We just continued staring at them kiss. Ayame bringing his head down closer to hers as she tightened her grip around his neck, deepening the kiss. I felt an anger that I never felt before ignite inside me. How...How could that fucking bastard do this to Haruhi with that fucking slut? I knew that he was a flirt but this was something I even thought that he wouldn't do but here he was, kissing another girl that wasn't his girlfriend.

I clenched my fists and let out a low growl as I felt my anger grow and I was about to march up to him so I could beat the living shit out of him but before I could even take one step Haruhi put a hand to my chest, stopping me. I looked down at her, seeing her bangs covering her eyes as streaks of tears trailed down her cheeks.

"Don't," she said in a weak voice, "he's not worth it."

"But he's kissing another fucking woman!" I hissed. "I'm not just going to stand here and watch him hurt you like this!"

"I know," she said as more tears ran down her face as she turned away, "but he's still not worth it..."

My furious expression turned sad as I watched her walk away. I've never seen her so broken before and it crushed me. I just couldn't wrap my head around how Tamaki would just cheat on her so easily, especially after he was worried that I was going to try and make a pass at Haruhi. He seemed to care for her and love her as if she was the most important person in his life, but it was all a facade. She must've not worship him like he's used to and needed that attention, so he was seeking it from other women. It churned my gut in a sickening way to ever think that I was ever associated with someone like him.

I glared back at the 'couple' kissing one last time, seeing them separate from each other, before I turned and ran to catch up with Haruhi.

"Haruhi wait up." I called out as I ran up to her but she didn't stop and seemed to quicken her pace. "Haruhi wait." When I caught up to her I grabbed her arm, finally getting her to stop but she didn't look at me. "Haruhi I'm really sorry that this happened to you. Out of everyone here you're the person who least likely deserves this. How about we-"

I was then suddenly cut off as she quickly turned around and engulfed me into a big hug and placed her head in my chest as she began sobbing loudly in my shirt. I looked down at her and felt my heart ache from seeing her like this and I wrapped my arms around her. I wasn't very good at comforting people in these kinds of situations. I would usually ignore them or walk away so I wouldn't have to deal with their problem because I already had enough on my own. But seeing Haruhi, who was usually so strong and helped comfort me through everything I was going through at home, cry in my chest was heartbreaking and I tried the best I could to comfort her. I tightened my grip around her as I put my nose in her hair, feeling her sobs began to worsen. Her tears were soaking through my white dress shirt but I would have cared less about that at the moment.

"Why," she sobbed into my chest, "why would he do this to me?"

"I don't know." I answered as I lifted my nose from her hair and laid my chin on her head. "I really don't know."

I bit my lip as I felt my own eyes began to burn with tears by seeing her in this much pain. I've never been in this type of situation before and even if I was I wouldn't have cared because I didn't have any romantic interest towards any of the girls I've dated, but even though I absolutely hated their relationship I knew that she really did loved Tamaki and seeing him kissing another girl must've broke her.

"Hey," I said softly as I separated from her, cupping her face with both of my hands, so she was looking at me, "how about we ditch this party. We're both not having a fun here. We could go somewhere and hang out for a couple hours because I know you don't want to face your dad when you're this emotional and I definitely don't want to go home to my mom." I wiped a few tears from her faces with my thumb as more fell. I bit my lip again as a suggestion came into my mind but I didn't know how she would react to it. "How about we go to a hotel and spend the night there." A warm blush spread across my face when I could tell by her expression what she thought I might be indicating. "I-I know it sounds weird but I promise it's innocent. We can rent out two rooms so when we're done talking we can-"

"Ok." Haruhi breathed.

I blinked, a bit shocked that she actually agreed so easily. "Re-Really."

She nodded as she wiped the tears that were threatening to spill over again. She took in a shaky breath. "Yeah, I just want to get out of here."

I swallowed the lump in my throat before nodding. Even though the idea I suggested was innocent I couldn't help but get nervous at the idea of us actually going to a hotel together. Usually when that's suggested it means that people want to just hook up for the night and I didn't want that. Hopefully she knows me well enough to know I won't do anything like that, despite the rumors about me. I just wanted to try and help her the best way I could. If I could be honest I didn't really want anything to happen between us tonight because it would most likely be her using me to try and cope with her feelings and I don't think my heart could handle that.

