Noiz Good End Part 2
It starts as kind of a peck but Noiz's tongue slips past my lips, inside my mouth. "Haa…" Just that sends a light shock through my body as I accept Noiz's tongue. We deepen our kiss while Noiz takes my hand and guides it to his back. I follow his lead and embrace him, and I become entranced by the sweetness of our first kiss ages. "Uuh…Ngn...h. Mm…"
"Ha…." Noiz rubs my chest through my clothes with both hands slowly sliding them down my sides toward my waist. When his hands get to my stomach, he rolls up my shirt bit by bit.
"Ah…" I let out a moan as Noiz hands lightly touch my bare skin.
"…" Noiz slowly pulls out of our deep kiss, licking lightly against my lips before moving down to the base of my neck. He sucks and kisses at my throat, rolling up my shirt and bra with both hands, slowly approaching my chest. His movements are so tantalizing, it makes my heart pound. "…Your hair's still wet." Noiz's lips brush against the hair around my neck, but he just licks my collarbones along with it.
"…Ah…" His hands, which had been creeping along my torso, finally reach my chest. He pinches the two still soft protrusions on it. "Ah, ahh..." The tingly sensation makes me jump. Noiz teases my nipples with his fingers as he kisses me on the lips again.
"…Take off your top." Noiz pulls up on my top clothes, urging me to take it off. I go along with him and raise my hand over my head so he can slip if off. "And these too."
"Nn…" His hands rubbing around my waist get me a little flustered, but I sit up, undo my belt, and then slide off my shorts and underwear.
"…" Noiz collects my clothes and sets them next to the bed, then looks down at my naked body again.
I feel so embarrassed knowing that his gaze is covering each and every inch of my body. "…What."
"I noticed earlier, but you're pretty scrawny and thin."
"…" What's his problem? I feel a little sting to my pride… "I'm not scrawny. I'm normal. You just grew too much." I give a little jab back, and Noiz looks up at the ceiling, making a thinking gesture.
"Hmm…Nope?"
"Don't compare me to data you've got in your head!"
"Heh…" Noiz smiles gently. He takes off the towel around his waist and kneels on the bed. And I did the same, moving more into the middle of the bed.
When I glance down at Noiz's lower half, I can see that his dick is starting to raise its head. Of course, I can feel myself getting a bit wet from Noiz treatment earlier…Hm?
"…So, what about those piercings?" I thoughtlessly point at Noiz's partial erection and give him a look. The piercings around his face are gone, but from his navel on down he still has a ton of metal on him.
"I didn't take those out."
"Uh, why's that…"
"I thought I'd ask you about it first."
"Why me?"
"I figured I'd leave 'em in if you like them and I'd take 'em out if you don't."
"I-It's not like I really have an opinion!"
"Oh really?" Noiz says, implying something with a raised eyebrow as he embraces me again. "Come closer." That said, our knees are already touching.
"If I get any closer, I'll be sitting on your lap though…"
"That's fine."
"…" He draws me closer and I reluctantly get into his lap. Though it's more like I'm straddling him. This is…pretty close to the position we were in last time. "…" Noiz's face is so close. Actually…Our private parts are practically touching…
"…"
I look away out of embarrassment and Noiz grabs his erection and his other hand pinches my clit. And he starts rubbing. "Hngh… Ahh…"
"Nn…"
We were already starting to get pretty heated up, so it feels a bit hard and wet when we touched. Each time Noiz moves his hand, a delicious tingling and sort of ticklish feeling runs through my area. Actually, it's pretty intense when Noiz's piercings hit me. T-The ones underneath…
"Ah…Noiz…!"
"Hff…"
As the tingly pleasure spreads, I can feel myself getting wetter and my clit is pulsing. Noiz used to like a little pain mixed in so maybe that's why he's using so much force. He's rubbing so that it almost just barely hurts, and yet it feels way too good. He pulls tight and rubs us together. I feel his piercings again. "Ahh…ah…"
"…Hey." Noiz is a little out of breath as a light smile crosses his face when he looks at me. "Does this feel good?"
