BlackSirens here again with Chapter 5! Actually, the Spongebob story will be uploaded next Friday instead. Although I will probably have another chapter done of this story sometime in the week. I hope you are enjoying this story. Hopefully the Spongebob one too.

DISclaimer: I do NOT own Mike from "Total Drama", or any of his personalities. They are also not sponsored although I do recommend watching the amazing show, "Total Drama". You instantly get captivated by the amazing plot, humor, and eye catching character personalities (No pun intended for Mike) and designs.

Thanks To: My family and friends are the main people that convince me to turn my creative passion into writing. Especially my best friend (Not mentioning names). We get together every weekend to talk about/and or do fanfiction and watch "Total Drama". Thanks! :), and I love all the people who support me!

Note: I am here to write about what I like, and people have different tastes in stories. If you don't like what you are reading, please don't waste your time here. Also, if you dislike the story, just leave. You don't have to leave a hateful comment. If you do, I don't let stuff like that get to me, but I don't want you feeling bad after you sent it. Just keep your mouth shut! (JK :D) And enjoy my story, "Mal, the Forgotten".

Title Drops: Every chapter, I will DROP that title into the story. The title will not be underlined. I just underlined the title in the first chapter so you could get the idea. Pretty simple.

Chapter 5- Raging Gasoline

Well, this morning has started out on a good/bad note… I think. Having Manitoba see my personal note, but also getting comforted by him after not having that feeling for the longest time. I guess that isn't too bad. Maybe more on the good side.

I have to remember, that maybe this is the better way, but I hate to see Mike so upset. So laughed at by others for something he cannot control, and why do I even do this? He doesn't do anything for me! I get beaten by HIS father, and laughed at by HIS school. Maybe staying out of his life would be a better thing for me… but not for him. No. I want to keep protecting him! I don't want him to get hurt. Even if that means putting myself in the line of fire. I get blinded by punches, but it is all worth it. But is it?

I do fantasize about having my own life. I try to imagine what it would be like to live my own life, but still have Mike and the others with me. Would that help our relationships? We all used to be so close. Now everything seems to be going further and further away. Manitoba is now the only one that seems to talk to me to give me rules. I am buried with a mountain of rules. I have three MAIN rules, but I know there are more that weren't even said. I have to make sure that what I am doing is okay.

This makes me think. Is Mike okay? I know he is at school by now. I wonder if anything happened. I race down to the mirror roo- okay well, more like tiptoe down to make sure no one saw me. I looked at the mirror to see Mike at lunch. Really? He is at lunch already? The time seems to fly by when I am getting "lectured" on how to write notes to myself… Wow, that was a weird sentence. I keep watching and he is sitting with his two friends. Alli, and Homer. Not bad people at all. I respect them if they want to hang out with Mike. Homer is funny, although I find him obnoxious. Alli is just Alli. Not much to say about her. She reads, she… well she reads. I actually haven't seen her DO anything else. I look at the book. "The Long Walk" by Stephen King. Huh, a read that book. I didn't think someone like her would be into such a horror and death filled story.

I keep watching and they all seem to be interacting, which is good. I then hear a bang! "Hey Mike, your stupid imaginary friend hit me in the eye yesterday! What are you? Crazy?" A boy says while approaching Mike. I growl under my breath. Nathaniel… the rudest and stupidest person in the entire student body. I see his swollen black eye from the time I punched him. I can still feed the pride pumping through my knuckles. It's a great feeling.

"Well I… uh…" Mike stutters. I feel myself start to cheer for Mike. "Go Mike! Show him who is boss!" I say. I know Mike won't. Me and Vito took every ounce of strength from Mike when we came into the mind. Manitoba also took his courage. I want to fight this kid. I want to see his blood pour on the ground.

I keep myself inside the mind. I almost hurt myself from gripping my fists too tight. "Nathan, can you just leave him alone for one second? He had every right to hit you." Alli says while sticking her nose out of her book. She defended him. I smile at her through the mirror. Nathaniel then does not look happy, which is understandable. He just got roasted by a girl! Haha!

I closely center my eyes on him, to make sure he won't do anything. What I see makes my blood boil like raging gasoline. He tells Mike to-

I'm going to stop the story right here, because what I did long ago… it was graphic. I knew I was going to be in a whole heck of trouble. I'll spare the details about how this kid's blood got splattered all over the cafeteria. This is when everything tipped over the edge. Mike's "love for me", the other's trust, everything. I just wish I could take it back, and maybe then I wouldn't be locked up in a corner of the mind right now. Let's continue to when I was getting yelled at…

"What the HECK were you THINKING!?" Manitoba yells, as all six of us are sitting in the living room. "I-I don't know…?" Those words slip through my lips, because I really don't know. I wasn't thinking. I sit on the chair in utter pity, looking at all of their disappointed faces. "You whippersnapper better learn how to behave!" Chester says.

"No! Mate, you aren't even going to have a second chance this time. I am DONE telling you how to behave! You are ruining Mike's life! Maybe training a wild bobcat would be EASIER than YOU MAL!" Manitoba screams. I try to sink down in the chair, wishing I wasn't here to be yelled at. I've never made Manitoba so mad.

I look over at Mike's face, to see him look like he is about to cry. D-did I do that?! I don't want to make Mike cry! I tear up a bit myself. "M-Mike I'm so so sorr-"

"Don't give me that crap Mal! Now everyone in the school thinks I am crazy, and the principal just called dad. It's over! I am probably expelled!" He sits there in a ball of sobs as Vito and Svetlana and Vito rush over to comfort him. My tears start to pour, but so does my breaking point. I get in the middle of the room and say, "You all think you are so smart huh?! You think you know what I am thinking every second?! Huh? Well you don't. You don't know why I do the things I do but it is NOT to ruin Mike's life! I try and help you all but I just get pushed away! I miss when we were all KIDS and used to color and laugh and sleep together when we would have a bad dream!" I don't know where this is all coming from. My tears pour more. This is all completely real, but also humiliating. I continue, "Now I guess you want nothing to do with me! Where did the love go!? The care!? It is NOWHERE TO BE FOUND! I just wish I WAS NEVER CREATED SO I WOULDN'T HAVE TO BE IN THIS PAINFUL MESS!" I scream, as I run to my room, and slam the door.

Next Chapter- "Invisible" is how the others shun him for what he did, and how Mal slowly starts to feel completely invisible.

Yikes… I feel bad for Mal. But technically I am doing this to him… soooo, lol :D!