So...I'M BACK. I have no idea if people are still on here but for the people that are, I wanna apologize for my long absence with no notice. I got writer's block which turned into just pure laziness. Writing is not easy, especially when you're a perfectionist like me..but one thing, you should know about me is that I don't like leaving things open ended and I will ALWAYS come back to finish things even if it's been a long while. I hope you forgive me and continue this journey with me as I finish up Pop Star, 30 Days of Trouble AND my last story ever on this site, "Midnight". It's gonna be great.
CONTINUATION...
"Austin, oh my gosh...is this really real? I'm not dreaming?" I ask in awe as our lips separate from that breathtaking kiss causing him to chuckle.
"This is real, Ally. I'm here and I love you." He tells me again as my heart feels like it's put together whole again.
"I love you so much." I say pecking his lips repeatedly as he kisses me back as I don't take any of it for granted because I never thought he would have forgiven me.
"Come here, let's sit down." I say taking his hand as we walk over to the staircase and sit on it as I take a long deep breath taking this all in.
"I'm sorry if I'm acting weird. It's just that yesterday, you seemed so..."
"Angry?" He finishes cutting me off as I slowly nodded.
"I was. I really was...but it was only because I still loved you and it hurt like hell finding out what you did."
"Again, I am so sorry for ly-"
"Stop apologizing Ally. You've done it enough times. I'm sorry I made you feel like I hated you. You know...I could never right?" He asked placing a hand on my cheek and gently rubbing his thumb against it as I sigh into his hand with peace.
"You have no idea how happy I am. I thought I lost you forever." I told him with worry in my voice as he smiles shaking his head slightly.
"That will never happen." He said as I realized something.
"Wait, I'm leaving tonight." I say coming back down to reality as he nods sadly looking down a bit.
"I know. You have a life to get back to and I'm not gonna stop you. I just had to tell you how I really felt."
"What do you mean? That's it?" I questioned confused.
"Well, where we go from here is up to you, beautiful. I don't know how your fancy life works and how I fit in." He says doubtingly as I hold his chin forcing him to make eye contact with me.
"You'll always fit into my life. If we have to figure some things out, then we will. I'm willing to work for this. Are you?" I ask with hopeful eyes.
"Of course. I'm not letting you get away that easily again." He told me pulling me in close by the waist.
"Wait, then why did you say it was up to me for what happens between us?"
"Because I wanted to know if you wanted to fight for us first." He said as I giggled shaking my head before kissing him again as he softly deepened it, smirking in between the kisses as our lips miss one another miserably.
"Spend the day with me." I say as our lips slowly part and his eyebrows raise with a smile as I nod.
"Yeah, spend the day with me. It's my last day here in Miami and we have some catching up to do, don't you think?" I say as he pretends like he's actually thinking about it before casually shrugging.
"I guess I can take the torture." He jokes as I playfully hit his shoulder and he smiles giving my forehead a soft, sweet and lingering kiss as I close my eyes getting lost in the feeling of peace and serenity.
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Austin and I have spent the last two hours talking, cuddling and catching up on Cassidy's living room sofa.
Cassidy came back with my ice cream seeing Austin to her surprise. I explained what had happened in the little time she was gone and how we were back together and she was so excited.
She offered that we stay and hangout at her house for my last day before she proceeded to call all our friends, letting them know about us with cheers from her and them over the phone.
Austin and I laughed along because we were just as happy as they were, even more so I'd say. I took the ice cream from Cassidy with a thank you as she ran out of the house with a mission in her mind, probably being to meet up with the rest of girls to talk more about Austin and I's reunion.
Right now, I am sitting across from Austin as The Walking Dead plays in the background while we pay no attention to it as I try to catch popcorns in my mouth that Austin keeps throwing to me.
"How can I be so bad at this? It's popcorn!" I say frustrated at all my failed attempts.
"I don't know, but at least you look adorable while trying." He said as I smile before he throws another one into the air as I finally catch it into my mouth.
Both of our eyes widen in shock before we bust out laughing and cheering for me finally having a popcorn victory.
"Yes! Ally Dawson is a champion!" I shout standing up on the couch throwing my fist in the air.
"Oh yeah?" Austin said looking up to me before quickly tripping me and making me fall down as he catches me in his arms.
"Are you the champion at making out too?" He asked with a smirk as I blush nodding as I lean in and he does as well colliding our soft lips together in a passionate kiss.
Our mouths taste and move with familiarity of one another's. A soft moan from Austin begins to drive me wild as I whimper in between the little breaths we take because I was starting to become really...aroused.
"Um...we should go out. I really want to go out." I tell him randomly separating our lips.
"Huh?" He replies before leaning in again to kiss me but I move my face to the side with an awkward chuckle.
"Come on, don't you want to go out?" I ask now getting off of him and standing up as he looks at me strange.
"Are you okay?" He asked concerned holding my hand sweetly as I smile.
"Of course. It's just a really nice day and my last day also. We should go out." I say again as he looks at me for a few seconds before slowly nodding and standing up as well.
"Alright, yeah. It'd be nice." He agrees as I smile pecking his lips before getting my phone out and clicking on Raina's name.
What I am gonna say is going to shock her to her core. She won't believe it and try to get me to stop but...talking and just being with Austin these few hours just made me not care. I'm doing this.
"Als, hey. I don't see you till later tonight. Is something wrong?" She asked a little worried.
"No, everything's fine. Actually, Austin and I got back together today." I told her looking at Austin who just smiled.
"Aww, I'm happy for you Als. That's gonna make some things complicated though right?" She asked looking out for me.
"Definitely, but we love each other and we'll figure something out." I tell her.
"But anyway, that's not why I called you. You need to know that I decided to do something just now." I say a little low and nervous now that I'm actually gonna say it out loud.
"What is it?" She just said waiting for me to spill it.
"I'm going out...as Ally Dawson." I finally say out loud as Austin's face turns to genuine surprise and not the good kind.
"You're what?!" I hear a shout over the phone.
"Yeah...I'm going out as Ally Dawson."
"I'm sorry, have you been smoking pot in the time I'm not there?!" She said freaking out as I tried not to laugh.
"Of course not. I know it's shocking and it sounds really stupid-"
"It's extremely stupid." She said cutting me off as I sigh.
"But...I need to do this. I want to do this." I say with pure honesty.
There is a long pause on the other side of the phone which seems like forever as Austin mouths to me 'What hell are you thinking?' and 'What's happening?' as I shh him with a soft and quick kiss.
"Ally, what's going on? Why are you doing this now? We had a whole plan about doing this back in LA with preparations. Why are you changing course?" She questioned completely baffled.
"Because my life has changed course." I said with a smile gently placing a hand on Austin's cheek as he still looks at me confused about what's happening.
"This is my last day with my boyfriend, Raina."
"Yeah, wouldn't you want to spend it with as much privacy as possible?"
"I want to spend it as myself. My authentic self." I tell her as I hear her sigh deeply over the phone.
"You realize that once people start to see you, they will take pictures, videos, and even call the cops because you were perceived as missing right?" She asked naming all the cons of doing this right now without caution.
"Yes, I'm aware Raina...but you don't have to worry though because I also want to confess everything tonight." I tell her as I hear a slight gasp over the phone as Austin's eyes almost pop out of his head.
"You do?! Why?"
"Well, I can't exactly go out the whole day as Ally Dawson and not say anything Raina. If I wait until I arrive in LA tomorrow morning, it'll be too long. So...I wanted to ask if you could book a radio station interview for me tonight so I'm able to tell my entire story?"
"You're really serious?" She said still in disbelief about the whole thing.
"I've never been more serious, Raina. This just feels right, I don't know what to say."
"Okay..." I faintly heard over the phone after a longer pause than before.
"Yeah? You'll try to find a place? Even though, it's kind of late notice so I'm not sure anyone will even take me anyway." I said as she dryly scoffed.
"Ally, you're a pop star that was thought to be missing for five months and will be seen walking randomly outside with no explanation for anyone. Trust me, every radio station in the country will have you for an interview no matter how late notice it is." She said surely and confidently as I chuckled a bit.
"That's true. So...you'll do this for me?" I asked again just in case there was any hesitation.
"Yeah...I will. I guess we're doing this." She said as I cheered a little.
"Hell yeah, we are! Thank you so much, R. I owe you a million."