"Alright, and you can pick whatever hotel you want, I'll pay. Then if you want I can get us some snacks and drinks or whatever. Girls usually do that for friends who are heartbroken, right?"

Haruhi let out a soft chuckle through her sobs. "I guess, I've never been in a situation like this before." She wiped more tears from her face. "I just need to get out of here."

I gave her a small smile before grabbing her hand. "Then come on, let's get out of here."

For most of the car ride we were silent. The only sound that was heard was her sniffling. I really wanted to say something to her to her but I was afraid that I might say the wrong thing that could cause her to break down again. I quickly glanced at her and saw that she had her head leaned up against the window with her hands on her lap. I really wanted to reach over and take her hand into mine and run my thumb against the back of her hand to try and comfort her, but I was afraid that if I tried she would either reject my gesture or think that I was trying to make a pass at her. I let out a small sigh and looked back at the road, following the GPS to the hotel that Haruhi chose. The quiet ride finally ended as I pulled up to the destination and parked, looking at the building in disgust.

"This is not a hotel." I stated.

"You said I could pick anywhere I wanted." Haruhi said as she unbuckled her seat belt.

"I meant by you could pick any hotel you wanted. This is a fucking motel."

She rolled her eyes. "They're literally the same thing." She opened the door of my car. "Come on, let's go."

I watched her as she got out of my car and looked back at the motel. I'd never been to this part of the city before, and never planned to. I was used to seeing successful men and women dressed in designer suits and dresses walking down the street, even in my neighborhood. I may not live in one of the wealthiest of areas but we weren't considered middle class. Here however was the complete opposite. The motel looked dilapidated with cracks in the walls and what looked like mold growing in between them. The other cars that surrounded us made my black Mustang look like a Rolls-Royce. They were either old, had huge dents in them, or had paint chipped off of them, or all three. The people here weren't any better either. There were either people who were planning to have one night stands or were too drunk to go anywhere else tonight besides the liquor store next door. This place just gave me all sorts of bad vibes, as if a person was just going to pop out of nowhere and either stab me, shoot me, or mug me, or again all three. But if this was where Haruhi wanted to stay for the night then I'll put up with it.

With a sigh I got out of my car and made sure I locked it before following Haruhi into the motel. The asphalt underneath my shoes felt sticky from some sort of unknown liquid, that I really didn't want to know what it was, and made me regret wearing one of my best dress shoes.

Inside the motel was a bit better than the outside (not by much). It looked like a downgraded version of a Hilton Inn, a really downgraded version. There were mismatched chairs and couches on the left side of the lobby while on the right side was what looked like a dining room, which I assumed was for the meals that they served here. From seeing how the place looked like I didn't even want to see what their food looked or tasted like.

Haruhi and I walked up to the front desk and waited for the worker to greet us, but she didn't look up from her fashion magazine she had in her hands.

I cleared my throat as I tried to get her attention, which I guess somewhat worked. She moved down the magazine slightly so we could only see her grey eyes glaring at us before she finally decided to greet us.

"May I help you two?" She asked in an irritated tone.

"Uh yeah, can we have-"

"Let me guess." The employee said as she put down her magazine on the desk. "You two just came back from either a party or dance and are planning to hook up for the night because you just suddenly bumped into each other and think you have found the perfect one like in those chick flicks. Am I correct?"

"Uh...no." I answered, a bit shocked at how detailed her question was, but she probably had a lot of teens come here because of that situation in the past. "Actually we wanted to rent two rooms for the night. Specifically next to each other."

The employee eyed me suspiciously before letting out a huff and getting up from her chair before going to get our key cards.

"I still don't understand why you picked this place rather than the hotels I suggested." I grumbled as I took out my wallet.

"This place is a lot cheaper than all those hotels and it's pretty close to my house so we don't have to travel a long distance to go home. Also…" She looked down at her hands that were lying on the counter. "My dad used to take me here when he wanted to go on a family vacation. We didn't have enough money for a real vacation but he would save up for a place like this, so it seemed like we were on a real vacation at a real hotel." She looked back up at me. "It may be gross to you because you're use to going to places way more luxurious than here but this place brings me back really good memories."

I gave her a remorseful stare as I started to feel guilty for bashing the place. If I had known that this place was so special to her I wouldn't have said anything bad about it to her, just in my head.

