Because I love you
By: IcedragonSlayerEmi 791
Chapter 3: What do you remember?
A/N: so I recently got a bad review, I have to say if this story offends you don't read it, pure and simple! I don't write to make everyone and their mothers happy I write because I love to do it, its my passion and simply put I'm good at it, yes I know that sounded narcissistic that was the point. Simply put do not call me a hypocrite because I don't adhere to your standard on how my story is to be told! Its my head not your! Now than lets fly my fairies!
~~~~~~~Lisanna ~~~~~~~~~~~
I wanted to sleep in, after spending all night collaging this case around my room to figure it out and put the pieces together, But no I don't get sleep, I was woke up by my Phone playing Elastic heart by Sia, I pick it up answering in a still sleep laden voice " Hello?" , " Hospital opens at 8 not eleven" Freed said before the line went dead. I groan as I got out of bed and went to shower before returning to my room in nothing but a towel to find clothes, it was than I realize I had no clean fucking clothes really but a mini skirt and a pink tank top that had little hearts on it. I groan putting them on hopping to find some shorts or something else to wear besides the skirt, I literally had nothing but a pair of white capri length spanx to go under it, well it was better than parading my underwear clad ass around a bug house. I go down " stairs and grab me a cup of coffee before sliding my converse on and heading out to catch the L. I get to the hospital and Walk in to Freed's office were he glares at me, my eyes suddenly find the floor, you know you never truly know just how dirty your shoes are till you stare at them. " what I didn't know I had to be at Asscrack am " I tell him Freed rolls his eyes in response, " I'm sorry it wont happen again" I say.
Freed Sighs and leads me to a therapy room were im sat down, when he leaves I'm toughly confused till Carl brings in Bickslow. " Freed wants you to talk to him, personally I don't think he can talk anymore" Carl says in a mocking tone. " Why?" , " Because he's to fucking stupid to talk" Carl says as he hits Bickslow hard enough to bounce his head off the table, at that point I see red but had to hold my composure, I took a deep breath calming my self before I said something since Bickslow was utterly defenseless in the straight jacket he had on. As much as I wanted to say something about his blanet abuse I knew I couldn't. " Carl take the straight jacket off" I tell him. " No can do tootse he's fucking crazy sodimised his mother after he decapitated her, imagine what he would do to a sexy little thing like you." Carl replied with a sneer. I wait till Carl is gone before I talk to Bickslow. " Hey Bickslow do you remember me?" I ask "No" he says, " Im Lisanna, Elfman's little sister you used to keep me from being shoved in lockers" I tell him, he looks at me threw the curtain of hair and says " Still don't remember you Sorry Kitten" he says. Kitten? I thought to my self. I tried to figure out what to say next. " What do you remember?" I ask him, he looks me with his red eyes that held so much pain it was heart breaking , it pulled me in pieces and I wanted to cry for him, his eyes held a pain I knew all to well. … Loss. But under that pain of loss was the look of emptiness. " Fragments" Was all he said. My heart sank, " You don't remember anything?" I ask him. " Not Much to remember after they send close to 200 volts to your noodle" he says. I whistled hearing that. " Why so much?" I ask. " The bitch wanted me to forget I was potty trained" he retorts. I chuckle at his choice of words before I ask him and proboly should have never asked " do you still remember how to use the potty?" I was walking a thin line trying to joke with him, I waited for him to be offended but he wasn't, his reply came quick with some sass to it " Yes I still wipe my own ass too." His lips pull into a small smile. " Do you remember why you're here?" I ask him. "Yes and I don't want to talk about it" He says looking at the table. I sigh in frustration. " ok we don't have to talk about that yet" I tell him. He looked back up his empty eyes meeting mine. It was like I saw them for the first time they were crimson, I was so lost in his eyes I almost had missed him say " Your wasting your time, I wont tell Freed, I'm sure as fuck gonna tell you" " Why not?" I ask him, he figited in the straight jacket before his eyes narrowed in a look like I had killed his puppy " I have done this road with Freed, And don't fucking think for a second that how does that make you feel Bickslow shit works either" he said. I was in shock, He may have had no memory of me or anything else he was still the trash talking Bickslow from high school. " ok what do you want talk about?" I ask him. " I want to talk about a goddam cigarette and you" he says as his tounge rolled out of his mouth when he said you. I than noticed he had a tattoo of a sparrow on his tounge. I text Elfman to see if he could find me a cigarette for Bickslow. I almost hated asking him but knew Elf would find one. " AWW your phone case is pink!" he says in a mock tone, I roll my eyes saying " Yes and I hate it", " What's your favorite color?" he asks " Purple " I answer coolly, " AWW Mine too" he says, its not long before the massive form that is my brother walks in with a cigarette. I take it and some matches from him tossing at Bickslow. " Umm Kitten