Here is another chapter. I base a lot of the pregnancy symptoms off my pregnancy so it is interesting writing about them. Also I am contemplating an Inuyasha fanfiction but I want to write a few chapters before I decide of I will post it or not.
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I had no idea how long I had been here. At least a week but I lost track of the amount of meals after that. Every meal was brought by the same girl since the beginning. She either refused to tell me her name or she didn't have one. I wasn't sure which is what yet but she rarely spoke to me. No answers about who her master was or where we were. The meal was set on the table and she left. Three meals a day every day.
I had seen a doctor once since I had been here. He had checked up on the baby. Everything he needed was brought to the room. I was not allowed to leave it, probably because of the chakra suppressants.
The door opened and when I turned to look at it my eyes widened, Akio was standing in the doorway. "My little flower did you miss me?" I scooted back in the bed not wanting him near me. A hand reached for me but I slapped it away. Something flashed in his eyes but it was gone as quickly as it came. His other hand quickly grabbed mine and pulled me towards him. "You are MINE." His voice a growl. "Once that bastard child is born you will be mine to control."
Once my child was born? What did they want with my child? They were making sure I had a proper diet, that I was healthy. "What do you want with my child?" I was scared to ask.
He let out a laugh. "Now wouldn't you want to know my little flower." He gripped my face in his other hand. "I don't care about that bastard child. I just want you." He forcefully pressed his lips against mine. I tried to fight him but his hold was too strong. It felt like forever before he let me go. "Don't be trying to run." With a final laugh the door closed behind him.
Some time had passed since Akio's last visit, for that she was thankful. What I wasn't thankful for was the morning sickness. Well whoever called it morning sickness was lying. It was more of midday sickness. It was making it harder to eat but I knew if I didn't eat it would be bad for our child.
Our child…. Honestly I missed Gaara. It was hard to admit to myself. I never felt anything like this for a man besides Sasuke and that ended with him trying to kill me more than once. A relationship was hard let alone one I was forced in to.
Then there was Gaara's past. As a child the only person who cared for him tried to kill him. Having a child must be really hard on him. It wouldn't be surprising if he had some form childhood PTSD. A child could be a trigger for him.
I felt a tear slide down my cheek. Being pregnant was hard. It made all my emotions worse and I just wanted to hide from everything. I pulled my knees to my chest. If I got out of here. No when I got out of here I would be better. I would stop running from Gaara. He was willing to be with me. I wasn't weak to him, I wasn't worthless, or a simple civilian trying to play shinobi.
More tears fell from my eyes. How long would it take them to find me. They couldn't follow my chakra since it was being suppressed, and with it being the desert tracking was near impossible. I really hope they find out who the traitor was because it was starting to feel like my only option out of here.
I raised my head when the door opened. The girl was back with my meal, a frown on her face. "Are you hurt?" I shook my head no. "Then why do you cry?"
"I miss my friends." I didn't want to spill my life story to an enemy.
She frowned before speaking, "I see." The tray was placed on the table and she left but this time the door didn't fully close.
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