"Hell yeah, you do." She responds as I laugh.
"Alright, just remember I'll be at your house at 10 o clock." She reminded me.
"Yes, of course. I'll see you then." I say as we both hang up and I turn towards Austin who is still in shock from what I said.
"Ally, you can't go out as the real you! It'll be hell for you! A million questions and what about your mom? I thought you wanted to see her first before you came out to the public with the truth." He stated as I sighed taking his hand and walking him to the sofa as we both sit down.
"My mom will be fine. Well, she'll probably have a heart attack...but she'll be happy that I'm okay and I'm not missing or whatever other horrible things they've said in the media."
"This could be really dangerous, Ally. It's kind of reckless." He said trying to be truthful with his opinion.
"Maybe...but I want and need to do this for me, babe. I'm done pretending even if it's just for one more day. I want to go out with my boyfriend, Austin Moon and you deserve to go out with your girlfriend, Ally Dawson. Not Amy Russo." I tell him with passion in my eyes as he sighs holding my face into his hands.
"Ally, I'm just nervous for you." He said lowly and uneasy about the whole situation.
"I don't want you to do this if it'll endanger you." Austin says worried as I smile sweetly at him.
"I'll be fine. I'm confessing where I've been all this time later tonight. No more secrets and no more lies, babe. Just more love." I tell him as he still seems a little concerned but he smiles putting his thoughts to the back of his mind for me before leaning down and kissing me.
"Mmm." I say sweetly as our lips pull away from each other.
"I have you. How could I possibly be afraid of anything? You just make me braver and inspire me to be better. You always have." I tell him honestly as he smiles taking my hand and intertwining them while we happily walk out of the door together.
We get inside his car after he opens the door for me like a typical gentlemen and he begins driving but I don't even know where to and I frankly don't care. I'll go anywhere, as long as it's with him.
"I can't believe you're actually doing this." He says looking at me in awe.
"Well, believe it." I say with a smile in his direction as he turns a corner.
"For the first time in my life, I feel like I truly know who I am. I would've never known that if I didn't come here in the first place." I said as he placed one of his hands on my leg sweetly while he drove with the other one.
"Everyone here has changed me for the better in one way or another and I'll never have any other experience like it." I tell him honestly as he glances towards me with a slight smile on his face before he pulls into a parking spot and I realize that we are at the local park.
Austin gets out and goes to my side opening the door for me as I kindly take his hand and we walk to it. There are a few kids here but they're too focused on playing with each other as Austin and I decide to get on the seesaw.
"This was my favorite when I was younger." I tell Austin as he smirks.
"And now you bounce on other things." He replies as I gasp loudly as he laughs and I would hit him on the shoulder if we weren't on this right now.
It's funny that we, high school graduates are playing on this thing meant for kids but looking at Austin's adorable smile every time he goes up and I go down and vice versa makes me feel better about it.
"So, what will you do when you get to LA?" He asked curious while we were still on the great playground ride.
"Um...I'm gonna visit my mother first before anything." I say as he nods understanding and I sigh heavily thinking about it.
"My mom is gonna freak. We'll get into an argument for sure and she won't get what I'm saying because she doesn't pay enough attention. Then she'll threaten that my career will be over when I make reckless decisions like this and I'll promise to never do something so stupid again but it'll be a lie because I'm human. Well...not to her I guess. I'm a robot who has to be perfect 24/7." I say looking down at the horrible memories.
"You know...the usual." I explain as Austin looks at me intensely listening to every word I say and I can tell he feels bad for me.
"I'm sorry about that, babe. I really am." He says kindly as we decide to get off the seesaw and onto swings.
We just swing low but enough to lift us up off the ground just a tiny bit.
"Now, these are my favorite." Austin said as I giggled.
"They are amazing. They'll never go out of style." I tell him as he nods his head agreeing with me.
We swing for a good while in peace watching the kids play around and I remember what it was like as a kid. Nothing to worry about except having the time of your life. No bills, no bad friends, no heartbreak and no complications. Just fun all the time.
"Babe, can I ask you something?" Austin said while on his swing.
"Yeah, of course."
"How the hell did you keep your secret so long?" He asked intrigued.
"Believe me, it wasn't a walk in the park. Pun intended." I say as he rolls his eyes playfully.
"Wow, does the rest of the world know how cheesy Ally Dawson really is?" He asked as I stuck out my tongue to him.
"Shh! Anyway, keeping the secret was the hardest thing I've ever had to do. It took a lot of memory."
"Memory?"
"Yeah...remembering to put my blonde wig on before Cassidy would wake up since I would take it off at night to give my natural hair a break from wearing it all day. Also, remembering to put my blue contacts in before Cassidy woke up since it's not healthy to wear them 24/7." I explain as he listens intently.
"After Trish and Cassidy found out though, it became a little easier at her house. It was still difficult with cheerleading because I was always worried if the wig would fall off during practice or a game or even when we would have...sex." I trail off as he looks at me before cracking up.
"It's not funny." I say with a smile I try to hide.
"That would have been hilarious if that actually happened."
"Shut up! You'd probably scream like a girl scared." I tell him.
"Fair enough." He said still laughing as I shake my head at his humor.
"Enough talking about me. Let's talk about you, football star. You start UCLA in three months. You have got to be hype."
"Hell yeah, I am. It's my dream school and I have a four year scholarship, so no debt. I'm the luckiest guy in the world." He said excited as I smile at his happiness.
"You are such an amazing football player, babe. You'll be even more amazing when you get in the NFL."
"If I get in." He corrected not wanting to get his hopes up.
"You can be doubtful all you want, but it won't get you anywhere. You just celebrated that you had a four year scholarship. You know that doesn't come easy! You're halfway there baby."
"I know, I know." He sighs a little looking away as I make him face me with my fingers on his chin.
"It's okay to be confident, as long as it doesn't go to your head. You were meant to be a professional player. I just know it'll be your legacy." I tell him as he just stares in awe of me.
"How did I get so lucky having the most supportive girlfriend in the world?"
"Well, all it took was a girl craving some ice cream, getting left behind by her tour bus and taking a leap of faith." I said as we both laughed.
"So, you really don't know what you're going to choose to do when you get back huh?" He asked calmly.
"Nope. I keep thinking I'll know when I'm back and I see my mom in person and so many other things but honestly...it could go either way." I say with a casual shrug but deep down I'm worried I'll forever be indecisive.
"Whatever it is, we'll still both live in LA so we'll find time to be with each other." He says really hopeful as I turn to face him while still swinging.
"It's not exactly that easy, babe." I tell him truthfully.
"What do you mean?" He asked confused.
"I'll be in LA half of the time because I live there but you don't know how hectic a schedule for someone in the industry can be. I'm always on a plane to another city, state or country." I say a little disheartened.
"I don't want you to miss me so much that you'll want a break from us." I spoke worriedly as he just smiled looking over to me.
"I'm done taking breaks, Ally. I'm not being without you anymore. No way." He said as I smile widely blushing as my heart beats a million miles a minute.
I get off of the swing and go over to Austin as he brings his swing to a halt, still sitting on it, letting me wrap my arms around his neck while he wraps his around my waist.
"I still can't believe it's you..." He said lowly under his breath staring into my eyes.
"Ally Dawson..." He said bringing up his right hand and rubbing his thumb across my cheek softly.
"I would see you for years on teenage girls' posters in their room and some even in boys' room for you know what." He said as I giggled a bit.
"I had no idea that the same girl was gonna be the love of my life." He said as my heart warmed so much.
"Especially because you totally hated her." I said as he chuckled groaning.
"You're gonna hold that against me forever huh?"
"Oh yeah." I say pecking his lips with a smile.
"For the record, I didn't hate her. Well, you. I always thought she was hot...you. I just thought you were mediocre and fake. I obviously was an idiot and wrong."
"Yes, you were. Mostly."
"What do you mean?"
"I told you before, my life wasn't mine so I wasn't exactly a truly authentic artist."
"Don't say that."
"It's the truth and that's okay. Coming back to my hometown and meeting all of you put me on the right path. Whenever I return to the industry, I now know that it's my way or the highway when it comes to my music."
"I'm really proud of you, you know that?" He said as I smiled with a tilt of the head.
"I try." I say as he puts some hair behind my ear observing me.
"It's not still weird for you?" I asked a little awkwardly referring to my real look compared to my disguise.