"D-Don't…Nnn…"
"If it doesn't, I'll stop."
"Mn…" I can't respond, and suck on saliva that almost dripped out of my mouth. How filthy am I… I unconsciously hold out a hand to stop him, but I end up just adding mine to his, a pointless gesture. I rub against Noiz's piercings and desire wells up in my hips. "Ngh, ahh…"
"…" Noiz smiles at my reaction and suddenly stops his movements.
"….Nn." He moves away from me and for some reason gets off the bed and goes into the closet. Abruptly left hanging, I follow Noiz with my eyes, not knowing what to do with my half-awakened passion.
What, is he getting something?
Noiz immediately comes out of the closet and stands by the bed. "Come closer."
"…?" I gave him a questioning look.
"Hurry."
What's he planning?
I haven't the faintest idea.
I have my doubts but I move to the side of the bed where Noiz is. As I make my way over, Noiz gets on his knees and grabs one of my legs. "…!?" He pulls my leg to the side and pulls me closer. Noiz puts my leg over his shoulder and settles between my legs. "Huh…Wha!? Hey, Noiz, wait a sec, what are you…Nnn!"
"…Nn."
I had a bad feeling about it so I tried to close my legs, but it was too late. Noiz had lower his head to my down clit…and latch on it. "Nnn…!" Hot moistness envelops me and I hold my breath.
No way, Noiz is…!?
I don't believe it…!
"Seriously, wait… Ahh! Noiz!" I try to squirm away, but Noiz holds me tight.
"…" Noiz begins to kiss it and suck on it. Every now and then I can feel his tongue licking it as well. He doesn't really seem to know what he's doing, but the visual of Noiz doing that to me is incredibly erotic. As I watch Noiz's licking my private part, I feel my hips relax before I feel any distinct pleasure.
"Haa, ha… Ah…"
"Fuu, nnn…" Noiz starts moving he tongue bit by bit around me, feeling his tongue slipping in my opening. But he mainly focuses on the tip; he licks and gently gobbles me up.
It's starting…to feel nice. But, I'm still more confused than anything.
"Hey, Noiz…Seriously…" My breath hitches and I reach out to touch Noiz's head.
Noiz stops what he's doing and looks up at me. "Not feeling it? Or, perhaps you'd enjoy it more it if used my teeth?" He says with a smile and my face turns red.
I know he's joking, but I'm having a hard time getting into the mood. "That's not the problem, why are you doing this all of a sudden…" Noiz is always quick to act, but this really surprised me. What flipped his switch?
"When I saw it earlier, it just looked kind of tasty, that's all."
"!?" Tasty…!?
"Plus, you did it for me before. I thought I'd try copying you the best way I can since your body is different from mine."
Well, I mean I did do it but… "It's not like I hate it or don't want you to do it, but…"
"Well, it's part of you so it doesn't bother me. Plus, I was planning to repay you today."
"Repay me?"
"You took care of me when I was in the hospital, so I thought I'd try doing all sorts of things with you today. You don't have to lift a finger."
"…Ha." A strange gasp leaves my mouth. I relax in a different sense. There are still plenty of things that are hard to understand about why Noiz does what he does, but I really don't get this. He's not at all shy, and he's always eager and frank… I guess he's just some kind of new species or something… I'm shocked when Noiz suddenly pulls my waist toward him. "Uwahh…!" He put both my thighs on his shoulders and closes the gap between him and my hips.
…..No way.
"! …Noiz!"
"Just shut up…"
"!" …I really don't know what's going on anymore. Whether I'm enjoying it or not really isn't the issue. Noiz had spread my ass and…started to lick me there. I can feel a warm wetness creeping toward my entrance. "Hii, ahh…! Ah…" My body trembles. I can feel something soft and warm enter me, but... More than that, the shock of Noiz licking me there completely paralyzes me. "Ugh…"
"…"
I'm so embarrassed I feel like my head might explode…
I forget about resisting, swallow my shame, and just grip the sheets tightly with both hands. I don't hate it, but I'm more shocked and tense than anything. Noiz tries to ease my nerves by gently moving his tongue. Sometimes he'll take his tongue out and use a finger, licking my vaginal opening as well. I was so tense at first, but Noiz's patient caresses gradually get me moaning. Noiz watches my reactions, but it's clear enough from the atmosphere. I can feel my own excitement each time I hear those moist noises.
