AS POV
I cant believe some idiot took a picture of my meetings and the tabloids are trying to guess who the father of my baby is. CHRISTIAN GREY is my baby daddy.(Hahahaha I love Baby Daddy.) Even though he doesnt think he can be.
I meet with an new author and I am now sleeping with him. Little do they know he is gay. Then meeting with Mr. McKinley about renting out the ballroom for a new foundation went as plan. We are starting it Grey Publishing to help children and adults to learn to read and write. Now it is broadcasted that I am having an affair because I have trouble staying upright. I swear I have two left feet. All he did was stop me from falling on my face.
I remember screaming at Taylor to fix it, then feeling dizzy, and about to pass out. I screamed for Sawyer. Then I felt an awful pain in my head then nothing for a few minutes. Then it was like I was underwater. I could hear talking around me but I couldn't respond. It was like I was paralyzed.
"Someone call 911. Mrs.Grey someone help." I think that is Sawyer.
I hear people rushing about. Then I feel myself being moved on my side and then I am lifted onto something. I hear sirens and I think Sawyer is with me.
"Mrs. Grey, we are on you way to the hospital." Ugghhhh... it is just Ana. When will they get that. Oh my god my baby. I hope he's okay.
I feel something going down my throat. God that fucking hurt what are they doing to me.
I am getting really sleepy.
I feel like I am awake but I cant move or speak. What is wrong with me?
I feel something wet touch me forehead. Oh it's a kiss.
"I am so sorry baby. I will fix this just promise me you wont give up on me." Oh my idiot husband. But I love my idiot with all my heart and soul. I will never give up on you Mr. Grey.
I hear foot steps coming into the room.
"Good afternoon, Mr. Grey. I'm Vicky. I will be your wife's nurse until this evening."
"Good afternoon, Chrsitian please. Thank you for looking after my wife. Do you know how long until she will wake up?"
"Not sure, it could be an hour or longer it depends on the patient."
"I am awake." I scream but still nothing. They dont hear me.
I feel hands on me then hear the most amazing sound. My baby.
"I will be back to check on her in a few hours. Just push this button if you need anything and also when she wakes up."
"Thank you." I hear foots getring quieter.
"Do you hear that sound baby? Can you hear our baby? Strong just like their mommy." OUR BABY he said it. Does that mean he is ready. Oh I hope so.
He just holds my hand and rubs my stomach talking to it. "I am so sorry baby. I promise I will be the best daddy to you little one. I will fix everything with your mommy."
I've been a walking heartache
I've made a mess of me
The person that I've been lately
Ain't who I wanna be
But you stay here right beside me
Watch as the storm goes through
And I need you
'Cause God gave me you for the ups and downs
God gave me you for the days of doubt
For when I think I've lost my way
There are no words here left to say, it's true
God gave me you, gave me you
There's more here than what were seeing
A divine conspiracy
That you, an angel lovely
Could somehow fall for me
You'll always be love's great martyr
And I'll be the flattered fool
And I need you, yeah
God gave me you for the ups and downs
God gave me you for the days of doubt
For when I think I've lost my way
There are no words here left to say, it's true
God gave me you
On my own I'm only
Half of what I could be
I can't do without you
We are stitched together
And what love has tethered
I pray we never undo
'Cause God gave me you for the ups and downs
God gave me you for the days of doubt
God gave me you for the ups and downs
God gave me you for the days of doubt
And for when I think I've lost my way
There are no words here left to say, it's true
God gave me you, gave me you
He gave me you
Blake Shelton-God Gave me you.
My mind must have fallen asleep again hearing my husband voice sing to me.
I wake to hear some more talking.
"Dr. Newman, why hasn't my wife woke up?"
"Christian, sometimes a body just needs rest. She will wake when she is ready."
"But you said she was fine. Nothing was wrong just a little concussion."
"We will just have to wait and see." I feel him take the tube our of my throat. Oh that really hurt. I feel someone place something over my mouth.
He rest his head by my side and rubbed my sromach.
Its always been a mystery to me
How two hearts can come together
And love can last for ever
But now that I have found you I believe
That A miracle has come
When god sends the perfect one
Now gone are all my questions about why
And I've never been so sure of anything
In my life
Oh I wonder what God
Was thinking
When he created you
I wounder if he
Knew everything I would need
Because he made all my dreams come true
When God made You
He must have been thinking about me
I promise that wherever you may go
Where ever life may lead you
With all my heart Ill be their too
And from this moment on
I want you to know
Ill let nothing come between us
And I will even love you more
Now gone are all my questions about why
And I've never been so sure of anything
In my life
Oh I wonder what God was thinking
When he created you
I wounder if he
Knew everything I would need
Because he made all my dreams come true
When God made You
He must have been thinking about me
He made the sun
He made the moon
To harmonize a perfect tune
One cant move without the other
They just have to be together
And that is why I know its true
Your for me
And I'm for you
Because my world just cant be right
With out you in my life
Oh I wonder what God was thinking
When he created you
I wonder if he knew everything I would need
Because he made all my dreams come true
When God made you
He must have been thinking about me
When God Made you-NewSong
I have listened to Christian talk and sing to me and our baby for awhile now. I have tried to come back to him. But I just cant get my body to cooperate with my mind. He is singing again to me.
