me. I focused harder on Tig's scent of cigarettes, woods, leather, and vodka. I used his scent to ground me to the present and not lose myself in the past. I used it to work myself out of an anxiety attack. When I was okay again, I pulled away from Tig, then crashed my lips into his. I hugged him for dear life and said thank you.

Chibs looked at me and said, "What just happened? Are ya okay? Am I missin' something that has to do with what just happened to ye?"

I finished getting my breathing under control and said, "I will explain everything that just happened to you and Uncle Bobby later, I just cannot deal with it right now. I am going to the chapel. I will be back in like 30 minutes. Come and get me if Abel starts arriving faster than they anticipated." I trailed off at the looks on Chibs, Tig, and Uncle Bobby's faces. Then I continued, "I will grab Happy to go with me. I know better than to go off alone." I turned specifically to Chibs and pleaded, "Let it go for now. I will tell you at home either tonight or tomorrow." I walked away from them and straight to Happy. He looked at me when I approached him. I said, "Hey, can I please get you to come to the chapel with me. I need to be away from those three for a few minutes and I'm smart enough to not wander off on my own. I promise I will be quick."

Happy said, "You know what. Yeah. I can go to the chapel with you. We aren't really doing anything but waiting right now. I don't really like waiting."

Happy and I walked towards the chapel of St. Thomas. When we got there and he opened the door for me I just whisper yelled, "Are you fucking kidding me! Ugh."

Happy looked into the chapel at my little outburst and started laughing under his breathe. We turned around and immediately left the chapel room. When we were a few doors down, he said, "So what was that? Not a fan of Unser or something?"

I looked back at him and snapped, "Not really." I immediately felt bad so I toned my voice down and said, "Sorry I snapped. I'm just not a fan of him. Something about him doesn't feel right and I don't know what it is, but I tend to rely on my guts, which is the main reason I despise him."

Happy said, "Honestly, I don't blame you. He reminds me of a weasel that I don't know how to get rid of. I don't think Clay would take to kindly to us getting rid of Unser and his beady eyes."

I just laughed and nodded my head. "Exactly.", I replied. "I don't think he gets it."

As we were laughing here comes Kozik. He runs up to us and says, "Glad y'all are on your way back already. Abel is coming." As we get closer we hear Wendy yelling at the contractions and pushing Abel out.

When we finally reach the waiting area, I go straight to Chibs and say, "I'm sorry I snapped at you. I just wasn't expecting to feel so weak, and I wasn't ready for you to see me at my breaking point."

Chibs just hugs me and says, "No, lass. It's okay. You needed that. And I'm sorry for trying to push ya to reveal what happened before you're ready."

Suddenly Jax walks out of the delivery holding a baby swaddled in a blue blanket and says, "Everyone, I would like to introduce you to the newest addition of SAMCRO, Abel Mathias Teller. He is perfectly healthy and Wendy is doing fantastic. In an effort to not overwhelm either her or Abel, we are going to let you come in two at a time to hold Abel and visit with Wendy."