Five years later
(Lauras POV)
Sticking my head out the side of the passenger window I let the cool mid-summer breeze blow through my hair, today I was in a happy mood for some reason.
Not to the fact that Negan allowed me and Aarat to take charge of the scavenger search today, but to knowing that Brent and the other saviors are coming back home after being gone for almost three months.
They were settling on a second location for us that they found a few weeks before and Brent volunteered to go along with Simon for help.
The thought of him kept invading my mind ever since he's been gone, Simon and I have became closer over the years.
Not as close as I would secretly hoped to be but we're like beans and rice, I noticed as I got older and physically changed more that he somehow started acting different around me.
Like whenever we were hanging out and some of the other guy saviors, especially David would try flirting with me Simon would put them in their place.
Not that I didn't mind him doing at in the beginning, but even now I would catch him looking at me with suggestive eyes at some points.
Me and Aarat have became close friends since after saving her and Maddie, even though she's about four years three years older than me we both still act like teenagers whenever we're together.
From what I know after getting to know her over the years is that she's black/mexican, was a military trainee and happened to be lesbian.
It didn't bother me that she was lesbian, hell in highschool I had two gay friends and one lesbian. So basically I had a familiar feel of what I used to have back at home, of course Aarat wasn't like my old friends.
She was string, intimidating and tough as shit when it comes to following orders from Negan. Of course that's why she ranked up quick to being his second right hand woman along with Simon.
Luckily with being friend with Aarat she helped me become stronger and more vigilant when it comes to fighting with the enemy, trust me when all this shit started I wasn't that string built.
Of course I did track and field but I was kinda scrawny, but with all the food that I ate and the training Aarat forced me to do with her I literally looked liked one of those sport fitness model you see in magazines.
When we started pulling up to the Sanctuary excitement came over me, hoping that Brent and Simon were already here so I can see them.
Not even waiting for Aarat to park the truck I got out the passenger side and started running towards the building.
"Aye Laura what are you doing, fucking impatient Puta!" I could hear Aarat yelling behind me, laughing I pushed passed the doors and inside the halls.
Knowing where they'll probably be I went towards the back where the loading room was, I ran passed some the other saviors and workers and they looked at me like I was in a rush.
I made it to the entrance of the loading rooms and opened the door, walking over to the railing I looked out through the crowd of the workers and finally spotted Negan talking to someone.
Screaming with joy in the inside to see he was talking to Simon, quickly I rushed down the set of stairs while trying not to trip and fall flat on my face.
When I made to the loading floor I made my way passed the workers that crossed paths with me, watching as Negan was still talking to Negan that Simons attention was captured when noticing me.
"Holy shit Laura is that you?!" Simon said in disbelief when seeing me, I smiled and rushed over to jump into his arms.
Figured that I was interrupting Negans very important talk with him but I didn't care that much at all, Simons big arms wrapped around my body and easily picked me up to spin us both.
Laughing I waited for him to finally let me down so my feet touch the ground, he still fucking looked the same but so much more handsome.
His mustache still looked like a catipilar and hair receding halfway, but boy did the muscles on his body stretched that shirt he wore very nicely.
Simon just stared at me with those captivated eyes as if trying to figure out what happened to me when he was gone for three months, he looked into my eyes and cracked a big smile on his lips.
"Jesus Angel you've grown up on me!" he exclaimed in disbelief, I laughed and nudged his arm.
"What are you talking about, I'm fucking twenty two and still looked the same as when you left." I said while rolling my eyes, but for some reason he still continued to look at me with those eyes.
"No somethings different..can't put my finger on it." he said while massaging his mustache, he knew that always cracked me up whenever he does that.
Negan coughed purposely loud to catch our attention, an amused smile plastered on his lips.
"As I was saying before lil miss Laura interrupted, Simon I'm glad to hear that everything went successfully with the second location. So tonight we fucking celebrate with a party." Negan boomed happily, soon everyone clapped in joy with hearing about the celebration.
Laughing I high fived Negans and Simon, all three of us started making our way back up the stairs and into the hallway.
I started telling Simon about what I was doing while him and Brent were away, the way I sounded so proud of myself made him smile at me.
