Chapter 129: Starved

Everyone watching started to see something appearing over Unit-03's head. As the Angel wiggled in trying to push the Eva down, protruding veins started to enter. From the impact area on the chest, they began to spread outward. At the same time, the object above the war machine's head continued to increase in size until it became distinctive. A dark halo hovered over the Unit as its head looked down at the struggling Angel end.

'…what…what is he…doing?' Kaworu thought intrigued. Continuing toward placing a hand on the Armisael's body, tension inside of him came back. Even the human spirit inside Unit-02 was cowering away for some reason or another.

"Large energy signature above Unit-03!" Maya reported from the readings on her terminal.

"Last time this occurred, it vanished then appeared out of nowhere," Misato recalled.

The sight of the Angel struggling feverishly to put the towering dark blue war machine down seemed odd. The creature easily controlled the battle with the other two pilots. However, the Third Child did not fight or block from being attacked. About to contemplate further, she saw Ritsuko go over to a monitor and type on it quickly.

"What are you doing?"

"…" the scientist replief seeing the screen produce back results from her command. "…that's…impossible."

"What?" the Major stated getting beside her and looking at the screen. It was all technical jargon.

"…how…how can it do that?" Yui said. She also went to a nearby terminal and typed in commands for readings. Both Kozo and Gendo glanced over to see a bewildered look on her face. The main screen suddenly showed an exterior view of the battle where Unit-03 was. The war machine did not budge as it slowly started raising its left arm.

"That black halo…" Ritsuko said with an equal feeling of uneasiness and interest.

"…has the same characteristics…" Yui stated with the same feelings and tone as Dr. Akagi. The Eva extended its hand above its head toward the dark halo. Its hand slowly went through it and did not come out the other side.

"…as a dimensional rift in space and time," both said turning to the persons next to them.


In Terminal Dogma, a dark glowing object was appearing in front of Unit-01's chest. When it enlarged, it was seen as a dark halo. The Eva's eyes narrowed as it weakly pulled against its restrains.

'…y…EEE…SSSssssss,' the dark clone thought weakly. Grinning wildly from within the war machine, it started to see something coming out of the floating object. A dark blue Eva hand slowly came through and was reaching for its chest.

'…y…e…s…GiVeMe…tHeSeNaTatIon…!#$% !#$THECONNECTION! THEBONDAGE!$% #$' it thought louder and louder in a raging static of sound. As the hand continued further, Sid saw the protruding veins snake up the forearm of the incoming hand. As the dark blue war machine hand gently palmed its chest, the protruding veins viciously spreading into its existence. A pinging sensation was felt as a comm-link was established with Unit-03.

[…gree…tings…s…i…r…]

[#$%#$%#$h-E-l-L-o#$%#$#$%#mYsssssseeeeeeeedddddd #$%# $]

An inhumanly wide grin continued to grow on the dark clone's face. When the corners of its mouth reach to the placement of where a person's ears would be, its face and flesh ripped apart. Outside of Unit-01, it started to shake violently while hyperventilating. Throwing its head up as if it received whiplash, the Eva gasped loudly. Twisting its neck brutishly, several loud cracks sounded followed by a high pitch cackle.


'Got it,' Kaworu thought grabbing the Angel right after Eva-03 raised its hand into the halo.

'Now I will see…gggnnnnnaaaahhhh!' he thought immediately cringing hard. Letting go of the cockpit controls, he covered his ears and clenched his teeth.

"…?" Misato said blinking from the video feeds. From the view of the cockpits of both the First and Sixth Child, both seemed to double over. Despite Ayanami covered with protruding veins excluding her face, both were cringing hard. They were clenching their teeth and gripping their heads.

"What's going on?"

"…D-D-Dr. A-Akagi…" Maya stammered from looking at her screen.

"Dr. Akagi…the frequencies…it's the same signature," Shigeru reported from his terminal having a panic look on his face.

