As I waited for some other new symptom to show up, my bedroom door opened. I waited for whoever it was to come in. It was Sue Clearwater to my surprise. I wonder how long she'd been here. I assumed she was acting as a nurse or something. Mom would've called her because they were best friends growing up together. Mom trusted and valued what Sue had to say.
Sue walked in and saw that I was conscious again. She walked over to me and offered me a small smile.
"How are you feeling Brittlyn?" Sue asked calmly.
"I've been better. Still feeling a bit weird. What happened anyway? The last thing I remember is being downstairs and closing my eyes." I told her.
"You seemed to have passed out. Don't you remember that?" Sue asked me.
I thought back over the last little bit.
"The last thing I remember before passing out was mom talking to me as this horrible sick and dizzy feeling set in and my chest was hurting really badly too. Then I become conscious again here in my bed. I'm not really sure what happened at all." I explained.
"Well it sounds like it could be stress related to me. Plus Seth told me what happened between the two of you today at school. I'm sorry to hear that things didn't work out so well with you two. I know Seth wants to make it right with you. He isn't entirely sure what to do though." Sue said.
I looked down. I felt ashamed for breaking his heart. I didn't think it'd be so bad for him. I thought maybe he'd like the freedom of getting to choose anyone else that he wanted. I'm not the right kind of girl for Seth anyway. I wish I could have told him that. It might have made things a little easier for the both of us. I know I probably still would've been hurt, but maybe Seth wouldn't have been.
"Will you please tell Seth that I'm really, really sorry about today? That I feel absolutely terrible about everything and that I hope he can one day forgive me for hurting him so bad." I asked.
"I sure will tell him. I know he wants to talk with you. He's going to give this sometime first before he tries to approach you though. Oh and you'll need to stay in bed for the rest of today and tomorrow. I just want to be sure that everything is ok." Sue said.
I nodded in agreement. I also gave her a weak smile as she left. I could hear her talking to mom downstairs. I tried to ignore it as much as possible. It wasn't very hard though. I had plenty of other things on my mind. This was going to be the most difficult time in my life. I just hope I could do this.