"Sorry," I apologized, "I didn't know this place was so important to you."

Haruhi didn't say anything as the employee came back with our key cards. I paid her for our rooms with cash (because I wouldn't dare use my card here) and we began making our ways to our rooms.

I looked down at our room numbers on the key cards. '118 and 119'. I began looking at the silver metal plaques on the walls with the room numbers on them as we walked down the hallway. '115, 116, 117…'

"Here's our rooms." I said as we walked up to the room numbers that were on our keycards.

I handed Haruhi the 118 card and she took it from me before walking over to her room door. She put the card in the slot on the door handle and took it out but as she tried to open the door it wouldn't budge. She let out a small growl and tried again but it ended in the same result.

"Shit." She cursed as she kicked the door.

"Here, let me try." I offered.

I grabbed the card from her and flipped it around so the three small arrows were pointed up and put the key card in the slot before quickly taking it out. The buttons below the handle lit green and I opened the door to her room.

"Thanks." She grumbled as she took the card back from me and walked into her room. She turned when she didn't hear my footsteps following her and saw that I haven't moved from my spot out in the hallway. "Aren't you going to come in?"

"Oh," I said a bit surprised, "I thought you might've wanted to be alone for a bit after everything that happened tonight, so I was just going to go to my room for a bit until you're ready."

"No, it's ok." She opened the door wider, inviting me in. "I just really need to be with a friend right now."

"Oh uh, ok then." I said as a warm blush tinted my cheeks as I entered her room.

I walked to the center of the room as she closed the door behind me. The room was pretty small, probably the size of Haruhi's living room just maybe only slight bigger. The only pieces of furniture was a queen sized bed that had cheap covers that made my skin itch just by looking at it, two nightstands, and a dresser where a medium size TV was sitting on facing the bed. The green carpet and rusty yellow wallpaper was a horrendous combination that I wouldn't be exaggerating that it actually was painful to my eyes to look at, and I didn't even want to think what those fucking stains on the carpet were from. Shit, I felt like I was in an episode of Hotel Hell, but worse.

Haruhi walked passed me and sat down on the edge of the bed, leaving some room for me which I gladly took. I sat down next to her, making the bed creak loudly from both of our body weights. I frowned and moved again, which made the bed creak even louder.

"God, I'm going to go fucking insane tonight when I go to bed."

Haruhi let out a small chuckle. "Welcome to a part of a commoners life style. Where some of our beds tend to creak from how old they are but we can't afford to buy a new one so we have to deal with it."

I hummed out a short laugh as a small smirk formed on my lips. "Yeah, I'm missing out on quite the adventure."

Her chuckling soon grew silent and a doleful expression returned to her face and tears began to welled up in her eyes again.

"Was I really that bad of a girlfriend?" She softly cried, wiping away some tears. I looked down at her sadly as she continued. "I know I wasn't the most affectionate unlike him, but I did love him. So what did I do wrong?"

"You did nothing wrong." I replied as I gently placed my hand on top of hers. "People who cheat there is something wrong with them. They can't be loyal to anyone because they don't want to just stay with one person for the rest of their lives and chose to hurt their partner for their own selfish desires. So what happened tonight was not your fault."

Her eyes began to fill up with tears again as she looked at me and I could tell that she was trying her hardest not to burst out in sobs again. She then placed her head on my shoulder and turned her hand over so she was holding my hand, intertwining our fingers. I grew a bit shocked by her action but it soon faded away and I laid my head against hers as I gave her hand a comforting squeeze. I don't know how long we stayed in this position but I didn't care. I was just glad I was able to comfort her through all this.

"I hate love." She grumbled as she broke the silence.

"I don't." I said. "I may not have been in a real relationship but I believe that there's always someone out there perfect for everyone."

She let out a sigh as she nestled deeper in the crook my neck. "I guess we haven't found the perfect one yet." I just remained silent, not responding to her comment as it felt like an arrow just went through my heart, but I tried not to let it affect me. "Hikaru, can I ask you a favor?"

"Sure, you can ask me anything."

"Can I have a cigarette?"

I lifted my head and frowned at her. "Why?"

"Well, you told me you smoke to relieve stress and I really don't want to feel like this right now."

"Yeah, it'll take away your stress but it'll only give you temporary relief then you'll start to feel like shit again soon after."