"…no…" Ritsuko commented with a frightened look of shock.

Still at the same terminal, she began typing. A window popped up showing a sine wave graph. Inputting all the monitoring points, eight sine waves appeared. Three were in groups of two with two separate ones. Slowly, all started to converge toward each other. However, there was on sine wave that she recognized and was alarmed.

"…it can't be…there is no way," Dr. Akagi said louder. Blinking, she inputted a command fearing where that signature was coming from. A security window popped up next to the sine graph. Asking for a pass code for access, only Gendo and Fuyutsuki recognized it.

"Dr. Akagi! You will not proceed any further! That is an order!" the Commander stood up and barked from his position.

Though people around her flinched from the sudden outburst, she entered the code. Accepting it, the window blackened then showed a live feed of a security location. Its camera was pointed at an angle toward the large entrance doors of Terminal Dogma. A recognizable Eva, crucified near them, was twisting and turning. An Eva hand had come out of a dark halo and gripped Unit-01's chest. All the sudden, the purple war machine froze. Slowly, its head moved down to look at the camera. Glowing red eyes were staring back at them.

"…oh god…" Rana whispered in apprehension. Perceiving what will happen, she grasped Rayne's hand.

"…!?" the Fifth Child responded feeling her insides tense up and her skin to flare with goosebumps.

[#$#$#$yOuMiSSSssss%#$#$%#$m-m-m-m-e-e-e-e-e#$%#$%#MOMMYANDDADDY!] a monstrous roar voiced through a comm-link into the bridge area.

Both Gendo and Yui felt their skin fester with goosebumps feeling its aura gush out from the video-feed. Suddenly, the video-feeds to all the cockpits and exteriors went into static. Snapping out of his stupor, the Commander quickly inputted commands from his terminal. The security camera feed in Terminal Dogma was shut down after overriding it. Irritated from how things were going, Gendo was about to give an order when a small child called out excitedly from behind.

"Mommy! Daddy!"

"…!?" Yui and Gendo reacted. Both flinched hard from recognizing the child's voice. Hearing small rapid footsteps, both did not turn as the sounds got closer and closer.

"Mommy! Mommy! Lookie, lookie!" the small kid spoke again.

'That's impossible,' Yui thought to herself. Her eyes widen and felt all of her insides becoming tense. Seeing both Gendo and Kozo turn around, their expressions immediately became flabbergasted. From where they were looking, the child was next to her.

"…!?" the scientist spoke in apprehension from feeling her lab coat being pulled a couple of times.

"Daddy look! It's a bouncy ball! I found it in a lab room. Can I keep it!?"

"…!?" the Commander and Sub-Commander replied still staring at the child who bounce the ball a couple of times. The sound of impact from the ball made all three start to feel perspiration. Despite believing what they were hearing and seeing was imaginary, what the child was doing was making it harder to keeping believing.

"…!?" Yui said daring a look at the child below.

The person holding her lab coat while bouncing the ball looked like someone from the past. When the toddler caught it and looked up at her, he gave her a warm smile that she remembered long ago. Immediately feeling her heart beating faster, she felt the kid pull on her lab coat again.

"Mommy! Look at what I found!" it said then noticed something strange. "Mommy?"

"…" Yui responded slowly kneeling to be at eye level with the child. Shaking from seeing a memory of the past, she flinched hard from feeling the child's hand touch her face. Feeling tears falling from her face, she immediately hugged the child and began crying.

"What…is going on up there?" Misato asked hearing a child's voice up on the command deck. Looking over at Ritsuko, she was shaking.

"…that can't be…it has to be..." she muttered to herself. "That child is from…"

"What is going on over-!?" Rayne asked turning her head to the upper level.

"Don't look up there!" Rana whispered and grabbed Rayne's jaw. Forcing her to look at the ground, the Fifth Child blinked in surprise. Slowly nodding, she glanced over at the female twin. Her eyes were wide open and looked extremely alarmed.

