ALONE

I just want to say that I WAS an angsty teen at the time when I wrote this and I shared a room with my brothers, I obviously wouldn't be left alone in the common rooms, and anytime I went outside friendly neighbors were there. NO! Yes, I do seem nice and sweet, but all I am thinking about is stabbing you because I came out here and I have a book and earbuds in! Not exactly looking for conversation with strangers. I just found this again and I figured High School me would like to know it's out there in the world.

I am still trying to figure out if this should go on the blog. Here I am Anonymous, blog not so much.

BTW You guys, know about the blog. I am happy to share my personal work with you all.

BLOG CAN'T FIND ME ON FANFICTION. 1)My family knows about my blog 2) All of my parents' ultra-conservative Christian friends do too. They know I disagree with them on many things, and they know I disagree to a great extent. They do not need to know how great of an extent. FF is private to me, I am open to the fact that I love it and the Slash is my jam, but some things are just between us right?

*Story Time*

I want to be left alone without being alone

What does that mean? I am going to tell you

I don't want to be nagged and cornered, I just want to be alone in the dark. But the dark, while sometimes comforting, can be scary and dark. So I want to know that when I reach my hand out there will be someone there willing to hold my hand.