Because I love you
By:IceDragonSlayerEmi791
Chapter 7: Freedom
A/N : Were you see the bold names that is Mia responding to people as she does a live feed inside the hospital.
-Bickslow's POV-
Days had become weeks and weeks months, it was September now. Maybe she took my advice and let me go. I never forgot that kiss though. I could still feel Lisanna's soft lips against mine, they felt better than Mia's they felt right to me.
-Flashback-
It was hot in the vardo so hot Mama had me open the windows, I was laying in my loft reading Stephen King's it when I hear " Bickslow" from outside, I roll over and see Mia there with The dogboy,Seal boy and the twins. " Shh your gonna wake Ma" I tell them. " Come play with us!" Mia screeched. I chuckled and rolled my eyes, grabbing my shoes and jumping out the window. We were in Clover right now, Clover was small there wasn't a lot to do here but with us? Its always a party, Mia hands me a beer and I cracked it drinking it in almost gone in one drink. We had decided to go paste fliers around we did that sometimes. It brought us bissnuss and it was fun. We get to town and Mia hands me the glue and a flier I was gonna scale a building, I'm getting ready to climb when she grabs me planting her lips on mine. Their soft and I can taste the beer on her breath. I kiss her back shoving my tounge in her mouth, she moans and I smirk against her lips. When I pull away were both blushing. Once were done doing poster detail Mia's lips were not the only thing I got that night, I lost my virginity that night. Under the big top proboly not the most romantic place, but I was 14 and it seemed right.
-End Flashback-
But kissing Lisanna was like a heaven I would never have. Her lips were soft and like a live wire to me, I wanted her…. No I craved her, I can still smell the cinnamon toothpaste she used, still feel them on mine. I wanted to have her under me like Mia was the night under the big top writhing and calling my name. hear her voice moan feel her nails down my back…. Fuck I just wanted Lisanna. But knew it wasn't going to happen. It was the last thing I had to hold on to in this place, the state had taken over and there were even more people now. At first things seemed fine like they knew what they were doing. They had given us some new meds, structed our days. I actually had to talk to people now! Lisanna still came to see me but her visits were becoming less and less. It was this place it was falling apart. The more people coming the less I saw of the staff. I had free roam now. The free roam was fun but the smell was getting to me. it was like I was living in a horror movie. It used to be we got hosed down once a week now. I haven't been hosed off in weeks, I stank to the high heavens, my hair was dirty, dreaded and I had lice, the lice was driving me insane. I missed Lisanna and knew why she had stopped visiting me. last time she came to see me there were people fucking right behind us, one guy had ripped out his catheter just to laugh at his own piss, that made me cringe. I felt numb to it though I had seen it every day since this place was sold. Day in and day out. As sad as it may sound I wanted the nuns back. I could take the abuse, being raped, hell anything was better than this, I was tired of lunatics screams, so tired I heard them when I slept which was not often any more, I could take orderlies and hospital staff raping me but not the other inmates. No fucking way. Some of them were covered in their own shit, we were like animals in here now. I had started rocking while I sat it was the only thing that kept me from strangling someone. I was walking threw the kitchen seeing people covered in shit naked and fucking, I roll my eyes and keep walking threw to the room I had to share. I kept my smokes there. Lisanna had sent Erik here with them for me. Erik was the only one who could stomach this place right now. Elfman came sometimes too. Freed wasn't allowed back the state had ruled that when they fired the nuns and drs here. I grab a smoke and stuff it behind my ear, under my hair after I scratched the lice. I hid them back in the hole in my mattress and look over to see if my room mate had seen me. knowing my roommate he was probably bent over somewhere, I walk out and go to what was Freed's office, I hid in here to smoke. It wasn't the skeleton staff I hid from, it was the other inmates. It used to be cigarettes were easy to come by. The nuns gave them to us. Now we would kill over them, the state didn't give them to us. I was the only one in the building who had them. I had to hide because last time I got caught with one I had about fifty of them chase me. my only saving grace had been Freed's office. I slid his desk against it and pulled my matches out of there lighting it, I almost moan as the nicotine hits my mouth. Sweet relief.
I finish my cigarette and move the desk away. Going back to my wandering. I wonder if I escaped would anyone notice? Probably not but I had no were to go. I was wandering the dark halls when I heard people talking, I walked in the kitchen and saw… Mia she was one some guy with black hair covering his face, he wore black skinny jeans and a Him shirt on, Mia was still as small as I remembered, she wore leggings and a tank top. There was also a blonde guy wearing a gray hoodie, black tank top under it and jeans, he was holding a video camera. I knew what they were doing and I shake my head walking behind him avoiding the camera. But I heard Mia speak. " So. Hi Karlie292 Were standing in what was the kitchen now, and oh dear Mavis if you guys could smell this. So far I Rouge and I have been walking threw here what 45 minutes Rouge and have not seen a single staff member, Hi Bananas, it Is amazing how this place was sold less than two months ago and its this bad. I feel like I have walked into a zoo. Alright guys we gotta step outside Sting needs fresh air but well be back in here in five minutes." She said. She still vlogged and was live. I see the blonde she called Sting turn and I duck behind one of the freezers. I follow them threw the hospital and to the basement were they walk out a door I never knew exsited before.