"What's going…!?"

"Don't ask. Don't think. Don't stare. Don't react," she stated in a hushed voice letting go of her jaw.

"Give me something at least."

"It's starved…don't…do…anything," Rana replied. Still holding her hand, the female twin went to looking at nothing with trepidation all over her face.

"What-!?"

"I'm saying this for the sake of both of our sanity!" Rana whispered in intense anger and fear. Her red-blue eyes were giving a haunting glow as a single blood tear came out and started down her cheek slowly. Both felt a familiar eerie and vile aura; however, it was coming from inside of them.

' #$% #$Y…o…U…w…I…l…L…wItNeSs #$ #$%' the dark clone thought to them. Its voice rang in their head sounding more death gripping than before. It was as if a rabid predator was next to their heads. Its breath, its skin, its aura made both freeze with terror as their vision started to alter towards everything red.

'THEMERGING!'

'THEDEFICATION!'

'THEFORNIFICATION!'

'OF-OUR-CUM-FESTED-SLAUGHTER!'


With all the Evas connected toward the Angel, pilots and spirits suddenly felt a vibration. Armisael and Kaworu felt a presence of something that they could not recognize; however, everyone else did. The two could feel an increasing amount of tension inside all the others. Even the Sixth Child could feel the human spirit cowering. It curled up into a ball and began muttering repetitively to herself. About to concentrate on what the individual was saying, another wave of agony screeched into his ears and head.

'GGGnnnnnnnrrr!' he thought covering his ears and clenching his head hard again. The sound of nails slowly scraping across a chalkboard resonated and magnified to the point of almost being deafening. Slowly opening his eyes, he became alarmed from seeing something crouching on top of the controls. It was a dark figure with no shape or form. Almost wondering if this was the Angel coming to him, something did not feel right.

'Who are you?' Kaworu thought hearing the screeching sounds stop. Oddly, there was no sound as the dark figure kept altering its form. It vibrated violent before exploding into a gentle mist. Blinking in surprise, a slow and deep chuckle was heard as it faded away.

' #$%#$do#$#$#you$%...w...a...n...t...#$#$to#$know?#$%#$%'

'…!?' the Sixth Child thought feeling someone breath on his neck. Turning around quickly, there was no one there.

'…no…please…please don't…don't hurt me…' Kyoko begged feeling the it around her. She whimpered loudly feeling a tentacle glide across her amorphous body. Instead of the demented sound chuckle, it was the sound of a small child giggling.

'hee-hee!#$%#$lookie lookie Mrs. SoUrYu!#$%#$%'the boy said as his voice became more distorted and deranged.

'IfOuNd #$% #$sssssoooommmmmeeeettthhhiiinnnnggggg-g-g-g-g-g-g#$% #AMUSING!'

'DON'TYOUWANTTOSEEIT!?'

'WASTHEFIRSTSHOWINGNOTENOUGH!?'

'PLEASETELLME!PLEASETELLME!PLEASETELLME!' the child screamed piercing loud before exploding in gruesome burst.

'…what…what is…going on!?' Kaworu asked in his mind feeling odd inside.

Only hearing the two talk followed by the bloody sounding eruption made him more tense. Turning back forward, he froze. The dark figure was nose to nose with him and had a face. Though unrecognizable from the various scars, slashes, and ripped open skin, that isn't what made him freeze. It was the basketball size black-red eyes and ear-to-ear vile grin that was staring back at him.

'…y…o…u…w…a…n…t…t…o…s…e…e…?' it whispered. Tilting its head a little, it continued to look at him maliciously.

'…' the grey haired pilot thought. Steeling himself, his facial expression changed to a stoic one. Staring back at it, he forced himself to not blink.

'See what?'

