Warning: This chapter contains sexual content so I suggest you skip the second half of this chapter if you're uncomfortable with the topic.

Isabella

Six Months Later:

"How does your leg feel?" Edward slumps down on the couch. I snuggle up next to him and rest my head on his chest. I was finally able to get the cast off my leg after months of fucking PT. The doctors said that I still had to be careful even though I was basically recovered.

"Weird." I frown. "My leg feels lighter."

"Well now you don't have to lug that big thing around on your leg-"

"And I don't have to use the wheelchair." I finish.

Edward laughs in agreement and wraps his arms around me. I press my face deeper into his sweatshirt, inhaling his intoxicating scent. Ever since the incident in October, we've been inseparable. Edward was racked with guilt and still is for not saving me from Jacob. I didn't blame Edward for it. He couldn't have known or did anything to stop it. I was in a bad place and I doubt anyone could have helped me.

I moved back in with Charlie and Emmett a couple months after and it was weird at first. I refused to talk to Sue- hell- I refused to even acknowledge her. Not once did she get angry or upset. She was fucking perfect in everyway even when I screamed and slammed the door in her face.

Eventually it was Emmett that made me shut the fuck up. He berated me for hours telling me how I had to treat Sue with some more respect. It wasn't fair to take out all my anger on her. She was only trying to help me and all I wasn't even giving her a chance. Charlie was too afraid to speak to me much less look at me because he was afraid I'd fall apart again. He didn't know how to deal with a teenager… much less a traumatized one.

I begrudgingly listened to Emmett and soon found that I didn't mind her. While I wasn't as comfortable around her I could tolerate her. She wasn't the devil that I had conjured up in my mind. She was far from it. Sue was funny and nice and cared about my dad which was all that mattered at the end.

Charlie called Rennee to tell her about the rape but she never responded. As far as we knew, she was living in Florida on a beach. It hurt at first, realizing that your own mother didn't even care about you but the hurt soon faded away and I was left feeling… indifferent. I didn't need Rennee because I had Esme and she was the best thing I could ever ask for.

I still spent almost every single day at the Cullens. Alice and Edward were grounded for three months when Carlisle and Esme returned. They let me off the hook as I had already suffered enough. Charlie wasn't mad at them for the party. He was grateful that we had them. Esme and Carlisle let me cry and scream and stayed with me through the nightmares and held my hair back when I was throwing up in the toilet, having worked myself up into a frenzy.

I was seeing Victoria twice a week now. She made me angry and made me cry and hate myself even more sometimes but I couldn't find it in myself to hate her. She was my one constant companion and no matter how much of a bitch I could be, she never gave up on me.

School couldn't have been worse. People had taken to avoiding me like the plague. People believed what happened but there was this new fear surrounding me. I was the poor messed up girl who could have a mental breakdown at any moment. I could feel everyone's pity yet they were all too afraid to come up to me. Rosalie and Alice walked me to class everyday and sat with me at lunch and listened when I talked about random stupid stuff. They were my best friends… but would be gone next year. Edward, Jasper, and my brother always kept a watchful eye over me. Everyone knew not to mess with me or else they'd face the wrath of the three of them. It was pretty much known that Edward and I were dating and that only increased the hostile glares from Tanya and her minions. They never bothered me… just sent nasty looks from across the hall.

Jacob was arrested on the charges of assault and battery and rape in the second degree. He's been in juvenile detention for the past six months and the trial is supposed to be sometime in September. I haven't been able to sleep or eat or function at all. I keep picturing him winning the trial and being freed. Then I would never be safe. He'd hunt me down and kill me. Nothing would stop him and I'd have no place to hide.

"Bella?" Edward's velvety voice breaks through my mind. I look up at him, confused as to why he was so worried.

"You spaced out again." he sighed.

I focus in on our intertwined hands. I had a habit of spacing out when I got nervous or something scared me. Victoria said that it was somewhat of a coping mechanism. I floated away to somewhere far far away in my mind to block out the predicted pain. Nothing could bring me out of it, we just had to be patient and let it pass. I hated that it still happened. The fear on Edward's face made me sick.

"Did I do something?"

I shake my head back and forth, shutting down his thoughts. I didn't want him to blame himself. "I just got lost in thought." I said. "It had nothing to do with you."

