A/N: I had to rewrite the end of the previous chapter in order for this to make sense, sorry to old readers that get confused, I don't do it intentionally and I try to have at least a chapter or two completed before posting to prevent it. But I guess sometimes new ideas form and there's nothing to do about it. Anyway... let's continue where we left off, with Affrey and Fawn doing a little heart to heart.

She must've noticed it to because she look me straight in the eyes when she says that she absolutely will. I start from the minor argument we had on the beach and repeated everything that happened this day, telling her how scared I was when I saw him in front of me, my blade just inches away and how confused I was that he kept on being nice to me after that, still am in fact. I told her he even followed me home after all that. I look at Fawn from time to time to see if she was still listening. I continue albeit annoyed by the fact she seem so calm about it. sure she had been a bit shocked at some part, but still eager to hear the rest. I told her how he had insisted on following me home but that it was after that when the worst part happened.

"I don't know exactly, but I do remember Bobble telling me that I should get rid off that mud I was wearing so I did, then he just up and left. I don't know why, but that got me so angry!" Fawn raised her eybrows at this. "... I guess... now that I think about it, maybe I'd prefered if he had gotten mad at me, maybe... maybe the reason I'm angry right now is that he did just the opposite... why? I never asked for anybodys sympathy... and then... then he just left like that. Was that revenge? I don't think I expected you guys to always be nice, but that's just plain cruel.. I- Wait, why are you looking like that?!

"Ah sorry, its a really interesting day you've had and I cant deny that it must've been hard on you, But I think you've got the last part wrong. I'm sure he had a really good reason to leave, even though I can't say that I can see why. I'm positive it was of no ill intent whatsoever."

"What makes you so sure?"

"I can't be sure ofcourse, we have to ask him directly about it. Well, that is... you have to ask him unless you want me to break my promise of keeping this a secret for you, wich by the way might not be that secret since Bobble knows and may talk about it to someone and there's also a chance that anyone might've seen something and trying to piece together the story by asking around."

"hmm, that may be true, but that's beside the point. I think he made it very clear that he doesn't want to be around me anymore."

"No, that's exactly the point. you should talk to him. It's simple, if he doesn't want to talk to you now then he might actually hate you." I'm not sure why, but I laughed so hard at that. she had been looking me straight in the face the whole time though.

"What the frick Fawn! don't trick me into laughing when we're having a serious talk here." I said trying to regain my composure again. She still had that blank expression until I was done.

"WAIT YOUR SERIOUS!" I laughed even harder now actually getting sore in my sides and needing to catch my breath before I choked to death. "NO NO, it has to be a joke right?"

"yes"

"Wait, now I'm confused, do yo mean yes you're serious or yes it's a joke."

"You two should talk and I feel you should be the one to initiate since all of this is your fault."

"Yes, but..."

"No buts! I don't care if you do it right away or in the morning, but I suggest you go and atleast say something to him or else you just regret it even more." I was sure I was gonna regret it either way at this point so I just gave up on trying to take the matter even further so I just huffed a defeated "Fine!" at her and "Thanks for the food."

It had gotten quite dark by the time I left. That's not a problem, the only problem is where do I go now? 'AAAAHHHHH, this is just to wierd. I just basically told her I almost gutted a guy like a rat and she didn't even blink and on top of that she want us to TALK it out? Ahh, I need a drink.. wait do they even have that sort of thing here? It doesn't matter I didn't even taste the stuff when I had the chance... well I didn't have a good enough reason until now!' I paced back and forth before I set of in a random direction.

After a while the ground feel softer than it did before, but not in an unfamiliar way so I think nothing of it until a particulary rough wind decides to to tug at my hair blowing it around so I end up getting it in my face and mouth. I comb it back with my fingers wondering how long it had been down since I knew I put it up in a high ponytail this morning. Well that's not so important, however now that I once again could see in front of me again, where had I gone? All I could see was snow covered terrain. I must've entered the winterwoods without noticing, luckily for me my tracks is still somewhat visible so I turn around and find my way back to one of the warmer zones again no problem. Not that I mind exploring that part soon, but I feel myself starting to freeze a little more than even I was comfortable with by the end of it. Even tho I whore clothes that cover most of me all of it still is to thin to wear in such weather except for my boots that I still wear everyday. I only took them of in the warmest part of the summer zone to rest in the grass sometimes. That's when I decided I've had enough wierd for one day and head back home.

~End chapter eleven~