'…hhheeeeeeee…'

The figure narrowed its eyes and opened its mouth to smile wickedly at him. Despite how hideous and morbid it looked, its expression gave a vibe of being pleased for some reason. Without warning, it regurgitated black smelling blood at him like a water fall. In the split second he had, he activated his AT-Field. However, the black blood slammed into him and drowned him. Startled and panicking from the field not working, he soon felt himself completely engulfed with the foul liquid. From feeling drowned, he then noticed that he was not wet anymore. Instead, he free falling in a blackened abyss.


'…!?' Ayanami said internally as she continued to clench her head and cover her ears. Still feeling pain all over, she peered open an eye feeling the environment had change. Seeing a shadow slowly walk closer to her, she looked up to see a dark silhouette. Unable to determine the outline of the individual, the protruding veins in her clenched her insides tighter. Curling up into a ball, she laid on her side wincing and forced breathing through her teeth.

'…' the dark figure commented looking down at her.

Seeing its vision glitch and static several times, it blinked slowly. Internally nodding, the silhouette slowly kneeled to the ground. In front of the agonizing First Child and about to speak, several piercing stabs hit its back. Feeling its eye twitch from the burning sensation, the points of impact started to worm their way into its skin. Feeling a small amount enter, the tentacles stopped. A deep and slow exhale of air sounded in its mind. Blinking, a comatose heartbeat pulsated throughout the figure's body. Blinking again, it focused back at the female pilot.

'Miss Ayanami,' Shinji thought seeing the First Child struggling to keep an eye open from hearing his voice.

'…I…k…a…r…i…' she thought feeling emotional from hearing and seeing him. Struggling to move, she slowly crawled to turn toward him. Every move or budge she did caused her immense suffering. Hearing the breathing in the background sound excited, the Third Child blinked again.

'May I help you Miss Ayanami?'

'…' Rei answered struggling to nod her head.

'Very well.'

Holding out his hands in front of hers, she pushed through the pain to just place her hands there. Slowly grasping them, she felt she could open both of her eyes a little more. Seeing his face and that he was unharmed made her feel relieved. Slowly inching closer to her, Ayanami saw that he had moved to be in her personal space.

'Please do not be alarmed Miss Ayanami…I will just adjust your seating position,' he thought softly. Seeing her blink slowly and watch him, he placed her hands on the ground. Moving his hands to her shoulders, he slowly turned her around. Pulling her to him, her back was against his chest.

'…' the First Child thought blinking a little. The suffering and pain she was feeling slowly lessened a little. It was as if his contact made her feel better. About to turn toward him, she felt his head next to hers as he gently grabbed her hands.

'Is this more comfortable for you Miss Ayanami?' he thought whispering next to her ear.

'…yes…' she thought closing her eyes.

She felt her face relaxing despite still feeling the protruding veins on her neck and cheeks. Strangely, a warmth from him was slowly seeping into her. It made her feel less cold, less suffering, and less alone. Moving her head a little to the right, she felt their cheeks press against each other.

'…' Shinji replied feeling the tentacles worm deeper into his body. They were inching closer and closer to the front side. Feeling a mind splitting needle seemingly pull his brain apart, he felt the dark clone bite his spine in several places. The sensation sent pulsating shockwaves up and down his body. Complying with what was asked of him, his eye twitched.

'…Miss…Ayanami?'

'…yes?'

'May I…do something?'

'…?' she thought.

Opening her eyes a little, she turned a tad to look at him. Feeling their noses touch slightly, both were staring at each other. A sense of tranquility seeped into the First Child from their position and how close they were. Remembering the dream where she tried to reach for her desire, it came back to her. Blinking slowly at him, he blinked back.

'The desire…the impulse,' he mentally whispered as his face became slightly embarrassed. '…may I…share it…with you?'

'…!' Ayanami reacted in surprise opening her mouth a little.

Staring at him as he stared back, she had forgotten all the agony she was in. Instead of answering him, she leaned forward until she made contact with his lips. Feeling a surge of electricity course through her, she closed her eyes and didn't move. Focusing so intently on the sensation and how her body was reacting, her sense of everything around her dulled.

