"I won't need to be tested, we both have the same blood type; and I'll gladly donate." I announce looking at Cynthia. "We still need you to be tested, just in case." Cynthia said as Victoria helped Aurora out of the chair so they could leave. "How do I get in touch, so I can be tested?" I ask standing up as I watch Victoria lead my little girl into the elevator. "Here have my card, just call my cell number sometime this week so we can set it all up." Cynthia said as she handed me a business card. "Thank you, and I'll call in the morning." I say taking her card. "I didn't want to discuss this in front of Aurora, but we got another hit in the system when we ran her DNA; more like two more hits." Cynthia says as she picks up her briefcase. "What are you saying?" I ask worriedly. "When we ran Aurora's DNA against yours in the system, we not only got yours back as her mother. We also got her fathers, and grandfathers." Cynthia explains handing me two more result packets. "Grandfathers? Fathers?" Cragon, and I say at the same time. I quickly shift the packets and read the one result I wasn't expecting. "I...I don't understand, I don't have a father; this has to be a mistake." I say confused as I set the test on Cragon's desk. "Liv." Cragon tried to interrupt. "My mother was raped, the man was never caught; so I don't have a father." I say ignoring Cragon. "Olivia." Cragon said again. "It can't be true, because if it is; then you have been lying to me for four years." I exclaim rounding on Cragon. "Actually I've known since you entered the academy, I just didn't know how to tell you; I didn't know if you knew. But once you came onto SVU and you told me the reason you're hear is because your father is a rapist, I...I didn't know what to do." Cragon said as he sat at his desk looking up at me with pleading eyes. "A real father would have sat me down and told me, a real father would have gotten me away from my abusive alcoholic mother! You...Your not my father." I hiss at him before turning on my heal and walking out of his office slamming the door behind me.
As I got to my desk I grabbed my things, before I walked out. Needing to walk of some of my anger, I went to central park. People were running in small groups, there were a couple of dog walkers; that's when I noticed them. The new mothers with there newborn babies. Feeling my eye starting to burn with tears I sat down on the next bench I found. As I sat there all I could do was stare at the women that I'm so incredible jealous of, yes I chose to give my baby away, but I was in no way able to take care of her at the time. Back then I was only able to plan at most one day at a time, and I was so scared that if I had kept her, that social services would knock on my door one morning and take her from me; or god forbid I got killed on the job and leave her. I was so absorbed in my thoughts, that I didn't even notice Cragon sit down next to me. "We had an affair, your mother and I. We met in a bar and slept together a couple of times, but a month later when I pulled my gun on a cab driver in a drunken rage; we had a fight. I was terrified at my own actions, the whole fight was about me trying to get your mother to join AA with me; only she refused and started screaming at me. I left after she through a bottle at me, went into AA became sober; then...then Marge died and I started drinking again. Finally got my drinking under control, only to be notified that I have a daughter in the academy." Cragon said as we both just stared strait ahead starring of into space. "Would you have...would you have tried to take me away from her?" I ask clearing my throat. "I. I have no clue, I like to think that I would have done the right thing; taking you to live with Marge and I. But I like to think that we went through what we did, so it could shape us into the person were supposed to be; if you hadn't grown up the way you did then you probably wouldn't be so grate with the victims." Cragon said thoughtfully as he turned to face me. "Ware do we go now?" I ask looking at my lap. "Now we talk about who the father is to my Granddaughter." Cragon said with a smile.
Wait! Wait! Wait, you and Elliot slept together at a mutual friends summer BBQ?" Cragon asked stunned. "Yup. I left in the morning before he had woken up, and with the amount of alcohol he drank I don't think he remembers. Kathy and Elliot were separated, even in the process of divorce, when we slept together; only three weeks later they found out she was pregnant with the twins." I explain wiping the tears from my face. "So because of that, you were never able to tell him about Aurora?" Cragon asks still a little confused. "What was I supposed to do, go over to his perfect house that he lives in with his perfect wife and perfect kids, and say hey Elliot remember me the women you slept with last month...well guess what you got me pregnant? No. so I moved out to California, ware I found a nice couple that would raise my baby, then I came home and went back to work." I ask annoyed while I plant my elbows on my knees and put by head in my hands. After a few moments of awkward silence I take a deep breath and stand up. "I'm having dinner with mom tonight, and I'm going to get some more of my questions answered; ill see you at work tomorrow." I say with a frown before waving to Cragon and walking off.