"I know, but it's still worth a try."

"I'm trying to quit. I don't have any on me right now." I lied.

"Oh don't give me that bull shit." Haruhi rolled her eyes. "When I hugged you I could clearly smell the stench of smoke off of you. So I know you have a pack on you."

"Haruhi…"

"I just want to try one, that's all. I promise I won't ask for anymore and it's not like I can become addicted to them because I won't have enough money for food if I do." She looked up into my eyes pleading. "Please."

I just stared into her eyes for a few seconds, contemplating if I should really give her one. I wanted to try and make her feel better but a cigarette doesn't always help, but if I refused to give her one she might start to break down again and I didn't want that.

I let out a sad sigh. "Fine, but just one."

Haruhi nodded and I pulled out my box of cigarettes along with my lighter. I gave one to her and she placed it between her lips before I helped her light it. She took a quick drag but instantly started coughing.

"No, stop." I said as I plucked the cigarette from her hand before she could take another drag and burned it out on the ashtray that was on the nightstand.

"Hikaru why did you-"

"Because I don't want to see you doing something that can kill you!" She grew shocked by me yelling at her and I began to feel guilty as I saw tears welled up in her eyes again. I sighed sadly. "I'm sorry. I just don't want you to get into a bad habit like smoking."

"But you do it."

"And I regret it. Like you said before it puts a big dent on your health and I don't want to see you hurt yourself for some fucking guy you're too good for." She looked down at her hands glumly and I tucked a piece of her hair behind her ear before placing my hand on her cheek, causing her to look back up at me as I smiled. "Hey, how about I go to the liquor store next door and I'll buy whatever you want. That's legal."

Haruhi let out a light laugh and smiled at me. "Alright fine."

She told me all the items that she wanted from the store (which was a lot for a girl her size) and left her room to pick up the items. The liquor store was small and cramped by all the items, but that was to be expected. I didn't like liquor store, they brought me a huge amount of anxiety by just how easily the alcohol was accessible. When Kaoru and I were younger mom made us go to liquor stores to try and get her alcohol because she feared that paparazzi would catch her if she went on her own. Some stores would let us buy any alcohol we wanted despite us clearly being under aged, but some wouldn't and we had to steal some bottles because we knew if we returned home without anything we were going to be punished. Sometimes we would even get two beating because if we were caught stealing by the owner they would chase us down and beat us until we would give up what we stole then when we got home with nothing mom would would beat us as well, but more severe.

I shook my head to get rid of those thoughts and looked around the store for all the items that Haruhi wanted, and some stuff that caught my interest. When I found most of the items that I needed I went up to the cashier and put my items on the counter next to another customer who was being ringed up by another cashier. As the cashier began scanning my items I looked at the items the person next to me had. A small shiver went down my spine seeing all the bottles of alcohol that were being bagged, which sadly I knew the names of. Vodka, sherry, tequila, and whiskey...most of mom's favorites...I shouldn't be surprised seeing a person buy liquor here, but it was still hard to look at.

I swallowed the lump in my throat and paid for my items as the guy next to me left with his items. Letting out a small sigh of relief from him leaving I grabbed my bags and left the store when I knew he wouldn't be in the parking lot.

I forwarded my eyebrows in confusion as I lifted one of the bags up and down, feeling how surprisingly heavy it was. I did buy a lot of items but were a bag full of snacks and a drinks really be this heavy? I just shrugged it off and made my way back to Haruhi's room. I unlocked and opened the door before walking over to the bed and placing the items next to her.

"Alright," I said as I handed her one of the bags, "I got all the items that you wanted that I could find."

She grabbed and opened one of the bags of chips I bought and began eating them as I opened the bag I had to get our drinks, but I immediately paled when I saw what was in the bag. The bag was full of bottles of alcohol that the man next to me was buying. Shit, he must've grabbed my other bag when he left.

"Shit, shit, shit." I whispered.

Haruhi looked over at me as she ate another chip. "What's wrong?"

"My bag got switched with the other customer's." I held up the bottle of vodka to show her. "This one is filled with bottles of alcohol." Haruhi took the bottle from me and looked at it as she ate another chip. "I guess I can return them and tell the cashiers it was a mix up-"

I suddenly grew silent when I heard a cap being unscrewed and I looked up to see Haruhi taking a swig of the vodka.