"Hrff, ahh… Ah, Noiz…"
Noiz plants a kiss between my thighs and look up, making sure I'm alright, and then he pulls out a small tube. He squeezes a clear gel out of the tube and onto his fingers.
"…What's that…"
"I told you didn't I? I want to do all sorts of things with you today." He said "I'm trying to make sure you don't get hurt or anything."
So this is what he went into the closet to get…?
Noiz fixes his gaze on me to watch my reaction as he spreads the gel on my entrance. "!" The cold makes me gasp. "Noiz…!" He'd just had his tongue in there so he manages to fit a finger in easily. "Nn…" I guess the gel has melted from my body heat because Noiz's finger slips in and starts moving around inside me. I can feel myself getting excited again, my trembling moans spilling out.
"…" Each time Noiz's fingers move, clear liquid dribbles out of my clit and he lick it up. His tongue creeps down to the base, and he lick up the liquid that dripped down to my hole. The sound it makes is so embarrassing I could just die.
"Haa, ha…Ahh…" He'd softened me up quite a bit and could fit both a finger and his tongue in. I can feel how hot and sticky I am inside. My mind and body both melting, I kinda of space out. I feel a little uncomfortable. It's like…Only kind of but, Noiz is so direct it's kind of scary. I don't mean I'm scared of Noiz himself: more happy I think I am the more conflicted I feel. Even though Noiz went out of his way to reassure me, I still feel weirdly anxious.
Am I really good enough for him?
Noiz has already made me so happy…but at the same time I'm kind of terrified. I put my all into opening the door to his heart before, but I didn't think of anything else. But, that's not what it's like now. This isn't a world for just the two of us anymore.
Noiz says it won't be a problem, but I'm sure we'll have all sorts of problems to deal with in the future. Like how I might have to introduce myself to Noiz's family like he did with Granny and stuff. And when I think about things like that, I start to wonder if I'm really good enough.
Noiz seems like a completely new person now, a normal young man with hopes and dreams for the future. He can't just ignore his surroundings.
…I- I don't want to crush Noiz's future, right?
"…" At which point, I finally understand what Granny had told me.
"If you're unsure, you'll stumble."
It's not leaving the island that's making me anxious. All of my anxieties about Noiz have congealed into this feeling of wanting to leave. Rather than regretting walking down the path of no return, I want to stay put where I am.
I struggle with my cowardice.
I love Noiz and I want to be with him. But, because I love him…I'm cautious and scared. It's because of these conflicting emotions that I feel this way. This isn't Noiz's problem. Noiz hasn't done anything wrong.
This is my problem.
"What's wrong?"
Noiz must have noticed that my reactions had changed and stops what he is doing.
I can't focus while I'm feeling this way. I was prepared for him to be upset, so I got up the courage to ask him directly. "…So like." Noiz leans forward a bit. His slightly moist lips are strangely erotic. "Maybe this is weird to bring up now, but…I'm so happy about all the things you've done for me. I'm happy, but like, too happy…Like, is that really okay?"
"…Is what okay?"
"…"
As Noiz speaks, his breath tickles my sensitive flesh. But when I see his eyes narrow, I panic a bit.
"What's this about?"
"Um, so…It's not like I doubt you or anything." I quickly said "It's just like…You've done so much for me, it feels wasted on me…Like, am I really good enough?"
"…" The atmosphere around him goes cold all of a sudden. I thought I could handle it if he got upset, but… Noiz moves away from me and stands up, sighing to hid his irritation. "…So you can't stop thinking about that bullshit? I don't know what else I can say."
"…"
"Wasted on you? Did you not hear a word of what I said? We're together now, but all you can think of is that crap?"
