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Sorry, I know I said that I was going to finish this pretty quickly but…. college got pretty… ugh, so the free time I had was spent in sleeping and trying to have any social life :')

I will continue this, I promise, but, I need you to be patient with me, okay? Okay:3

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P.S: Don't go to dentistry school, it's a trap! I mean, you have cute little moments, but most of the time, you're in hell.

P.S 2: There may be some grammatical mistakes in this chapter, as well as in the other ones, and also I know my other stories also have small errors (I have seen them and oh my God, now I know why is a bad idea to write at 2 am). I will fix them, it will take me some time, but I'll fix them, I promise.

Now, enjoy~

9.- Thoughts

Alex open a single eye at hearing some birds, they were singing peacefully.

God, they were annoying.

A little dizzy, and feeling his eyes unusually tired, he turned his head at the feeling an unusual weight in his arms. He realized then, that Lizzie and Lily fall asleep with him last night.

Last night…

Alex contained a groan of frustration and tiredness. Last night he had enough emotions for a lifetime.

However, soon, the frustration turned into fear. He only talked to his father about his new revealed identity.

He still had to talk with his mother… and Ford… and Stan…

"Great" he thought with sarcasm. "How will I look at them now?"

He looked at the clock placed in the small night table. "11:40!" he exclaimed. Alex suddenly felt his two sisters move. He accidentally woke them up.

"What's wrong?" asked Lily before yawning.

"What time is it?" Lizzie rubbed her eyes before glancing at the clock. She gasped. "Is that late?"

Lily looked at the time, but unlike her siblings, she just shrugged "It's summer, is not a big deal." Then, she let her body fall in the bed again.

"Don't be lazy." Lizzy went to her sister's side, while Alex got out of the bed. "This is why you feel summer is too short."

Before Lily could reply, Alex got out of the room while sighing. He hoped he could talk to his father before facing the other members of his family.

However, he wasn't that lucky.

"Alex!" His mother left a small plate with cookies fall as soon as she saw him "I was going to bring you something to eat! My good, you got me so worried!"

He felt her mother hugging him tightly, as soon as he noticed his mother's crying, he returned the hug, feeling a little guilty.

"Sorry, mom." He said "I didn't mean to make you feel upset."

"At least you're okay now." His mother broke the hug and smiled at him. Her eyes were a little red, making Alex feel worse. "Oh right, your father wants to see you. He is in the kitchen."

Alex nodded and smiled gently at her. "I'll go see him. Thanks mom." The teenage boy kissed his mother's cheek and went quickly to the kitchen.

When he reached the small room, he could see his father deeply in thought and an ignored and cold coffee at his side. "Dad?"

Dipper Pines jumped slightly when he heard his son. "Alex, good morning." The man smiled at the young boy.

Alex returned the smile while he tried to suppress the memories of the last night. He never cries in his father's presence, and now he didn't know how to act normally around him.

The teenage boy sat in front of the man and took a cookie from a plate that was placed iin the small table. "Did you want to talk with me?"

Dipper nodded. "Yeah, it's a good thing that your great uncles are still asleep."

Alex ignored his guilty feeling at the mention of the two old men "That's odd."

"Well, we all went to bed late yesterday."

Alex blushed in embarrassment.

"Sorry." He mumbled "I didn't want you to worry."

Dipper sighed "Don't think too much about that. However, you have to talk with Stan and Ford."

Alex groaned in frustration. "I don't know how!" he exclaimed, "I can't even see them and not feel regret about what I did."

"You can start with that." Dipper went to the boy's side, "It may be a little awkward and difficult for a while but… they're your family now, everything will be back to normal."

"But, I don't know like who I have to apologize." Alex whispered, looking at the floor and making Dipper frown. "I am, technically a different being, but…" Alex looked at his father with fear "I remember everything so vividly that… I feel, somehow, that I'm still him but… I don't want to be him… is like… is like I was a person who had a life changing situation and wants to change… I don't know how to describe it."

Dipper didn't know what to say, he thought everything was okay with Alex after yesterday but… hearing his son… he didn't know how to let him know that he was no longer Bill Cipher, that he, even with all the memories and emotions from his past life, could be someone else, he could be Alex, like he always was.

Maybe he just needed time.

"I will talk to them, just… I need to take a walk first." The boy mumbled. "I need to think."

Dipper only nodded and Alex went to the Shack's door, however, Lily stopped him.

"Hey, where are you going?" she asked with a frown on her face "Are you leaving again?" this time, her voice show how much that thought affected her, making Alex's chest hurt, thanks to the guilt he was feeling.

"I'll just take a short walk." He told her with a small smile before stroking her hair "I bet I'll be really hungry when I come back here."

Lily's smile came back "I will make you some food!" after saying this, she ran to the kitchen before yelling his sister's name.

Alex smiled at this and got out of the house.

"My back is killing me." Stan mumbled while entering the kitchen, smiling instantly at the nice smell. Ford, already awake, was helping Lily and Lizzy. They were cooking lasagna.

"Alex will love this." Lily said in a happy tune, Lizzy nodded in agreement while Ford tried to smile for the girls, however, Stan was not easy to fool.

"Hey, let's watch some TV together." The conman said to the scientist. Ford, noticing the seriousness in his brother's voice, only nodded.

Stan turned on the TV on a comedy show and made sure the volume was high enough so no one could hear them.

"So, after last night… what do you think?" Stan asked.

Ford sighed "I know Alex is different from Bill, however, he now has all of the memories of his past life again, I don't know if we can trust him after that."

"You have a point." Stan admitted "But the kid showed regret, he ran away, I don't really think he's dangerous."

"At least not for now." Ford said "However, in the next few weeks we have to watch him closely, maybe he will have changes in his personality that may or may not be dangerous. I don't have any experience with a situation like this, we need to be careful, we can't put at risk the rest our family."

Stan nodded at the words of his brother while, a man with brown hair and a special birth mark on his forehead only sighed while leaving the entrance of the living room.

A teenage boy with blond hair was watching the statue of a dream demon, lost in deep thought.

He threw a small rock at the statue.

Nothing happened.

He threw another one.

Again, nothing.

The boy gritted his teeth and walked away, furious at himself, his past self.

He hated his past, and he couldn't help but feeling … like he still hated himself.

His dad wasn't joking, to feel better wasn't going to be easy.