Lucy chapter 15
So, here goes date number five. Vegeta knows it might be awkward after the last date, but they'll just have to get over it, like adults. At first, he decided he never wanted to see Goku again but he soon changed his mind, for several reasons. Firstly, he feels like he needs to see Goku, spend some time just hanging out, trying to forget the chaos that controls his mind right now. His thoughts are spinning him into turmoil, he needs a break. He needs to stop thinking for a while, he needed Lucy, Bulma, heaven and hell out of his mind just for a few hours. And the only thing that is going to make him forget the ball of shit his life, or rather death, has become, is Goku.
Secondly, Vegeta knows he doesn't have a choice, until he can make sense of his own conflicted feelings and decide what the hell he is going to do with his last few months on earth he has to continue his quest, so he has to see Goku.
At 4:45 am Goku is already at the bottom of the mountain slope, bouncing with anticipation, they have arranged to meet at 5am. An unsettling mixture of nervousness, excitement and fear had kept him up nearly all night so he figured he may as well get here early, no point in flapping around the house. Today he will declare his feelings for Vegeta, he will be brave and courageous and just tell the prince that he's in love with the him. Just admit that he wants, no, needs him. Vegeta will tell him he loves him back and they will sit on the mountain top watching the beautiful sunrise and holding hands, maybe even kissing, it would be perfect. Or so Goku hoped. He just couldn't shake this annoying niggling feeling saying what if Piccolo was right all along? What if Vegeta just wanted sex? What if he used him, just for a cheap fuck? That would really hurt. He will follow Piccolo's advice, He will ask Vegeta outright how he feels and just hope and pray he gets the answer he wants so badly to hear.
He waits impatiently for what feels like forever until he finally sees Vegeta making his way up the hill. He is wearing little hiking boots and jeans, he looks adorable. Goku's heart starts thumping in his chest the second he sees that scowling face.
Can he really do this? Can he really open up and tell Vegeta that he's in love with him? He would be leaving himself so vulnerable. This is by far the scariest thing Goku has ever had to do, but he knows he has to do it. Piccolo is right, if Vegeta doesn't feel the same way there is no point in hurting Chichi. He has no other options, he must tell Vegeta how he feels.
"Vegeta!" He cries, a little too over enthusiastically, a massive grin on his face as he waves at the other Saiyan.
"Good morning, Kakarot," is the mumbled response he receives, it is enough to make him smile even wider though. He can tell Vegeta is feeling shy because of last night. He has hardly made eye contact at all as they start their long hike up the mountain.
Vegeta wants to look at the other man, he feels his eyes being drawn to him as if some secret force were at work, pulling his attention towards the tall muscular Saiyan at his side. Vegeta tries to ignore it but can't, the problem is, every time he sees Goku's happy face, visions of the night before fill every corner of his mind, causing him to blush and suffer even more embarrassment. Vegeta does most of the journey in complete silence. He wants to speak he just can't bring himself to do it.
Goku tries in vain to read the expression on Vegeta's beautiful face, he just wants to know what the prince is thinking, he needs to know that Vegeta isn't cross with him. Despite Goku making plenty of stupid jokes and small talk desperately trying to get Vegeta's attention he is sure Vegeta hasn't looked at him properly even once during their ascent, and they are almost at the summit. All he receives are mumbled generic answers and shrugged shoulders from the man he loves, he's starting to wonder if he has made a big mistake, maybe Piccolo is right, maybe Vegeta doesn't feel the same as he does.
By the time they reach the top Goku is frustrated and upset, he has had enough of this, he wonders if maybe Vegeta needs him to be a little more forceful, take charge of the situation, he can remember Chichi saying something about that to him once, he can't remember why though. He stops walking abruptly and puts on his most authoritative voice.
"Vegeta, look at me," He demands. Vegeta glances in his direction then goes straight back to staring out vacantly across the darkened landscape. Goku takes a deep breath, he knows he isn't supposed to be doing this, Piccolo is gonna be mad but he has to do it anyway, what other choice is there, he needs to know where he stands with Vegeta. He reaches out and puts a hand under the shorter Saiyan's chin, gently tilting his face upwards and holding it there, staring deep into the prince's breath-taking obsidian eyes, Goku feels he could stare and these eyes forever and it still wouldn't be long enough.