"Sounds like Negan is really letting you become apart of the saviors." he said impressively, I looked at him with a grin.
"Aye maybe someday I'll be joining you and Aarat as uppermen." I said while nudging him with my elbow, Negan laughed right next to me while unexpectedly putting his arm around my head and rubbing the top of it playfully.
"Lets see if you can continue to impressive me Baby doll." he said teasingly, I groaned while prying his arm off me.
"Negan come on..your messing up my hair!" I exclaimed while trying not to laugh, chuckling he released his grasp on me and watched as I glared at him while fixing my hair.
Despite how sometimes Negan flirts with me or purposely get under my skin, we actually see eye to eye on a lot of things.
He's somewhat of an older version on Brent in a way, always watching out for us and giving me the benefit of the doubt when wanting to do more things.
"So where are we having this celebration at this time?" Simon asked Negan, he didn't answer right away, probably thinking hard about actually where to have it.
"Why not in the lounge area?" I asked, Negan had made a lounging area for some of the saviors to hangout and relax but most of the time Negans Wives use it.
"Hmm not a bad idea Angel, its big enough and you can bring us your music for entertainment." Simon said, I looked at him and then back at Negan for his approval.
He looked at me for a moment, debating about agreeing to the idea.
"Come on Negan, pretty please." I begged while kneeling on one knee, using my best puppy dog eyes.
Chuckling he shook his head and waved for me to stand up off the floor.
"Alright alright Sweetheart, I'll have the Wives start decoration and bring out the alcohol." he said, smirking in victory I shot up and sided hugged Negan.
"Great I'm gonna go find Brent and the others to get ready for tonight, seen you guys later." I said while pulling away and rushing down the hall, while looking back I waved to Simon with a smile.
He smirked back at me and waved in return, God why did you make such a perfect man.
(Normal POV)
Negan watched as Laura ran down the hall while looking back wave bye at Simon, he could see the obvious look in Simons eyes when he waved back to her.
When she disappeared down the set of stairs Negan couldn't help but point out the elephant in the room.
"She has the hots for you." he said to Simon while grinning at him, Simon looked at him and then his expression changed.
"What are you kidding, come on Laura's not into me." he said while trying not to show how agitated he was becoming.
"Don't bullshit me Si, I've seen the way you two look at each other these past few years. I don't blame you, Laura has grown into a fine ass woman." Negan said them licked at the top of his teeth, he didn't notice but Simons jaw clenched when he said that.
" What I wouldn't give to have her as one of my wives,..but she keeps turning down my offer. But aye I'm known for not giving up so easily am I right?" he asked Simon, it took a moment for him to bite his tongue before answering.
"Damn straight you are."Simon said with slight sarcasm, Negan chuckled and then patted him hard on the back.
"Come on man lighten up, tonight we fucking party. Who knows maybe someone might get lucky." Negan teased then starting walking ahead of Simon.
Simon really wanted to let Negan hear what he had to say about those words about Laura, deep down he did begin to develop feelings for her. Since the first day laying eyes on her he that she was the most Angelic girl he'd ever saw.
But to his disappointment she Laura was underage, some guys wouldn't care about how young she was but Simon was gentleman despite his alter ego and temper. So he just continued to see her like a kid, but as she got older he couldn't stop from noticing how much she had changed.
The way her baby faced looked slowly matured into a look of a defined and beautiful woman, and how much of a difference her body changed from a little scrawny girl into oh sweet Lord.
Even Simon could admit that he knew that Laura might have a crush on him but hell how can she be into some one like him, not even to mention he was practically twice her age damn near almost forty this year.
Groaning Simon rubbed at his face to make this impure thoughts of Laura go away, even if there was a chance he couldn't risk having Negan being pissed off about it.
Although he'll do anything in his power to make sure Laura doesn't get bound up with him, Negan was Simons friend of course but he doesn't always agree on the things he does.
Trying to simmer down Simon went on ahead to his room to freshen up and get ready for tonight, the comment Negan had made get ringing in his ear.