Edward smiles and accepts my explanation but I can see in his eyes that he's still weary. He doesn't believe me. He hugs me tighter and rests his chin on my head. This is the most contact I'll allow between us. I know it's not fair to Edward and men have… needs… but I'm just not ready for kissing or anything more intimate. A few months ago, Edward tried to kiss me and I broke down in tears. All I could see was Jacob's face and I was in his crushing embrace and I couldn't breathe. From then on, we had boundaries and rules for what could and couldn't be done. I know Edward wanted more and I wouldn't blame him if he broke up with me. What's the point of having a girlfriend if you couldn't do more than hug?

But I was going to make it up to him. We were leaving tomorrow to go to Rose's and Jasper's house in New York for spring break… without the parents. Edward and I would be alone and that meant I could go forward with my plan. As much as he insisted that he didn't care that we haven't been romantically involved in any way… I knew he was craving some sort of release and I didn't want him to wait any longer. Edward deserved something special.

I wasn't even allowed to go on the trip with them at first. Everyone thought that I wasn't ready to be on my own but after much crying and begging, it was decided that if I can remember to take my medication and if at any point I felt overwhelmed, I'd tell someone and come home. Victoria agreed and gave the approval that was needed. If she believed in me than I believed in myself. I knew how to calm myself down from panic attacks. I hadn't had one in several months now. I would be fine. I had to be fine. I didn't want to mess this up.

"You're beautiful." he murmurs into my ear. "Did you know that?"

I giggle as he continues to whispers compliments in my ear. He tells me everyday how beautiful I am. How I'm the most perfect girl in the world and brave and strong and special. Edward makes me feel special. He makes me feel whole.

"I love you, Bella." He's serious. "No matter how many fights we get in or amount of scars you have can ever change how I feel about you."

"I'm damaged." I whisper. "Everything about me- inside and out is ruined. I'm ruined Edward-"

"No!" he cuts me off. "Don't say that about yourself. You're not ruined or damaged or anything up above. That monster took advantage of you in the most horrendous way. If you were damaged then you wouldn't be here smiling, laughing… breathing. You wouldn't be the girl I know and love."

"You're just saying that…" I trail off. I want to believe him. I love him with everything inside of me. But I can't get his voice out of my head. I know I'm more than just some whore. Edward has proved it time and time again but I'm afraid I'm going to wake up and this would all have been a dream. A cruel cruel dream.

"One day you'll see how much you mean to me." he rests his hand in my cheek. He moves closer and puckers his lips. I close my eyes and hold my breathe. He softly places a kiss on my forehead and I exhale.

"I'm sorry." his voice cracked. "I wasn't thinking-"

I place my index fingers over his lips, shushing him. "I don't need anymore apologies." I say. "Unless you've hurt me somehow than I don't want to hear those words come out of your mouth again."

"Yes, ma'am." Edward crookedly grinned.

"Not that you'd ever try to hurt me-"

"Exactly." he says in all seriousness.

"Are you sure you're alright?" Emmett asked once again.

"I'm fine!" I groan. "It's only a week."

"A week is a long time and it's your first time away from home without mom and dad."

"I'm fine." I all but growl. What didn't Emmett understand? I was fine! It's not like we were going to another continent!

We were on the plane and I was in a bitter mood. We took off about an hour ago; Alice and Jasper were sitting across the aisle and Edward and Rosalie were behind us- arguing as usual. I wanted to sit with Edward but Emmett refused. My brother was placed in charge of me and he was taking it way over the top. He wouldn't let me out of his sight for even a second. I knew that he was afraid something would happen to me. He and everyone else blamed themselves for what had happened to me. He won't admit it but he's terrified. Every time I leave his sight, a flicker of panic flashes across his face. I know that if he could glue me to his side then he would. I don't want to fight him on this because I understand his concerns. He's only acting this way because he cares about me. I can't blame him for that.

"You say that everytime." he sighs. "I know that you aren't fine."

"Emmett-"

"Remember what happened the last time?'

"Don't even start-"

"Would you like a snack?" a perky flight attendant interrupted us.

I stop myself from rolling my eyes at her exaggerated smile and politely decline for both of us. She leaves with the still fake smile and moves onto the next aisle.

I glare at Emmett and stick my earphones in my ear but he just rips it out.

"You idiot!" I hiss. I yanked them back from him but he grabs my wrist. I tug and tug but he won't let go.

