Bella POV

My head hurt. What the hell happened. My body seemed stiff and numb. I groggily opened my eyes. My stomach felt empty and my head was throbbing. Whatever the hell happened to me? But it felt like something had been lifted from my chest. It felt empty like the rest of my body but in a good way. I stretched and yawned. I felt the bed below me move a little. I furrowed my eyes and turned me head. My eyes met green and I froze. I was lying on top of EDWARD CULLEN and he was staring at me! I found myself momentarily lost in his emerald eyes. It must be a dream. His lips formed a small smile.

"Sleep well?" He asked. It was real! God damn it! I mentally kicked myself. What the hell happened!? And why the HELL was he in MY bed?

"What are you doing here?" I asked furrowing my eyes and backing away and stopped when I felt fur behind me. Rufus.

"I'm sorry." He said getting out of bed. "You didn't let me go." He said quietly and calmly.

"What happened?" I asked my voice shrill lifting my hand to my forehead. I froze again looking at my sleeve. I was wearing Monroe's outfit and my wig was lying on my desk! HE KNEW! My eyes widened at the realization. "What Happened?" I asked more sternly.

"Calm down. I can explain." He begged pleadingly. I raised my brows in doubt. "Can you?" I asked my voice shrill now.

"Give me a chance." He pleaded.

"Shoot." I said, my face red from imagining all the possibilities. I scrambled out of my bed and pulled at the mess on my head. Edward's clothes were a little wrinkled and his hair looked messy. Goodness, what HAPPENED? "You got two minutes." I said firmly.

"Five." He black peddled.

"One." I said annoyed now. This was not the time. I had moved on! He didn't need to come back and complicate my 'oh so messed up' life. He sighed in an uneven rhythm and looked at me wondering where to start. "Spill it Cullen. I'm no angel. I'll break every bone in your body if you don't explain what the hell is going on. I Will. Make. You. Bleed." I emphasized on each word the words slipping out like acid.

His eyes widened when he saw me like this. There is a limit to endurance. Even tungsten melts. And there was a limit on how far he could take this. He just stood there with his mouth open with a shocked expression on his face.

I gritted my teeth so irritably, I thought my jaw might break. I snatched him by his collar and punched the knuckled head square in the eye. I took his hand before he could react and twisted it and used it like a lever on my shoulder. My pain forgotten by the emotional one. I pressed my knee on his chest pinning him down. He squeaked by the shock and grunted in pain. I'd dislocated his arm and hurt his eye. His eye would be black in an hour.

"There's a limit Cullen." I said it like acid. "And you're not even worth it." I said getting up, purposely pressing his dislocated arm. "And it's on." I said glaring at him. "Mess with me and you won't live to see another day." I said seriously and walked out of my room clutching my stomach in painful inaudible sobs. I slid into a bathroom and sat down leaning on the door silently crying and hiccupping in intervals. It hurt. A lot. I found myself lost. Mom was past now. Edward is present. And I need a new future. And that didn't lie in Forks. I didn't have the strength any more. There's only so much one can take. I had saved up a lot of money while with Jake. I heard grunts and footsteps leaving the house. I started crying loudly now. Why did it have to be him? Why did it have to be Edward Cullen? Why did god hate me so much?

'Suck it up Loser. Swallow the thing. Humans are like computers. When there is a virus, you repair first. If that doesn't work, you quarantine. And lastly, delete.' Some of the words often spoken by my childish mom. Repairing hadn't worked. Nor had quarantine. I could only delete this chapter of life. It wouldn't get me anywhere. It didn't matter how I went to school. It didn't matter whether I was Bella or Sebastian. None of it mattered. They are just excuses to escape life. To escape escaping. I had refused to escaped. And I blamed it on many things. Mom. Killings. Edward. No more. I needed to get away. I wiped my eyes quickly.

"So. You're leaving?" Rosalie asked in a normal voice like it didn't really matter. I didn't blame her. She was too much like me. I never let my hurt show. The only time I ever did, was with Jake. In the hospital. We knew how to hide emotions.

"I need time. I have already applied. In a school in Phoenix." I said while eating.

"Already applied?" Rose asked in confusion.

"The school principal used to be mom's friend. We kept in contact. She's not helping me like that. She's just helping me settle. Besides my grades are all good." I explained acting nonchalant. "I will take up a job in a repair shop. I guess Black Swan is now going to be Black Hale." I joked.

"Not funny." She said.

"I leave tonight." I said adding the punchline.

That broke her. "What?" She blurted out. "I haven't been here for a full week and you're leaving. Relocating in another state?"

"I'm sorry. But I can't do it anymore Rose. It's over. I'm…done. Just done." I sighed shaking my head. Rose nodded in understanding.

"I'll say that you went to Florida because Sebastian was your boyfriend and you missed him." Rosalie said casually.

"Right." I said, getting up.