"Kiss me… Please," He whispers, his voice pleading and desperate, he would do anything to feel Vegeta's lips pressed against his own again. Anything.
Vegeta hesitates, his heart beats wildly in his chest, his stomach flutters and his mind feels as though it is being violently torn in half, the pull towards Goku's inviting lips dragging him forward, the need to be loyal to his wife forcing him back. He came here to escape all this turmoil.
"I can't," Vegeta finally cries feeling his soul shatter as he forces his eyes to look away from the other mans, it is physically painful to turn him down but he should, it isn't fair to anyone. He must ignore this deep burning desire that roars within him every time he looks at his former rival, he has to be strong and resist. Vegeta can feel unshed tears threatening to fall from his eyes, Goku sees them too and backtracks, regretting being so upfront, Vegeta needs to be treated gently at the moment, that much is obvious. How could he be so stupid?
"I'm sorry Vegeta, I shouldn't have said that, let's just sit down, yea? I brought some food," Goku says softly, the last thing he wants is Vegeta to start crying again. He has a plan b though, something that is sure to make Vegeta a little more relaxed. If anything can cheer the prince up it is this. Goku lays a picnic blanket on the ground, sits down on it with crossed legs and reaches into his backpack, rummaging around till he finds what he is looking for. Vegeta sits down on the blanket next to him and watches curiously. Slowly, Goku pulls the jar of Nutella into view and Vegeta's eyes light up like stars the moment he realises what it is.
"You want this?" Goku asks with a cheeky grin, holding the jar up, he has no idea why Vegeta has suddenly became a chocolate spread addict but he's glad he has because it's about to help him get his own way, hopefully. Yes, it may be kind of immoral to tempt the prince with Nutella but, what the hell, Goku's gonna do it anyway. Vegeta nods and licks his lips, his eyes wide with want, he looks so cute and Goku can't help but want him even more, he's totally delectable. Goku easily removes the lid from the jar, but he takes his sweet time, making Vegeta wait longer on purpose, he dips his index finger in scooping out a big blob and holding it out to Vegeta.
"Kakarot, I don't want to eat it off your dirty hand, give me a spoon you moron," Vegeta snaps, staring longingly at the sticky sweetness dripping from Goku's finger.
"I forgot the spoons, it's this or nothing," Goku lies with a little shrug, praying that Vegeta doesn't check his backpack and find the two spoons inside it. Vegeta falters.
"It's okay, I can always throw this Nutella away," Goku teases moving as though to throw the jar over the cliff.
"Wait," Vegeta squeaks, he leans forward touching his warm tongue onto Goku's outstretched finger before sucking the whole digit into his mouth like spaghetti, moaning seductively in pleasure as the sweet velvet spreads through his mouth and down his throat. He sucks hard on Goku's finger, maintaining eye contact the whole time, Goku can't pull his gaze away from the beautiful prince, he looks so alluring as he sensually sucks on his finger. Little by little the prince removes his mouth from the others hand only to whisper
"More please," his voice is exquisite.
Even as Goku scoops up another mound of chocolate he can't drag his eyes away from Vegeta, who waits patiently for more. When Goku holds his finger back out, Vegeta sucks it harder than necessary, and he continues to suck long after the chocolate has disappeared, while Vegeta seems content to continue what he's doing, Goku's becoming impatient. He wants more. His hard dick is straining against the fabric of his jeans and he longs for Vegeta's lips to be wrapped around that instead of his finger. Using his free hand, he reaches back to the Nutella jar, digging some out and smearing it across his lips. Vegeta watches intently as he does so, he seems almost in a trance like state, his actions somewhat feline as he slinks his way up Goku's body to lick his lips again and again.
