Haruhi

Haruhi glared at the two guys sitting at the dining table across from her, crossing her arms over her chest. She wasn't even going to hide that she didn't want them here. "So, what did you want to talk about?"

"Have you talked to Hikaru?" Kyoya asked.

Haruhi was a little taken back by the question, but she guessed since Tamaki was there also he'd like to know since even though Hikaru and she haven't made their relationship public, it was obvious that they were close.

"Uh yeah, he came by earlier today and hung out for a while."

'And did some other things that you don't need to know about'

"And what did you two talk about?"

"I don't think that's any of your business." Haruhi spat at him. "Now are you going to tell me why you're here?"

Kyoya let out a light hum as he pushed up his glasses, seeming not pleased. "I see, so he hasn't told you yet."

"Told me what?"

"About how Tamaki didn't cheat on you at my birthday party."

"..."

Haruhi blinked a few times as she tried to process what he just said. "Huh?"

"Tamaki didn't cheat on-"

"No, I heard what you said, but how is it possible that he didn't cheat on me? I saw him kissing another girl with my own eyes."

"That was a misunderstanding…" Tamaki finally piped up.

"And how was it a fucking misunderstanding?" Haruhi hissed. "Your lips just so suddenly fell on top of hers? Because that seems like bull shit to me."

"It wasn't like that I swear. Please, just let me explain." Tamaki pleaded, his voice sounding like he was on the brink of tears. "Just please hear me out Haruhi. That's all I ask."

Haruhi let out a huff and leaned back in her chair, knowing that if she denied listening to him he would only annoy her more than he already was. "Fine, I'll listen."

"Thank you." He smiled relieved.

"You might want to put on some tea for us Haruhi. It's going to be a long talk." Kyoya said with a small smirk spreading across his face. "And it's only polite to offer your guest refreshments."

"Don't push your luck Kyoya."

Hikaru

Why isn't she answering?" I groaned as I flopped down on my back onto my bed.

I had texted her about an hour ago to say that I made it home safe and she hasn't even read it...was she mad at me? Did I take things too fast? I know she wanted to take our relationship slow, but she seemed like she wanted it.

God, was I that bad?! It was my first time ever doing something like that (That I remember). By the way, she was acting she seemed like she really enjoyed it, but what if she was faking it just to please me? I read that it's harder for girls to get off and often fake it to either please their partner or if it's really bad to just get it over with.

I let out a groan and palmed my face. Maybe I should've waited and looked more into it. I mean, I did read tips about it and the sighs if you're doing it correctly, she seemed like she was giving me all the right signs but I don't know…

A knock on my door somewhat brought me out of my self-pitying.

"What?" I grumbled, hoping that they would hear that I wasn't in the mood to talk and just leave. But of course, my life hated me and they opened the door anyway.

"Your mom wants you to come down," Isao informed.

I let out a small groan then slowly lifted myself off the bed. I just wanted to wallow in self-pity right now, but I didn't want to anger mom by not coming down for dinner. She's been in an alright mood today, but when I got home from Haruhi's today I could tell her mood was sourer. I knew she had to be mad at me for some fucking reason, but I didn't bother asking because I knew she would lash out at me. However, she must not be that mad if she wanted me to eat with them.

Once I made it to the dinner table, mom began passing out the food she had "prepared" for us. She handed Isao a beautifully prepared plate of steak, asparagus, and potatoes. Almost like it just came from a restaurant (which it did because I could see the take out boxes in the trash) a loving smile as she placed his plate down in front of him, but as she gave me my food, it looked like a toddler played with it as it was all mixed together in one ugly mess.

Ok, so she was pissed at me for some reason now, but at least I still had some food as Isao, just with a bit less of a nice presentation, and instead of a loving smile she gave me a hard frown as she plopped my dish in front of me. I kinda wanted to know why she was so angry with me since I literally did nothing, but I at least got good food and I didn't want to risk losing it by asking her questions. I took a bite of my stake and my taste buds almost burst with flavor. It might've looked like shit but it sure as hell didn't taste like it. I haven't eaten like this since mom was actually sober. I'd say I'd rather eat Haruhi's cooking any day, but it was so refreshing to eat at home like this with all the shit I've had to eat here.

"So, how was your tutoring lesson today Hikaru?" Isao asked before taking a bite of his food.

"It was alright, I guess."