"Haruhi!" I grabbed the bottle away from here once it left her lips. "What the fuck are you doing?!"

She just rolled her eyes. "Calm down Hikaru, it was just one drink. Lighten up a bit."

"But-"

"I understand that you have this bad impression of alcohol because of your mother, but just drinking one time won't turn you into an alcoholic." She motioned with her hand for me to take a sip which I just responded by widening my eyes.

"I-I can't. We should just return them and thrown this one out."

"Come on, don't you want to just forget how shitty your life at home is just for a bit?" She asked, making me look back up at her. She gave me a small smile. "I promise that you won't turn into an alcoholic like your mother Hikaru. Let's just forget about this shitty night together."

I just stared at her, with slight terror in my eyes at what she was suggesting we do. Yes it would be great to have a night to where I forget the fucking problems in my life, but that would mean I would have to drink the thing that caused most of my problems.

"Just try it once," she said, "and if you don't like it then we won't drink anymore."

I looked at the bottle unsure. I know Kaoru and I made a pledge that we would never drink because we saw what it did to our mom, but Haruhi was right, drinking one time wouldn't hurt me and it would help me forget all the shit in my life for the night…

"Fuck it." I mumbled before taking a small swig of the vodka just like Haruhi did, but instantly began coughing by how strong it was after I swallowed it. I didn't really get any taste but bitterness but yet there was a weird sweet taste that wasn't that bad, but it was overshadowed. "Fuck, how can my mom drink this stuff?"

"See," Haruhi said, causing me to look back at her, "you're not an alcoholic just from that one drink. So what do you say, you want to forget this shitty night together?"

Again she was right, I didn't automatically turn into an alcoholic after that one sip, but I still wasn't sure that this way a good idea...but yet, it did sound nice to have a night without having the thoughts of what's going on at home…

I grabbed the bottle of sherry that was in the bag and handed it over to Haruhi, who took it with a big smile.

"That's the spirit." She uncapped the sherry and smiled at me as she held up the bottle as if it were a toast. "For our first time drinking."

She clicked her bottle with mine and we both took a drink of the alcohol that were in our hands.

Drunken laughter filled the room as we both laid on our backs on the bed next to each other, facing up at the ceiling.

"I still can't believe Tamaki did that." I laughed. "Riding a fucking segway to school and tried to propose to you because he just found out about his feelings and thought you felt the same way. What a fucking idiot."

"I know," Haruhi snorted, "I can't believe I ever fell in love with that asshole. He's so fucking annoying."

"What did you even see in him anyway?"

"Well, I thought he was caring, sweet and loyal. Yeah he was annoying but the way he was so kind to everyone just caused me to fall for him, but now I guess it was all a facade."

I rolled my eyes and groaned out in annoyance as I sat up, which Haruhi soon followed. "Everyone just loves Tamaki. He's literally the king of the entire fucking school. If you can be friends with him you're instantly popular but if you get on his bad side everyone hates you. What a fucking jackass." I took another drink of the, now half empty, bottle of vodka.

"Why do you hate him so much?"

"Well, I didn't technically hate him, not until now." I confessed. "But after the whole blow out of me being kicked out of the Host Club our relationship instantly fell from friends to almost enemies. He and the Host Club literally rule the school and because I was kicked out people started hating me because Tamaki did." I let out a small huff, blowing my dark bangs out of my face. "You should have seen the way people treated me during the third year in middle school because Tamaki didn't like me. They would try and tease me and pick fights, but when I wouldn't fight back they would just say I was a coward because I didn't want to get in trouble at school. Then one day they tried to pick a fight with me again and because I was already having a shitty day I snapped, beat the shit out that kid. Got suspended for a week and got a worse beating at home then what I gave the kid, but it was still worth it." I snickered as I swished the liquid around in the bottle. "When I got back to school the next week that hatred turned into fear and it hasn't changed since. I know Tamaki didn't tell everyone to hate me, but he also didn't do anything to stop it. The only time people actually talk to me now is when I'm around Kaoru or they're girls looking to hook up." I grumbled. "I don't get how Tamaki is loved so much."

"I think people love him because he can relate to them. He could relate to me because he wasn't allowed to see his mother back in France until recently."