I wanted to run out there but I couldn't move. The one she called Rouge sees me and waves me over. I shake my head and run. I didn't know were I was going but I ran till I was sure I had lost them, I was sitting in my window when they come back in and keep vlogging. I listen to them again, this time its Sting walking threw, Mia and Rouge were behind the camera, I look over and see Sting had a bandana on his face. " Sorry if you guys cant hear me but the smell is so bad its driving my asthma crazy, were standing in the day room now, and its like I just stepped into a zoo like Mia said, im appalled that its this bad in such a short time. I would have Mia show you my left but there are people fucking over there." He says and than Carl comes in "Your not supposed to be in here" He says his voice was low and dragged out, Mia turns the camera, " Yo, you're the first person we've seen, why is it this bad" Sting asks him, " There's to many" Carl says and I chuckle. " You heard it Youtube. There are too many" Sting says, " Right well were looking for one patient in particular Bickslow Seith" Sting says, Carl quietly points to me. I shake my head and pretend im not there. I hear them walk over and Mia stops the broad cast " Bix" She says I look her over, like I don't remember her, but I don't fool her. " Lisanna told us to vlog in here, Are you ok?" she asks. " I told her to forget me" I say and Mia's face falls. I turn away when she pulls something out of Sting's pocket. I unfold it and it read it.
" By the state of Fiore Lisanna Jean Strauss has power of Attorney of the patient Bickslow Anthony Seith, until he is able to care for himself, this power of attorney gives her the right and authority for the immediate release of the patient form Fairy Hills Sanitarium for the Criminally insane." I was Free? The madness had ended? Carl looks at me and I smirk at him, I jump from my Window and using both my bound fist deck him in the jaw. That was for all the abuse, the rape and just because I wanted to. All around me the others start screaming, I bend down and whisper to him in romainan "doar ceva de amintit de nenorocit" he looks at me like I was crazy, I stand back up and Sting hands me clothes, " I feel like Dobby now" I say and the three of them laugh, I walk to the staff bathroom and shower. The warm water feels amazing on my skin as I scrub all the filth from this place away, the water was black as it left my body. Once im clean I put on the clothes they still had tags on them, they were brand new…. I put the shorts on first they were white with large black X's on them, I than put the shirt on its Judas Priest and I wonder were she got it, I shake my head and put the white socks on next than the shoes, Lisanna had asked me my shoe size her last visit and what kinda I preferd. I smile as I put the black and neon green Dcs on. They fit perfectly guess she was right when she said I was a 12. I walk out and Mia's smiles " feel better" she asks I nod. I still had the cuffs on but that was because they had pad locked them to my arms, " got a pocket knife" I ask the one called Sting. He nods " not gonna stab someone are we?" he asks I roll my eyes and take it, I gather my hair in a ponytail slice it off at the nape of my neck, it felt amazing not to have all that hair now, my hair falls to my chin and I still looked goofy as fuck, I'd have to get Lisanna to finish cutting it later. I hand Sting his knife back and follow them out, we walk out the front door. Its bright to bright. I put my arm up to block the sun.