"! I-It's not like that."
"Then what is it?"
I think Noiz and I are looking at this from different perspectives. Noiz doesn't think of himself all that highly…so he's not really concerned. So Noiz probably doesn't get why I'm anxious. It's not like I don't trust him, but…It's hard for me to believe that, after he's grown so much, Noiz would want someone like me. If we'd been apart even longer, he would have been completely unrecognizable…My feelings toward him haven't changed, but I'm still confused about what to do. It's like if you had a cute little puppy that you'd been taking care off and it suddenly grew into a large dog.
"…I thought we'd go slow, but I guess that's not gonna work." Noiz huffs, getting impatient with my lack of answer. Hearing that makes my back go cold. Noiz turns around and heads into the closet. I guess he's getting something again.
…A belt and handkerchief?
I start to get goosebumps.
"Noiz…" I call his name anxiously, but he doesn't respond. Noiz jumps onto the bed without a word and catches my shoulder before I can escape. "Nn!" He gathers my arms together and raises them above my head. It hurts. "O-Ow, that really hurts…!"
"Shut up." Noiz binds my arms with the leather belt. He pulls it tight around my wrists.
"Oww…!" I try to pull away but I fall face up on the bed. Noiz straddles me and puts the large handkerchief up to my eyes. "…!" It all goes black. I can't see a thing. He tightly knots it behind my head. "Noiz, hey…!" Not being able to see anything makes me more anxious and I struggle against my restraints.
"I'm punishing you. You seem like you learn better with your body than through words."
"I don…"
"Oh but you do." Noiz interrupts me.
I can't see a thing so I have no idea what he's doing. I can feel myself breaking out in a cold sweat as I search for signs of Noiz. I feel something touch my defenseless skin.
It's…a hand?
And then something wet against my chest…
"…Nn." Next I feel something creep up my sides: it makes me tremble. I feel chills run up and down my body. I can't see…so all I can do is imagine. I'm terrified that I can't confirm my suspicions with my eyes. I know it's Noiz, but… "Noiz…"
"…" Noiz doesn't say a word, as if he's trying to conceal his presence, and suddenly starts to touch, lick and kiss me. He sucks my nipples, and I overreact. But, it's less that I'm particularly sensitive, and more the shock.
The heat that I had once felt down below had gone away, given the circumstances: he gently strokes it while pressing something slowly inside me. I'm guessing it's a finger. He's doing the same thing he was just a few minutes ago, but it's scary.
"Nnn…" I try to push Noiz away with my bound hands, but he avoids me. The leather belt restraining my hands creaks.
"My, you really seem to be enjoying this."
"Nn…!"
"You're hard here, and wet here." Noiz taps my nipples and clitoris that grew wetter again from him stroking it.
"Alright, just untie me…"
"Nope."
I suddenly feel a moist warmth envelop my chest. "Ah, ahh…" The feeling of his tongue circling my nipple makes me gasp. This is terrifying. I want it to be over.
But…
Maybe I'm too aware of what's going on and that's heightening my senses…
I think I'm enjoying this…a little too much.
"Nn…" He pulls one of my legs firmly toward him and I feel something moist on my toes. …Noiz is licking them. He sucks on my big toe, sticking his tongue between my toes then takes them all into his mouth… "Sto…!" I try to struggle but Noiz takes my foot out of his mouth, and instead he starts to move the fingers inside me more intensely. "Fua… Ah…" The fingers inside me wiggle like worms against my inner walls, calling back the passion he'd awoken in me earlier, making my body ache.
I'm getting off on this despite the circumstances.
But…I don't like it.
I want him to take off the blindfold and the belt already. No matter how much it makes my body react, this is just too…
"Ahh…Nn?" Suddenly, I don't feel anything touching me anymore. Any trace of Noiz has disappeared. I feel abandoned. I feel more and more anxious and use my free legs to try to get up. …At which point I feel something warm between my legs. "Huh…?"
It's oozing out of my urethra bit by bit.
Huh… …huh?
