Disclaimer: I do not own any of SOA or Criminal Minds, I lay claim only to my Oc's and my idea's.

Criminal Minds – Aaron Hotcthner/Hotch, David Rossi, Derek Morgan, Spencer Reid, Jennifer Jareau/JJ and Penelope Garcia/Baby Girl

Sons of Anarchy – Jackson 'Jax' Teller, Gemma Teller-Morrow, Clay Morrow, Piney Winston, Harry 'Opie' Winston, Filip 'Chibs' Telerford, Alexander 'Tig' Trager and Juan Carlos 'Juice' Ortiz

Oc's – Remy Riot Logan-Teller, Ryan McKenna Teller/Monster, Riley McKenzie Teller/Trouble, Ryder Lopez

Chapter 9

After Piney had left, I went to the backyard to gather the twins it was time for their nap, and to be honest I didn't want to deal with 2 cranky 4 year olds if they didn't take a nap. Ryder helped me get the girls settled down and help clean up the dishes from lunch, I knew she wanted to know what happened with me and Piney, what did we talk about, when was I going to talk with Jax.

After I had put away the last dish, I turned to my best friend and just started to cry, the tears that I have held in for almost 5 years finally fell and it was as if a dam had broken Ryder just wrapped her arms around my shaking shoulders and just held me to her as I cried, and cried I did, for the pain I felt seeing Jax with another women, the pain I felt when he rejected my when I was in labor, the pain of knowing he was with Tara that bitch, she was living in my life, the life she took from me. When I was finally able to get my emotions in check I pulled away from her hug and wiped at the tears that were falling down my face.

"I told Piney everything that has happened in my life since I left Charming for parts unknown." I told my best friend as she looked at me.

"You told him everything?" Ryder asked I know what she was referring to and I shook my head, no not everything but in my defense he had to go.

"No he had to go; he was called to church before I could tell him about the twin's abduction." I told her.

"Church, really bikers go to church and on a Thursday no less who would have known." She said, I had to chuckle at that.

"Not church as in Sunday mass church, it is what they call it when they have club meeting." I told her with a smile on my face just thinking about the past and all the time I had spent at the club house over the 8 years me and Jax had been together.

"Hey what was in the envelope I gave you?" she asked, I had forgotten all about it once I had set it down on the counter.

"I don't know, I didn't open it Piney was still here." I told her

"Well why don't you open it now, I'm gonna go take a shower." She said as she walked out of the kitchen and made her way to her cottage in the back of the property my house sat on.

I watched her walk away and smile, I would have never made it this far if it wasn't for my best friend, I picked up the envelope and ripped it open and a hand written note from Garcia was the first thing saw.

"Hey girly, hope all is well with you and the twins this arrived the day the team left or I would have sent it with them for you. Love ya miss my 2 little terrors tell them Auntie P sends her love.

PG

I smiled at the nickname Garcia had given the twins after babysitting them when they were 3 years old while I was away on a case, I still haven't gotten the story behind the nickname, but knowing my children it was well earned, they are more like their father than I care to admit. I looked at the other envelope and something told me it wasn't gonna hold anything good I could just feel it in by bones, it was the same feeling I had gotten when I got Piney's call over a week ago, I tore open the envelope and a hand full of pictures fell out and hit the table where I had been sitting and a letter.

I read the letter and couldn't believe what I was reading, it was from him, how the hell did he get this letter out of the prison he was locked up in, they read all letters leaving and entering the prison, I picked up 1 of the picture that had fallen out and I let out a scream when I say what it was of, there were pictures of my girls while they were at the park back in Va on a play date and there was 2 pictures of my niece and nephew and one of a baby, I'm guessing the baby is Jax's son Able. I couldn't take my eyes off the picture I was looking at that moment, trying to understand what this all meant. Once I had wrapped my head around what I had read and what I was looking at I knew, my coming home was planned he wanted me here, but why, how did he even know about my connection to the SONS, this was all my fault, 3 children were missing because of me and my team, oh god this can't be happening.

I don't know how long I just sat there staring at the pictures, it had to have been a while seeing as Ryder was now calling my name.

"Remy, Remy are you alright?" I could hear the words Ryder was saying but I couldn't find my voice to answer her, there was so much shit swimming around in my head, after what felt like hours and really was only about 10 minutes, I finally spoke.

"I have to speak with my team; they are looking at this all wrong, this isn't about SAMCRO it is about us. Can you watch the girls I have to go?" I said as I picked up the rest of the pictures and the letter, I looked around the kitchen for my keys and remembered they were by the door on the hook. I walked out of the room and grab my purse as I went and left the house, as I waked to my car I called Hotch.