***I know there's only a few people who read this, and as you've seen by my writing style: CAUTION, VERY strong sexual content***

I woke up stretching and opened my eyes to Elliot getting dressed, he was pulling up his briefs. I turned away, my cheeks turning pink and sat up.

"Good morning." I squeaked, tucking a piece of hair behind my ear.

"H-hey!" He slipped on a shirt.

"I have to get to work." He said as he tied his shoes.

"Shouldn't you take it easy for the next few days?" I walked towards him as he blushed. He scratched his neck, looking away.

"Something big is happening today." He put his hood up, taking one last look at me and left.

It was Monday, so I had the day off. I showered at Elliot's quickly and got home. I put on some maroon, velvet bell bottoms and a white, long sleeved turtle neck. I put some music on and danced around as I cleaned up my place. After, I decided it'd be best if I bought a new phone. I put some brown boots on and some big sunglasses. I decided to walk and got a phone, they were able to sync everything from my old phone, which was nice.

Hey! Got a new phone (:

I texted Ezra and decided I needed some retail therapy. My phone vibrated;

Come checkout my business?

He sent an address and I headed over. It looked like an abandoned building, but inside it was very cool and had a laid back atmosphere.

"Hey, you must be Maisy?" A model looking girl approached me.

"Yes."

"I'm Ella, Ezra's personal assistant. Come right this way." I followed her, watching her perfect ponytail swoop back and forth.

"Isn't he just amazing? You're so lucky to be with him, he was one of the most eligible bachelors!" She chimed. She obviously had feelings for him.

"He's right over here, just finishing up a meeting. You can wait for him in his office!"

"Thank you." I smiled and sat down.

People had their pets at their desks, which was nice. I was shortly greeted by Zeus, he had a doggy door that went out to the roof.

"Hey boy!" I said as I picked him up, petting him.

"Baby! How are you doing?" I stood up, hugging Ezra.

"How's Elliot?" He asked running his hand through my hair.

"He's doing ok. He decided to go back to work which was weird."

"Men are definitely a strange species." He sat down.

"Agreed. This place is great! I love how people can bring their dogs!"

"Thanks, doll." He smiled proudly.

"We still on for dinner tonight?"

"Yes!"

"I think you'll like what I'm making." He smiled, rubbing his hands.

"Ezra, Dr. Henderson is on line one." Ella's voice chimed in through the intercom.

"Tell him I'll call him back, unless it's an emergency." He wetted his lips, as if he knew that drove me crazy.

"Will do!"

"She's beautiful." I said swiveling the chair back and forth.

"Yeah, not the brightest though." He studied my face.

"Have you slept with her?" He broke out into a smile, shaking his head.

"I'm serious!" I said getting up.

"Yeah. Only once, though."

"How am I supposed to trust you?" I stood behind him and wrapped my arms around his neck. He chuckled.

"You'll just have to have some faith in me, is that so hard?" He turned around as I fell into his lap and giggled.

"You are fucking gorgeous, baby." He ran his hand over my cheek as I blushed.

"You ever sleep with Elliot?" I got up, picking up a small sculpture.

"No."

"That's what I thought, just seems like one of those guys that's probably friend zoned." I promptly turned around, facing him.

"That's not true. He's mysterious, which attracts women…but a hard one to crack so they give up." I bit my lip.

"That so? You have feelings for him, doll?" He leaned back, resting his hands in his lap as my heart began racing. I wanted to be honest, and we weren't actually in a relationship.

"Yes. He has a girl he's been seeing though…and you're kinda growing on me." I swayed back and forth as he broke out into a large smile.

"Damn fucking straight. Want to check out the roof top? It's pretty fucking cool." I nodded my head as he opened the door.

It was nice, there were a few fire pits, small patch of grass and a pond with some comfy seating.

"This is cool!" I said turning around as the wind blew my hair in every direction.

"You're not wearing a fucking bra again? How about underwear?" He smirked as I pulled my jacket shut.

"My eyes are up here, thank you! And no…" I said flirtatiously.

"You are one fucking bad girl." He pulled me in, kissing me wistfully.

"You always get me so fucking worked up." He rested his forehead on mine and his phone started ringing.

"Shit, I gotta take this. I'll see you tonight though?"

"Yeah, thanks for showing me around." I ran my hand playfully by his crotch and he let out a small moan.

"We'll pick up on this tonight, baby…hello?" I shrugged my shoulders and left.

Hey, can you go to a dinner party with me tonight? It's for a work thing.