This is…
No way…
"…You're so wet. It almost looks like you peed yourself."
"!"
"Are you really that scared? Or do you like it? Which is it?"
"…Nn!"
Judging from Noiz's words and the sensations I'm feeling, I figure what'd happened and I feel the most intense shame. But, I didn't feel it coming at all, how…!?
As I was thinking, warm liquid keeps pouring out of me.
No…
Not in front of Noiz…
I'm so embarrassed I could just die. I bite my trembling lip hard.
"That's pretty bad, wetting yourself like that, don't you think? You're supposed to be older than me, ma'am."
"…Nn." I try to curl up in a ball so at least Noiz can't see, but he pulls my legs open wide. He grabs hold of my hips from the front and lifts one leg up. As I was distracted, upset about having wet myself, I feel something warm against my exposed entrance. "…Nn, uahh…!" All of a sudden, Noiz's heat presses inside me. I can't see, so I can't really tell what's going on. "Ahhh, ha…!"
Maybe it's because I can't see, but Noiz's heat feels so intense inside me I thought it might burn me. I try to move away. But, Noiz won't let me, with his firm grip on my waist.
"Nn…" Along with the sound of rumpling cloth, I can hear faint sighs. Noiz enters me slowly and finally stops.
"Nn…" My heart is racing and I can't relax my body. My anxiety is just building up. I just have to wait it out, like prey about to be gobbled up. I don't know what face Noiz is making when he looks at me. I want to know. I'm scared.
"…"
"Ah…"
Noiz starts to move slowly. As I take in the atmosphere, the smell of soap along with the faint scent of sweat fills my nose.
"Ahh…Ha…" Since I can't see, naturally mind focuses on what is going on inside my body. I can clearly tell how strangely lively Noiz's movements are. He gently carves out my inner walls as he pushes deeper: I can feel his piercings and the head of his dick rubbing me the wrong way as he pulls back. Every time he does it, my insides tingle and my hips burn. I'm scared, but my body knows who I am with and gradually starts to open up. "Hff, ahh, haa…Uh…"
"…" Noiz's fingers bite into my thighs as his hips advance.
At first the sound of the sheets are pretty loud, but the sound of skin hitting skin and moist noises get even louder. Noiz's naval piercing hits my hole over and over. Precum begins to pour out, and I can feel the heat running through my body. My body had become that sensitive.
"Uah…Ha…Ah…!?" When I gasp, finally growing accustomed to Noiz's thrusts, I feel another, different liquid pouring out of my body.
Don't tell me, again…?
"Ah, Noiz, let go…" A sudden swell of shame wipes away the pleasure I'm feeling, and I instinctively try to close my legs. It's embarrassing, and more than anything, it's dirty. I'll even get Noiz dirty while we're connected…!
"Nn…" But Noiz doesn't part from me, he just silently keeps going.
On the contrary…I can feel him rubbing and pinching my moist clit.
"!" My body jumps and I turn pale. "Noiz stop…It's dirty!" I try to kick Noiz away. I'm really begging him, almost on the verge of tears.
I'm so ashamed…this is the worst…
"…" The noise that comes out of my throat surprises even me. My eyes, nose, and throat burn. I can feel my eyes getting moist…and I just start sobbing.
"…" Noiz stops what he's doing: I can tell he's checking on me.
I'm sad and frustrated.
Heat wells up in my throat, and my sobs leak out of my mouth. I'm so frustrated. I'm so frustrated I can't take it. I'm really going to cry…
"Why, why are you doing this…! I finally get to see you again and I…I'm so happy, but you've changed so much, it surprised me, that's why I'm so anxious…But I wanted to see you so badly! I searched for you frantically, and I was depressed when I couldn't find you…And then you just come back like it's nothing, talking about integrity and stuff…Obviously I'm shocked! You're like a completely different person, and I…And I figured you wouldn't want to see me anymore…I hate this… We're finally together again…but I hate it… why… uhh…"
I didn't want to cry, but the tears stream out. My voice sounds so gross and nasally—I don't even know what I'm saying anymore, I can't even finish coherently. Then I was just making weird noises.
