Ben's Dream

Since it was Ben Weston's birthday I thought I would write up the dream he would have had in the last chapter I wrote before I switch back over to Ciara's side of their breakup.

The sun peeked through the open window shades warming Ben's face as he slept. He absentmindedly felt around the bed searching for someone but came up empty. This caused Ben opened his eyes and look around slightly lost in the haze of a forgotten dream, the other side of the bed was warm but she was no where to be found.

"Ciara?"

"In here, one second"

Having heard her voice, Ben decided to lay back down and enjoyed the feeling of the sun hitting his skin. Ben had missed the comfort he was feeling from its warmth while he had been away at Bayview. He thought back to how much things had changed for him over the last year. He was a free man and had been able to start putting the pieces of his life back together. He had a job and lived in a beautiful mansion with someone he was starting to consider a friend. Yet the biggest change this life would have had to been Ciara. She is everything to him, his anchor, his rock and the love of his life. Never had her felt this kind of love not even with Abby.

"Happy Birthday Mr. Weston" Ciara said as she walked out of the bathroom, interrupting Ben's thoughts.

"Wow" he said as he propped himself up on his elbows.

"I will take that as you approve"

"I more than approve" he said as he eyed her from head to toe.

Ciara stood in the door way wearing nothing but one of Ben's crisp white work shirts with just barely a peek of the red bra she wore underneath with a matching set of red lace boy shorts with her hair falling ever so softly over her shoulders. She was really a vision Ben could barely believe she was real. Man he loved this girl there would never be enough time in the world for him to ever get his fill of her.

"You look beautiful"

Ciara slightly blushed and walked back to the bed, snuggling up next to Ben as she laid back down.

"So what would you like to do today birthday boy"

"Doing this is just fine with me" as he waved pointlessly all around them"

"Don't be silly it's your birthday we have to do something special"

"I have you what more do I need."

Ciara bushed her hand across Ben cheek. She couldn't help but be overwhelmed by his sincerity. She loved him and she knew it deep down inside that Ben was the one for her. She would no longer run from the magnitude that was their love. She wanted to be with him in every way possible and for him never to doubt himself again with her.

"What are you thinking about?" Ben asked interrupting her internal conversation.

"I was actually thinking about how happy I am. You have brought me back to life"

Ben inhaled so deeply almost unable to believe her words were real. He brought his hand up to her hair and gently pulled her back and he positioned himself to hover above her.

"It's you who brought me back to life, you thought me to trust myself even when others wouldn't even give me a second change."

Ben couldn't wait anymore he had to kiss her. There weren't enough words to describe his gratitude to Ciara. So he would hope his kiss would describe them for him. As they got lost in the passion of their kiss Ciara took charge and deepened it while her hand headed down Ben neck and then his arm and finally stopping when she grabbed the top of his sweats.

"Ciara" Ben said as he pulled slight back to look at her.

"We don't have to do this especially if you are not ready. I am fine with us going at whatever speed your ready for."

"I am sure" she said needing him right then and there. "I have never been so sure ever in my life. I know I made that mistake of rushing into things with Tripp when I thought you had actually set the cabin fire but I am sure this time with every fiber of my being."

"Babe I just don't want you to ever regret being with me…"

Before Ben could even get the rest of the words out Ciara pushed him down on to the bed placing her knees on either side of his hip and leaned in to kiss him. There was no going back right now her mind was made up. Ben hands slowly creep up underneath his work shirt spreading the warmth of his hands over Ciara's skin. A quick moan slipped out of her, getting lost in his touch. Ciara unbuttoned his shirt giving him access to her bare skin. Ben's eyes widen to her pleasure as he got a full look at Ciara almost naked body.

"God your beautiful"

"Thank you" Ciara said as a fresh blush spread across her cheeks.

"I mean it Ciara you are the most precious thing to me in this world. You mean more to me then you will ever know."

"I love you too Ben, but stop stalling"

"You saw through that?"

"Yes, I did" Ciara chuckled.