Maybe someone might get lucky...hmph we'll see
Laura found where Brent and Maddie were at in the kitchen, she told them about Negan wanting to celebrate their victory at the second Sanctuary and having it at the lounge later tonight.
"Damn that sounds awesome." Brent said , Maddie sat right beside him shaking him in excitement.
"Finally we can all get our party on." she said giggled Laura couldn't help but pretend gauge at their affection.
Brent and Maddie have been dating for almost three years now, at first it was hard for them to get into a relationship. After what Maddie had gone through with Travis it was a slow process for her to being with a guy again, luckily Brent was a kind and understanding person.
It was hard the first year they got together, but with communication and gaining trust things really hit it off for them. Laura was happy that Brent has an relationship with something sweet like Maddie, it helped him come out of his shell.
Although there was also slight envy for the two of them, Laura admits she also wants to have the same relationship like they have bit come on finding guys here isn't a damn picnic.
Half the guys here are douche bags and in their fifties, although there were some that seemed good enough Laura had one guy she's had her eye on for awhile.
Although he's never seemed to make a damn move or show the same interest, but tonight she plans on changing that.
Knowing that Simon finally took notice on how much she's changed, Laura can't wait to show really how much of a woman she has become.
"Ok Negan asked me to provide the music for tonight, So Brent I need to borrow your speakers and adaptor please?"Laura asked innocently, he eyes her for a moment annoyed but then gave him.
"Ok I'll bring them when we head back to my room and get ready." he said referring to Maddie also.
"Just make sure you leave on time, last time you two went to go get ready it last two hours." I said with a teasing smile, Maddie blushed at me and covered her mouth from laughing.
Brent threw a piece of corn at Laura and ducked when she threw it back at him, laughing Laura exited herself from the table and began heading to her room.
After all her hard work and nagging Brent had talked Negan into letting Laura have a room to herself on the Saviors upper floor, it was a lot nicer than the room she was in the first two years.
Aarat was her room neighbour across from her and so was Brent, Simon was just four rooms away from hers.
After reaching to her room Laura shut the door and began going through the clothes in her drawers, surprisingly she had a decent amount of clothes, although most of it was still from when she first came here.
Finally after digging through all the clothes she found a decent outfit to wear, it wasn't to flashy but would show of Laura's figure in a good way.
Throwing it in the bed she went in her bathroom and started getting undressed to take a shower. Thank God that Negan and Simon got the heating water working again, last year for whole two weeks everyone had to take freezing cold showers in the damn winter.
Washing off her body with the lathered soap Laura couldn't help but get butterflies with the plan for Simon, finally that she's older and changed into a stronger woman she felt ready to show her true feelings for him.
Rinsing off the soap she quickly began scrubbing the tiny bottle of shampoo into her hair, the scent of coconut filling the air and making her hum in satisfaction.
Until her whole entire hair was covered in bubbles she rinsed it off and started heading out the shower. Grabbing a towel Laura starting drying off her wet legs and up to her hair.
Not even bothering to cover up Laura went ahead out the bathroom with the towel on her head, her feet padding in the wood floor.
Going to her drawers she pulled out the one with her bra and underwear, picking through a decent pair she put them on.
Without even knocking the door to her room opened, panicked Laura covered half naked body with the towel. Smirking humorously Aarat came in and shut the door behind her, earning an irritated groan from Laura.
"Jesus Aarat don't you ever knock, I thought it was someone else." she said while throwing the towel on the ground and putting her flannel shirt on,Aarat came over and poked at her butt playfully.
"Aww were you hoping it was Simon barging in on you naked" she teased, Laura shot her a side glare and smirked at her.
"Oh bite me bitch" she retorted, both of them couldn't help but laugh at the remark.
(Laura's POV)
Putting on my shoes I looked at my reflection in the mirror, to my surprise I look good. Yes the white shoes I found while being out with the Saviors were a pain in the ass to clean but they looked a lot better than beforw, plus they complimented the outfit.
Brushing out my hair I put it up in a messy cute bun ontop, looming back no waited for Aarat to look at me from going through my phone.
"What do you think...does it look to much?" I asked her, turning around for her to get the whole view.