Under the shade of my arm I see her. Lisanna was standing by her car waiting for me. my jaw drops and I feel myself grow a little hard when I saw what she was wearing she had on some of those little shorts she wore, a black crop tank top her toned stomach on display she had a belly ring I could see what it was, over the tank top she wore a white button up that she had cut the sleeves off of that had upside down crosses on it, she still wore her converse with no socks. She smiled when she saw me. I drop my arm and run to her picking her up, crashing my lips to hers with such force we bump heads, its like I had died right there, she pushes her tounge in my mouth and I let her, tasting her toothpaste again and her. I moan when she does it, part of me wanted to take her right there. She pulls away before saying " I missed you too", " Thank you Kitten" I tell her before I set her down on her feet. We get in the car and I put my feet on the dashboard, she didn't mind. I had no idea where we heading but I trusted her. She drives till she gets to a dirt road and it hits me, I gulp and hide my head in my legs, I wanted to hide now, why was she taking me back here. I look up and see there were cops here. My mind flashes back to the day I was arrested. In my fear induce coma I almost don't see them hauling Rusty out, I get out and walk over to her wrapping my arms around her. I look up at him and he smirks before saying " id do it all again if I got another crack at Aladora's tight pussy" I lose my cool and deck him. The cops do nothing but read him his miranda rights and shove him in a car. " Wanna go in?" Lisanna asks, " No" I tell her. She kissed my cheek. " I figured I just wanted to give you closure knowing Rusty had been arrested." She says. She takes Mia, Sting and Rouge to their hotel and than she stops at a Pizza King's to get pizza. My brain tried to remember pizza. When she comes back she has 4 large Pizzas, she sets them on the top of the car before she gets in handing them " Can you hold these?" she asks, I nod and take my feet down, I was so scared, but didn't let her know. We drive again and stop infront of a two story blue house, it was loud here, crazy and chaotic. She grabs opens her door and walks around the other side to let me out. " Come on" she says, I hand her the pizzas, she hands them to Elfman. " Come on" she says holding her hand out. I nervously take it and let her kead me in to the house. We walk into a small mud room were she kicked her shoes off, I follow suit, she than leads me into the main house it had a chair by the window, fireplace with pictures of her, Elfman and someone I vaugly rememberd, a older woman and man. The couch was in the middle of the room infront of a coffee table and to my left were stairs, she leads me threw the dinning room to the kitchen, She smiles and me down at the bar. I look around and see a ass sticking out of the fridge, like Lisanna it was daisy duke clad, the girl stands up and pops open a beer, " Hey Bickslow, its been a while" she says, she looked like Lisanna but her hair was longer and pulled back into a ponytail,she wore a white tshirt. I racked my brain for who she was. Than it hits me " Mira?" I ask, she nods She grabs another beer and slides it to me. I hear footsteps behind me and see Lisanna coming down another flight of stairs, she walks over and grabs some Pizza, she hands me the plate. I don't even blink and take a bite. Dinner is entertaing the Strausses pick on each other. Even I was looped in when I dropped a whole pizza down my shirt.
After Dinner Lisanna leads me up stairs and shows me to her room. Than to what was gonna be mine " can I sleep with you?" I ask " sure" she says, I didn't want to be alone. We watch TV with Mira and Elfman till elven when we go to bed. We curl up on the twin sized mattress. She grabs my face and kisses me, I kiss her back she smirks and rolls to were she is on top of me, she begins kissing my neck, I wanted to tell her to stop but couldn't he hands wrap in my hair and her nails scratch my head, I reach my hands up and run them down her arms as she pulls my shirt off sracthig down my chest before she leaves kisses down it, I let out a shaky breath as she stops at the waist band of the shorts, she pulls them down and I lift my hips to help her, she kisses me again before she wraps her tiny hand around my dick, I shudder as she rubs it while her mouth claimed mine. I didn't know what was happing but I wasn't gonna stop her. Once im hard she ducks between my legs I watch her threw hooded lids as she takes it in her mouth, I let out a groan feeling her swirl her tounge around the head, oh gods! She deep throats me and I have to grab the sheets, I feel her hold my hips down as she continued to suck and hum on what she could take in her mouth, I was no slouch in the dick department. I had both length and girth. I feel my balls tighten and I let out a moan as I shoot my load in her mouth, I open my eyes and see she had swallowed. She lets me go with a "pop" and smiles before she start taking her clothes off, seeing her naked body I become instantly hard again. She walks over now completely naked and kisses me again grabbing my hand and placing it on her right breast, I tentavly pinch her nipple she moans and I smile, I lift my head and take it in my mouth swirling my tounge on her nipple, she lets out another moan, I bite and suck on it till I give the other the same attention, our breathing is heavy and she looks me in the eyes as she lowerd her self on me, I hold my breath as she does it, she was tight on me and I was praying she could take it all, I feel her slide down slowly as I close my eyes, I was in hevean. I open my eyes and see her fully sitting on me, she took it all, she rolls her hips forward and I moan. When she slides up the length of me her name excapese my lips " Lisanna". I reach up and scratch her back she cries out her. Own moans fill the air as she bounced on me. I grab her hips and hold them hard enough to bruise as I shoved up as she slammed down on me catching the rhythm. I hear her moaning my name and I sit up holding her as I drove my self into her, her head flops forward and I hear her moans in my ear, " you gonna come Kitten" I ask her and hear a weak " yes" I moan in her ear my own impeading release before I bit her neck and she cries out " Bickslow" as her body tenses and shudders, I reach between us and push on her button. She cries out as her walls clinch around me and she shuddrs as her release hits her, I thrust into her a few more times using her release as lube before my own hits me, I feel my balls tighten again and I slam into her as my own release hits me, I moan in her ear before I flop back on the bed breathing ragged. She rolls off and hands me a cigarette. I smoke it wondering how I got so lucky. Freedom and sex all in the same day. I look at the girl beside me and she had fallen asleep. I smoke my cigarette and curl up next to her watching her sleep. I couldn't if I wanted to, the house was to quiet for me to sleep. I had fallen hard.