It was Elliot, I didn't want to cancel things with Ezra since he had been so supportive.

I'm busy tonight, sorry. I'm sure Shayla could go?

Ok.

Was it wrong that I really wanted to go with Elliot? I didn't want him and Shayla growing closer…what if they began dating? Like me and Ezra, I was such a fucking hypocrite. I sighed, looking up at the sky. Why did I have to make things so complicated?

I went home and decided to make a cake. I was pretty good at baking and didn't want to go to Ezra's place empty handed. I grabbed a hippie/boho style dress that went above the knees. That was sequenced with suns and starts. It had a brown belt around the waist and brown on the hem and sleeves as well and it was low cut. I left my hair down, it was naturally wavy and put my thigh high black boots on.

I decorated the cake and had an hour to kill. I sat down and texted Elliot.

Is Shayla going with you? How are you feeling?

I twirled my hair and turned on the TV, flipping through the channels.

Yes. And good.

A man of so many words. I watched The Office until I had to head over to Ezra's. I knocked on his door, readjusting my dress. I could hear jazz music playing. He answered the door, wiping his hands on a dish towel. He wore a form fitting grey sweater and some blue jeans as well. I smiled.

"Well don't you look handsome!" I kissed him on the cheek as I walked in, and boy did it smell good.

"I baked a cake!"

"Looks delicious, baby…but not as delicious as you!"

"Smooth!" I said as he went out onto his small patio.

"Can I help you at all?"

"Nope, just sit back and enjoy yourself. Can I get you anything to drink? Wine, beer, water, tea?" It looked like he was grilling meat, he knew the way to a girls' heart.

"Tea?"

"It's fucking sweet, you think you can handle it?" He walked in with what looked like skirt stake.

"Absolutely!" I said as my mouth began watering.

He had made mashed potatoes as well as oven baked green beans, which were amazing.

"My god, this is delicious, Ezra!" The meat melted in my mouth.

"I'm glad you like it baby." He looked at me admiringly as I wiped my face.

"Don't' you know it's rude to stare? Especially when a lady is eating?" He chuckled.

"You're just something else, Maisy." He bit his lower lip as I blushed.

"You sure know how to make a girl blush." I think I had feelings for him. I wasn't one hundred percent sure though.

"Did you go to college?" He asked, drinking a beer.

"No. I worked for a while, then got into stripping and did some traveling and here I am. I want to though, I was thinking for art."

"That's great. What kind?"

"Painting, I like doing portraits, especially of animals." I kicked my feet back and forth.

"No fucking way! Could you do one of Zeus? I'd pay you, of course."

"Sure, and payment isn't necessary after this delicious dinner!" I laughed.

"You ever think of going to Europe to pursue that?"

"Yeah, it'd be amazing…but right now this just feels right." He nodded his head.

"I like that you know what you want. You're a smart girl."

"Do you think it's disgusting that I strip?" I played with the potatoes.

"Fuck no! You're making a fucking living, you do what works for you, baby." He placed his hand on mine, I smiled at him.

"Good."

After dinner we had cake, and sat on the couch next to the fire place.

"This is fucking good!" He threw his head back.

"You're too kind." I giggled.

"Shit, I fucking love this song! Care to dance, madame?" He stood up, holding his hand out.

"I would love to, sir." I grabbed his hand as he spun me around, causing me to laugh. He pulled me into him, swaying back and forth as I rested my head on his shoulder.

"I really like you, Maisy." He whispered in my ear, causing chills to run down my spine. I looked at him.

"I like you too." He placed a soft kiss on my lips and the song ended.

We sat on the couch, watching the fire and talking. It was really nice. I laid between his legs, resting my head on his chest and intertwining our fingers.

"Will you stay with me tonight?" I nodded my head, looking up at him.

"Maybe turn your fucking phone off or put it on silence?" I giggled.

"For you, anything darling." I ran my hand through his beard and he grabbed it, kissing it.

"Wanna go to bed?"

"Fuck yes."

He picked me up as I laughed and threw me on the bed as he quickly removed his clothes. I sat up, pulling my dress over my head, leaving me completely naked. I leaned back as he took his briefs off slowly, as I teasingly cheered him on. He got them off, swinging them over his head.

"Think your place would hire me?" I shook my head, giggling.

He jumped on the bed, spreading my legs and running his thumb over my clitoris, causing me to gasp.

"Are you just fucking wet all the time?" He teased me.

"Only when I'm around you." I threw my head back as he plunged into my mound.