Jerk.

"I'm worried about you." he whispers. "Can you please drop this attitude for just a second?"

"Nothing bad is going to happen." my shoulders tense and look away from him. I didn't even believe myself. Something bad always happened.

"Dad put me in charge with keeping an eye on you and I'm not about to let you get hurt again." his voice cracked at the end. "Can you please just promise that you'll tell me if something is wrong? Can you at least do that for me?"

"Fine." I play with hem my shirt. "I promise."

Without another word, I stick my earphones back in my ears and close my eyes and leaned my head against the window.

I woke up to the feeling of someone softly shaking my shoulder. My eyes flutter a few times before opening. I'm laying on Emmett's shoulder and the pilot is speaking over the announcement speaker.

"Rise and shine." he smirks. I groan and sit up, still tired as hell. I'm about to close my eyes again but Emmett won't let me.

"We arrived Bella." he whispered to me as I was still half asleep.

I slept for five hours?

I look out the window to see the sun shining and other airplanes on the tarmac. I turn back to Emmett to see he's already pulled down our carry on bag. Other people crowd the aisle so I stay in my seat, waiting until it's clear to get up.

"Have a good sleep?" a voice says from behind. I whipped my head around to see Edward smiling at me. He rests his hand on top of mine and squeezes gently.

"I can't believe I slept that long. I must have been tired."

Edward smiles in response and brushes a strand hair out of my face. He leans forward and whispers in my ear, "once we get back to the house, I'm taking you someplace."

"Where?" I cock my head to the side. "I'm not sure Emmett will let me out of his sight." I whisper the last part.

"Don't worry. I'll make sure he stays with me." Rose cuts in. She smirks and longingly stares at my brother who's standing in the aisle, oblivious to the conversation.

"What are you gonna do?" Edward scoffs. "Chain him to your bed?"

"I'm gonna do much more than that." she implies and my face turns bright red. I sink down in my seat, trying to tune out the conversation. I didn't need to know the details of Emmett's sex life. That was too much information.

Edward groans. "This is why I never sit with you. Somethings you don't share with other people."

"Oh, grow up Edward." she scoffs. "This is nothing new to you."

"Rose-" Edward starts but she doesn't stick around to listen. The line starts to move and so she takes off, dragging Emmett along with her. Alice and Jasper are not far behind and that leaves only Edward and I.

"I'm sorry about her." he says.

I shrug my shoulders and look down at my shoes. What she said bothered me. It's nothing new to you. I was clearly holding Edward back. He was already so experienced in like… everything and I was afraid of a simple kiss. But that was all going to change tonight. I'm gonna make sure of it.

"It's fine, Edward." I force myself to smile. "We should catch up to them before they leave without us."

He nods his head and we walk off the plane. The airport was crowded but we managed to find the rest of them standing by the gate. After getting our getting our bags and a taxi, we finally made it to the house. It was a large two story white house with a wrap around porch that sat right on the edge of a lake. It was situated further back from the road, surrounded by forest. The only other house I could see was across the water but Rose said that the neighbors usually kept to themselves and never bothered them.

Emmett takes our bags as I follow Edward upstairs. We were sharing a room and Emmett couldn't have disagreed more. I honestly didn't get the big deal as everybody would be sharing rooms. My brother eventually lost the fight but only after he made Edward promise that he wouldn't touch me. To say I was mortified would be an understatement.

We have the second room on the right. It's a plain white room with a queen sized bed, vanity, and couch. There's a view of the lake and the bathroom is right across the hall.

Emmett dumps my bag at the door and glowered at the two of us. I glare right back, not in the mood to have a fight.

"I'm right across the hall and if you do anything…" he emphasizes. "And I mean anything- I'll know."

Edward raises an eyebrow, seemingly unafraid and stares right back at him. My face burns bright red and it takes everything in my power not to lash out at him. I don't bug him about his life so he shouldn't do it to me.

"Yes, dad." I roll my eyes.

Emmett's jaw clenches but he doesn't say anything.

"Would you mind leaving us? I'd like some privacy." I cross my arms over my chest and look him right in the eye. I wasn't going to break first and neither was he.

He, humphs in annoyance and reluctantly slams the door shut behind him. I let out a sigh of relief and collapse on the soft bed. I was still fucking tired. I could just close my eyes right now and go back to sleep.

