Here is chapter 6. I'm going to start having more interaction between Kara and Lena from now on where the first 5 chapters overall didn't have much other than memories of them spending time together. Although I just want to make it clear, they will not get together right away it is going to take time and be a slow rollout before they actually do get together. Anyways I hope you all enjoy!
Chapter 6
Kara's POV
I stared after her as Lena walked away from me. I sat back down on the bed I had just stood up from. She knows. Of course, she knows! Lena is brilliant, of course she figured out who I am.
I felt tears fall down my face. Lena's eyes the moment she figured it out. She had looked so incredibly hurt. I sniffled and wrapped my arms around myself.
"Kara… are you okay?" It was Alex, she walked back into the room. "She hates me, she hates me so much now that I don't think I can ever make it better," I sobbed. Everything from the last month hit me. I lost Lena. Even though she was never mine to lose in the first place.
Lena hates me. "I need to go," I said and stood up hurriedly. "Kara, no wait don't go," Alex said as I disappeared. I ran out the door and shot up into the sky. I flew as high up as I possibly could. I stared down at National City below me.
I should have told her the truth. I should have told her about being Supergirl. Alex and J'onn had told me I shouldn't tell anyone though. So I listened to them. I told Alex a while ago I had wanted to tell Lena, but she told me that it was out of the question where she is Lex Luthor's little sister.
I miss her. I miss movie nights with her. I miss bringing her food to her office because she would get so into her work that she would forget to eat anything. The first time I had brought her coffee and a muffin she had been shocked I thought to do anything like that.
I arrived at L-Corp's head office and walked inside. I went up to the front desk, where a young looking girl was filing some paperwork.
"Excuse me I was wondering if I could go up to see Miss Luthor?" I asked politely. The young girl looked up at me in surprise. "Do you have an appointment?" She asked me. "Umm no? I'm friends with her, my name is Kara Danvers," I told her quietly. She nodded.
"Miss Luthor did mention that if you ever showed up to let you up right away, so head over to the elevator and take it to the top floor, Miss Luthor's office is the only one on the top floor." She smiled as I nodded and thanked her.
I took the elevator to the top and saw Lena at her desk, staring intently at her computer. "Hey there," I said and knocked on her door. She looked up and smiled brightly at me.
"Kara, what are you doing here?" She asked and stood up to walk around the desk to greet me. She walked around and put her arms around me in a hug. She smells so good.
"I brought you a coffee and a muffin because I've noticed in the few weeks, I've gotten to know you, that you forget to eat when you're working," I stated and held out the bag and coffee. Her eyes widened in surprise.
"You brought me food? You went out of your way to bring me food?" Lena questioned in surprise. "Lena, that's what friends do for each other," I told her. She leaned against the edge of her desk.
Her long dark hair was pulled up into a tight bun. She had a dark red blazer on, overtop of a black dress shirt. She was also wearing a pair of black dress pants. God she is attractive. I want to kiss her.
Wait what?
I want to kiss Lena Luthor? Yeah… yeah, I do.
"Thank you, Kara, I appreciate this a lot… nobody has ever brought me anything while I was at work before," she admitted and took a drink of her coffee. I walked closer to her and reached out to put my arms around her again.
She leaned into me and I smiled. "You're my friend Lena, I will always take care of you," I murmured. She laid her head against my shoulder and I felt my heart start to race.
That was the day I realised how much I cared about her. About how strong my feelings for her are. That I would do anything for her. I continued to fly around the city until I felt more exhausted than I had in a very long time.
I flew home and put my pjs on. Then I went to bed and cried myself to sleep.
Lena's POV
I got back to my place and blindly dropped my laptop bag on the couch and went behind the bar. I grabbed a bottle of vodka and ripped the cap off of it.
Kara is Supergirl. Kara is Supergirl. How did I not see this before? I downed a big gulp of the vodka. She didn't tell me. Why?
Why didn't Kara tell me she is Supergirl. She is the one who has saved my life more than once. Kara flew me around the city because I told her… Supergirl that I wondered what it would be like.
No wonder I always felt so safe around Supergirl, it's because she is Kara. And Kara was the first person in I don't know how many years I let in.
Before I knew it, I had drunk the entire bottle of vodka. I was pretty drunk. "I love her, I love Kara Danvers and she broke my heart!" I yelled to nobody in particular.
I stumbled over to my phone and picked it up. I dialed a number that even drunk, I knew off the top of my head. It was Kara's number. It went straight to voicemail.
"Kara… or Suppergirl, whatever you want to go by… I jus wanna know why didn't you tell me? You were my bestfriend and I care about you moree than you know!" I slurred some of my words, thanks to the vodka. I dropped my phone and slumped onto the floor.
"Kara why?" I cried and felt tears fall from my eyes. She didn't tell me. I miss her, I want to be in her arms again. I want to watch a movie with her and laugh at just how much food that girl can eat.
I used to buy her food all the time when I would go over to her cozy little apartment. I would bring a lot more food than what was needed for the night. But that way I knew she had enough food to eat for a while.
In exchange it seemed like at least three times a week she would bring me coffee and food to eat while I worked. I groaned as I laid down on the floor. My bed is too far away, I'll just lay here for a while.
I must have dozed off because next thing I knew I heard someone in my penthouse. And I was laying on the couch now instead of the floor. "What the… how did I get here?" I wondered out loud.
Kara stepped out of the kitchen with a glass of water. I froze at the sight of her. She stopped when she saw I was awake. "You called me… I got worried, you didn't sound like yourself and now I know why," she stated timidly.
She wasn't wearing her supersuit. She had a big, baggy sweater on and a pair of blue leggings. Her hair was down too. She did have her glasses on. "Why did you come?" I asked quietly.
"I got worried, you sounded bad on the phone and I needed to make sure you were okay. Once I got here, I saw you passed out on the floor and there was an empty bottle of vodka on the floor next to your phone," she told me.
"I had a rough day," I told her coldly. She walked over and sat the glass of water down on my coffee table in front of me. "I'll go, now that I know you are okay," she said and shifted nervously. I stared at her. She looked adorable in the sweater and I just wanted to pull her onto the couch and cuddle with her.
"Kara… why didn't you tell me? I thought you trusted me." I said quietly. "I do trust you, but Alex told me that I couldn't tell you for more than one reason. It could put you in danger, more so than you already are in," she stated quietly.
"I can handle danger… I'm a Luthor," I stated. "If any of my enemies know how I felt about you… they would use you against me and I couldn't bear the thought of anything happening to you because of me," Kara said passionately.
How she feels about me? What did she mean by that?
"How do you feel about me?" I asked her curiously. Kara froze and her face paled. "You mean everything to me," she said calmly. But she looked anything but calm.
"Kara… I can't do this now. I need you to leave now," I told her. She looked like she wanted to say something else, but she stopped.
"I'll leave… but Lena, I need you in my life. I don't want to keep going like this. Something needs to change." And with that Kara was out my door and gone.
She's right. Something needs to change… but right now I'm not sure exactly what that is.