"You look fucking good, I'm surprised you can keep your clothes so damn clean like that." she said surprised, smiling I went to go sit next to her on the bed.
"So are you wearing that to the party or do you wanna borrow one of my shirts?" I asked, she looked at me and shrugged.
" Nah I'm good, besides there's no one I'm trying to impress anyway. The only reason I'm going is for the booze and fuck with Simon." she said with a devilious giggle.
Simon and her get on each others skin like crazy, Aarat doesn't hate him it's just that he always has smart comments about her sexuality.
So she does what ever possible to fuck with him, sometimes Simon doesn't like it when she jokes with him but knows he deserved it at times.
Smiling I lay down on the bed and look at the ceiling, so many thoughts are racing my mind about what to do tonight. Placing a pillow over my face I screamed into it out of frustration, I could hear Aarat chuckle at my action.
"Are you nervous about finally telling Simon how you feel?"she asked earning another muffled scream from me, I could feel her lay out right beside me.
"I don't know why your nervous, I can tell that asshole is into you. And you're into him, Lord knows why but aye whatever wets your pearl." she said cheekingly, I couldn't help but hit her with the pillow out of embarrassment to her words being half way true.
Rolling my eyes I sat up and grabbed my phone from beside Aarat, luckily after all these years I managed to keep this thing in good condition.
The only time I ever mess with it is in my room, listen to music, watch movies I downloaded and look at all the photos on it.
Can't deny that it's still hard to not miss our family, but the photos and videos keep the good memories them alive.
Glancing at the clock on the wall it was a quarter to seven, glancing back at Aarat I saw she was fiddling with the pillow on her chest.
"You wanna go with me to see if the lounge is ready?" I asked, she looked at me and set the pillow to the end of my bed while getting up.
"What the hell, got nothing better to do." she said, stuffing the phone in my pocket I got up and headed out the door with her following behind.
Once I locked the door we both headed down the hall and up the stairs, the way the floors are leveled is workers on the first, saviors on second, the wives and lounge on the third and Negans room on the top floor.
Of course with him being the big man in charge he gets the whole level to himself and all perks with it, but I often wonder if Negan is hiding something underneath all the cocky ego of his.
Making it halfway up the stairs to the third floor I looked up to see David and two of the other Saviors coming down the opposite direction, I hate this guy with a passion .
He's been fucking with me ever since I turned eighteen, of course whenever Simon or Negan were never around he does this. But that doesn't mean I haven't complained to them about it, over the years his advances has dies down but he now always has something stupid to say to me.
"Aye Laura, looking mighty beautiful tonight" David said flirtatiously with a wink, I glared at him and then felt Aarat wrapped her arm around my waist pulling me close.
"Sorry lil Davey , she's taken for tonight." she said while pecking my cheek, the other saviors with Dave laughed at the scolded comment to him and patted his back.
When we made it to the third floor Aarat blurted out laughing, I put my arm around her shoulders and grinned.
"Thanks back there, I wish that Fucker gets the iron one day." I said in annoyance and truth, shaking my body Aarat smiled.
"Don't mention it, now cheer up sugar tits lets get shit faced tonight. I brought my secret stash for later on." She said softly while patting on her cargo pants pocket, looking at her with a grin I sided hugged her.
"Fuck yeah" I cheered, we both walked side by side down to the hall and then made it inside the Lounge.
(Normal POV)
When Laura got there the wives where about finished fixing up the place for tonight as told by Negan, Amber had put up decoration Christmas lights dangling on the ceiling, Clair had set up a table on the end of the room with cups and bottles of liquor.
Sherry was helping Maddie put Brents speakers on the book shelves, making her was inside Laura could feel the wives attention go to her.
It was known at they didn't like her as much, dues to the fact that Negan favors Laura and talks of her often. Laura doesn't care little of them at all and quote honesty thinks their nothing but trash.
Why would you stoope so low as to being a man personal whore, not ever lifting a finger and working hard for your earnings but just spreading you're legs to get what you want.
"What's up ladies..oh wait I mean skanks" Aarat said with a grin knowing that it would piss them off.