"And why was it just 'alright?'" Mom questioned in an agitated tone.

"I uh...just didn't understand the lesson very well. That's all." I lied, a little nervous about her tone and where this conversation was heading.

"God, why did I have to be cursed with such an idiot of a son." Mom spat. Yep, there it is, there is the mom that I "loved."

"It was a hard chemistry assignment. I'll get it eventually after some more practice."

"Are you sure?" Mom's glare hardened. "Because by your grades it says otherwise."

I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion. "Grades? What are you talking about? My grades are fine."

"Oh really?" Mom got up from the table and stormed to the kitchen and soon returned with an envelope and threw it down in front of me. I looked at the envelope seeing that it was from Ouran Academy from the big OR printed in the middle of it. Knowing my luck, someone sent mom a fake report card to fuck with me, but the semester did end not too long ago so I guess the report card just slipped my mind.

I opened the envelope and grew nervous to see how bad my grades actually were, but as I unfolded the paper and scanned through each grade, they were pretty good. Especially since I started off this year failing three classes.

"I don't understand." I looked up at mom, who was still glaring down at me. "My grades are decent. I don't know why you're so upset with them. I almost got all B's and C's."

"And you call that decent?" Mom snatched the report card from me and began waving it around as she lectured me. "Decent grades are almost all A's, but you should be getting straight A's. Are you trying to embarrass me?"

"No, that was never my intention," I stated. "It was just that I was struggling at the beginning of the year, but now I've gotten better. It won't ever be that bad again. I promise."

"It better not." Mom hissed before returning back to her seat. "God, I hope when Isao and I have a child they won't be as stupid."

My eyes grew wide and Isao almost choked on his drink at what mom had said, which told me he didn't expect that either.

"Wait mom, are you saying you're...pregnant?"

"Good heavens no." She replied, making Isao and I let out a sigh of relief. "I'm saying in the future when you and Kaoru are finally out on your own so you don't taint our innocent child."

"Yuzuha honey," Isao cleared his throat. "We never discussed having a child of our own."

Mom's expression turned sad, a way I've never seen her look at Isao ever before. "You don't want to have a child with me?"

"It's not that." Isao quickly denied. "It's just that I never really thought of having kids of my own. That's all. I would've just liked to have discussed the matter. It caught me by surprise."

"I thought it was obvious that I wanted a child with you. I love you and want to start a family with you. We also need a proper heir to my company."

Again I stopped eating and looked over at mom shocked. Wait...did she just say what I think…

"Wait mom, what about Kaoru and me?" I asked. "Aren't we supposed to take over the family business?"

"Really, you two?" Mom almost burst out into laughter. "With all the shit that you two give me. You're lucky I'd let you two step foot in my company let alone own it. You can take your father's worthless company." Mom said as she took a sip of her full cup of whiskey.

Ok, I guess that made me feel a bit better. Dad's company doesn't make as much as mom's, but it was pretty close so we should be fine, and mom can't really sell it because it's under our names just in case dad wanted to retire early or passed away, or I guess in this instance disappeared.

For the rest of dinner, I just ate in silence and then retired to my room once I finished cleaning up. I checked my phone to see if Haruhi replied to my messages, but there was still nothing. Was she really that mad at me?

"She's just probably studying. We do have that big test coming up next week." I decided to try and text her one last time before leaving it alone for the night.

'Pick you up at regular time?'

I placed my phone down so I could finish up some of my own homework, but before I could even put my phone down it vibrated as Haruhi's name popped up.

'That's odd.'

I read the message she sent that said, 'It's fine. I'll get a ride there on my own.'

I felt my stomach drop after reading her message and instantly responded back.

'Are you sure? You know I don't mind going out of my way to pick you up.'

'It's fine, don't worry.'

Fuck, was I really that bad?

…

I was panicking as I walked through the school gates. Haruhi's been mad at me before, especially the time we drunkenly slept together and she wanted nothing to do with me for the next two months, but for some reason, a feeling in my gut told me she might be just as, or if not madder at me today.

God, if I knew I was going to be that bad I would've done more research and also if I was in that bad she should have told me instead of pretending to love it.

I let out a frustrated sigh and walked into class, and to see Haruhi already in her seat. Not that I should be surprised. Should I greet her? But if she's mad at me she might not want to talk to me. Fuck it, I'm her boyfriend I should be able to greet my girlfriend and not be nervous even if she's mad at me.