'…' the Third Child responded focusing hard in not moving his head or body. The tentacles reached the surface and pierced through his skin. Instead of digging into the First Child's body, the appendages touched different protruding veins. The comatose pulse that was rumbling inside Shinji's entire body suddenly became like a jackhammer.

'$!#$!TIMETOPULLOUT#$%#$#$#$AND-FILL-MY-HOLE!' Sid screeched into the mind of the male pilot as well as the Angel's.

Based on his observation, only Shinji could hear, feel, smell, taste, and see what the dark clone was doing. The tentacles frantically wiggled and squirmed as they were pulling the protruding veins out of the First Child. Goosebumps flare all over his body from the vile sensation going through him. All of his nerves were being broken as he remained in place and did not breakaway. Stretching the limits of his willpower, he firmly held Ayanami as they continued with their mouth to mouth.

'W-What…what are you…no! This isn't what I wanted!'

'Shh-Shh-Shh#$%#$b…e…a…g…o…o…d…b…o…y…'

'Stop! I am an Angel! I command thy to-!?'

'#$%#KKKKAKAAAAAAAAAA-A-A-A-A#$%GGGNNNNN#$#$%#$AARRRRR#$%#$!MMMMMMMM!'

'STOP IT! STOP IT! STOP IT!'

'AHA! AHA! HAHA!#$%#$ExPeRiEnCe…MYVISION! MYECSTASY! MYWETNESS! MYPENETRATION! MYENLIGHTENMENT!#$%#$%#$%'

'NO! ADAM! LILITH! HELP M-!?' Armisael shouted in horror as the last of its protruding veins came out of Ayanami.

'…' Rei said breaking away a little to breathe.

Her entire being felt tingly and lighter as her face felt warmer. Thinking about how her body was reacting, it seemed hungry. She felt the craving of his touch, his warmth, and his being more and more. Feeling her mind race a little, she turned around to face him. Placing her hands on his thighs, she leaned forward. Only one word got out before she lip locked him again.

'…more…' she thought closing her eyes again.

'…' Shinji replied opening up his eyes a little to see her face. Everything was in a tint of red as many black-red eyes and hideous looking mouths surround them.

'!#yyyeeeeeEESSS$%#give her!#%$#$'

'YES! GIVE HER!'

'GGGGIIIII-gIvvEEEEEE#$%GiVeHer-r-r-r-r-rr#$#$%MORE!MORE!MOOORREEEE!#$!' the dark clone shouted viciously. Sounds of limbs being ripped apart with loud screams blasted in the back of his mind.

'…v…E…r…Y…w…E…l…L…s-s-sir,' the Third Child thought with a shiver. Closing his eyes and remembering the past, he pushed the flashbacks toward the First Child.


Back in NERV HQ, everyone had slowly backed away from their positions. Each individual was seeing something that made them become frighten and paranoid. The only two that were not moving an inch were Rana and Rayne. Both were still holding hands as blood tears were falling from their eyes. Despite having closed their eyes, both cringed from hearing a onslaught of sounds: slaughter, torture, screams, pain, lust, death, passion, fear, hate, rage, sex, humiliation, laughter, rape, brutality, angry, ecstasy, suffering, and shouting.

Neither of them could focus on one sound. The others would become louder and overtake if they did so. Rayne opened an eye a little to look then immediately closed it. Everything around her was warping, morphing in neon colors, and becoming distorted. She resisted the sensation of hooks piercing her eyelids and pulling to open them up.

Even when she felt them ripped and sliced her eyelids open, she continued to keep her eyes closed. One of the biggest challenges to them was not reacting to the slimy and clammy sensation of the dark clone. It didn't matter which physical form it used to touch them, both felt sick. Hearing the others respond to what they were seeing, Rana and Rayne feverishly resisted answering any calls with the Third Child's voice.