"Oh look its the Lesbo and her friend." Amber barked back, earning a raised brow from Maddie and Laura.
"Oh come on Amber, try a taste of the dark side. You might like it." Aarat said while flicking her tongue between her two fingers, Amber cringed in disgust earning a chuckle from Aarat.
"I wouldn't Aarat, her vagina is probably dry and used up from earning all her shit." Laura said with a grin, she made her way towards Maddie to help with the speakers.
Mean while Ambers face was turning red at the insult, getting down from the step ladder she glared at Laura and decided to get even.
"Well at least I'm not some stuck up virgin brat." she retorted, Laura stopped what she was doing and glared at her.
It was known that most of the people here know that Laura was still a virgin, due to a certain someone sneaking into office and stealing her health file. The rumor was spread quickly the next day, at first it upset Laura but she never let that get in the way of her duties.
Cracking her neck Laura turned around and looked at Amber, folding her arms across her chest.
"At least I have more divinity than being a side piece tramp, spreading legs for handouts, wanna be wife trash slut. I'm more of a woman than you ever will be, that's why your "husband" wants me." Laura said with sly smirk, all the wives looked at her in anger and jealousy to her words being true.
"Alright ladies let not do this now, Negan wants us to celebrate our accomplishment so cut the bullshit and finish up." Maddie said while pulling Laura off to the side.
After a moment the tension in the room died down, some of the Saviors had already started showing up a bit early. Laura was setting up her phone to the speakers when looking up to the door to see Simon walking in.
She tried to hide the smile forming on her lips when seeing him, he was wearing a red flannel shirt and dark jeans.
The color really suited him, although he doesn't really like it that much but she figured he only wore it because he knew she liked it on him.
When his eyes happened to find her he waved to her with a grin, playfully winking at him she finished setting up her phone and started the first playlist.
Making way towards Simon Laura could see Aarat smirking at her from the side, rolling her eyes she walked up to him with open arms.
"Aye Pornstache" she greeted cheekingly, earning a deep chuckle from him and a tight squeezed hug.
"Ah ok ok Simon!" she laughed when he began rubbing his mustache against her cheek knowing it would tickle, letting go they stood side by side to each other.
"So how's it been with you while I was away, David giving you a hard time?" Simon asked her, Laura looked at him shrugged her shoulders.
"Sometimes yeah, but Aarat helps me tale care of it. He thinks that she's my boo thang" she said teasingly, Simon chuckled at her joke.
Laura remembers when Simon said that if David ever messes with her or goes to far, he'll personally take care of it. Negan doesn't even need to be there or notified first he'll take care of it.
Noticing how silent they were now Laura decided to think of something, tapping his arm she pointed to the table of alcohol.
"Want me to make us drinks?" she asked, Simon raised a brow at her with a smirk.
"Since when do you know how to make drinks." he asked, she grabbed his hand and started walking them in the direction of the table.
"I've learned some new things while you were away." Laura said with a flirtatious smile, while looking away she couldn't help but notice the glinted look in his eyes.
After Laura finished making hers and Simons drink Negan made his grand entrance in the Lounge, causing everyone to take a kneel and bow their heads.
Taking a glance at Aarat she couldn't resist making faces causing them to stiffle a snicker, Negan started walking into the middle of the room with Lucille in his hand.
"Well ain't this a fucking treat, all my favorite people together and wanting to celebrate our great accomplishment. And it wouldn't be done without my two right men right here everyone stand up to give Simon and Brent round of applause!" he boomed, in motion everyone stood up and clapped their hands to them.
Laura felt so proud of Brent for doing a great job in earning Negans praise, all that and Simon for getting another rank for being his right hand man.
"Alright enough with all the business someone give me a God Damn drink in my hand!" he said, within a second people were already handing him drinks.
Soon enough Laura and Simon were hanging out and talking up a storm, various times they were checking out one another without neither noticing.
Halfway into the conversations Aarat butted in, eating an annoyed expression from Simon.
"Aye Chico Suave, how's the catipilar on your face going?" she asked while poking his arm, he jerked it away and glared at her.
"Oh come on you know I kid Simon, but anyway how are you two kiddos doing?" she asked while pointing to him and Laura.