As I sob pathetically, I suddenly feel Noiz come closer to me.
"…So I finally got it out of you."
"…?"
"Your desperate inner thoughts." Noiz whispers, in a gentler tone than he usually uses. "And you're not dirty at all."
Something touches my head and I hear a slipping sound…And my field of vision is no longer obstructed. "…" Noiz's face is right in front of me. I'd just been looking at him a few minutes ago, but it feels like it's been ages…I feel so relieved I could cry again.
"You should have just said so earlier." Noiz said "I want what I get from you so much more than you think I do. Plus, aren't you the one who told me to learn about new things?"
"Oh…"
"There may be only one thing I can teach you. Maybe…the fact that this world is not so bad as you think it is."
"I haven't thought about what kind of place this world is in the first place. I'm not interested."
"That's because you just don't know. Because you have an awful lot of things you don't know about."
"Is there a reason I should know?"
"To put it in your words, it's more profitable to know rather than not knowing, right?"
"Then are you going to teach me how to do this?"
"You told me to do it. Since it was something you gave to me. And more importantly, I came back to get you."
"…"
…Right.
I wanted to get Noiz to open up so I said that, trying to sound like an adult. And Noiz had really done as I'd told him. But, I ignored Noiz's feelings and became anxious about him learning about the world beyond me.
I'm scared he'll leave me.
Even though I'm the one who started this.
"I think you don't give me nearly enough credit."
"…..Sorry." I sniffled "Sorry for saying such crazy things."
Instead of tears falling from my eyes, those words spill out of my mouth.
"I don't mind, I'm just glad we understand each other." He said.
"And…I'm sorry for getting you dirty…" I was really preoccupied by having wet myself; the self-hatred was getting to me.
"Like I said, you didn't."
"No, but-"
"So you really thought you wet yourself. The human brain sure is strange."
"…?" I don't understand what Noiz is saying and look at him confused.
"You didn't wet yourself earlier, it was just water." Noiz points over me with his chin. If I crane my neck I can just barely see it: the bottle of water what I had drank from before is sitting there.
"….?"
"I put some water in my hand and poured in on you. I'd heard it was easy to trick the senses when you can't see, so I thought I'd try it. It's true, I guess." Noiz explained.
"…" I was silent for a couple of seconds trying to process what he had told me "….Ha!?"
In other words…
So, this is what Noiz was after all along, blindfolding me and pouring water on me just so he could say 'looks like you wet yourself'?
And I really thought I had, so…
It felt so real. I really thought I did it…
…
…
"…Why youuu~~~!" I forget my self-hatred and frustration and glare at Noiz.
"I told you it was punishment, didn't I?" Noiz says like it's the most natural thing in the world.
"How bad did you want to make me feel…!"
"I overdid it a bit. I didn't think you'd cry."
"~~~~~~Nn."
"You are pretty cute when you cry though."
"Now listen, you…!"
"Well, even if it hadn't been water it wouldn't have bothered me."
"What are you on about." I question, angry from having been played, but Noiz suddenly puts his hand on my vagina and his pointer finger beings to rub my clit lightly. "Ah…"
"Even if you really had wet yourself, it wouldn't have bothered me. Nothing about you is dirty."
I was going to respond with a "What are you saying" again, but Noiz's face looks so serious, I swallow my words. It's not his usually calm disposition: his intense gaze captivates me.
"I could never think of anything that came out of you as dirty or disgusting. I mean seriously. You really don't give me enough credit. I'm in love with you and you're in love with me, am I wrong? Do you not particularly care for me or something?"
"No, of course I do…"
"Spell it out for me then."
"…I love you."
"Well, is there anything else you need? I want to do all sorts of things with you and I want to be with you. What else is there but our mutual feelings?"
"…" I feel like I'd said something really dumb, hearing those words with that expression. I feel terrible for making Noiz say all this. "…Sorry." I apologize from the bottom of my heart, and Noiz shakes his head a little.
"Well, I'm not really annoyed, you know."