In the bombastic fest of sounds and voices calling them, they remained still and did not react. Despite surviving so far, both were feeling sweat beading down their face and neck. The onslaught they were experiencing gave the impression of being tortured emotionally and psychologically.


At the time of connection, Naoko was free falling in a white abyss. The sensation of free falling did not feel scary nor did it feel pleasant. Wondering if she would ever slow down or hit a platform, the latter occurred abruptly. Feeling like she blinked, she suddenly felt herself sliding. Not being able to see around her from the sudden pitch blackness, the sensation of being on a waterslide came. The liquid that she was sliding on was not water but a familiar liquid that was used for the Evas.

About to ponder on where she was being taken to, the slide started to bank to the right. Light was beginning to bleed in as the color of the slide seemed reddish in color. As the illumination continue to grow, the tube started to seem more alive than hard plastic. Seeing faint lines of veins, none of them were pulsating. Starting to feel sick, the end of the slide came quickly. What was illuminating was an orange retro light hanging in front of a wall.

Naoko tried to find a way to stop herself before colliding into the wall. At the last second, the wall opened like double French doors. Falling into a room, she slammed into a bed and broke it.

'…' she thought feeling disoriented. Moving around a little and feeling many things off, she looked at what was on the bed. Feeling her eyes widen, she thrust herself off the furniture and slammed onto the floor. Ignoring the pain and backing up quickly, the hideous form of the dark clone chuckled at her.

' #$%#Dr.#$%AkAgI#$#$%#$h…e…l…l…o…' it thought with multiple mouths repeating the same sentence in various speeds, tempos, and pitch changes.

'…!?' Naoko stated with terror. Backing up to a wall, she didn't take her eyes off of the figure.

'BeAdEaR!#$%!#$aaaaaannnnnnnddddd#$%!#$p…i…c…k…uPtho-thos-th-those-d-d-d-d-d-dddddddddddddddddddddddd!$DOLLS!' the evil voice spoke in distortion and rage.

Unable to back up anymore and seeing the tentacles of the morbid figure whipping up and down, the scientist slowly looked down at the ground. There were two small dolls of female figures. One had long locks of red-orange hair with ocean blue eyes. The other had black hair tied into a loose bun with brown eyes. Slowly reaching down, she gently picked them up to look at them closely.

'Please don't hurt us! Please don't hurt us!' both dolls chimed at the same time in a happy recorded tone.

'…?' Naoko said confused and staring harder at the dolls.

' #$% #$t…e…l…l…m…e… #$%#$%' it said slowly rising up from the bed. Spider legs from its underside were bleeding LCL profusely as many sounds of sickening cartilage cracking were heard loudly.

' #$%#$#CoNtAiNeD$%#$oR%#$lIbErAtEd?#$%'

'Regarding what!?' the small red head doll said with a scared high pitched voice.

'Are you going to kill us…kill…u…s…KKKKIIIIILLLLLLLL!'the brown hair doll stated before sounding vile and corrupted.

'…!?' Naoko reacted feeling goosebumps flare over her.

Blinking and looking up, she slammed her head back to the wall. The grotesque figure was in front of her and covered all areas to escape. Feeling like being inside air sac, she felt its morbid air coming in and out. Looking around and being surrounded by a dark clouded membrane, the feeling of being inside of the dark clone came. Shaking harder in horror, two black-red eyes and a ragged and sharp mouth came through the membrane. Staring her down, it spoke in static and whispers.

' #$%W#$#H$%#A$#$%T'sssssssss#$$#!#$…tHeChOiCe…?'

'…' Dr. Akagi thought blinking and swallowing. '…w-why…me…'

'wwwwhhhhyyyyy#$%#$bbbeeeeCCCAAAAAuuuuussssEEEEE' it hissed and grinned wider. Blinking lethargically, the environment changed to the NERV command center. Seeing the person in front of its face, it gave a deep slow chuckle.