"Were doing fine talking until you're rainbow ass came and interrupted." Simon retorted while taking a a shot of his drink,Aarat made a fake pout.
"Awww my bad, but sorry I have to steal ya girl for a dance. Lets go bitch!" she said while pulling at Lauras arm.
She looked back at Simon with a defeated smile , he shrugged his shoulders and raised his glass to her with a smile.
When Aarat pulled her to middle of the room a few other people were dancing, it took a moment for her to hear what song was playing. Realizing what song was playing Laura got excited, downing her drink she grabbed Aarats hand and pulled her close to start dancing.
About five songs and six drinks later Laura was sitting down on one of the lounge couches all sweaty and slightly tipsy, Aarat went to go grab more drinks for them at the table.
Taking a moment to wipe the sweat off her forehead she felt someone take a seat in the side of her, tilting her head to see Simon staring at her with a side ways grin.
"You okay there Angel?" he asked, Laura could tell he was getting tipsy himself, although he's probably had years of experience of drinking.
Turning to sit at an angle to him Laura smiled and gestured her hand under her chin.
"Yeah I'm fucking fantastic, how are you holding up?" she asked, he groaned and swisher the liquor in his cup.
" I'm doing fucking good, about three more of these babies and I'll be dancing with a lamp shade on my head." he joked,Laura chuckled and began fanning herself.
"Is it me or is it fucking hot in here?" she asked, before Simon could think of saying something flirty back Aarat came and interrupted him.
"No it's you my lil hot Tamale."she said with a wink, Laura smirked and grabbed her drink out of her hand.
"Cheers to victory and having a good time tonight!" Aarat slurred in Cher and raised her glass in the air, smirking at each other Simon and Laura to raised their glasses and saluted.
Negan took a seat right across from them with Lucille planted right against the side of the love seat.
"Aye my two favorite girls, I was told by my wives that you were giving them a hard time." Negan said with a hiccup, they could tell he was shit wasted.
"We were only playing with them Negan, Amber was the one trying to throw stones at Laura and talk shit." Aarat slurred angry while shaking Laura next to her, Negans eyes danced to her and looked for an answer.
"Is that true sweetheart?" he asked in a concern tone, Laura took a sip of her cup and groaned.
"Yeah bit it's ok, Ambers words didn't bother me." she said in confidence, Negan nodded his head and took a long sip of his bottle.
Laura looked back to Simon and had an idea, downing her drink she set the cup on the coffee table and started pulling at his hand.
"Come on lets go dance." she said, Simon smiled at her and tried setting himself back down from her pulling.
"Nah Angel, not much of a dancer." he said, Laura pouted and pushed herself close to him, nearly almost straddling in his lap.
"Come on Simon, pleas!" she begged with her puppy eyes, Simon loomed at her and desperately held listed groan in the back of his throat.
The way Laura was leaning caused her shirt to lower down and show a lot of her cleavage and bust underneath the bra, finding her eyes Simon couldn't help but deny that look she was giving him.
"Fuck...fine you win Angel." he huffed in defeat, grinning in glee Laura yanked him up and held onto his hand while making their way to the middle of the room.
Negan looked at them and couldn't help but feel a tad envious of Simon getting to dance with Laura, Aarat took notice and leaned close to him.
"Do I detect some jealousy from our Sir Negan?" she asked with a grin, he glared at her for a moment while taking a sip of his drink.
"Fuck off Princess" he slurred half angry and annoyed,earning a drunken chuckle from Aarat.
(Laura's POV)
I pulled Simon away from Aarat and Negan, making it to the middle of the room I turned around and faced Simon.
The look on his face showed how uncomfortable and nervous he was with being up here, hoping to help ease him into it grabbed both his hands and placed them around me.
At first he went stiff but after a moment I felt him start to loosen up, he didn't really move his feet much but just swayed his body with the music. The song that was playing was on my favorite playlist, Sam Smith was my all time favorite artist to listen to.
The alcohol seemed to be helping me boost my confidence because I was just letting the music take control of my body and mind.
