Finally, Collin and Onyx are back together! In case you hadn't noticed, I just changed this story's rating from T to M soooo... the next few chapters will be a little more hot, but I'm still keeping this story pretty tame. If you'd like to read something more explicit, you may like my new story Sweet Babygirl, I'm working on chapter 3 for that one and it should be up soon! In the meantime, enjoy this chapter!

It had been so long since Collin and I sat and ate pizza, so I ordered one while Collin sat quietly on my couch, staring at his hands. I put my phone down, sitting next to him - close enough that we could have a conversation, but far enough that he'd have to go out of his way to touch me. Ease back into it, Onyx.

"Hi." I say with a tiny smile. He looks up at me, his face full of longing and confusion.

"Hey."

"So..." I start, starting to wonder if this whole evening was going to be this awkward. I know the guys call him the awkward monkey, but he's usually not this uncomfortable around me.

"Thank you for listening." He started, interrupting my thought. I looked at him sadly. If only I'd listened sooner... "I mean, I was starting to think I'd never... that we were really done. Over."

"From what I hear, that wouldn't really be possible for either of us." I shrug.

"Yeah, but like, you could've just kept me out permanently, we'd still be in close enough proximity that we probably wouldn't die or go crazy."

"I was starting to go crazy, I've really missed you." I tell him honestly, moving closer to him. His eyes moved to where our thighs were a few inches from each other, then looked back to my face.

"You did?" He whispered. I nodded, both of us moving closer simultaneously. "I've missed you like crazy."

It was just natural for him to pull me into a tight embrace, his warmth spreading through me. My cheek rested on his shoulder, lips against his neck. His nose was buried somewhere in my hair, his breath tickling my ear with each small sigh. His arms held me tight against his chest, and I was practically in his lap, my legs draped over his.

I pressed my lips to his neck, pulling back slightly. He released me, but kept his hands on my arms. We stared into each others' eyes, his big green ones full of emotion.

"I want you." I told him, feeling his palms grow warmer as he thought about it.

"I want you." He repeated back to me hoarsely, adding, "so fucking bad."

He pulled me close again, his lips going to my neck to press wet kisses to my skin, hands moving up under my shirt to feel my lower back.

"Is this okay?" He asked, a whisper of a kiss against my ear. I sighed deeply, instinctively pressing my chest into him, which made him moan quietly.

"Yes."

I pulled back again, although my entire body screamed at me to stay pressed against his hot, sexy body. I looked into his lust-filled eyes, sure that mine mirrored the feeling.

"We're just getting to second base tonight." I warn him.

"More than I dared to hope for already." He sighed, watching my movements and adjusting himself.

I pulled my shirt off, my top half now naked since of course I wasn't wearing a bra. I bit my lip, signalling for him to take his off as well.

I've seen him shirtless many times, but every time is still a pleasant surprise. He reached behind his neck to pull his tshirt off, and my eyes wandered over his chest. His tan skin and defined muscles get me horny every time, and I couldn't help but run my hands over his pecs, pausing to brush my thumb over his hard nipples. He seemed to like the attention and the look in my eyes as I felt him up.

"Fuck, Onyx, come back here." He growled, a smile on his lips as he pulled me against him, putting his hand against the back of my neck to keep me in place while his lips and teeth attacked the other side. I heard myself groan, which made him groan in response, his hand tightening around my waist. My hands roamed his strong back, starting to wander down in the direction of his round, toned ass.

"I've wanted to get my hands on your ass since the first time I saw you playing volleyball." I told him in a quiet, needy voice. Evidently, he liked that thought, judging by the hard length of him below me. My wandering hands grabbed handfuls of his ass. He readjusted the way I was sitting so I straddled his lap, his hands on my ass and lips on mine. My chest was now more or less in his face, so when he pulled away and tilted his chin down, his eyes looked up at me as if to ask my permission. I bit my lip, nodding.

His lips, teeth and tongue were all over my naked chest, nipping, kissing and biting my nipples and any other skin in reach. Collin's hands had ghosted up my sides, thumbs barely brushing my boobs. My breathing was heavy, and I was sure he could hear my heatbeat in my chest. My hands went to his hair, tugging at it, which made him groan against my skin.

Finally, he pulled away.

"We should stop now before we get more into it." He told me, panting. I nodded in agreement, although my body was screaming in need.

"I love you, Collin." I tell him, leaning forward to press a gentle kiss to his lips. He grabbed my shoulders to keep me there, his tongue tracing my lips and seeking entrance. Parting my lips to let him in, I find myself leaning my body into him again. My hips rock against his lightly, and he groans, pulling away again.

"Okay for real this time." He smiles, taking deep breaths. I climb off his lap and move away from him, not trusting myself to not jump his bones in my current state.

"Thank you for coming back."

"Thanks for opening the door." He smiled back, taking my hand in his extremely warm one. I gazed into his eyes, seeing all his love for me there and knowing I'm safe with him. Any and all of my hangups flew out the window when he came back, there's no way he doesn't love me.

And I can't not love him.

I'd all but forgotten the pizza I'd ordered when someone rang the doorbell. I looked at Collin, who was already getting up to answer it. I grabbed my tshirt, pulling it back over my head and grabbing my wallet. No doubt my face was flushed and my neck was red, covered in little bite marks. I pulled my hair down to try to cover it, meeting him at the door to pay the guy.

"Pizza?" Collin smiled at me after the door had closed. I smiled back.

"I think it's long overdue. Combo?" I offer, taking the box from him and going to the kitchen.

"Yes please, that sounds perfect."

We ate pizza quietly just like we used to. I could feel things becoming more normal again, relaxing into each others' company. I knew he wasn't going anywhere anytime soon, and I hoped he knew the same of me.

"I'm in your life for good." I tell him, making sure he knows what I mean. He beams at me.

"I know. Thank you."

It's been a while but I'm back and working on a few different stories now! I'm aiming to get at least two more wrapped up this break to bring my open story count down to 5. I'm really excited about the next few chapters I'm posting, I think they'll be really fun! As always, leave me a review to let me know what you think of this chapter/story! I always read them, and they only take a few minutes to write. Don't forget that you don't need an account to leave one!