I gave Haruhi a sweet smile as I approached her. "Good morning."

"Morning," Haruhi barely greeted back, not looking up from her notes.

Ok, that wasn't normal, but she could just be looking over some last-minute notes before our quiz.

"Did your dad like that outfit I gave him from my mom's new collection? He seemed really excited when I showed him the picture." She didn't reply to me at all. Ok, she was definitely mad at me. She hasn't completely ignored me since after our huge blowout. I looked around us to make sure no one was in earshot before leaning in close to her.

"Hey babe," I whispered, "Is everything alright? Did I do something wrong?"

She shot me a dark glare at me, almost making me jump by all the anger it had. Well, I guess I got the answer I was looking for.

"After school, we need to talk." She seethed out. "But until then, just give me some space, ok?"

"Ok…"

I leaned away from her and she went back to writing in her notebook. God, I must've been fucking awful last night…

…

For the rest of the school day, I respected Haruhi's wishes and kept my distance from her, though I didn't know what to really do with myself. On breaks, I would slowly stroll the halls until the next period and at lunch, Haruhi usually brought me something to eat but I was too scared to find and ask her, so I decided to just buy my own lunch today.

However, when I was about to turn the corner as I was heading to the dining hall, I stopped dead in my tracks when I saw something terrifying. Haruhi was down the hall talking to none other than Tamaki Suoh himself.

I immediately ducked back around the corner before they could see me. I could feel my heartbeat quickening out of pure terror. Why the fuck was she talking to him? I haven't told her that Tamaki was innocent yet, so she should still hate him. So why the fuck are they talking?!

I took a small peek around the corner to look at them, and the conversation looked innocent enough that Tamaki wasn't trying to flirt with her, but also too innocent that Haruhi didn't look mad at him at all. Shit, did I take too long and Kyoya told her? I knew I should've told her once he informed me about it, but I was too scared. Or maybe Tamaki told her himself.

Shit, I really fucked this up didn't I?

...

Once the last bell rang Haruhi immediately packed up her belongings and told me to follow her as well as stating that our tutoring session was canceled today. Her expression didn't look mad, but I could tell by her aura that was surrounding her she was upset.

I didn't feel comfortable having our argument in the school parking lot, and she must've felt the same because she told me to drive off somewhere more secluded, so I chose the only place I could think of was a hill that looked down over the city, which was only about ten minutes away. The ride up there was excruciating by how quiet it was all the way up there. I just wanted her to say something to break this tension, but I knew that whatever that would come out of her mouth would be harsh.

I parked the car once we got at the top and leaned back in my seat. Readying myself for that's to come.

"Alright," I sighed out as I ran my hand through my hair, "lay it on me."

I didn't have to even look at her to know that the glare she was giving me was furious. "Really? That's how you're going to act?"

"How else do you want me to act? Crying on my knees and begging you to forgive me? I fucked up alright."

"Oh, you did more than just 'fucked up' Hikaru." I finally turned to her and my heart hurt that I could see all the hurt I caused her through her eyes past the fury. "How long were you going to keep this secret from me that Tamaki-senpai never cheated on me?"

"I wasn't trying to hide it," I confessed. "I just couldn't find a good time to tell you."

"You had plenty of fucking good times to tell me Hikaru!" She yelled, and I could faintly hear her voice crack from all the emotions she was feeling. "You could've told me after the festival, countless times over the phone, yesterday even. What was stopping you?!"

"I was scared, alright!" I finally snapped. My tone didn't seem to shock Haruhi, but what I said did. I swallowed back the tears that were threatening to spill out. "I was scared that if I told you, you would leave me to get back together with Tamaki."

We just sat there silently for a few minutes. Both of us not really knowing what to say after that. I fiddled with a loose string on my blazer sleeve as the minutes slowly ticked by. This was it, I was going to lose my first ever relationship because my girlfriend's "ex" never really cheated on her. Then it's going to be awkward between us and it'll just be like how it was a couple of months ago after we accidentally slept together...fuck…

Haruhi let out a sigh, finally breaking the tense silence. "I'll be honest Hikaru. I don't know what to do. I like Tamaki, he was my first ever love, but I also like you." I finally looked back over to her and she gave me a doleful smile. "The past month with you has been amazing and I don't want it to end...and I don't plan to."