Holding onto Simons hands I was dancing and pressing up against him without fear, the feel of how hard rugged his body felt against mind made my stomach flutter out of control.
From the way Simons was looking at me right now must mean that he was starting to enjoy this, he started twirling me around and now placed my back against his chest.
We stayed this way the whole time dancing, me rubbing back to him with his hands grasping at my hips. If it was anyone else looking they would say that we were ever so trying to hold back ourselves.
My head lulled back against his chest, I could feel his face burying into the crook of my neck and inhaling. His mustache touched at my skin causing a sweet shiver to run down my spine.
If this would continue any longer I think I might just erupted in his arms at this moment, as I turned my face up and met his eyes the sudden urge to kiss him sparked in my mind.
The same look Simon gave me said he wants to do the same thing.
Before either one of us could make the same move the feel of some one bumping into us cause an untiming interruption.
Glaring back I could see it was Amber who walked past holding two cups in her hands, she looked back at us with a devilish grin.
"Oops my bad." she said sarcastically then made her way again towards where Negan was waiting for her with his drink.
Fucking bitch
When the song was over I pulled away from Simon and looked up at him with a embarrassed blush.
"Didn't take you as much of a good dancer." I said , Simon rubbed the back of his neck with a flustered smile.
"Neither did I, you have a way with moves Angel." he said with a flirtatious wink.
I couldn't help but smile at him, figuring that we'd go back to where we sat I began walking back till Simon grabbed at my hand.
"Aye I gotta surprise for you." he said with a smile, before I could question what he meant I was being pulled along with him. From the middle of the room and out the door.
The hallway lights nearly blinding me from the difference of lightening, when I felt the defending of stairs from underneath my feet I was becoming more curious to where he was taking me.
When me made it to the first floor he stopped and turned around to face me, reaching behind his back pocket Simon pulled out his bandana.
"Here I'm gonna have to blind fold you for this." he said, raising a brow I looked at him suspiciously.
"You're not gonna kill me are ya?" I jokingly asked, he rolled his eyes and chuckled.
"Shut up and close you eyes Angel." he said, doing as I'm told I closed my eyes and felt as he began draping the bandana over my eyes.
Making sure the thing was tightly wrapped on he grabbed onto my hand, I felt as we continued on walking.
I could tell we were still going down the hall, having no idea of what was to come made this so exciting.
"Gonna have to watch your step here Angel." he said to me, when I slightly felt a decline from where we were walking a change of warm air hit me.
We were now outside, I was now feeling even more excited with wanting to know what he was doing.
The grass moving underneath our feet, when I almost tripped over Simons arms wrapped around me.
"I gotcha Angel..we're almost there." he said against my cheek, causing goosebumps to form on my skin.
Letting him continue on I gripped his hand tight and stayed close behind, about a minute later we came to a stop.
Standing there I was literally jumping like a little girl on the inside waiting on her birthday gift.
"Alright , when I take it off you can't open your eyes till I say so." Simon instructed, the way that sounded with double meaning made me blush slightly.
"Got it." I said, waiting patiently I felt him move behind me and began undoing the tie on the bandana.
It slipped off my face, still I had my eyes closed as Simon told me. I could tell he was making sure they were closed, and then he placed his hands on my ahoulders.
"Ok Angel, Open them." he said, opening my eyes I gasped in shock and amazement to what was infront of us.
Covering my mouth I walked up to the wooden fence where the black mustang horse was behind looking at me, it was the most beautiful thing I've ever seen in my life.
"Oh my God, Simon..how..where did you find him?" I asked , literally I was almost about to cry.
"About a month into settling at the second Sanctuary I found him wandering around on his own, I remembered how much you loved horses. So I took him in and brought him back with us." Simon said with a smile, I looked back at the horse and then him.
Little tears began seeping through my eyes, over come with joy I rushed up and jumped onto him, my arms draping around his neck and squeezing.
"Thank you thank you Simon!" I said with the biggest smile, he wrapped his arms around my waist and picked me up.
"Don't mention it Ange..." before he could finish I had pressed my lips against his, I didn't even realize what I did till I felt his go completely stiff against me.