"It's still taking some time to get used to but it doesn't change anything. Not anymore. I love you so much, pop star." He reassures with a wide smile as he places each of his hands on my face before leaning in and passionately kissing me.
My lips move softly and beautifully against his as I moan lightly into it because it was just the most breathtaking kiss I've had in my life or with Austin in general and I think it's because I'm finally kissing him as Ally Dawson in public.
I feel like I'm doing a big fuck you to the entire universe and it feels truly amazing and very liberating for my free spirit.
Suddenly, I hear footsteps walking near Austin and I as we are making out while he's still on the swing.
"Are you Ally Dawson?" I hear as I separate my lips quickly from Austin's.
My body turns around and I am face to face with two girls. The older one looked about 15 or 16 years old and the younger girl looked about 6 or 7 years old.
"Oh, you definitely are!" She shouted loudly as I winced from her voice.
Austin just looks anxious for me since he wasn't really on board with me coming out today.
"Oh my god, I thought you were dead! Well, everyone thought you were dead but you're okay?" She asked baffled as I watched as she looked all over at me to study me.
"I don't get it. You're...completely normal and fine. Where's your bruising, scratches, scars?" She asked confused as how I was perfectly fine.
"I don't have any." I answer awkwardly as she looks me in the eyes.
"So, you weren't kidnapped or tortured somewhere either?"
"No, not at all." I reply as I look at the little girl who's not paying attention to our conversation and looks like she just wants to play with the other kids.
"That doesn't make any sense to me. Where were you all this time?" She asked confused before glancing at Austin and widening her eyes.
"Oh my god, you were kissing him when I got here. I completely forgot once I saw your face but oh my god, you were kissing him. You have a boyfriend!" She said in disbelief and upset.
"Um..." I respond not knowing what to say because I wasn't suppose to explain anything until my interview.
"Um is all you have to say? Oh my god, I can't believe I ever supported you! Christopher is so amazing, and you cheat on him with a nobody."
"That's a little harsh..." Austin said lowly looking away as I try not to laugh.
"Look, um...what's your name?" I asked not knowing it.
"Marie." She said angrily folding her arms against her chest.
"That's a pretty name." I say with an awkward smile.
"Anyway, when you're young like us, love is very complicated and-"
"Oh, you're seriously making an excuse for cheating on Christopher? God, did you run away just to have some love affair?" She asked looking at me like I was the worst person in the world.
"Marie...I think it's best if I don't say anything at all." I tell her honestly as Austin stands up off the swing and coming over to me.
"It was nice meeting you...but we're gonna go." Austin said taking my hand as we start to walk away.
"Oh, not before I get this!" She shouted causing us to turn around as she took pictures of us holding hands.
"Stop!" Austin said walking up to her as I grab his hand stopping him.
"Babe, it's okay. Everyone will know the truth in just a few hours." I whisper to him lowly as he still looks worried.
"I'm posting these on Twitter. You're gonna be exposed for the true snake you are, Ally Dawson. I'm unstanning you forever." She told me which hurt because she was a fan of mine.
"Maybe you'll change your mind later tonight." I say lowly as she looks confused before taking her little sister's hand and walking over to the other kids in the park.
"Ally, this is gonna look so bad for you. It's gonna spread like wildfire and they're gonna think of you as some slut." Austin told me apprehensively as I held his face in my hands.
"I know that and I'm okay with it because the truth will come out sooner than later." I tell him once again as he sighs and I kiss him to calm his fears for me.
"Let's go." I say taking his hand as we walk back to his car and get inside.
"Hey, are you hungry?" I asked after we got inside his car.
"Yeah, for something else..." He trailed off as I smiled while he leaned in and kissed me deeply as I returned it fiercely.
Austin kisses me with passion as I moan into the intensity and intimacy but I suddenly pull back.
"What's wrong?" He asked breathless from the kiss.
"Nothing...I just remembered there's a burger place around the corner. Hmm. Yum." I say trying to change the subject.
"Ally." He says as I look at him.
"What's going on? You acted weird like this earlier when we were kissing. What's up?" He wondered as I looked at him a little longer before I sigh caving in to tell him.
"Okay, I'm afraid."
"Afraid of what?"
"Of making love with you before I leave..." I admit honestly as he looks at me shocked because that's not what he expected for me to say but also confused because he doesn't know why I would feel that way.
"Babe, why?" He asked placing a gentle hand on top of mine.
"I feel like...it'll just make me miss you more." I say shaking my head, a little embarrassed about the whole thing.
"I know, I know! Sex isn't that big of a deal for guys...but it is to me. It makes me feel closer to you and I don't wanna make myself sadder by being with you in that way when I have to leave tonight." I tell him as he looks at me for a few seconds before a smile spreads on his face.
"Ally, who says it's not a big deal to me? I love you so much that it scares me. I love you so much." He repeats as I can't help but smile and blush at the words that just came out of his mouth.
"You can't spend time being afraid with the ones you love. If anything, you should make the most of the time you have left here in Miami before you go tonight." He told me kissing my neck softly before kissing my lips gently as I slowly kiss back.
"You're right. You're absolutely right." I reply utterly and completely whipped and in love before grabbing my boyfriend's face and kissing him deeply.
Our mouths move passionately together as we breath each other in as if we are the only thing that could ever satisfy the other and I believe it's completely true.
Suddenly, I feel a hand slip into my jeans causing me to moan temporarily separating my lips from Austin's. I'm face to face with a smirking Austin as I glance down for a second to see Austin's hand inside my pants rubbing my sensitive area.
"Mmm," I moan throwing my head back from the passenger seat as Austin starts laying soft kisses on my neck. Then he proceeds to place his hand inside my panties now, breaking all barriers in the way of his mission.
"God, Aust-" I breath heavily moaning and not being able to finish saying his name because his hand repeatedly rubs roughly against my very moist center.
I feel his hand speed up as he begins rubbing his thumb quickly up and down against my clit which is sending me drastically over the edge and I couldn't take it anymore.
"Fuck," I sharply curse and whisper under my breath as Austin brings my lips into a kiss which is a bit difficult for me because I keep breaking it by moaning loudly.
Austin's hand suddenly is out of my pants before I can reach my orgasm.
I look at him like he stole my puppy.
"Wh- Why'd you...stop?" I ask out of breath from that amazing high that I actually didn't get to finish.
"It's our last day together for who knows how long. It's not fair, if only you have the fun right?" He asked with raised eyebrows as I smirk with the shake of the head.
"No, I guess not." I reply kissing him deeply because I was so in love with this dude. I can't ever picture a life where he's not in it. This is the person I'm meant to be with. There's nothing that could ever tell me otherwise.
While our lips are wrapped up in each other, I use my two free hands to unbutton and undo my jeans while pulling them and my underwear down.
Afterwards, I lean over grabbing onto Austin's belt and unbuckling it as he lifted his butt a little in order for me to pull it halfway down.
We make sure our lips don't separate as I climb on top of Austin's lap in his driver seat as his firm hands grip onto my small waist.
"I love you so much, Austin. I really do." I say staring into his eyes as we finally let each other catch a break from the intense making out.
"Yeah, I know babe. I love you." He replied placing one of his hands in my hair and pulling me forward into another kiss as I moaned from my center beginning to throb from horniness.
I grab his bulge from inside his boxers and giving it a few good strokes as Austin moans against my lips which I find extremely sexy.
I take it out of his boxers and into view and I have sure missed it from the few weeks we were broken up. My heart was not the only body part feeling empty. I'm just saying.
"Come here, babe." Austin said as he motioned for me to hold onto him tightly as he pushed inside me causing a satisfying moan to exit my mouth.
Austin's dick pumped in and out of me so greatly and I couldn't contain the amazing feeling that came over me. He groaned against my neck in absolute pleasure while still trying to lay kisses on my chest.
Soon, he just decided to remove my shirt all together which reveals that I'm not even wearing a bra.
Austin looks in my eyes from surprise before a smirk appears making him kiss me harshly and intensely as I moan into it while continuing to ride him blissfully.
"Damn, baby." Austin groaned as he pushed himself deeper into me causing my eyes to roll to the back of my head giving him a great opportunity to lean down and put my right nipple into his mouth.
"Uh, mmm." I moan loudly as his tongue flickered up and down my nipple. He then switches to the other one, giving it the same amount of pleasure.