"About what?" I asked.
"I mean, you're thinking about me so seriously."
"…Of course I am…"
"And that…" Noiz doesn't finish, planting his lips on mine.
"Mm…Mmm…Mmm…" Our tongues intertwine and Noiz slowly starts moving inside me again. He rubs my clit that had cooled off a bit, returning the fire to my loins. "Haa…Nn…Unf…"
"…" Noiz pulls his lips from mine and starts to focus on feeling about inside me. Without the blindfold I can see Noiz's face clearly. As he moves inside me, Noiz's eyes are half open, occasionally closing them, intoxicated. He looks like he's enjoying himself so much, I want to touch him…
At which point I realize my hands are still bound. "Noiz…haa… take…this off…" I hold up my arms a bit and Noiz smirks.
"Nope."
"Why… ah!"
"If I took it all off, it wouldn't be punishment, would it?" Noiz says as he thrusts hard inside me.
"Ahh! Uahh, haa…Ugh!"
"…It's around here, right?" Noiz seems to be trying to remember from last time where the spot I felt it the most was.
"Haa… Ah… Gahh…!" It tingles whenever he hits me there. I bury my head in the sheets as I cry out.
"Do you like it…?"
"Uhh… Ugh… Ahh…"
Each time he thrusts into me, I feel smothered with pleasure. I respond to Noiz's question with several nods instead of words. When he hits me there, I can't think of anything else…as frustrating as my arms being bound is, it just feels too good. Moreover, Noiz's piercings skillfully keep hitting me in the place I feel it most. I feel like my lower body is melting. My clit begins to plus again from the pleasure, and Noiz's hand that is on it is all wet, with precum.
"Ha…"
"Ah, ah… Ahh…"
"…Nn… It feels so good…inside you…" Noiz says between pants. He keeps thrusting and I'm already about to come. Both my body and my mind feel like they are about to burst: it's agonizing.
"Uuh… Ahh… Noiz… I'm…"
"…Ngh…." Noiz picks up my knees and moves harder.
As huge waves keep hitting me, I desperately want something to cling to so I dig my fingers into the sheets. Noiz strokes my clit, urging me to ejaculate. And then I feel a sudden, powerful wave of pleasure that had been building in my hips.
"Fuahh, gah…Ahh…!" My hips buckle and cum spews out of my pulsing clitoris.
"Ngh…" Noiz speed up his thrusts and hugs my legs tightly. And then he stops his movements and I hear a stifled moan. "Nnn… Ah…" I could feel Noiz tremble and pulse inside me. That's how I knew he'd come.
"Haa…Ha…"
"Hff…"
As the sound of our pants fill the room, I notice my restraints again when I try to hug Noiz. "Noiz…would you…" I present my arms to Noiz, still high off his climax, and this time he undoes the belt without saying a word.
The belt had been pulled rather tight so it left some red marks. Seeing that, Noiz furrows his brows a bit. "…Sorry. I really overdid it." He whispers an apology and caresses the marks on my arms with his fingers.
"It's fine." I shake my head with a smile and, my arms finally free, hug Noiz as hard as I can. Feeling apologetic for saying so many silly things and out of gratitude.
And, because I love him.
I put all that into my embrace.
"…" Noiz pets my hair, slowly returning the embrace.
While wrapped in Noiz's arms and his scent, I ponder: There is one thing I know for sure. I really want Noiz to learn about his new world after all. I don't want to keep him in a little cage. But, if he flies to high, I'll feel a little anxious again. That's why… I wanna see this world with Noiz.
It won't make me anxious then, and I'm sure we'll be able to get over our problem from here on.
The two of us, together.
I am older, so I do want Noiz to rely on me, and I want to protect him, but… When I'm starting to feel unsure, I think it might be alright to lean on Noiz a bit. I'm sure Noiz will say, with his calm face.
'That's no big deal.'
I didn't think I could possibly feel more satisfied with Noiz in my arms, feeling grateful for him being here with me.