When I opened my eyes I saw his widen and looking at me, pulling away I began to feel embarrassed at what I did.
"I'm..I'm sorry I didn't mean to do that." I apologized, I expected him to say something or anything.
But I was caught off guard when he cupped at my face and pulled his face close connecting our lips once again, at first I was taken back but then started to melt against him.
My hands went around his neck again and pulled myself closer to him, our lips were mashed against each other passionately.
I don't know if it was the liquor or the heat of the moment but the way his lips felt made every fiber in my body explode.
The way his facial hair felt against my skin now caused a moan to escape my mouth and vibrate against his, from the way his hands pulled away from my face and gripped my sides that had an affect on him.
Pulling me even more close against his body Simons lips trailed down my chin and down my neck, my one hand trailed up to grasp the back of his hair while the other grabbed onto the back of his shirt.
The tingling sensation between my thighs was getting more intense, responding to my lustful urge I moved my hips causing a deep stiffled moan from him.
In an instant I felt him raise me up in his arms and moving us back, it was until I felt myself being settled on one of the benches on the other end is way from the horse fence.
When I looked back at Simon his lips smashed against mine in a second and my hands grasped at his face, I could feel him move his way between my legs and held himself there.
My face heated up when something hard was pressed against my inner thigh, whimpering I moved my legs apart more to feel him even more.
" Simon.." I moaned against his lips, as he heard me his hands grabbed at my hair and pulled back allowing access to my neck and for him to assault it.
Biting my lip I trailed my hands down his chest and began making their way down to the buckle of his pants, eagerly and filled with lust I tried unbuckling his belt.
"Simon..please." I gasped in plea, when he felt me begin to touch his belt his hands darted down and retracted mine.
Looking up at him I could see the restraint in his face as he tried calling himself down and stopping me from what I was about to do.
" ..Angel..we can't so this." he said in a gruffed tone, I looked at him with sad and pleading eyes.
"Wh..why?" I asked in whimper and moan, his grasp on my hands tightened when I did that he had to step away from between my leg before reacting back.
" your drunk, and this isn't right." he said looking straight at me, I was starting to feel rejected to what he was saying.
"But I want you..I like you Simon." I said truthfully and tried pulling him back to me, but with a groan to restrain himself he put distance between us.
"I like you to Laura...but I don't think of you that way." he said before thinking wisely, I felt my heart crack in half to his words.
Getting off the bench I hugged myself self, so many thoughts were going through my mind.
I'm so fucking stupid...how could I have thought this would work out like I'd hoped..of course he doesn't think of me like that..
Not being able to stop it the tears silently rolled down my face, Simon seemed to notice right away and pulled me close to him.
"Shit..Laura..La.. Angel wait don't cry let me explain it right." he said, shaking my head I pushed myself away from him and ran back into the building.
"Wait Angel please.. Laura!" I heard Simon yelled from behind me and cursed in the wind, I didn't bother stopping once reaching inside.
Making my way up the stairs to the second floor I didn't even bother to continue on up to the third floor back to the party,reaching into the hall I ran to the door of my room.
Pulling out my key I tried putting I the key to put it in but the tears in my eyes made it hard to see where the key hole was, before I could attempt to do it again someone came up behind startling me almost out my shoes.
"Aye Laura I was looking for you, you left wit Simon and I figured...aye What's wrong?" Aarat said now in concern when she saw tears rolling down my face.
"Aarat I feel so stupid..." I said while wiping my eyes to stop from crying, before I could begin to talk again Aarat grabbed my arms and looked at me in concern and protection.
"What happened, did Simon do something to you?!" she asked in anger thinking that he caused me pain, shaking my head I looked at her in the eyes.
"No no no he didn't hurt me Aarat.. I just...He doesn't." I couldn't finish because the tears came back again, sighing Aarat pulled me into her arms.
I wrapped mine around her and cried into her chest, over come with embarrassment and regret to my actions I knew that my relationship with Simon was now fucked up because of me.
"Its ok sweetie..come one lets talk and smoke it out." Aarat said while grabbing the key from hand and unlocking the door without problem, I allowed her to pull me I to my room and shutting the door behind us.