"Oh boo hoo." I grumbled again as I rolled my eyes. "Hell, I'd fucking rather be in his situation where I couldn't see my mother than her abusing me." I brought the vodka bottle back up to my lips before continuing. "Shit, I was technically in his situation when I was little because my parents were always away on business trips out of the country and now my dad is fucking missing so I'm most likely never going to see him again." I took another drink before letting out a sigh. "Besides the situation with his mother and how his grandmother used to treat him his life seems perfect. He usually gets whatever he wants without even trying." I looked over at her with morose eyes. "He got you."

"Well, he doesn't anymore." She said as she laid her head on my shoulder, which I just responded by laying my cheek in her hair.

"Can I confess something to you?" I asked.

"Sure, you can tell me anything."

"That day, when I got really angry at you after our tutoring session. I was actually going to confess my feelings for you."

She lifted her head and stared at me in shock. "You were going to confess to me?"

"Yep," I said, popping the P at the end, "but of course the first and only person that I have feelings for Tamaki is dating." I took a swig of the drink. "Just my fucking luck."

After my drunken confession, that I most likely wouldn't remember in the morning, we just remained silent. A few moments of silence passed and I could feel myself starting to doze off, but I would wake myself up before I could fully fall asleep. I opened my eyes again, seeing that my vision had turn a bit blurry. I tried rubbing them to see if it would fix my vision but it was futile, but I didn't seem to mind. I should probably get to bed, it's probably really late and I felt like I was about to pass out any second from how quiet it got.

"I should probably go to my room." I sighed out tiredly, rubbing my eyes again with my palm to see if it would help this time.

"Hikaru…" Haruhi breathed, causing me to look at her.

Our eyes instantly locked and no matter how hard I tried I couldn't look away, though I didn't really want to. I could feel my heart pounding hard in my chest as I stared into her beautiful big brown eyes that I grew to love. I didn't know if it was because I was really drunk or not but it seemed as if she was beginning to lean towards me. I blinked a bit, trying to get my eyes to unblur again and when they finally did I saw how close Haruhi was to me. I didn't dare to move as I felt her gingerly place a hand on my cheek before moving her face closer to mine.

"Haruhi…" I whispered, not breaking eye contact with her.

Slowly her lips hovered over mine as we continued to stare at each other, our breathing starting to get labored before she finally closed the gap between us. At first the kiss was soft and sweet, our lips in sync with each other's even in our drunken state. Her lips were soft and tasted sweet, which might've been from the sherry she had been drinking, and it was driving me insane. Soon after the kiss turned from sweet and innocent to hot and heavy. I quickly threw my suit jacket off, not caring where it landed on the floor, before grabbing her face with both my hands and deepening the kiss. She squeaked as I slipped my tongue in her mouth but soon let out a moan as she wrapped her arms around my neck, bring us even closer, causing our noses and lips to clash together as we grew even more heated. Her lips felt amazing against mine, even in our sloppy drunk make out session, they felt like they were just made for me.

I soon felt her hands travel down from my neck to my chest, which caused a moan to escape from my lips from how amazing her touch felt and it began driving me crazy. I grabbed her by her thighs and lifted her up so she was straddling my lap, not breaking our kiss once. I could feel the heat from her body pressing against my need for her which was driving me even more insane.

I never felt this way before or needed someone so much. She understood me unlike everyone else and was the only one who was able to break through the strong lock I had around my heart, which no one has been able to do before, no matter how hard they tired. She was like a drug to me, when I was around her I was on a high that I never wanted to get off of and when she was gone it felt like I needed her to survive.

I felt her hands began toying with the buttons of my dress shirt. It took her a few moment but she soon began unbuttoning my shirt, still keeping her lips on mine.

'I need to stop this.' I thought as I felt her continuing to unbutton my shirt. 'We're drunk, we don't know what we're doing. She's also probably coping with her heartbreak through me, which I don't want. I need to stop this before things go too far.'

When she undid the last button of my shirt I separated from her and was about to tell her we should stop and just go to bed but before I could even say a word I felt her soft delicate hands running along my chest, causing a shiver of pleasure run through my entire body.

"Fuck." I groaned out before I began kissing her neck, teasing her with my teeth when I found her pulse point.

She let out a soft moan and tilted her head a bit to the side so I could have more access of her neck. I didn't care anymore that my mind was telling me to stop. I needed her right now.

