doing this since 13: when I type me:
its Eva speaking not actually me in case you
did not know when I do type i will put doing this
since 13.
Me talking to readers:
so before I start my
favorite weapon is A 9mm
funny seeing as that is the gun
I made my first kill with.
anyhow something about me
I have white blonde hair but enough
about me the story must go on.
Me Narrating:
it was night time I was sewing my chatter patch's back into my cut
a hour ago my mother
told me and my brother she was raped by Weston
Ethan Zobelle number 2
Clay had told us he needs me and Jax with him
in SAMCRO and we all agreed to kill
these basters but smartly.
Theme intro:
To some people, this life ain't right waking up every day knowing you might have to take someone else life out of their family's sight when you lived the life of an Outlaw you better be right to fight. In the heat of it, there's no.
thinking twice if you ain't ruthless enough you might go insane lose your mind. If you're even thinking twice, don't take that Cut and.
cross that Line because, in the end, you gotta look this life in the eye.
Me Narrating:
the next morning in the chapel
everyone was at the table.
Chibs: I see you two got your
patch's back on good news yes?
Me: just listen to what Clay has to say brother.
Clay: Ethan Zobelle 2nd
Weston raped Gemma gave her message we
should stop selling to color or they will return
and do it again.
Bobby: this is god dam madness Clay.
Tigs: we kill theses sons of bitch's.
cut there heads off.
Chase: Yes we kill them!
Me: enough! you will not do a dam thing by doing that but play
into there hands.
Clay: she is right I understand you guys are upset
but you need to restraint if you see Weston or any of there guys
you walk away they did this to get us upset they knew Gemma would tell us.
Jax: so we do what he does find a weakness
then use it to Unravel them.
Bobby: Lin's pipeline isn't open yet we need guns.
Jax: okay everyone bring in your surplus.
Me narrating:
I was in my room looking at my ammo
I had 5 dragon shotgun shells and 12 normal shells
60 9mm rounds and full clip and my saw off was loaded
Emily had 50 M&P9 M2.0 rounds Emily walked in on me counting
Emily: Hey Babe.
Me: hello beautiful
Emily: how are you?
Me: I'm doing okay I know
if I get my hands on Weston or Ethan
I will be there worst fucking nightmare for
what they did to my mother.
Emily: I know babe first Tristen and my sister
now your mom you better make those sick basters suffer
Me Narrating:
I walked out of the clubhouse and I see Chase Punch Tigs dead in the lips
I yelled for clay as I ran and pushed Chase away from tigs.
Chase: this Son of a Bitch killed Amelia
Me: what are you talking about?
Chase: he was sent by Clay probably to kill
Opie he shoot into the back of the truck he killed
My old lady he could had killed you.
Me Narrating:
Emily over heard and came from behind Tigs knocking
him upside the head with her Gun.
Emily: you could had killed my
Girlfriend you piece of shit.
Me: stop Emily
Emily: I can't believe this babe
he o-most killed you!
Opie: come on Emily
You Can come over my place to cool off
I'm leaving.
Me: thank you
Opie chase you go
with.
Me Narrating:
Chase and Opie left with Emily on Opie's bike
I punched Tigs hard as possible in his gut
making him fall to the ground.
Tigs: it was Stahl she killed Amelia.
Me: what! you dirt bag!?
Tigs: she made Opie look like a there was
Money transfers to his account his bills were paid off.
Me Narrating: I hop on my Bike as I saw the others
run up and I pulled off
out side charming PD I saw Stahl leaving
I was fin to follow but I got a call so I wrote her licenses down
the wasn't marked so it must had been hers
I answer my Cell.
Me: hello?
Gemma: hello baby its your mom
I heard about Tigs make your way here
lets talk about this.
Me: fine.
Me Narrating:
I put my cell and
the notepad I used to write the
licenses down in my pocket
and made my way to my moms
I saw a Bike outside and
Emily on the porch looking upset
So I got off mine and approached her
I notice the bike was Tigs.
Me: I see Tigs is here
Emily: Tara must had patched him up
fucking baster luckily I didn't shoot him
Me: I taught you was with Opie and then I would have to kill you or
one of the others would.
