Disclaimer: I do not own any of SOA or Criminal Minds, I lay claim only to my Oc's and my idea's.

Criminal Minds – Aaron Hotcthner/Hotch, David Rossi, Derek Morgan, Spencer Reid, Jennifer Jareau/JJ and Penelope Garcia/Baby Girl

Sons of Anarchy – Jackson 'Jax' Teller, Gemma Teller-Morrow, Clay Morrow, Piney Winston, Harry 'Opie' Winston, Filip 'Chibs' Telerford, Alexander 'Tig' Trager and Juan Carlos 'Juice' Ortiz

Oc's – Remy Riot Logan-Teller, Ryan McKenna Teller/Monster, Riley McKenzie Teller/Trouble, Ryder Lopez

Chapter 18

Once we were seated in the SUV Spence turned to me and asked "Are you ok, I know that must have been hard for you to hear." I looked at the man sitting next to me and said "I took everything in me not to put a bullet between her eyes." I could tell he was shocked by my omission but it is how I was feeling; I want that slut's head mounted to my wall for target practice.

When we finally made it back to my house the rest of the team was there waiting on us, a package had been sent to the sheriff's office addressed to the BAU.

"Good your back" Hotch said as we walked through the door.

"Yeah what's up any new leads?" I asked hoping to calm the fiery storm which was brewing within me.

"A package arrived at the station addressed to us, we haven't opened it, we were waiting for you and the boy wonder to return from your outing." Morgan said as he was looking at me, I know he can tell something was bothering me, so he looked at Reid for answers all Reid did was shack his head as if to say not now.

"So let's see what this low life sent us now." I said as Rossi placed the package on my dining room table, pulled out a little pocket knife and cut the lid, inside were more pictures of the twins as well as Ellie, Kenny and Able. By all accounts the 3 children look taken care of but really scared. Now the pictures of the twins are the ones that have me seeing red. They were taken just the other day when Ryder had taken the girls to Stockton to see a movie and grab some dinner , as they really couldn't be seen around Charming I haven't told Jax about them yet.

"I have had it with this asshole; he has been 1 step ahead of us once again, how the hell is he able to get this close to them and we don't even know it. Do you think he has someone else working with him and that is who is getting this close to us?" Rossi asked no one in piratical.

"It's time I tell Jax and Opie why their children were taken and what my role in it all is." I said not really answering Rossi's questions just stating a fact that the time has come I had to face Jax and the demon's that come with him.

"Remy you know we will all be right there with you" Derek started to say when I cut him off.

"No, when I tell Jax and Opie it has to be me, not SSA Logan, just me Remy, a sister and an estranged wife." I said

"What about; Monster and Trouble are you going to tell him about them too?" JJ asked

I turned to face her, as I was still looking at the picture laid out before me of my girls and Jax and Opie's kids. I really hadn't thought about that not after my conformation with Tara. Just thinking about that ring on her finger had me seeing red.

"No, that is a story for another time. Right now my main concern is to protect them from any herm, I can't be worried about Gemma trying to force her way into their lives and whispering in Jax's ear, that they belong here with them and with the club, my girls will not know the outlaw life. This is not what my father and JT had envisioned the club to be." I said

Being back in Charming has brought up so many unanswered question in my past, how did the club get so far from what it originally was. Where would the club be if my father and JT had never died; where would I be, these are all questions that I will never have answers to, because they did die.

The whole team was just watching me has I got lost in my own head and completely forgot they were in the room with me. Someone clearing their throat brought me back to reality and I had to blink a few times before I realized where I was and who entered the room, it was Piney, I hadn't even heard his bike pull up to the house.

"Sweetheart, I'll go with you when you speak with the boys, this is a family matter and should be handled by family. No offence to your team, I know you view them as family, but they aren't SAMCRO if you know what I mean." Piney said as he walked farther into the room, which I have come to call the war room, just like Ryder.

Before anyone could get bent over what Piney had said, I spoke

"Piney is right, you know I love you guys, but this is just something I have to do alone." I stated as I looked at each one of them.

Rossi walked over to me and took the picture I was holding out of my hands and said,

"No we get it, your birth family and your chosen family collided and you are trying to figure out how we all fit together now. I have always wondered where you got all your strength from and now I know. It was the way you were raised, might have been by a bunch of outlaw bikers, yet you still know right from wrong and you know when you need to obey the law and when you need to bend it, not actually break it." Rossi said as he pulled my in for a side hug and gave me one of his famous smiles.

I looked around the room and saw each one of my team member's nod their heads at me before Hotch spoke,

"I speak on behalf of the rest of the team; I agree with Rossi, your SAMCRO family shaped you into the woman we see before us and the woman we have come to think as family. You do what you have to do and we will continue to look for Jack." Hotch said to me

"Thank you for understanding this is something I have to do on my own." I said before turning to look at Piney

"Piney call the boys get them to the cabin and tell them to come alone and be there by 8 tonight." Then I walked out of the room I needed time to myself, I needed to prepare for the storm that was about to hit land.