After that, we don't sleep, but just lie about in bed for a few hours. As I trace Noiz's face with my fingertips as he lies beside me, he looks at me, perplexed.
"What?"
"No, I was just thinking about how all your piercings are really gone." I said.
"Oh."
"You got rid of the one on your tongue too?"
"…See?" Noiz sticks out his tongue and the silver ball that used to be there is gone. That's right, when we kissed I didn't feel it clicking against my teeth like it did before. "The only ones I still have are from the waist down. Speaking of which, what do you want me to do about them?"
"What do you mean?"
"My piercings. Should I take them out?"
Oh. Right, earlier he said he'd take them out if I didn't like them….
"I'll get rid of them if you want me to. So, which will it be?"
"You ask me that but…" I can feel my face burning up as I remember how his piercings felt against my body.
Noiz chuckles, guessing what I'm thinking from my reaction. "So, I should leave them in? How like you."
"H-Hey…! …That's not what I meant, just, you don't have to do it now. It's not like you have to take them out right away or anything."
"Oh. Well I guess we'll leave them for now." Noiz shifts in bed, lying on his back with his hands beneath his head. "So, your Allmate is still that dog?"
"Ren? Yeah, I haven't made any substantial changes."
"Sentimental as ever, I see."
"Gimme a break." I frowned looking away. "So, did you get a new one? I didn't see them around."
"Nope. They're in the closet right now, in my bag."
Wait, is he still using those rabbit cubes?
Rabbits…
I thought it was weird before, but in that fight he hid his face with a rabbit mask.
"Could it be that you really like rabbits?"
"Huh?"
I asked directly, but he looks at me like I'm accusing him of something unfairly.
"I mean, you had a rabbit disguise on in our first encounter, right?"
"…Oh, I wasn't really wearing a disguise. That's just how the data was displayed."
"Huh, but your Allmate is rabbit-themed too."
"…" Noiz abruptly goes quiet and stares at the ceiling. I'm kind of happy I got him on that. It's like getting a one up on your bully or something.
"So you really do love rabbits, don't you?" I smiled.
"I never realized it." Noiz mumbles, deep in thought.
"Really?"
"Yeah."
"So I guess it's some deep-seated thing. You just innately love rabbits, I'm sure."
"So what?"
"Want me to buy you a stuffed one or something?"
I was just getting into it when Noiz sits up and brings his face to mine.
He smirks. "Regardless, I'd rather see you like that."
"What?"
"In which case I don't mind if that makes me a rabbit lover."
"What would you do if you saw me dressed as a bunny?"
"I'd treat you like one."
"Like… a bunny?"
Meaning…
With a collar and cage…?
Carrots and cabbage…?
…
"Imagining something?" Noiz smirks deviously. I avert my eyes.
No. He got me.
The animal that looks away first loses.
"No, I wasn't imagining anything… No thank you…"
"Well, we've got all the time in the world, right? I told you before; I wanna try all sorts of things. Bite me again." Noiz says, lightly kissing my lips and then smirking provocatively.
"…! You…! Perv…!"
"Whatever." Noiz looks at me with a playful grin as I blush angrily.
His smile makes me feel a bit relieved. I was surprised and anxious about how Noiz had changed, but…
I guess he really is the Noiz I know.
He's always calm, and likes to tease people. He thinks he knows everything and his behavior is ridiculous… But he's really honest and sometimes he's cute when he acts his age. Each time I talk to him and touch him, I feel more like 'it's going to be alright'.
And I'm sure eventually we'll make up for the time we were apart.
Noiz tends to get people wrapped up in his pace right away, and even though I'm older than him, I always end up embarrassing myself.
I guess if I had to complain about something it'd be that but…
I want to become someone who can take care of him.
Stop him from crashing straight into things, and not be freaked out by anything that happens. And, I want to help him walk in the light to make up for all the time he spent locked in that dark room. (youtube dot com /watch?v=Br4hF3xabC4)
I want to help him enjoy the warmth and fun of this world, so we can keep moving forward. So that I can spend even more time making him smile like this.
I'd like to watch over him forever.