Emily: the fuck you mean ? and asked to be dropped off
to on your mom
Me: ok and its a Bylaw if a member is killed
there would be retaliation I would have kill
you myself Babe and shit happens
that's the life gotta keep calm after
all that's why he did it he rushed instead
of calming down and thinking it trough
see my point?
Emily: fair point babe.
Me Narrating: Tigs had came outside
with a backpack I assume had hand Guns
inside he looked at me with a sorry look but did
not say anything he just got on his bike and drove off
I tapped Emily leg and she follow me inside the
to the kitchen where my mom was sitting we sat down.
Me: about what happened
Gemma: please don't hate the club there family
Me: I know mom I mean you
let me till you two
about my first kill ever.
Me Narrating: I explain to my mom and Emily
how two older boys touched me and
how I killed them.
Gemma: my baby girl I'm sorry
that happened to you.
Emily: babe why didn't you tell me this before?
Me: because I felt powerless and ashamed
only other person who knows is Tristen.
Gemma: so that's how you got info
about that clowned.
Me: yup but I gotta go mom
babe stay here I gotta do something.
I left the and got on my bike and went to Stahl's
I asked juice for the information he found her location
on the DMV Site
I waited till she came out to her mail
I then hit her in her ribs making her fall to her knees
she looked up at me scared and pissed
I pulled out my 9mm and pressed up against his head.
Stahl: Eva! please don't kill me
what are you even doing here?
Me: you BTCH! you o-most got me
killed with your lies you o-most got
a mother of 2 killed you got
a civilian killed!
Stahl: I didn't mean it
no one was supposed to die Eva
Me narrating:
I told her but someone did
and I punched her again in her lip
telling her remember that the outlaw had mercy
this time. I then left her in pain walking off jumping on my
I arrive back at the clubhouse I walked in I saw Opie and Jax talking.
Jax: sorry bro I knew what Tigs did all along
Me: what the fuck you mean you knew all along
Jackson!
Jax: sis calm down:
Me: be lucky that one
Your a Son because if you wasn't one
I would beat you to your death bed
family or not and two be lucky I went after her
and learned your secret and not chase
no telling what he would do.
Jax: we made Clay this lands on
the club we need to work on unmaking him.
Me: I did not make shit but I will help
unmake him.
Me narrating:
Opie says he's in
and Jax handed him
our dads manuscript
to read after Clay returns
to the clubhouse he called me Opie Chase
and Jax tigs and bobby to the chapel
we all enter the chapel
chase was last inside so he closed
the door we all sat down.
Jax: we can't let the other
charters know about this
this time of could end
the Sons of Anarchy.
Me: I don't see a reason
for a Mayhem Vote how ever
if Chase agrees on this since he
lost his old lady that for a year any money Tigs makes
from club bossiness goes to him.
Chase: I don't like this bullshit but I agree
with one more condition.
Clay: and that is?
Chase: all future stuff that can
hurt the club goes trough the club.
Clay: agreed
Opie: there's something else
I saw Chibs walking around with paper's
I don't know what it's about but we should
ask not make fake votes about killing him.
Jax: so here's some news
while following Zobelle he met up
with Alvarez it seems he's not all about
white power with the guns it's about controlling the H-TRADE.
Me: but that son of a bitch
Weston and his little gang are
true color hating dipshits.
Bobby: they must not
know about the deal.
Jax: Seeing as AJ
was not there probably not
Zobelle doing this Behind his back.
Clay: maybe should Enlighten
Weston on such matters could
help us bring them down.
Me Narrating: Chibs then came walking in
saying may I have a ward he then explain
to us that he gave up the Irish to keep his family
Alive but Sthal is being a bitch saying she might not hold up her end
Clay: it's okay brother you
didn't make a deal so your
no right.
Jax: we will find a way
to keep your wife and kid safe
we will find away to fix this.
Me narrating:
then Piney came in
without his Cut on and a 45
yelling clay fires two times missing
both shoots after the shooting Opie asking us to give
him and Clay the room after they talk talk into the bar were me and the rest
SAMCRO were waiting.
Piney: Clay let me know how we handle this.
Clay: the only way you can make this better is by not entering
this clubhouse without your Cut on.
Me narrating:
I make my way to my bedroom
and see my beautiful lady asleep
on the bed I closed my door locking it
and undressing turning off the light and getting
in bed.
end of chapter