"You're not going back to sleep." Edward sits down beside me and grins. He pulls me up and I slump against him, whining pathetically. "Didn't you want to go out?"

I nod my head, instantly waking up.

Edward and I walked into town, leaving everyone else at the house. It was about a fifteen minute walk and by the time we arrived, I was starving. We pass some teenagers, hanging outside an ice cream shop and an elderly couple walking out of a clothing store. A couple with a baby are eating outside of a restaurant and little kids are running around a park across the street from us. It was a warm day so most people were without jackets and only in long sleeves and jeans.

We turn the corner and stop in front of a beaten down old food truck. An overweight balding man with a stained white apron comes to the window with a big smile. "Yo, Ed!" he hollars down at us. "Long time no see!"

Edward laughs and they do one of those weird man handshakes. "Good to see you, Jim!"

I can't help but grimace at his stained and crooked yellow teeth. Edward and him laugh at something I missed and I stand quietly by his side.

"Who's this young lady?" the man suddenly turns to me. I blush and inch closer to Edward, slightly hiding behind him. He securely wraps an arm around my waist, letting me know that he wasn't going to let go. I'm safe.

"This is Bella," Edward gazes at me. "Emmett's sister."

I mumble a hello and press my cheek into his shoulder. The guy grins at the two of us, causing me to blush even harder.

"Well it's a pleasure, Miss Bella." he says. "I've been wondering when you all would be coming down again! Edward, Jasper, and your brother are my best customers! Emmett could eat the whole truck if he wanted to!"

A laugh unexpectedly bursts out from me. I could totally see Emmett doing that.

"Jim makes the meanest tacos you'll find in all of Rochester." Edward says, practically salivating over the smell.

"Don't be fooled by the trucks appearance. It's seen better days." Jim winks at me. He turns to Edward and asks, "do you want the regular?"

Edward animatly nods his head and pulls out twenty dollars from his wallet and slides it across to him.

"What's your regular?" I quirk my eyebrow.

"Beef tacos with salsa and cheese."

"That's all?" I scoff. "You could get that at home!"

"Well you've never tried these before." he said. "Trust me- they taste like heaven."

"Well then what do you suggest I get?"
Edward contemplates for a moment before yelling to the man, "Jim, make a regular for Bella!"

"Will do!"

Edward was right. These were the best damn street tacos ever made. We sat in a field surrounded by daisies. It was about a ten minute hike through the forest and I can't count the number of times I fell. Edward was so concerned for my safety that he ended up giving me a piggyback ride. To say I was grateful would be an understatement. When we happened upon the clearing, I was stunned. Flowers spanned for miles and miles and the sun beat down, creating almost a rainbow in the sky. I couldn't imagine a more perfect place.

"I told you they were amazing." he said with a mouthful of food.

I nodded my head in agreement and took another big bite. Edward was right, street food was actually kinda good. I lay back in the grass and smile, feeling content. The sun warmed my skin and I closed my eyes. I could stay here forever.

"How'd you find this place?"

I turn to my side to see Edward laying beside me. I reach out and run my fingers through his hair, curling up closer to him.

"I was hiking one day and just stumbled upon it." he shrugged. "You're the only other person that knows about this place."

My cheeks turn bright pink and I hide my face in my hands.

"I come here when I want to get away." he said. "It's so peaceful. Nobody can bother me."

I gulp and tears prickle in my eyes. What did this mean? He chose to share this place with me of all people. I snuggle closer to him, feeling grateful. He cared about me. But what would happen after this year? Everyone was leaving and I'd be alone again. Him and the others were my only friends- the people who kept me sane. What would happen to us when he left?

Hey," he whispers. "What's wrong?"

A lone tear drips down my cheek. He swipes it away with his index finger before another one falls again.

"What happens when you graduate?" my voice breaks. "Where do we go from there?"

Edward's silent. I look up at him to see a grim expression. He looks away from me and picks at the grass.

"I don't know what's going to happen to us." he finally says. "I want to believe that everything's going to stay the same."

"You're going to Dartmouth." I sigh. "Be realistic. How many long distance relationships last?"

"Bella…"

"I love you Edward. Nothing will ever change that but how can we have a serious relationship? What's going to happen when you leave?"

"I don't want to think about that. We've still got four months together. Anything can happen."