I grabbed her by her waist and turned us over so her back was on the bed. When we were comfortably on the bed I got on top of her and engulfed her lips into another kiss before reaching over and turning the lamp off that was on the dresser, darkening the room. As she wrapped her arms back around my neck I moved my hands behind her, my fingers brushing up against the zipper of her dress. I slowly unzipped the back of her white dress and yanked it off of her the best I could drunkenly without ripping it.

I stared at her underneath me and took in her beauty the best I could through my drunken vision. The curves of her body were breathtaking and made me wonder how the hell everyone, including me, thought she was a guy. Yes, she was a far cry from having the curves and breasts of some of the models that you see, but I would rather be staring down at her body then any of those models any day.

I was a bit surprised however to see that her underwear matched. I thought she would've been someone who wouldn't care for something so unimportant like that, but I guess I was wrong. Although, they were obviously different brands from each other.

I looked back at her face and noticed the small red tint on her cheeks. I didn't know if it was from embarrassment or from her just being so drunk. I smirked and leaned down so my lips were next to her ear.

"You look amazing." I breathed, causing her to let out a soft moan by the tone of my voice.

I felt her grab the hem of my shirt and tried to tug it off of me. I snickered as she grew frustrated when she couldn't get my shirt off and I helped her by shrugging it off and tossing it to the floor.

"Better?" I purred as I hovered back on top of her.

She chuckled and cupped my face with her hands. "Much."

She kissed me again and entangled her hands in my dark locks as she brought me closer to her. I inched my hand back behind her back behind her and fiddled with the hook of her bra as our lips meshed together. Finally I got her bra to unclip, causing her to gasp as I slid it off of her and the cold air hitting her newly exposed skin.

I trailed kisses down to her breasts and cupped one in my hand. She was small chested, it was obvious, but she definitely wasn't flat either. She couldn't have been an A-cup like I heard Kaoru talk about while he would try and find clothes for her. She was more likely a B-cup, which probably meant she grew over the past year. I kissed the breast that I held in my hand before I engulfed her nipple into my mouth, causing her to let out a gasp, followed by a pleasure filled moan. Hearing her moan from me pleasuring her caused a feeling of euphoria I've never felt before and wanted more of, as if I need it survive. I took her nipple out of my mouth and kissed her breast again, as I rolled her nipple between my fingers as I fondle her breast. My touch grew less delicate as I reached up and captured her lips. Her fingers became claws as they reached my back and she let out another gasp she felt my hand leave her breast and hook the waistband of her underwear. I slowly began sliding them off as I separated from our kiss and I began leaving a trail of kisses down from lips down to her breasts, to her stomach. I kissed lower and lower until…

"Hika!" Haruhi shrieked out in pleasure.

A smirk spread across my face as I repeated the action, causing her to scream out again. It then felt as if I awoken a part of myself I haven't ever seen before as I watched her squirm in anticipation and pleasure, making my need for her grow significantly.

I let out a lust filled growl as I crawled back on top of her and brought my lips back to hers in another heated kiss. I ran my hands through her shoulder length hair before cupping her face as I deepened the kiss.

Just the thought that she was bare underneath me caused another groan to escape my lips. I soon moved from her lips to her neck as I felt her clumsily try to unhook my belt. The smirk reappeared on my lips at her difficulty and I helped her undo my belt then slid off my pants along with my boxers. I propped myself so my elbows were on either side of her head as we stared at each other, our breathing turning into pants from the anticipation.

My brain was still screaming for me to stop as I positioned myself, but I was too drunk and in need of her to care. She grabbed my hands and intertwined our fingers as she stared up at me with dark, lust filled eyes which drove me over the edge. I brought my lips back down and kissed her sweetly.

There was no turning back now.

Hey guys I hoped you enjoyed this chapter. I really wanted to update last week but I got so busy with school work that I didn't have enough time. I also hope the you like the little semi-lemon scene. This is my first time writing a scene like this so it may not be the greatest, but I think it's not bad for a first try at one.

I really hope that you guys are enjoying the story and would love to hear feed back, it helps improve and drives me to write more (even in class which I shouldn't be doing XD).

Again I hope you enjoyed this chapter and I'll try to update as soon as I can, I just need to update my other stories Asylum and Frozen Heart first, but I'll still work on the newest chapter to this story in between them. Thanks for reading and please Favorite, Follow, and Review.-HH1957