My body begins to shake on top of his as he continues to hold on me tightly as I feel his member throb harshly inside of me causing an overwhelming and electrifying feeling for me.
Eventually, we both orgasm together as we hold tightly onto one another. My body shakes coming down from the high as Austin breathes heavily as I feel the warmth on my chest.
We make eye contact and enormous smiles can't help but form on our faces.
"Aren't you glad, I changed your mind?" He asked putting strands of hair behind my ear because the sex made it go kind of crazy and everywhere.
"Yes sir." I reply as he chuckles kissing me one last time before I sat back in my seat putting my panties and jeans back.
"Shirt please?" I ask with my hand sticking out with my boobs still visible. Thank god, Austin has tinted windows.
"I like it better off." He flirted as I rolled my eyes playfully snatching it out his hands and putting it back on as he pouted.
"You know..." I start off leaning in.
"It feels so amazing making love to you as Ally Dawson. It felt...even more personal. You finally got all of me." I said as he smiled kissing my cheek.
"All of you is really(italic) good." He said making me laugh as my phone dinged for a second.
"What is it?" Austin asked starting the car.
"It's a text from Raina." I tell him before reading it out loud.
"Meet me at Bright Davis studio on Chandler St. I hope you're still feeling brave."
Austin looks at me intrigued before he pulls off heading to the address as I sigh with nerves in me.
"What is Bright Davis and why does it sound so familiar?" He asked curiously.
"It's a morning radio station. She wants to go to the studio...where I'm guessing I'm gonna have my interview." I informed him as my hands begin to shake.
"Hey, you're gonna be okay." He told me holding my hand with one of his and driving with the other.
"Raina and I both are gonna be there. You don't have to do this alone." He reassures me as I look at him with nothing but adoration.
"You're incredible, you know that?"
"I try." He says with a simple shrug and a smile as I focus back on the road trying to pull myself together for this.
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Austin and I arrive at Bright Studio and we see that the entire block is so crowded with people, that we can't even get through.
"Jesus," Austin says under his breath at the hundreds of people just on one block and surrounding the studio.
"They must have known I was gonna be here. That Marie girl did not hesitate." I said before getting out my phone and going online, seeing that the teen girls' photos of me and Austin went public and viral...which I figured would happen.
Everyone had something to say about them and it was crazy to say the least. Some people believe it, some think they're fake pics, others think there is a good explanation for it and the rest think this was a planned Hollywood illuminati scheme. Yeah...crazy.
"The pictures of us went viral." I tell Austin looking at him as he sighed.
"Alright...but how does that explain everyone knowing you were gonna be here?"
"Bright Davis had to announce it so people would tune in. It's something they have to do." I explain since Austin still didn't know anything about the industry life.
"That explains it then." He said as I looked at the huge and long crowd.
"How am I gonna get in there without being stopped and swarmed by everyone?" I ask to myself as Austin reached behind his seat confusing me.
"Here." He said handing me a gray hoodie.
"It's baggy and as long as you put the hood on, no one will pay attention to you." He tells me as I smile at his genius plan.
"Thanks babe." I say putting it on, along with the hood on my head.
"Alright, let's go." I say about to open the door when Austin stops me.
"Wait, quick question. Is the dude's name really Bright?" He asked as I looked at him as if he was serious because this was not the time at all.
"No, Austin. It's Steven. Bright is a stage name. Can we go now?!" I say as he puts his hands in the air before we both get out the car.
Austin wraps his arm around me as we try making our way through the loud and filled crowd. It takes us about 5 minutes to bust our way to the front but we get there and that's when we realize there's a chain around the inside part of the front door.
"You have got to be kidding." I say under my breath and texting Raina to come open the door for us before I get recognized.
"Oh my god...aren't you the guy Ally Dawson was caught kissing?" A girl asked loudly causing everyone nearby to face him and become shocked as well.
"Uh, uh no, not at all. I think you got the wrong guy..." Austin replied nervously.
Crap. I didn't even think about anyone recognizing Austin from the pictures. God, could this get any worse?
"No...this is definitely you." Another Girl chimed in showing one of the pictures up as all the girls gasp and some got angry expressions on their face.
"You have a lot of nerve showing up here!" One yelled from the back as they started to crowd around us.
Suddenly, a loud noise was heard and I see a security guard unlocking the chain from the inside as Raina shows herself causing the girls to focus and scream that way.
"Let's go!" She shouted loudly motioning us to run inside.
"Oh my god, that must be Ally!" The girl who showed the picture said taking off my hoodie as all the surrounding girls screamed loudly.
Before they tried running over to me, Austin quickly grabbed my hand running us both inside while they tried to catch us.
The security guard puts the chain lock back on as Austin and I breath heavily and Raina smiles seeing that we're both okay.
"You're safe. Let's go." Raina tells us grabbing me by the arm as I look back at the double doors that a great amount of my fans are banging against.
Raina takes my hand to lead me to a chair in front of a full sized mirror, as I look back at Austin who sits down stressfully causing me to instantly feel bad bringing him into this.
"I'm gonna tell the makeup artist and stylist to go as fast as they can." She tells me about to leave the room as I stop her closing the door again.
"Don't get them."
"Ally, you need to look presentable for TV."
"And I am." I say as she looks down at me amused.
"Ally, you're wearing jeans and a t shirt. Not to mention, no make up. You're naturally beautiful but you know you can't go on tv like that."
"Yes, the hell I can and I'm going to." I casually stated while she sighed frustrated.
"This shows who I am and who I've become. I'm not gonna wear dressy and glamorous bullshit anymore just because it's what looks best because that defeats the main person on why I did what I did, Raina. I found who I am and I'm not denying it anymore." I tell her surely as she looks at me for a few seconds before nodding her head agreeing with me.
"Okay, okay you're right." She says as I smile at Austin who looks at me still a bit shaken up causing me to go over to him and stand in front of him.
"Once I confess everything, they'll know you didn't intrude on a relationship but if after that...the relationship is too much pressure for you, I understand." I tell him hinting that he could end it if he wanted too.
"How many times do I have to tell you that-"
"You can tell me a million times, Austin but you're not the one seeing your face or your hands shaking. This is a lot to take in for anybody." I say as he stands up.
"That's right, babe. It's a lot for me, Ally. It doesn't mean that I want to break up with you. I'm allowed to be nervous and scared for you without wanting to end things." He told me as I sighed trying to walk away but he holds me steady.
"Don't. Talk to me." He says as Raina just observed behind us.
"I feel guilty, Austin. I feel very guilty. You don't understand how overwhelming this life can be." I say with my head down.
"I believe you but...you're worth it." He assured me once again placing his hands on either side of my face and kissing me deeply as I sigh into it.
After a while, I hear Raina cough trying to get our attention as we separate leaning our foreheads against one another.
"Alright, Ally. Come here." She tells me as I smile at Austin before going over to her.
"Once you are out there and the camera's are rolling, there are no questions. Just you and your story." She tells me as my eyes widen.
"I thought this was an interview?" I asked baffled at the info.
"It is! Just a one person interview."
"What?" I say frustrated and confused.
"Look, Bright Davis doesn't want to ask any questions because he doesn't know what to ask, Ally. Him or anyone else have no idea where you've been and he thinks it's better for you to just tell your story...and honestly, I agree." She tells me as I look back at Austin who nods to me as I turn back to her.
"Okay...yeah, alright." I consent to what she was telling me.
"Great. Als, all you have to do is exactly what you've been wanting to do for years. Speak your truth and stand by it." She said holding my shoulders as I let out a peaceful breath.
"It's okay if people judge you, it's okay if they don't get where you're coming from, and it's okay if emotions come over you, because you have been through so much, Als. Please never forget how strong you are." She states fiercely and passionately as I smile appreciative.
"I love you, Raina."
"Come here, Als." She said pulling me in for a tight hug.
"Awe, can I join?" Austin said coming up to us.
"Back off, Blondie. You get plenty and more." Raina replies harshly as I giggle and Austin backs up with his hands up.
"Alright, let's go." I say as we all three walk out getting shocking stares from crew members, camera men and women. They knew I was coming but it's different when I'm actually here.
"Bright Davis." I say to the very popular American radio personality. He is the host of the daily radio program Bright Davis in the morning. Except today, he's doing it in the evening because of...a change in plans.
