Now you guys might be thinking, is she really writing a fEeliNgS piece that has no direct link to her injuries only to the circumstances while sitting at a metal lacework table under a tree at 1am!?

My answer would be, Wow, are you stalking me or something?

I actually wrote the bulk of this piece while sitting next to the subject and quite a bit earlier, but life has a way of throwing things at you so the only time you get to sit and eat or type is at 1am. But, hey, at least there is this table and matching chair under a tree that makes writing something so out of my comfort zone idyllic.

So, onto the piece, not a long one I promise. Unless you wanted a long one, then I am sorry.

Due to the crash and who I am as a person, I am in several group therapies. This has come with a pretty new revelation. It's not that weird of one, just one I've never specifically thought about before. That being said, I don't know a girl that doesn't feel this way. Whether they have actively thought about it or not. Who Knows. Anywho, if you feel the same or super differently, boy or girl I just can only speak from the female perspective I don't mean to block you guys out, I am super interested. So, it does have to do with boys, sorry, but it does. Sometimes life be like that. I feel like this is along the lines of girls liking musicians. 'Cuz we do. Some actively think about it, some don't until they see some random guy from class they've never truly noticed before shredding the guitar or rocking the oboe and suddenly they realize they like a guy who can rock.

I have found that it is infinitely attractive when a guy takes emotional responsibility. Just taking the time to figure out who you, you being the guy, are and that ALL the emotions you feel are not only okay but valid. But also taking the steps to learn when and how it is appropriate to act on them.

It does help when they are nice and adorable, but taking the steps to be a strong and well functioning member of society hella takes the cake.

Not gonna lie, when one of the guys takes the steps to be prepared and involved… I a little bit forget I'm taken.

Soooo, that was fun. I hope you guys enjoyed. And I really hope you relate cuz I'm just out here chilling on my Weirdo Island in my Doctor Who blankie, with Hot CoCoa and Chicken Noodle soup. Friends are welcome! Agreeing or naysayers. I probably won't share my snacks, they are too yummy. Sorry.

But seriously, I can only speak from a straight females perspective so I mean, people who are into girls do you think you would find this attractive?

People who are into guys, what's your take?

Now seriously, I need a nap.

What's sleep again?

Until next time! 3 3 3