"What are you going to do?" I try to reason with him. "Transfer to the University of Washington?"

Edward pauses and says, "I could."

I gasp and sit up. "No, I didn't mean that! Be reasonable, Edward. You're acting ridiculous. You can't just not go to Dartmouth! That's your dream school!"

"But it's a thousand miles away from you! I don't want to be that far!" he says. "Think about it. I can commute and still live at home. We'll still see each other everyday."

"Edward, you're acting crazy! I can't let you do that. You can't give up this amazing opportunity."
"But I can't be away from you. Nothing would be the same." his voice breaks. "UW has got a great medical program and costs way less."

"But it's not Dartmouth!"

"I don't care!"

"Well you should. Do you know how many people would love to go to that school? You can't just throw it all away. You are going to Dartmouth and are going to become a brilliant doctor just like your dad. I'm not going to be the one to stop you from following your dreams."

"It won't be the same." he sighs. "Nothing will be the same without you."

"You don't think I know that?" my voice is just above a whisper. "I don't want you to go either but we both know it's gotta happen."

"It doesn't have to."

"If you love something, set it free." I whisper. "Haven't you ever heard that saying?"

Edward clenches his jaw and looks away. I see eyes fill with tears.

"Don't cry." I bite the inside of my cheek to stop myself from crying even more. "It's going to be alright. Everything is going to be ok."

"Let's not talk about this anymore." his voice is rugged. "We should at least try to enjoy the time we have left."

I hum in agreement and rest my head on his chest. He wraps his arm around my body and I close my eyes to the beat of his heart. I never want him to let go.

Dinner was quiet. Edward and I barely spoke and Emmett couldn't help but shoot Edward a nasty glare every few seconds. Alice and Jasper seemed to pick up on the mood and kept their comments to themselves for once. I picked at the cheeseburger only eating a few bites before declaring myself full.

"You've got to eat more." Emmett sighed.

I shook my head and pushed my plate away. I knew I was acting like a child but I didn't care. I wasn't hungry.

"Isabella." he rolled his eyes. "I'm not gonna let you starve yourself."

"I'm full."

"How can you be full?" he scoffs. "You barely made a dent. Eat at least half the burger."

I shake my head adamantly. The only way he would get me to eat was by forcing the food down my throat- which was not gonna happen. Emmett grumbles but is quieted down by Rosalie.

"How about we put it in the fridge to save for tomorrow?" she suggests. "That can be your lunch."

I nod my head agreeing with her and shoot my brother a glare. He was such an uptight ass sometimes. She takes my plate and brings it to the kitchen and wraps it up.

"What did you guys do today?" Alice tries to break the tension.

"We went to the taco truck." Edward says.

Alice wrinkles her nose in disgust. "Edward! There's so many better places than that unsanitary, rat- infested-"

"Alice!" Jasper cuts her off.

Edward rolls his eyes. "Thank you for your comments Alice, but just because you are opposed to eating anything not out of a five star restaurant, doesn't mean we have to do the same."

"You disgust me."

"Likewise." he narrows his eyes at her.

They're constant bickering is giving me a headache. I rubbed the side of my head and close my eyes, trying to tune out their voices. Today was more stressful than I thought it would be. I sit through another ten minutes of arguing before I decide that I've had enough. Without another word, I push myself out of the chair and stomp up the stairs, ignoring the calls of my name. I slam the door shut to my bedroom behind me and collapse across the bed.

A few moments later, there's a knock on the door. I don't get up.

"Bella?" Edward calls. "Can I come in?"

I don't respond.

"I'm gonna come in." his says after a pause. The door opens a crack and he steps inside. The door softly shut behind him.

He lets out a loud sigh and comes to sit on the edge of the bed beside me. He softly strokes my hair and I lean into his touch. I sit up a little, moving closer to him and suddenly we're both lying down on the bed. This was out of my comfort zone. Red flags are going off in my head but I ignore them. Edward looks hesitant at our close proximity as I inch closer and closer to him.

"Bella." he breathes.

Stop. my mind hisses.

I don't stop. I can't breathe, I'm so nervous.