Bright Davis, who has interviewed me a hand full of times over the past few years about my albums, singles, relationships and awards turns around to the sound of my voice and his eyes almost bulge out of his head.
"I-" He starts as he looks at me in awe.
"I...I can't believe...it's really...you." He says slowly walking over to me.
"It's one thing for your friend to tell me about it but to actually see you in front of me...just wow." He said as I slightly smiled hugging him as he returned it.
"It's nice to see you again." I tell him nicely.
"You too, kiddo." He said with a voice of disbelief.
"Are you alright?" He asked pulling away and looking in my eyes concerned because he doesn't know where I've been of course.
"Yeah, I am. I just want to get this over with." I say honestly.
"No problem, honey. Your friend tell you what you're doing?"
"Talking into one camera, telling my story." I say as he nods eagerly.
"Correct. You can head on over. Dave will instruct you. You'll go live in 2 minutes." He tells me as I sigh nervously hugging Raina once again and facing Austin who kisses me one last time before I walk away.
I head over to where Bright Davis informed me to as Dave, the main camera man told me where to sit while he looked surprised and in awe to see me. He lets me know to focus only on that camera and that he'll signal when we are live.
Dave also told me to give him a signal when I was done with sharing my story and I let him know that I would just gently tap my knee twice which he agreed on.
"Alright, ladies and gentlemen..." Dave said behind the main camera as the lighting crew got their lighting on me at a perfect angle.
"In 5, 4, 3, 2...1, ACTION!" He shouted as I took a deep breath in the chair I was sitting in as Austin, Raina and a couple of other people in the building observed me.
"Hi...Ally Dawson here." I say with a slight smile before it goes away as my hands begin to shake so I play with them in order to help stop them from doing so.
"Um...I know everyone is in shock that I am actually speaking to you right now and that is completely understandable. I've been gone for quite a while. Five months to be exact." I state putting a strand of my hair behind my ear.
"Before I share my story, a very personal story of what has happened to me over these last few months, there are things I need to debunk." I tell into the camera.
"I was not kidnapped, tortured or in any other awful situation that were rumored to have happened to me. I'm not upset about them because of course in my case...pretty much all you can do is assume the worst." I say with a shrug of the shoulders glancing from the camera and my lap.
I take another deep breath and realize I have to do what Raina said and speak my truth and not be ashamed by it.
My eyes glance up at the camera with much more confidence and eagerness to share with the rest of the world, the new me I discovered on my journey whether they liked it or not.
"My disappearance...was 100% my decision." I finally admit as I keep eye contact with the main camera.
Though, in the corner of my eye, I could see the many shocked expressions on people's faces along with murmuring and whispering around the room.
"You see, it was the day of my final tour date in Miami as many of you all know...and my tour bus stopped for some snacks. I decided on the other hand, to get some ice cream and when I came back...the tour bus was gone. I called and let my mother know and then I saw my own face on a billboard. In that moment, I had this epiphany that I can explain a million times but no one could ever get it if they've never been through it. Seeing my face on that billboard did something to me. Seeing a girl that wasn't as happy as she made herself appear for her fans and the media. A girl that was forced to be someone else in order for others to profit off of me." I said getting a little riled up and upset about all the things I took as an artist but I calm down so I can get through this.
"I didn't want to be that girl anymore and I wouldn't. So, I left. I made sure I hid a place my tour bus wouldn't find me and checked into a hotel. I knew I wanted a break from the industry but I didn't know how long or what I was gonna do in the mean time. I eventually decided to attend high school...something I never got to do in my life. For the last five months I've been gone, I have attended Marino High School in Miami under the identity of Amy Russo." I admit as some people gasp in surprise that I've been in some high school all this time.
Austin looks completely shocked that I even exposed who I was. I know the kids of Marino High are freaking out listening to this because I became pretty popular there.
"It was one of the most amazing and draining experiences of my life. It was new, inspiring, sad, compelling, great, heartbreaking and fulfilling. I haven't experienced anything like it in my life. The friends I made there have changed and shaped my life forever. I never knew what it was like to feel so connected and bonded with so many different people but I was and it was fantastic. I'm getting emotional talking about it because I feel so blessed to have met so many wonderful people who accepted me for me and not because I was Ally Dawson. They saw me as more than just a title because I am more than that. I couldn't have asked for greater friends." I say as Raina and Austin both smile at my words.
"That wasn't my only experience there. I met someone. A guy named Austin Moon." I say as Austin watches and listens intently.
"I fell in love with him." I confess as more gasps fill the room because I'm publicly with you know who.
"Before you judge me, there's something important you all must know. I'm aware of those pictures getting leaked earlier of me and him kissing and I can confirm that I was not cheating on Christopher. I could literally never cheat on him. You know why? Because he and I are not a real couple and never was." I confess as the room starts talking louder to each other in disbelief as Bright Davis shh's everyone and waves his hand for them to shut up.
"I know, I know. What the hell, right? Yeah, that's what happens when you're in the industry people. There are people out there who want you to lie and deceit people just for attention, views and money. I fed into it because I was just a teenage kid listening to what adults were telling me. For so long, I didn't know any better and by the time I did know better...I wasn't brave enough to do anything about it. Until I was." I say crossing one leg over the other.
"I met a guy named Austin Moon and he was the best person I have ever known. It was as if I've known him my whole life. We eventually began a relationship and I had never known happiness the way I did when I was with him and I never wanted to. It was a breath of fresh air finally being with someone that I actually wanted to be with. Someone that actually had feelings for me and vice versa. What I was experiencing, is what I wanted for someone I consider a dear friend, Christopher Wilde. It was easy to fake the relationship because we were amazing friends but that was not what we wanted. We wanted to be just like normal teenagers who fell in love with people we wanted to be with. I got to finally experience that when I attended Marino High and I will never forget it. It might sound crazy to some but I met the love of my life there. Someone I know for sure is gonna be in my life forever and the deep connection I have with my person is something I hope everyone gets to experience at least once in life. Austin Moon is my boyfriend and he's a good guy. The best guy and I'm the luckiest girl in the world to have him." I say as Austin blushes as Raina bumps his shoulder with a smile.
"Not to mention, I found out about so many things I love to do that I have never done before. I was on the cheerleading team for crying out loud. I joined a few clubs and turns out, I'm a pretty amazing photographer! I was able to attend prom and graduate while also becoming valedictorian which was an amazing accomplishment. Also, I got straight A's for the last two semesters and my IQ is so high that I can qualify to for freaking Harvard if I wanted to and I had no idea!" I said as a few people in the room smile at my glee talking about it along with Bright Davis.
"All those things...friendships, romance and hobbies...would have never been explored in my life if I kept living the way I was. Everyday, I felt like I lost a little more of me and I didn't want to be a stranger to myself anymore so I did what I believe I had to do." I say with a deep sigh.
"My mother and I didn't have the best relationship. I know most of the time she didn't pay attention to me or the pain I was in but don't worry, this is not one of those times when the child blames the parent for all their problems in their life. I just want to say to my mom...if you're watching this right now...I don't blame you. I should have spoke up more than I did and I should have thought about why you were the way you were. Maybe I wasn't the only one in pain...maybe you were too so you threw yourself into work to forget it. I wish we could have been there for each other and I hope you someday you get to know the person your daughter truly is." I say emotionally into the camera looking down some before I quickly get myself together so I can finally finish this.
"Look, I made a decision. A selfish decision but a decision nonetheless that I will never regret because of the many things I gained including finding myself. The only thing I'll ever regret regarding that decision is that I hurt people. I regret hurting and scaring every single person in my life who knows me personally but more importantly, my fans...because you all have supported me always. I couldn't imagine the heart ache you guys were put through these last five months while I was out having the time of my life. I know it's something unforgivable and I wouldn't blame you if you didn't support me ever again but I truly hope you believe me when I say I'm sorry for hurting you. It was one of the worst things I've ever done in my life." I say truthfully to my fans tuning in.
"Look, I'm not gonna ask or expect any forgiveness from anyone...but if you could try to understand a little, that would be great. If you're someone who also has troubling issues with a parent, feeling as though you're living life for someone else, making yourself become someone you don't even recognize in the mirror...if you know what any of these things are like including the pressure from society to be perfect then I hope you can have a little sympathy for a girl who made an impulsive decision without thinking about the consequences because for once, she was thinking about herself." I explain as my shoulders stand tall.
