I've been really inspired to write lately so the chapters for this story will probably come out quickly at least at first. I won't have a set upload schedule but I'll try to at least every few days or for the time being every day where I know where I want to take this story for the time being. This story is rated T for now but at a later time may end up rated M just a warning for anyone that's reading! That is all for now hope you all enjoy this new chapter!

Chapter 2

Lena's POV

Kara Danvers. I could feel myself start to get upset just thinking about her. I miss her. I miss her so much that it hurts. I have cared about Kara so much and for so long, to go this long without getting to see her or talk to her… it hurts. But she betrayed my trust. She broke me when she went and told her sister Alex that Lex was in hiding here in National City. Which I know isn't good, but I was going to see him, I was going to convince him to turn himself in. Even with everything bad he has done, he's still my brother and I know he cares about me. I looked up and realised I had been ignoring Supergirl for the last few minutes.

"I have to admit I do have an actual reason for coming here tonight," she said softly. I looked up and stopped with my thoughts. "Can I do anything to help you?" I asked her hurriedly. She stood up and started pacing a little bit. "It has to do with Kara Danvers," she said nervously. I froze. Of course, it had to do with Kara. She's the reason I met Supergirl. Of course, Supergirl is going to be loyal to Kara, she works with Kara's sister. "What about Kara?" I asked slowly, trying to keep my voice steady. "She told me about your guys fight, she's not doing well, she really misses you," she told me. I can't do this, I can't talk to Supergirl about Kara. I cannot tell her that I miss Kara so much that I want to cry most days. I can't tell her I started dating James to distract myself from thinking about Kara when I wasn't working.

"She knows why I am not speaking with her, she knows I can't have her in my life because I don't trust her anymore," I stated coolly. What I didn't expect was to see Supergirl flinch like I had slapped her when I spoke. She also ducked her head down so that I couldn't see her face. "Supergirl, you know I'm not mad at you right? You didn't do anything wrong in that situation, I'm not even upset with Superman or anything I promise," I assured her. That's got to be why she flinched because of the situation. "Thank you, Lena," she mumbled and looked back up at me. She looked pained though. She looked so sad now. "I should probably go now, I just wanted to check in on you and make sure that you are okay," she told me and turned to leave. "Wait! Don't go, I said and grabbed her arm. She froze once my hand made contact with her arm. "I need to leave Lena, I have to make rounds and watch over the city. I'm sorry I've stayed longer than I intended to," she said and in the blink of an eye she disappeared.

I sighed and walked over to my large bar that I have in the living room of my penthouse. I reached up and grabbed a bottle of scotch, poured myself a drink and then went and sat on my couch. I reached down to the coffee table and pulled out a photo album I had tucked in beneath it. I flipped it open and the first photo I saw was a picture of me and Kara at a banquet that I had forced her to come to with me so I wouldn't be bored out of my mind the entire time. She had hated it but sucked it up and came with me anyways. I flipped to the next page and it was a photo of Kara, Alex, Alex's girlfriend Maggie and myself at their weekly game night they do. Kara had made me come that night because she knew I needed cheering up and then wanted physical proof I had agreed to come so she took a photo. I put the photo album down and downed the rest of my glass of scotch.

Just as I finished my drink my door buzzed. Shit, it was probably James. He had asked if he could come over for a movie night yesterday and at the time, I had said sure, but now I just want to hide and not answer the door. But I'm nothing, if not polite. So, I got up and went to answer the door and buzz him in. I opened the door and he was there with a bottle of wine and a bag filled with take out. "I brought you Chinese food and some wine for our movie date," he said with a smile. "Awe, well thank you please come in and we can watch the movie… what movie are we watching anyway?" I just realised I had no idea what we would be watching. He grinned happily as he walked over to my massive TV and popped a disc into my DVD player. "You'll have to wait and see… unless you can convince me to tell you what it is," he said with a wink. I should never have started dating him. I'm a terrible person for dating him, he's a good person and I'm just using him to make myself feel better.

We sat down and he put his arm around me. I was eating the food he brought as I waited for the movie to start. It was a big contrast to what movie nights with Kara had been like. The last time we had a movie night was two months ago before everything went down with my brother. It was such a good night, I got to hold Kara because she had arrived to my penthouse tired.

Two months prior

I heard the buzzing at my door to alert me to Kara arriving. I closed my laptop and practically ran out of my study to let her in. She walked in and looked exhausted. She was carrying a takeout bag that I knew had Chinese food for me and pot stickers for herself. "Kara are you okay? You look exhausted," I said as I took the bag from her. She followed me into the penthouse and flopped down onto my massive couch. "I'm so tired, work has been kicking my ass," she mumbled. I walked over to the couch and sat down next to her. "Do you want me to talk to Cat, I could ask her to ease up on you," I offered. She shook her head and sat up. "All I need is to eat some food, watch a funny movie with you and I'll be good as new," she assured me. I smiled and got up to put the movie into the DVD player. "Blades of Glory… really Kara?" I said and rolled my eyes as I walked back to the couch. "It is a funny movie, this week was my turn to choose so suck it up Miss Luthor," she said and stuck her tongue out at me.

Once I had sat down next to her she had cuddled into me. She put her legs over mine and her head on my shoulder. My heart had to have been going way faster than is normal or healthy. I had put an arm around her and watched her instead of the movie. She also occasionally fed me a pot sticker because I kept forgetting to eat. It was one of the best nights of my life.

It was not the same with James. "I'm not actually feeling all that good right now James, I think I should probably just go to bed. I'm so sorry you came all the way here to watch a movie with me," I said quickly. It wasn't a total lie as I did now feel nauseous because that was the first time, I really let myself think of Kara since our fight. "Are you okay? Do you need me to get you anything," he asked in concern? "Oh no, I'll be fine, I just want to go lie down right now," I told him. "If you're sure then okay, but call me tomorrow and let me know if you are feeling better or if you need anything okay?" He stood up and leaned over to kiss me briefly. Then he turned and walked out.

Kara's POV

Once I left Lena's I headed to Alex's place. I needed my sister. That was a terrible idea to go to Lena's as Supergirl. When she said she doesn't trust me I know she saw me flinch and must have noticed me hiding my face to keep her from seeing the pain on my face. I walked into Alex's place and sat down on her couch. I knew she wouldn't be home yet, but she had given me a key for whenever I needed to get away. I put my head in my hands and stared at the ground. After what felt like hours, I heard the door open. I heard Alex's voice as she spoke to who I assume was Maggie on the phone. I looked up just as she walked into the living room of her apartment. "Mags I have to go, Kara is here and I need to talk to her," Alex said and then told Maggie she loved her and hung up. "I went to see Lena today… as Supergirl," I said quietly. She sighed and sat down next to me on her brown leather couch.

"Kara you know that probably wasn't a good idea, right?" She reached over and pulled me into a hug. "I miss her so fucking much Alex, it hurts to breathe without knowing I can't just call her or go see her," I cried! And here come the water works. At least once a week I allowed myself to cry over Lena. Right now I want to take that day back. The day I told Alex about Lex or at the very least not have Alex tell Lena she knew where Lex was and have Lena know right away it was me who told. "Kara, you need to move on and start fresh. Forget about Lena," she said softly. I can't do that.