I am not sure how much time has passed. but I wake to my husband pleading to come back.
"Mrs. Grey you need to come back to me. Give me a chance to fix what I have carelessly broken." I am trying my love. I will always come back to you.
Everybody needs a little time away
I heard her say
From each other
Even lovers need a holiday
Far away
From each other
Hold me now
It's hard for me to say I'm sorry
I just want you to stay
After all that we've been through
I will make it up to you
I promise to
And after all that's been said and done
You're just the part of me I can't let go
Couldn't stand to be kept away
Just for the day
From your body
Wouldn't want to be swept away
Far away
From the one that I love
Hold me now
It's hard for me to say I'm sorry
I just want you to know
Hold me now
I really want to tell you I'm sorry
I could never let you go
After all that we've been through
I will make it up to you
I promise to
And after all that's been said and done
You're just the part of me I can't let go
After all that we've been through
I will make it up to you
I promise to
You're gonna be the lucky one
When we get there gonna jump in the air
No one'll see us 'cause there's nobody there
After all, you know we really don't care
Hold on, I'm gonna take you there
Chicago- Hard To Say I'm Sorry / Get Away (Remastered)
I hear a knock on the door. Then hear the voice of my very angry husband.
"I dont want to hear it dad. Haven't you done enough?"
"I am so sorry son, I thought I was protecting you."
"No you were meddling into something that was none of your damn business. You are my father not my lawyer. When will you see that? You sent her fucking divorce papers that you drew up. Why, becuse of a fucking stupid article in the NOZ."
"I will..." He went to say something bit was stopped by Grace. What was he going to say?
"YOU WHAT! Cary, what the hell were you thinking? Why would you do that?" Oh no Grace is angry. I guess Carrick didn't tell her what he did.
"Grace, I was trying to protect him. I didnt do it when he was younger and I couldn't let someone else to take advantage of him like the nasty woman did."
"But, how could you do that Ana is different, Cary. She loves our son, she would never have done anything to hurt him." See at least someone truly knows me. Knows that I would never hurt him.
"Christian, darling, please go and get some food and rest. You look exhausted. I will watch over her."
"I can't mom I have to be here when she wakes. Taylor is bringing food by later. I will eat then." No Christian, you have to eat.
"Please darling."
"I promise mom I will rest as soon as my wife is back."
"Alright darling. I have to get back to work."
"You and I will discuss this later." Grace said angrily and stormed off.
"Son, I will fix this if it is that last thing I do." I know you will Carrick.
He lays his head near my stomach and starts to sing a lullaby. He has sang this to our baby everyday.
Baby mine, don't you cry.
Baby mine, dry your eyes.
Rest your head close to my heart,
Never to part, baby of mine.
Little one, when you play,
Pay no heed what they say.
Let your eyes sparkle and shine,
Never a tear, baby of mine.
If they knew all about you,
They'd end up loving you, too.
All those same people who scold you,
What they'd give just for the right to hold you.
From your hair down to your toes,
You're not much, goodness knows.
But, you're so precious to me,
Sweet as can be, baby of mine.
(Baby Mine- Bette Midler)
It lulls my mind to sleep. I think another week has passed but my mind is so muddled right now. I dont know what is up and what is down really.
"Sir. How's she doing? Any news?"
"No Taylor. They said she will wake when she is ready. Is everything alright Taylor?"
"Sir, the detective just called Elena made bail." WHAT? How could that wretched woman make bail we gave them her on a silver platter.
"How the hell did she make bail?"
"Not sure sir."
"Get Welch on it. Right fucking now."
"Right away sir." I heard him walk away. Then felt Christian take my hand and rub my belly.
"Please baby, please come back to me. I cant survive without you. Please Ana." He begged. I could hear the tears in his voice. I am trying to baby. I am pulled back under again.
"Mmmm." I moaned when I felt his lips on my forehead.
He kissed me again and I moaned again. "Mmmmm."
"Baby."
"Christian." The nurse said.
"I think she is waking up. I heard her moan when I kissed her forehead."
"Let me check." She said. "Mrs.Grey can you hear me.?" Yes. Yes I can.
"Mrs. Grey."
"Mrs. Grey."
"Mrs. Grey. can you hear me?" She said one more time and I tried to open my eyes but it was bright.
"Mrs. Grey can you hear me?" I looked at her and said.
"Who's Mrs. Grey?" I watched my husbands face drop as he thinks I dont remember him and our life.
"I'm just Ana." My husbands head whipped up so fast.
"Baby? Please tell me you know who I am." You could see him pleading with me to remember him.
"You are the love of my life. Like I would ever forget you Christian."
"Oh thank god." He grabbed my face and just kept kissing my face all over.