"Does that mean..?"

She took a hold of my hand and squeezed it. "I'm not one hundred percent sure what I'm going to do, but give me some time to decide, ok?"

I nodded and Haruhi placed a delicate hand on my cheek before leaning up to kiss me. I thought the kiss was going to be a small peck, but instead, it was an actual kiss. Which I didn't mind at all. She wrapped her arms around my neck and deepened the kiss, however, I could tell that she was holding back, which made my mischievous side come out. I slowly slid my hand down the curve of her waist, making her shudder as my fingers grazed over her hip and landed on her thigh. She let out an involuntary moan as that only caused her to deepen the kiss more, making a smirk trace my lips.

As I was about to it again, to tease her even further, she separated from me, which almost made me pout, but I soon saw the animalistic look in her eyes that I only ever saw once before.

"Fuck it."

To my surprise, the next thing she did was climb over to my side and straddled my lap as she stared down at me hungrily.

"I like where this is going," I smirked as I put a loose lock from her messy bun behind her ear.

She just laughed as she captured my lips again in a heated kiss. I'd lie if I said we haven't done this once before in my car, but it was never like this. My hands explored her body as I pulled her closer. After a few minutes, she separated from me again and undid a few of her buttons of her shirt, revealing her collarbone and some cleavage. God, she looked so desirable. I took advantage of the newly exposed skin and began trailing kisses down her neck. She moved her neck to the side to give me more room to explore. I felt her begin to unbutton my shirt and her hands began exploring my chest. I let out a low groan as the pleasure of her fingers against my skin felt amazing. Her lips met mine again and I let out another groan as I felt her begin to grind herself against me, but before we could go any further, Haruhi accidentally hit the horn, making us jump apart by the sudden loud noise.

"Shit, that's one way to ruin the moment." I joked.

"Yeah," she chuckled, "I guess it was a good thing that we stopped. I wouldn't want our real first time to be in your car." She stared into my eyes and placed a hand on my cheek. "Do you…"

My eyes widened and my heart began pounding loudly again in my chest. Was she really asking what I think she's asking? "Wait, right now?"

"Well, not right now, right now since we're here. But we could go rent a room or something since we can't do it at either of our houses. But only if you want to. We don't have to if you're not ready."

"No...I mean yes!" I blurted out.

I was nervous as shit, but if Haruhi thought it was the right time to move our relationship forward to that then I wasn't going to say no. We were ready, right? I mean, we did have sex already before, even if we didn't remember it, but we were a little sexually active.

I need to stop doubting us, we're ready. By this time tomorrow we would've actually had sex...fuck.

Haruhi

To say Haruhi was nervous was an understatement. Throughout finding a place, getting...protection, and paying for the room Hikaru kept asking if she was sure about this and she said yes, but as they entered the hotel room the nerves started to hit her.

'God, this is really happening.'

After Hikaru closed the door, they just stood there awkwardly in the dimly lit room. Haruhi hugged her arms around herself as Hikaru swung her arms awkwardly. Haruhi took in a deep breath, trying to calm down her pounding heart.

'You want to do this. It was your idea. He's not forcing you to do anything.'

"Haru," Hikaru's voice finally broke the silence. "If you really don't want to do this we don't have to."

"No, I want to." She said as she turned to him, but he could obviously tell she was nervous.

"If you want to rain check it's fine. I really don't mind if you're not ready."

She walked up to him and gently placed a hand on his chest as she looked into his hazel eyes. "I want this Hikaru. I really do."

He swallowed before giving her a small nod. "Ok."

He leaned down to capture her lips in a kiss. For the first few minutes, they just kissed, and not long after they were back to where they were before in the car. His kisses were animalistic and hungry for her as she dove her hand through his hair. She then felt his hands grab the hem of her sweater, telling her he wanted to remove it but was too shy to ask.

She broke the kiss and took a step back to lift her oversized sweater over her head and tossed it to the side. She then slowly undid the buttons of her shirt and let it fall to the floor. Hikaru just took the sight of her in and his jaw tensed as his eyes darkened with desire. He tossed his blazer to the side and kissed Haruhi again, with more passion than he has ever done before as Haruhi began undoing the buttons to his shirt, running her hands along the newly exposed skin before tossing it with the rest of the discarded clothes on the floor. She then felt him lift her up, not breaking the kiss once as he made their way to the bed and gently laid her on the mattress as he got on top of her.