Be normal. Act normal. I can do this. I repeat in my head and try to convince myself that I'm fine. I take another shaky breathe and lean towards his face. I can smell his minty breathe. He's slightly shaking as well. He doesn't move as I softly place my lips on his. They're soft, just like I imagined. I'm briefly aware that I'm now practically on top of him and can feel a hard bulge. I gulped, realizing what it is. He's not Jacob. He's not Jacob. I keep telling myself. Edward is not Jacob. My hands drift down to the buttons on his shirt and begin to undo each one. Edward is breathing heavily but makes no move to stop me.

"Bella." he lets out a strangled whisper.

I freeze and wonder what I'm doing wrong.

"We can't do this." his jaw clenches. "I don't want to hurt you."

"I want this Edward." I say. "I want to give back to you everything you've given to me. It's my turn to take care of you."

"You shouldn't feel that you have to do this." his voice is alarmed. "I want to be with you no matter what. I don't care about sex."

His dick would say otherwise.

"But I love you, Edward. I want to be with you in every way possible."

"You're not ready. You are too young." he adamantly responded. "I don't want to have sex with you because you feel you have to. I want it to be special and meaningful for both of us. I want us to sincerely mean it."

"I do, Edward. Let me do this- let us." my voice is firmer than ever before.

I need to do this.

"Nothing is going to change your mind." he thinks out loud. I shake my head back and forth. Nothing is going to change my mind. That's all the confirmation I need.

He hesitantly kisses me back and slides off his shirt. I take a ragged breathe and pull my shirt over my head and toss it the ground. Edward's staring at my new lacy blue bra. Blue was his favorite color on me. I unbutton, zip and slide my jeans down over my hips, butt, and legs. He stares at me like he's never stared at me before. Did I look ok? He said that he'd love me no matter what. He said it didn't matter what I looked like. But this his first time seeing me nakad. Maybe he changed his mind. But he quickly snaps out of his daze and has his pants off before I can take another breathe. Edward reaches for the night table next to us and opens the drawer and takes out a condom. Were those always in there? I have to physically stop myself from flinching away. I think I'm going to be sick. Was he as nervous as I was? Probably not. He has plenty of experience with this stuff.

"You're shaking." Edward touches my waist. This time I can't help but flinch at his cold hands. The only person who's ever touched me there was, Jacob.

"Shhh. don't talk." I try to stop him from worrying. He thinks I'm not ready. He thinks I'm too damaged. But I'm not. I'm going to prove it to him.

Without another beat, we're under the covers and his body on top of mine. My underwear and his made its way down to our ankles and we're tangled in the sheets.

Everything is telling me to stop. My heart, brain, lungs are all telling me to stop but I don't listen. His hands are all over me, caressing every curve and nook of my body. He's kissing along my cheek to my neck to my collarbone. I'm shaking even harder but I'm not sure he notices. Edward reaches underneath the sheets with the condom and I know what he's doing. I gulped, trying not to think about what was happening. Every nerve in my body felt alive. Every touch, every smell, every look I was aware of. I wrap my arms around his neck and pulled him closer. My heart races dangerously fast and I feel myself becoming hotter and hotter. I want to drift away. I want the fuzziness of my mind to completely consume me. I want to be back in the vast empty darkness because right now, I'm too nervous.

We're going to have sex. I wanted this. I begged him for this. Why couldn't I do it? I told myself that I was ready. Edward is not Jacob. Edward will not hurt me.

Edward kisses me again on the mouth. He gentle and takes his time not to rush through things. His hands shift to my back at the hooks of my bra.

"May I?"

I nod my head.

He unhooked my bra and it slides it off my shoulders. Now I'm completely naked- we're completely nakad.

"Are you sure you want to do this?" he whispers. "We can stop now."

"No." I gulp. I tangle my fingers in his hair and press my lips against his.

I was terrified. My blood pumped through my veins and it became harder and harder to think. I was going to have a panic attack.

One, two, three, four…

I stare at the ceiling, getting lost. I let my mind and body drift to another place and imagine just being completely cut out from this world. There is no me and Edward or me and Jacob. I've floated away in the big ocean waves and am sinking deeper and deeper.

Authors Note:

Hey y'all! Thanks so much for reading and reviewing, it means so much to me! I really can't tell if I'm mad or don't blame Edward in this chapter. I didn't want it to get all dark again but Bella obviously is still working through a lot of stuff and is confused with what she wants. She thinks that she is better but she's making things worse for herself. Do you think Edward is to blame for giving into her wishes?

I should update again possibly by next week!