"Imagine being told who to date. Imagine being told what to wear. Imagine being told what to say. Imagine every decision being made for you." I say strongly into the camera with resentment in my voice.
"I meant a lot to the world but I felt like nothing to myself...but now, I feel like everything. I feel in control for the first time in my 18 years on this earth and I'm not letting that control go because it's finally my turn to spin the wheel and the options are endless. I love you all so much but for once, I chose me." I say with a proud and unashamed smile.
"My name is Ally Dawson and that was my story. Again, there aren't words to describe how sorry I am for all the pain and trouble I've caused. I'm also grateful that you all have taken the time to listen to what I've had to say today. Thank you." I say tapping my knee twice as a signal.
"CUT!" Dave said turning off the camera and the lights turned off as I sighed getting out of my seat and walking over to where Raina, Austin and Bright were standing.
"Dollface, that was amazing!" Bright shouted as I chuckled.
"He's right. You did perfectly." Raina told me as I smiled.
"Thank you. I just hope that people will be understanding even if they don't agree with it." I say as Austin comes in front of me.
"Whatever happens...we are so proud of you. I am." He tells me as I smile leaning up and kissing him as he returns it.
"Bright, can I ask you for a favor?"
"Anything, honey." He replied quickly.
"Is there anyway you can get us out of here without anyone knowing? I only have a few hours left with my boyfriend before I head back to LA tonight and I would like to spend it without Paparazzi and fangirls on our backs." I tell him as he nods listening.
"Of course. Your friend Raina can pull her car around the back. No ones out there, not even the paparazzi." He informs me as I sigh with relief.
"Thank you so much." I say hugging him as he chuckled.
"No problem. You did amazing, kiddo." He said with a smile before walking away.
"Okay, wish me luck." Raina says because she has to go out the front where all the fans are.
"You want to at least bring security Raina, I don't want you to get hurt." I tell her as she shakes her head.
"No, if they see security, that will just make them bug me more. Just expect it to take a while because they're gonna be a lot." She said as I nod nervous for her while she walks out the door after the security guard unlocks the chain.
Austin and I wait by the back door for about 15 minutes until we hear a car horn. We peak out the door and see Raina's car and then make a dash for it getting in the back seat.
"Thanks so much, red." I said as she smiled at me from the driver's mirror.
"You haven't called me that since we were like 13."
"I know. I was feeling nostalgic." I reply as she laughed pulling off.
After a while, we arrived in front of Cassidy's house and unfortunately there were about 12 Paparazzi men and women outside the door.
"What the hell? How do they know I've been staying here?" I say confused.
"You did tell everyone who you were in high school. Everyone from Marino High has got to be talking about it and I'm sure a lot of people knew you were living with Cassidy. So, it's possible things got out..." Raina said as I sighed throwing my head back.
"I am so stupid."
"No, you're not. We just have to go past them. You're not answering anything, okay?" Austin tells me as I nod my head with a pout.
"Alright, good luck." Raina tells us.
"What? You're coming with us." I say as she shakes her head.
"No, I'm not." She says turning around to face us.
"Like you said, Als. You only have a few hours left before you head back to LA. Spend it with your boyfriend." She said sweetly.
"I'll see you tonight at 10." She tells me turning back around as Austin opens the door causing the paparazzi to notice.
Austin quickly grabs my hand as the paparazzi make their way over to us as we try to walk past but they make it very difficult because they're very close and flashing their camera lights in our faces.
"Ally, how does it feel to deceive your own fans and the entire nation?"
"Ally, how much guilt do you feel?"
"How could you do this to everyone you care about?"
"Are you guys getting married?"
"Blondie, do you really think your relationship is gonna last?" That comment was towards Austin who pushed that man harshly out the way as I try not to laugh.
"Ally, was Christopher okay with you doing this?"
"All the answers to your questions was on channel 3 a half an hour ago. You wouldn't have missed it if you actually had a life and job that didn't consume around taking pictures of teenagers." I say to all of them as some of them feel visibly embarrassed by the statement.
All these questions they had for me and I didn't answer one and it's crazy that they actually thought I would. We finally are able to get to the door and I use my key to get in as Austin slams the door in their faces.
We both sigh from the exhaustion before taking our jackets and shoes off wanting to relax so badly.
"I see why you wanted to get away from that life." Austin said as I chuckled shaking my head.
My phone rings and I go over to get it from my jacket pocket and see that it's Christopher to my surprise.
"Who is it?" He asked.
"Christopher." I reply.
"Yeah, you should definitely take that. I'm gonna try to find us some snacks. You think Cass will mind?" He asked.
"Not at all." I say as he nods going in the kitchen as I pick up the phone.
"Hey, buddy. Long time, no see." I say into the phone casually.
"You're telling me. So, you just decided to walk outside and expose yourself today?" He asked teasingly.
"No, not really. I told my boyfriend who I really was a few weeks ago which caused him to break up with me. We got back together today and I decided for our last day to spend together, I wanted to be the real me. So, I kind of winged it." I admit as I hear a little chuckle on the other end of the phone.
"Well, I was shocked when I saw your face on the news. Everyone has something to say about it, but the thing people believe is that you are cheating on me, you know that right?" He asked with some concern in his voice.
"Yeah, of course I know. I can't blame them though because it's not like we ever broke up publicly."
"Exactly. I know you told the truth but some people don't believe it and I don't know what to do."
"Confess, just like I did. That way they'll see that I didn't lie to cover up being a cheater and we were both slaves to the industry."
"Ally, are you crazy?"
"I'm perfectly sane. I know you saw my interview from a while ago. I confessed everything that has happened in the last five months for me and where I've been and why I did it. My advice is that you just get ahead of it too. It's already out in the open, so why does it matter if you speak on it?" I ask confused as there is a little pause on the phone.
"My label will kill me."
"Who cares?" I say shocking myself.
"I don't care about any of that shit anymore. I am so over living my life for everybody else except for myself. It's exhausting and I'm not using any more energy unless the benefit includes my happiness." I state confidently and proud of my own words.
"Wow. You really have grown being there huh?" He asked amazed.
"I really did. I discovered who I truly am. A better me. A confident me. A happy me. I'm not gonna risk all of that growth because someone might be disappointed for my choices over my own life."
"I wish I was as confident about this as you are." He said lowly.
"You are, Christopher. You just have to believe it." I tell him as he didn't say anything else but I could tell he was listening.
"Are you still in love with that girl, you told me about months go?" I wondered.
"Yeah, I am." He admitted as I smiled.
"What was her name again...Julie, Janice..."
"Jessica. Jessica Olsen." He answered correcting me.
"Jessica, right! Well, I remember how your eyes lit up Christopher when you talked about her. You told me how tiring it was going back and forth constantly while also hiding all the time, but that you wouldn't ever stop because of how much you liked her." I say reminding him of his own words.
"I remember." He replies lightly.
"I imagine you're in love with her now."
"Definitely." He answered so sure as I smile happy for my friend.
"That's amazing, Christopher. I'm so ecstatic for you." I tell him truthfully.
"Thanks, Ally."
"But...imagine how more amazing being in love with her would feel if you could share it with the world?" I say as he sighs.
"I wish it was that easy, Ally. Telling the world we're together would take away Jessica's privacy forever."
"I think Jessica would rather not have to wear a disguise anytime she went out with her own boyfriend, or only kiss indoors or even make an excuse every time she randomly leaves her house."
"You're right...I really hate it when you're right." He said as I laugh a little.
"Christopher, you need to realize that this is our lives and we have the right to make our own decisions about it. I choose happiness, what about you?" I asked him confidently.
"...and this is why I look up to you, Ally Dawson." He responded calmly as I chuckled satisfied that I got through to him.
"Okay, I guess I'm really doing this." He said and I heard the nervousness in his voice.
"Yup, you are. Just remember that it'll be worth it. You'll look back at this moment and thank me forever." I told him as he scoffed playfully.
"Let's see how it goes first." He replied making me laugh.
"Alright, bye Christopher. Good luck."
"Thanks. You're brave and strong, Ally Dawson. You're an inspiration." He complimented me sweetly.
"Thank you. I'll talk to you tomorrow." I tell him as he agrees before we both hang up.