'ShAdOwSfOlLoWwHeRe#$%#$tHeIrCaStErSgOeS…y…E…s?'

"…!?" Dr. Akagi responded blinking in terror.

Despite being up against the outer wall from where MAGI was, either side of her was open to escape. In front of her was the brutally slashed up form of the Third Child. Despite it bleeding profusely and seeing layers of cut open skin, it was maliciously grinning at her with bleeding black-red eyes. About to ask for clarification of the question, its head snapped 180 degrees by itself. Giggling softly, the dark clone grabbed its head pulled it slowly forward. Making another 180 degree turn, its neck emitted grotesque snaps and gurgling pops.

' #$%#$%…a…DeLiCiOuS…aNsWeR… %$#%$' it stated continuing to stare her down.

"…but…I…didn't answer-!?" she stated then saw its head detach from its body. Watching the head slowly come closer, its spine was still attached. When the last portion of the spine came out of the body, the severed body flopped to the ground lifelessly. With its head in front of her face, red and black blood were dripping off its floating spine.

'HeHeEee#! $% …b…u…t…a…n…o…t…h…e…r…a…n…s…w…e…r…e…d…'it whispered before melting. All of its head and body dissolved into a primordial puddle on the floor near her feet. Blinking hard, she was equally perplexed and terrified from what just happened. Pondering on what it meant from another answered, a vague feeling came over her of who it meant. As improbable as it was, the thought never went away.


'…' Kaworu said opening up his eyes.

He was still falling into the blackened abyss. No matter which way he turned, darkness surrounded him. Deciding that he had enough being toyed around, he projected his power outward. Immediately, a thousand screams responded at him violently. Flinching hard from the reaction, he blinked. Standing in what looked to be a hallway of some kind, there were cells on either side. Peering into one that was to his right, his eyebrows shot up.

'No more…please…no more!' Armisael pleaded in agony. The Angel was strapped to a chair and had a TV monitor in front of its face. About to call out toward it, Kaworu saw the environment shifted to where he was standing on the ceiling. Blinking and looking up, the entire ground was stained with blood and body parts of children.

'#$%#$DDDDAAAAAA#$%#$%#$DDDDDDAAAAAAAAAA#$%' a dark figure spoke in a deep monstrous tone. It surfaced out of the crimson stained ground and hovered above the floor. Making a piercing screech followed by loud crunching noises, it moved forward. As it went in one direction, everything behind it decayed and rotted. The stench of dead came to the Sixth Child as he cringed a little.

'Why am I seeing this?' Kaworu thought. His vision glitched a little then felt a presence standing behind him. Turning his head a little, he blinked in surprise from seeing the back of the Third Child. Turning around, the male pilot still faced away from him.

'What is this Ikari? Is this your mind? Your heart? Your past?'

'…m…Y…p…A…s…T…?' an evil voice echoed throughout the environment.

'…' Kaworu thought pressing his lips together in irritation. Reaching out and grabbing the Third Child's shoulder, he spun him around.

'…!?' he said in surprise. The face of the male pilot looked eaten away. The only thing that wasn't eaten was the back structure of his head, spine, and parts of his esophagus. There was no blood splatter anywhere on its body. Letting go of his shoulder, the faceless Third Child's arm became severed.

'YYyyyyyyeeeesssss…dIsEcThIm…BuTcHeRhIm…RIP HIM APART…PIECEBYPIECE! CELLBYCELL! ATOMBYATOM!'the twisted voice boomed sounding from everywhere. 'UnTiLyOuHaVeObTaInEdYoUrFeTiShDeSiReS.'

'…I do not have a fetish…'

' #$%#$hhheeeeee#$%#$ArEyOuSuRe#$%#$'

'I can hurt you and kill you.'