"Ezra!" I moaned as his tongue moved in and out. I pulled his hair and thrusted into his face.

"Woah, slow down baby, I don't want you coming just yet." He licked his lips and roughly kissed me. He slipped his dick into my soaking wet mound and got on his knees, as I lay back, only my head touching the bed.

He pumped in and out as my walls tightened around his large shaft.

"God, I love how you feel baby!" He grunted, picking up the pace. I was in a daze, this felt absolutely wonderful. He was probably the best lover I had ever had.

"I'm going to come!" I moaned.

"Oh my God!" He pulled out as I squirted all over his dick.

"Holy fuck!"

"I'm sorry!" I sat up.

"I had no idea I could do that!"

"That's fucking hot, darling!" He nibbled my neck as I panted.

I cuddled up to him, thinking about Elliot and how the sound of his heart was soothing.

"Maisy, you ok?"

"Y-yeah! Sorry, coming down from that amazing orgasm." I lied.

"You're not worrying about Elliot, are you?" It's like he could read my fucking mind.

"No. He's actually on a date right now."

"Shit, really? Good for him." I didn't like how Ezra talked about him, as if he was some pathetic person.

"I'm going to get some sleep. Goodnight." I closed my eyes, even though I really wasn't tired.

"Night, baby." He kissed my cheek.

Ezra began snoring and I slipped out of bed. Grabbing my things and going back to my place. I showered and threw a big sweater on as well as underwear and lay in bed, looking through my phone. It was around eleven when I got a text message.

Can I come over? It was Elliot.

Yeah.

Cool. See you soon.

There was a knock at my door and I opened it.

"Hey." He walked in removing his hood and running his hands through his hair.

"How was it?" I asked as we sat on the couch.

"Good. Shayla's my girlfriend now." My heart dropped. Fuck.

"That's great, El. Are you happy?" He shrugged his shoulders.

"I guess so. What have you been up to?" He looked at me.

"I had a date, with my neighbor. We've been hooking up and that's all I wanted but it's slowly been moving past that. I'm not sure how to feel." I picked at my sleeve.

"I guess we're both unsure of our new relationships." He chuckled, looking up at the ceiling. He had large bags under his eyes and seemed very twitchy and on edge.

"Did you stop using?" He nodded his head.

"It's been really hard. The guy Shayla gets my stuff through is a disgusting human being…I actually turned him into the cops."

"He won't know you did it, right?" He shook his head.

"Can I sleep here tonight? I really only ever sleep when I'm with you." He sat up. "Yeah."

He stripped down to his underwear, which surprised me.

"I like your place. It's nice…and your bed is cozy."

"Well, you're welcomed here anytime." We faced each other, laying on our sides. He ran his hand over my face.

"You're so beautiful." He said quietly, I grabbed his hand, rubbing my cheek into it. He looked down, it looked like he wanted to say something. He placed his forehead to mine, it felt like my heart was going to beat out of my chest.

"You ok, baby?" It was Ezra.

"Hide!" I got up, handing Elliot his clothes as he went into the closet. If Ezra knew he was here, he'd lose it. I answered the door.

"Sorry. I couldn't sleep." I looked at him, he was wearing sweats and had bed head, he also had some black rimmed glasses on.

"You sure you ok? You look flustered." He placed his hand on my forehead.

"You not feeling well?"

"I'm alright. I'm use to sleeping during the day."

"Let me stay with you, baby doll." If I said no, I would look suspicious. Why hadn't I just lied and said I was sick.

"Ok." I opened the door as he came in. I grabbed his hand and took him to bed and mouthed sorry to where Elliot was.

"I like your glasses." I smiled at him.

"Thanks. I only wear them at night, didn't want you to see me in them since they make me look older."

"Can I be honest with you? They make you look pretty damn sexy." I said as I looked at the closet. Ezra chuckled.

"Why, thank ya darling." He wrapped his arms around my waist. My heart dropped, knowing that Elliot was witnessing the whole thing. Ezra quickly fell asleep and I waved a hand.

Elliot peeked his head out and threw his hood up, walking out. I sighed as Ezra began snoring and wiggled free from his grip. I went and sat on the couch, I wanted to be with Elliot…but we were both in relationships...he obviously felt the same way too. I hugged my knees and sent him a text;

Sorry about that Elliot. I hope you're doing alright, text me if you need anything….I miss you.

I started nodding off so decided to go back to bed. I just wanted space, so was annoyed that Ezra had invaded my privacy. I laid as far away as I could from him and checked my phone one last time before falling asleep.