"Is everything all right?" Austin asked coming out of the kitchen with celery and peanut butter.
"Everything is perfect." I answer sitting next to him on the sofa as he places the snacks down on the table in front of us.
"Even with the amount of paparazzi outside your house?" He asked confused but I just smiled.
"Everyone knows the truth now. Ally Dawson is safe and in love with Austin Moon." I say as it's his turn to smile.
We both watch a little TV while enjoying our delicious snack together. We also got multiple text from our friends about the broadcast and we let them know about everything. They are gonna meet us at the airport so I can say goodbye to all of them...including Austin. I just have to remember this isn't the last time I'll see him. It'll just be a while.
"I can't believe she didn't hook up with him." I say about a girl on TV.
"She was in love with somebody else." Austin said with a shrug.
"Yeah, but he was hotter." I reply as Austin laughed shaking his head.
"So, you would hook up with him?" He asked with raised eyebrows.
"Oh definitely." I say as Austin fake gasped causing me to chuckle.
"I'm hurt, babe." He said as I shrugged.
"It would be very mutual too. Look at me." I say crossing my legs sexily even though I was wearing jeans and flipping my hair dramatically like girls in films.
"That's sexy, alright." He jokes as I playfully rolled my eyes.
"Eat your celery." I say as he shakes his head.
"Suddenly, I'm hungry for something else..." He says, mocking his same phrase from earlier making me giggle.
Austin wraps his hands around my waist and leans in kissing me deeply and passionately leaving me breathless as always.
My hands explore his back before reaching for the ends of his shirt as he takes a hint, lifting his shirt off his body while my mouth waters watching his abs flex from the fast movement.
He looks down at me with a smirk before placing his lips on mine again as I moan into it while I wrap my legs his waist as I feel his hands remove my shirt as well causing my breasts to be exposed.
The warmth our bodies feel from being pressed against each other's bare chests is incredible.
Our mouths collide over one another's over and over again with the strongest and most intense desire that has ever overcome me in my entire life.
Austin and I both remove our socks while still kissing which I find a little humorous because it's definitely a difficult multitask but we manage to succeed.
"Wait," I mumble out of breath moving my body from underneath Austin and getting on top of him as he looks at me with a lazy and in trance smile and wild hair even though we haven't had sex yet which made him look even more adorable if possible.
I undid my pants button and unzipped it as I feel Austin's bulge move from between my legs making me more aroused by the second. I then stand up on the sofa which was a little awkward but I had to get them off somehow.
Austin stares in awe as I pull down my pants and underwear at the same time and flicking them somewhere on the living room floor as I sit back on top of him.
"What?" I speak under my breath while focusing on unbuckling Austin's pants and pulling his pants and boxers half way down exposing his hard and throbbing manhood that made my mouth begin to water from arousal.
"You're so beautiful." He whispers into the warm air as I look deep into his eyes before a small smile spreads onto my face because it's all I ever wanted to hear him say to me as I am Ally Dawson.
My eyes water for a second emotionally as I lean down and kiss him with a certain burning and blazing glory feeling hoping it shows nothing but the deep love I have in my heart and soul for him.
He returns the kiss with just as much passion as I started it with as I try my best to align my center up with is before he enters me deeply causing a loud moan to escape my soft lips.
Austin and I continue to make out as I grind back and forth onto his member and he growls now and then into my mouth from the pleasure intake.
I feel his hands grip my waist tightly as my hips thrust more harshly on top of his member making him groan sexily into my ear as I kiss on his neck.
Suddenly, I decide to sit up and bounce up and down lightly while rotating my body on top of him to switch it up as I watch his mouth open widely and his eyes closed. It was honestly the hottest thing I've ever witness.
"Fuck," I hear him curse under his breath in pleasure which would make me smile if I wasn't moaning loudly myself.
"Oh my g-," I moan as my head is thrown back not allowing me to finish the sentence because the feeling was becoming just too much and overwhelming for me.
After a while, Austin quickly flipped us over so that he was in charge which made me smile looking up to him because I knew exactly why.
Austin likes to be on top before we finish because he has huge pride like every other guy on the planet and needs to feel like he's the reason of why I orgasmed...which is he is by the way! But I guess being on top helps with it. Dominance. Guys...I swear.
He leans down and kisses me as he thrusts inside me deeply and repeatedly on top of me as I scratch his back roughly and softly biting onto his shoulder to stop myself from screaming in complete pleasure.
"Baby," I breathed loudly and against his neck as he went knee deep inside me hitting every right spot I could think of while I feel trickles Of sweat form on my back and his including our necks.
Our bodies clash and mesh together so well that we both don't ever want to let go but I could feel my lower stomach tighten and his manhood throb inside me at the same time.
"Jesus," He groans against my neck before I turn my face in front of his kissing him as he kisses back intensely.
Sooner than later, he orgasms inside me as I squirt onto his member causing us to moan vocally into against each other's lips which was a constant intimate thing we'd do.
Our short but heavy breaths was the only thing we could hear the room besides us separating our bodies from one another because we were literally so hot and sweaty from the amazing workout.
We look at each other out of breath before smiles take over our faces from happiness and satisfaction of what we just did.
"Did I ever tell you how much I love you?" He said holding my face into his hands.
"Maybe once or twice...or a thousand times." I tease as he smiles kissing me softly as I return it before I stand up.
"Let's go." I say extending my hand down to my naked boyfriend.
"Where are we going?"
"The shower. Don't worry, you still have some clothes over here from when I would sneak you in when Cass was over Dallas's house." I tell him as he smiles taking as we walked upstairs and took a shower.
TIME SKIP
After Austin and I got in the shower, I put on some shorts and a t shirt with some converse as Austin found some clothes from his secret visits over here like I told him he would.
We went back downstairs and watched some more TV, losing focus sometimes because we would talk to each other about things.
I couldn't help but glance at my suitcases at the bottom of the staircase waiting for me take them in an hour.
"Babe..." I say lowly causing Austin to look at me and away from the TV.
"Yeah?"
"I was thinking something that might sound a little crazy." I tell him as his eyebrows raise intrigued by the statement.
"Oh yeah? Like what?" He questioned making his body face me fully now on the sofa.
"What if...and bare with me...you came to LA with me?" I asked with hope in my heart as his eyes widen in surprise.
"What?" He replied baffled at my request.
"I know, I know...what the hell am I talking about? But I want you to come with me, babe. I just got you back today after two agonizing weeks and I'm not ready to leave you yet." I say honestly as he takes a breath taking this in.
"Babe, I get that and I would love to but you have no idea how long you're gonna be there especially with all the things you have to do now that the secret is out." He told me as I nodded my head.
"Of course, but you wouldn't have to stay the whole time. Just a few days, maybe a week? I would pay for your ticket there and back and anything else you would need."
"Babe, I would never ask you to do that."
"I know you wouldn't but I would because I love you so much and I want to spend time with you."
"Yeah, me too but I don't wanna be a distraction."
"You won't. If anything, you'll make things easier because that's what you always do. It would be nice to have you as support for the things I have to face including my mother." I tell him truthfully as he looked like he was still thinking about it.
"And think of this...it will also be beneficial for you too. You're attending college in LA in a few months which you have never been before. It'll be nice for you to gain some experience and knowledge about the city before you do. Then you can tell Dallas, Cassidy, and Dez about how amazing it is." I add even more persuasive as he smiles shaking his head.
"You are good, you know that?" He asked as I shrugged before wrapping my arms around his neck.
"Can I take that as a yes, Mr. Moon?" I asked leaning in with a smirk.
"Yes, ma'am." He replied making my heart beat fast with excitement and joy.
Austin quickly heads over to his place packing a suitcase full of clothes to last him for the couple of days he'll be with me in LA.
In the meantime, I enjoy laughing at the text messages blowing up on Austin's phone that he left on the living room table. His parents were messaging him a whole bunch especially his mom about me being Ally Dawson this entire time and I couldn't help but get a kick out of it.
Also, I let all of our friends know the time I was leaving tonight and that Austin was coming with me for a while. I told them which airport to meet us at so they could all say their goodbye's to me since I was gonna be gone longer.
Austin returned and I gave him his phone and showed him his parents panicked texts while he just laughed the same as me. I watched him text them back and tell them that he would call and explain when he landed in LA.
They were shocked that he was going there so early but he doesn't need their permission because he is 18 and a legal adult.