I need your help, my wonderfully Sexy Hug me jacket keeps me from doing but hugging myself" he says in a sickly sweet tone. I drag my chair over and sit down holding the cigarette out to him, as soon as im close enough I feel something wet on my cheek, it takes me a second to realize HE HAD FUCKIN LICKED ME! I wipe his slobber of my face before I stick the cigarette in his mouth striking the match on the table, I hold the cigarette as he smoked it, while he smoked we fall into easy conversation. " Hey Kitten, I may not remember you right now but why don't you refresh my memory?" he asks, I gulp trying to think of what memory of mine I should tell him, I sigh before telling him " I was 13 just started 8th grade at Magnolia High, some seniors had tried to stuff me in a trashcan, you were a sophomore and you stopped them from sticking me in it" I tell him. His face goes blank almost like the lights were on but no one was home. " Bickslow?" I ask. " I-I Do Remember you…..Vaguely" He says
I was about to say something when Carl comes back in " Nap time for Retard" he says, I say good bye to Bickslow, He says nothing but smiles at me. I decide that I need answers and asked Freed if I could go and question people. Freed nods and says nothing was he still but hurt about me being late? I take the L to a block away from Makarov's Auto, upon getting there im met with a very angry Natsu staring at me " What the fuck do you Want Lisanna?" he asked me his voice like venom, apparently he was still mad about our break up from high school. "Oh grow up Natsu, I want to speak to Laxus not your bitch ass" I tell him, from behind the pink haired morn is see Gray Fullbuster chuckling. Natsu mean while was looking me over like I was gonna fuck Laxus, Despite what he thought I didn't fuck Droy I was toutoring him in math, but his half a brain cell took it as I was fucking him. " I'll get Laxus" Gray said un able to hold his laughter anymore before he slipped under the half open garage door to the paint was less than a minute before the massive surly form of Laxus apperd " You cant sell girl scout cookies here" he said, did I look like a damn girl scout? " Damn and I left my thin mints at home" I quip. " Your Lisanna right? Mira's lil Sis?" He asks I nod. " what do you want ?" he asks. I gulp unsure how to broch the subject. I decide it was just better to be straight forward " I want to talk about Bickslow" I tell him. He looks around to see if anyone had heard me. " not here meet me at Patsy's at five ok?" he asks I stick my tongue out in disgust before asking " That roach trap?" He chuckles before he answered me " yeah that roach trap makes the best pie on the the Southside though" he says. I was not gonna argue there, if you could get past the roaches they really did make the best pie on the southside. I agree to it and waited around till then, I decide to go to the library trying to see if I could find anything on the case there.
I did find something I found a newspaper that read: Tragedy strikes Magnolia. It was a sad day for the city of Magnolia as a tragedy struck the town on may 25th when the Fantasia Carnival was massacred by the beloved Aladora Seith's son. In a fit of rage the young man had completely wiped everyone away on the night it was supposed to open, defiantly unhinged it was on of the most gruesome sights to touch the once proud coal mining town. Wow what a way to lay it on thick? The news paper had painted Bickslow as some unhinged psychopath who just went on a killing spree for the fuck of it. I look at my phone it was time to meet Laxus,
I sigh and head to Patsy's once there we head in, he was nervous I could see it, he had ordered him some of the Buttermilk pie and a large chocolate milk shake, me I was not hungry nor was in the mood to pick roaches out of my food today. " So yeah do you care if I record this?" I ask him. " Yeah sure what ever" he says, I pull out my phone and hit record on my camera. " So Laxus what do you remember?" I ask him, Laxus sighed before he answered " It was May 25th and my birthday, Bickslow and I were hanging outside my house we had just got done smoking a blunt, he had been teaching me how to do some skateboard tricks and I was failing miserably, we lost track of time and he had to leave it was 5:00 he had promised his mom he would be there before six to work on the Graviton that damn ride never worked, I said bye and told him id see him later to see if I could do what we were calling the Carnie Challenge, which is were you get drunk and try to walk around the ride while it was moving, if he could fix it, but he never made it, it was no less than 45 minutes later I heard the sirens and a gunshot, I watched as he rolled from the roof of my house landing on his left leg the wrong way breaking his leg ,it was so bad you could actually see the bone."
I think he saw the shock on my face when he described just how bad Bickslow's leg had been broke. I hit stop on my phone and looked at him. Laxus said nothing as he shoved a piece of pie in his mouth. We talked for a few but it was as I was leaving he said " Hey Lisanna, if you can free him can you bring him to me, I owe him an apology" he said, I couldn't promise him that but nod any ways. Question was would I even be able to Free Bickslow? I went home that night and crashed after eating dinner that I didn't taste. It had just been to much today.
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