'…h…o…w…p…l…e…a…s…u…r…a…b…l…e…'

'Answer me you lowly lilim!' Kaworu said threateningly with glowing red eyes. His vision went static for a second then cleared. Instead of the Third Child, it was the black-red eye figure. Instead of in front of his face, it stood two arm lengths. However this time, it had more of a feminine structure with its hideous bare form.

'Do YoU wAnT tO gAiN wHaT tHaT hYbRiD oBtAiNeD?' it asked in a seductive and suggestive pose.

'Revolting,' the Sixth Child said narrowing his eyes. 'Explain.'

'#$%#$#$%#$%' the dark figure stated in a Banshee scream.

Despite wincing from how blaring loud its screaming was, the entire environment shattered like glass. Only managing an inhale of breath, an avalanche of senses engulfed him. As if Kaworu was living through many visions at once, it all sounded as if multiple recordings of different things were playing at once:

'Disgusting little toy!' 'The greatest subject to ever achieve my experiments!' 'You will be living with your Uncle.' 'JoInMeeeeeee…ICANMAKE…th-thi-thinnnnnnnnnnngggggssss #$% #$b…e…t…t…e…r…' '…Ikari…this…' 'Watch your tongue little boy!' 'His perfect…a throw away…abandon by family…the perfect type of specimen!' 'I don't need you now.' 'THEREDUTOPIA #$%#$EvErYtHiNgThErE#$%#$i…s…n…o…t…h…e…r…e' '…I…feel…overly warm…' 'You can't react! If you do, I will punish you again…hee hee hee…such a cutie pie!' 'Shh-shh-shh…I know it's painful. But you will adapt. The more that I calibrate the serum and the pharmaceutical solutions, you'll be able to overcome all!' 'Don't seek me for I have no use for you.' '#$%iTcOmEsssssALIVE#$#$%tH-Th-t-t-t-theReBiRtH#$#$%ooouuuurrrrrBBEEEGGIINNNIIINNNGGGGG#$#$%#$%' '…ah…more…aaahhhnnnn…m-moreee…' 'I HAD A BAD DAY BECAUSE OF YOU!' 'ALL THE OTHER SUBJECTS ARE WORTHLESS! MORE TESTING FOR YOU!' 'Quit crying. It's pointless.' 'YOURMADDNESS! YOURSELFLOATHING! YOURPITFULNESS! YOURDISGUST! YOURDISTRUST! YOURHATE! YOURPAIN! ICANFEELYOUREVERYTHING!' '…this…this feels…ahn!...different…from beccooommiinnggg…nnnaaahhh…onnnNNNEEEE!' 'NO! I'M SORRY! PLEASE DON'T KIL-!?' 'NO! THE FIRE WILL BURN EVERTYHING AND MY SUBJECTS!' 'Goodbye.'' #$%#$iTiSSSSSS#$%#$t…R…u…E…l…Y…a…BLESSING!' '…I'm...I'm-I feel…I'm…about to…'

'…!?' Kaworu said feeling overloaded and not too sure what he was experiencing.

So lost and engulfed in his surroundings, he ignored the dark figure hovering away. As it did so, another body was being pulled away by it. Dragging away by the noose around its neck, Armisael was muttering to itself incoherently. Hearing a dark and gurgling chuckle, it cringed and balled itself up quickly. Feeling the rope squeeze its neck more, it gasped and choked. Continued to be dragged by the dark figure with no form, it nervously looked at it. Numerous black-red eyes and too many deranged and disfigured mouths stared back at the Angel.

'LETUSSEEMYSEED!' Sid shouted into the dark abyss.

'HOWMUCHOURINFLUENCEHASSPREADTOTHEMASSES!' it screamed in immense pain and intense pleasure.

After shouting, it took two tentacles and wrapped them around his head area. Without warning, it savagely ripped its own head off. Laughing hysterically, the entire mind connection exploded in a violent eruption of gore, memories, visions, sensations, emotions, and a chorus of death screams.