My eyes followed as Austin walked to the living room windows and took a peak outside before sighing at the paparazzi that was still out there after almost 4 hours. I know they for sure bombarded him with questions as he went to his house too.
"I don't know how you dealt with them for so long." He says glancing back at me as I shrugged.
"I know it doesn't sound possible but you get use to it after a while." I reply honestly.
"But since I've been without em' for a while, it does feel new again." I confess as he nods understanding.
"I don't think I could ever get use to it." He tells me as I smile.
"You're gonna have to football star." I say as his eyebrows raise.
"What? You think athletes don't get paparazzi? Yeah, think again." I inform him as he groans.
"I know, I know but think of it as a good thing. They only bother people that the media and world cares about. If they're chasing you, it's because you matter to many. That's what I would remind myself of in the beginning of my career when I felt overwhelmed at times." I admit sharing with him as he smiles kindly.
"You really think I'll get to be a professional football player?" He asked with hope and desire in his eyes.
"Baby, the NFL isn't stupid enough to pass up a two year champion quarterback with a four year scholarship to UCLA, one of the best colleges in the country." I tell him as he smiles widely with pride.
"I love you so much." He says leaning down and kissing me deeply because of the love and support I always give him.
"I love you." I whisper with a smile against his lips before my phone dings with a text message.
Outside.
Is what the text message from Raina says as I take a deep breath before looking up at Austin with a smile on my face.
"It's time to go, babe. Raina's outside." I tell him as he smiles too.
"LA here we come." He responds taking my hand in his as we walk out before I lock up the door while we make our way through the paparazzi and into the back of Raina's car.
Raina drove us to the airport in about 45 minutes as I explained that Austin was coming with us which she was fine with. We went through baggage claim as a few fans came up to me and I sighed autographs while others just stared still in shock.
Raina walked Austin and I towards my private jet that he gawked at in shock for about five minutes as we watched two cars arrive and waited as Cassidy, Trish, Dallas, Dez, Cheryl, Carrie, Chris and Kira got out the cars and made there way to us.
"I'm so happy you guys made it in time. I was afraid I wasn't gonna be able to say goodbye." I say as the guys smiled and the girls just looked sad.
"I guess I'll go down in a row." I say as they chuckle as I make my way over to Chris first.
"Chris, you are awesome. I honestly didn't expect to form a friendship with you after that date we went on but I'm glad we did. I'm gonna miss you." I tell him as he smiles hugging me.
"You too, Ally. I still can't believe Ally Dawson said yes to a date with me!" He said still in disbelief as everyone laughed as I went to Kira next.
"I don't think I know anyone braver than you, Kira." I told her as she smiled warmly.
"You started off as just a fellow cheerleader to me but quickly became much more than that. I know for sure I won't ever meet someone like you. You made me feel a confidence for myself I never did before and I can't thank you enough." I tell her as she gets emotional for the first time I've known her as we hug tightly for a while before pulling away.
"Carrie..." I say as she smiles widely as I go over to her.
"I honestly don't know a kinder person and I think everyone can agree on that." I say holding one of her hands.
"In the five months I've known you, it wasn't hard to realize the amazing things you do for people you consider friends. You helped me when I was at the lowest point in my life and because of that, I was able to be strong even when I didn't feel like it. Thank you for believing in me even when I didn't believe in myself." I tell her grateful.
"Of course, Ally. I love you." She replies sweetly hugging me as I take her in because I'm gonna miss all these people.
"Dezziekins." I speak as everyone chuckled because that's Carrie's nickname for him.
"What can I say? You are pretty much the only person that can make me laugh and cringe at the same time." I say as everyone laughed agreeing with head nods.
"You were also a great friend to me before and after you found out my secret and didn't stop believing I had a good reason for doing what I did and I didn't deserve your friendship."
"Yes, you did. You're awesome Dawson." He said making me giggle at the rhyme.
"I'll miss you so much, Dez." I say meaning it and hugging him tightly.
"Same here." He says under his breath as we pull away.
"Finally." Cheryl joked as I got to her and laughed.
"You by far, was the most unexpected friendship I expected to make considering you were dating Austin when I got to Marino High." I said as she chuckled and Austin blushed awkwardly.
"I thought you were gonna hate me forever but instead you were so mature about it. You inspired me to put myself out there and let go of past pain and hurt no matter how hard it was. I know you didn't know it at the time, but I was struggling with that for a long time and now because of you, I'm gonna confront it head on and no matter how it goes, I'm gonna be proud that I did something about it. Thank you for showing me that I am not my past mistakes." I tell her as she nods smiling happily and hugging me.
"Anytime, LA girl." She said making me smile at the nickname.
"Dallas..." I say as he has a slight expression of guilt and I know why.
"I know we haven't saw or spoken to each other in a while since Austin and I's spilt two weeks ago but-"
"I'm so sorry about that. I was just-"
"Being there for Austin. I know." I cut him off as he sighed feeling bad.
"Don't beat yourself up about it. He's your best friend and you wanted to do what made him feel okay. I completely understand." I tell him surely.
"So, you forgive me?" He asks hopeful.
"No, because there's nothing to forgive." I tell him as I hug him and he hugs back quickly appreciating that I didn't hold his actions against him.
"You're amazing, Ally. I'm happy Austin found you." He told me while hugging me as I smiled pulling away.
"I'm happy I found him." I say looking back at him who smiles cheerfully before I went over to my last friends.
"...and last but definitely not least...Cassidy and Trish." I say who both had tears in their eyes because they were the closest to me.
"You two were the only ones who knew about my secret before everyone else. If I'm being honest, I'm still surprised you guys were actually able to keep it." I admit as everyone laughs.
"I second that." Cheryl says.
"I third it." Dallas adds.
"We get it." Trish says making them laugh some more.
"Anyway...it took some time but you both eventually came around and when you did, you were the best friends a person could ask for. The way you girls supported me through anything was nothing I ever experienced in a long time. You always made me feel like enough or normal as Ally Dawson. I didn't have to pretend with you and that meant everything to me." I state truthfully.
"There were many times when I wasn't at my best and you were there for me no matter how much I pushed you two away. I was mean, bitter, cruel and yet there you guys were, offering your service for anything I might need or want because you didn't like seeing me hurt or in pain." I say emotional because of how great they were.
"Trish, you are loyal, fantastic, talented and fierce in the best way possible. It might come to a surprise to others but you were the one who I gained the most advice from that helped me because you didn't spoil me like I'm always use to. You treated me a like a woman because that's what I am and now I'm not afraid to go after what I want because of your wisdom. I love you!" I say passionately.
"I might love you too..." Trish mumbles as a lone tear falls down her face while people chuckle as I hug her.
"Cass, words can't describe how thankful I am for you. You let me into your home just within a
week of knowing me. I thought you being a fan of Ally Dawson was gonna savage our friendship when you found out but it just brought us closer than before. You told me that you met much more than your idol because you met your best friend and I can honestly say the same thing. I love you so much." I tell her as tears are falling down heavily onto her face and mine as we hold onto each other tightly.
"I love you, Als." She tells me into my neck as we take advantage of the last time we'll see each other for who knows how long.
"This is so sweet. I'm just gonna stand over here and pretend I'm not jealous." Raina said while Cassidy and I are still embracing but earns good laughs from everybody.
We pull away as I try to wipe my tears going over to Raina while they all hug Austin saying their goodbyes to him.
"I'll see you guys when I get back." Austin says as Raina boards the plane and we stand on the jet stairs.
"I'll see you...when I see you." I add because I actually didn't know when I would see them again which saddened their faces a bit.
"I love you. Bye guys." I tell them as Austin and I wave a little before getting in my private jet.
"Als, I know you usually lay on the bed in the back, but do you mind if I take it? I'm really tired." Raina tells me.
"Of course." I answer with a nod of the head as Austin and I sit down next to each other and buckle our seats.
We watch out the window as the two cars our friends came in drives away, and then the jet takes off a few minutes later.
This is it. My self journey in my hometown Miami is officially over. I'm going back to LA. I'm going back to my mother. It's going to be a lot but I'm happy I have the most amazing guy by my side.
I look to Austin who has a calm expression on his face. I smile putting my head onto his shoulder as I feel him lean his head down on mine.
No matter what happens, we'll go through it together. Always.
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