His lips left hers and soon began trailing down her neck, down her body as he unhooked her bra and slid her pants down her legs. She gasped out in pleasure as she felt the wondrous sensation he had done to her only last night. God, she had no idea how he was so good at this. Just one swift motion of his tongue down on her could cause her whole body to shake in pleasure, but to her disappointment, it only lasted a few minutes before he moved back up to her.

"Are you sure?" He asked one last time, to which Haruhi nodded.

"Yes," she panted out. "I need you."

He gave her another nod before encasing her lips into a sweet kiss as he undid his belt and got ready for her.

'This is really happening. This is really fucking happening.'

She let out a few deep breaths as the nerves began to build up again, but her need for Hikaru was far greater than how nervous she was feeling at that moment. Once he was ready he got back on top of her and positioned himself between her legs.

"Alright, just relax. If it gets too painful just squeeze my hand and I'll stop." He said as he grabbed her right hand, intertwining their fingers.

Haruhi gulped but nodded. "Alright."

He leaned down and began kissing her neck, seeming to try and distract her as he slowly began gliding himself inside her. She had to bite down on her lip to stop the hiss of pain that was threatening to come out. It wasn't as painful as she imagined it was going to be or from what she had overheard some girls say, but it still hurt, almost like a burning feeling. She could feel tears start to well up in her eyes from the pain but she didn't want him to stop. She knew if she could just get through this part the pain would soon be gone and replaced with pleasure, right? God she hoped so.

However, as he was only about halfway he suddenly stopped, causing Haruhi to open her eyes.

"Wh...Why did you stop?" She panted.

His eyes shifted over to their hands and she saw that without even noticing she was gripping onto his hand for dear life.

"Sorry, I'm fine." She apologized. "It just hurts a little."

"Are you sure?"

She nodded. "Yes, I want to continue."

Hikaru seemed hesitant at first, but after a few seconds he continued and for Christ's sake she was glad he did. After he was fully inserted and a few slow strokes the pain was replaced with enormous pleasure.

Haruhi let out a moan as she looped her arms around his neck. Now she knew what all the fuss was about. This was amazing!

"Hika," She breathed out as her back arched and he lifted his head to look at her. She moved her hand to cup his face as they stared into each other's eyes and she knew right then she couldn't let him go. She wanted him, wanted to be with him. Tamaki never made her feel this way before, and never will. She wanted Hikaru and only him.

The pace was slow at first. They were both new at this and didn't want to rush through it. They wanted to revel in the pleasure for as long as they can but the pace soon grew agonizing and she wanted to feel more. More of him.

"More." She said as she laced her arms around his neck again, let out a small cry as he listened to her request.

"Fuck," he hissed out as he thrust harder.

His hands gripped her thighs to pull her closer and himself deeper. Her arms tightened around him as the pleasure consumed her entire body with each thrust. She wanted more, needed more. She just couldn't get enough.

His lips found hers again in a lust-filled kiss, moans, and gasps filling the room as the pair were entangled together. Haruhi then began to feel a tightening in her core that reminded her of the feeling she felt yesterday.

"Hika," she moaned as he went back to kissing her neck. "I think...I'm…" She threw her head back against the pillow as her whole body began to shake.

"Haru…" He groaned.

She didn't want it to end, but she knew that her body couldn't hold up much longer and with a few more thrusts she was met with the most euphoric, mind-numbing pleasure that she has ever felt in her entire life as her release finally came, with Hikaru following not long after.

His movements slowly came to a stop as the pleasure subsided and he finally relaxed.

"That was…"

"Wow…"

"Amazing…"

Hikaru smiled down at her as he pushed back a lock of her hair behind her ear before placing a sweet kiss on her smiling lips.

There was no way she could leave him after this.

Hey guys, sorry for the long wait. I've been so busy with work and school that I haven't been able to upload that much. But this semester is almost over and I shouldn't have this many classes so I should be more free.

This is my first Lemon scene so I hope it wasn't too bad haha. I promise I'll try to make them better and more...Lemony?

Anyway, I hope you all are still doing fine and I'll try to update quicker. My next update will be Secret Rendezvous so if you're reading that story as well, stay toon. Please Favorite, Follow, and Review. Until next time.-HH1957