With that being said Ben took Ciara by surprise and sat up causing her legs to wrap around his waist to keep herself from tipping backward and without any effort at all he pushed off the bed and kissed her deeply while repositioning her back on to the bed so that she was laying underneath him. The need they both had for one another was palpable. There was nothing else that mattered at that point. Ben slowly worked his way down to Ciara neck leaving a trail of kisses that heated Ciara to her very core. She wanted this, she need this, so desperately.

Ben made slow work down her body lingering around her clavicle before he unhooked her red lace bra in one move, sending the straps sliding down her shoulders and causing a shiver to break free. Ben heart raced as he brought a steady hand up to cup her breast and with a roll of tongue she harden against it. Ciara couldn't resist the urge to run her hand through Ben hair and guide his head over to the other side. Ben gave her a slight smirk as her licked his lips and moved along to give the other side some much needed attention as well. The look on his face made Ciara realize Ben was about to drive her crazy in a way only he could.

He continued his journey down Ciara's body trailing his tongue across her stomach causing the her muscles to contract. She couldn't take it anymore this was all so overwhelming to her. Every touch, kiss or lick created a pleasure she has never felt before.

"Ben please" she said after another moan.

"Just hold on baby I am almost there"

And with that being said Ben made good on his promise and did not have her wait any longer. In one swift movement he slid her backward, taking her panties off with him. Ciara couldn't help but feel so vulnerable she was completely naked in front of bed she almost couldn't look him in the eyes.

"Wow baby"… Ben couldn't even find the rest of the words that got lost in his throat.

Finally Ben settled right between her thighs right here he always dreamed about being. She is perfect his thought. With the first flick of his tongue he earned a moan that was so load he was grateful that no one else was around to ruin this moment for them. Ciara began to tremble as Ben continued his assault on her, her body responded to every touch that Ben wondered when was the last time she had really been appreciated like this. Ben shook that thought out of his head he knew exactly who that was, but it didn't matter he would make sure she would never remember who was before him.

Ciara's hands made their way into Ben hair holding him in place demanding more as she jerked her hips against his face. Oh she was close he could tell by the way her body was shaking.

"Oh my God!" Ciara said.

"Thats right baby come for me" he said in-between licks.

"Ben!" she said as she bit down on her bottom lip and arched her back taking the bed sheets along with her. Ben did not stop until he was sure she couldn't even remember her own name. When she started to push him away because her body screamed it was to much he know to pull back away moved to kiss her just above her mound as she regained her senses.

"I don't think I will ever get enough of you, of that" Ben said with a sigh.

Ben settled himself again between her legs kissing Ciara slowly allowing their tongues to twirl around one another. It wasn't until she angled his hips against him that Ben knew that she would no longer wait for him to be inside of her. Ben slide down his sweats with his feet not wanting to spend a moment away from Ciara. While he reached in-between them she could feel his board head press against her entrance. With a deep inhale he worked his way into her slowly, giving her time to accommodate to him, but Ciara had enough jerking her hips upwards causing him to slam into her. He froze as the shock of it never overwhelmed him.

"Damn baby"

With the slight bit of pressure Ben pool his hips rubbing against the same spot he just had, had his month on. He could feel the pressure building again inside Ciara. Ben stared at her as she had her eyes screwed shut as he continued his steady pace inside of her. Ben felt close too but he would not find his release until she did again. Ben increased his speed causing Ciara use the silk pillow next to her to muffle her moans. Ben ripped the pillow off her face wanting to her face as she came. He wanted that memory ingrained his mind forever. Ben's rhythm grew rougher as her shoved his way into her over and over and with one final groan, Ben came inside of her. With one final thrust he rolled off her laying next to her staring up at the celling as they worked to regained there breathing. With a smile on her face Ciara laced her fingers with Ben and whispered, "God that was amazing."

Over in the distant a piercing sound jolted Ben out of the bed. It was the reminder alarm he had set for him to take his medication. It was a dream. Ben couldn't believe it had all been a dream. Getting up out of the bed her walked his way over to the bathroom. He needed a cold shower…To be continued.