He catches the younger Saiyan's bottom lip between his own and sucks it harshly until all the chocolate has gone and his lip is swollen. Goku opens his mouth and with his tongue he coaxes a kiss out of Vegeta. Their kiss is messy, hungry, they devour every inch of each other's mouths as though their lives depend on it, lust taking over, clouding any sense of propriety or logic. Vegeta feels as though he's on another planet right now, the smell of chocolate spread and Goku mixing together to form the most alluring scent he has ever had the good fortune of enjoying. Goku has won this time, Vegeta knows that whatever the younger man plans to do with him, he won't stop him, Goku can do as he pleases as long as he keeps the Nutella coming. Only one thought is dominating Vegeta's mind right now.
More.
He needs more, more Goku, more chocolate, more sucking, more kissing, more passion. He needs it all, and only Goku can give him it. Only Goku can make him feel alive again.
With an animalistic roar, he rips Goku's shirt from his body and pushes the younger Saiyan down so he is lying flat on the ground. Goku doesn't mind letting Vegeta take control, it doesn't look as though he has much of a choice anyway, he cries out in pleasurable pain as Vegeta bites down hard on his collar bone, drawing blood that stains his lips with a bright crimson hue, he is like an animal, growling and scratching, it's driving Goku wild.
"Fuck Vegeta, you're so hot," he growls back taking Vegeta's lips again and pressing his own hard into them. Goku wiggles his body out of his trousers as Vegeta continues his onslaught and sheds his own clothes, running his tongue over the planes of his body, biting and sucking at any exposed flesh he can get him mouth on while ripping his annoying jeans off.
Goku chuckles darkly as a naughty idea springs to his mind, how far can he take Vegeta's chocolate spread cravings? He digs out more Nutella and wraps his hand around his erect dick, spreading the brown cream all over it, ok so it doesn't look very appetising but if this plan pays off it will be well worth it. Vegeta doesn't even pause for a second, as soon as he smells the chocolate he moves down and starts licking, turning Goku into a mass of jelly as he quivers and trembles with the amazing feelings. Vegeta can't easily fit Goku's girth into his mouth, but he sure as hell can lick it, lapping the stuff off with long strokes of his tongue.
"Fuck, fuck, oh my goooood, Vegeta," Goku can't stop the words pouring from his lips, no one has ever put their mouth on him down there before and he can't believe how amazing it feels, he has been missing out big time. Vegeta's tongue is warm and so soft, it tickles as it moves up and down his shaft. Goku can no longer find words so he just sings for Vegeta, moaning things that sound kind of like his name, but not quite.
"Kakarot, I want you," Vegeta snarls in between licks. It takes all Goku's energy to force himself to speak actual words.
"Have me," Is all he can manage. He opens his legs wide, expecting Vegeta to harshly force his way inside his body, he's surprised when that's not what happens. Vegeta positions himself over Goku and in one fast movement impales himself onto Goku's dick, howling out is pain as he does so. Goku cannot believe what he is seeing, Vegeta looks like a god, his face contorted in agony, his body trembling and twitching as it adjusts to this massive intrusion. It appears he was holding his breath because Goku notices him suddenly inhale deeply, then he starts to move and Goku's whole world becomes a swirl of pleasure and bliss. Nothing else matters. All there is, is Vegeta. He knows in that moment that he can't go back to how things were before, Vegeta is his destiny, he was made to make this man happy.
Vegeta's small and perfect body rises and falls in a steady rhythm, slowly at first, savouring each and every inch as he pushes Goku's massive cock inside himself, making both men sigh and hiss in satisfaction. Goku watches through hooded eyes as Vegeta speeds up ramming himself down so ruthlessly that it is hard to believe he is getting any pleasure from this experience at all, but his moans say otherwise. Goku listens to the prince's words in a heightened state of euphoria.
"Oh, Kakarot you feel so good, I need you… Kakarooooot," He calls out. Goku's hips instinctively start to move, meeting Vegeta's heavy descents with his rising thrusts, but not for long. Vegeta's hand is suddenly on his throat, squeezing hard, pushing him into the ground.
"Keep fucking still," a warning is snarled into Goku's ear, that is when he realises that Vegeta is still very much in charge of this situation. Goku fights to keep his body still, digging his fingers into Vegeta's hips and biting his lip.
"Good boy, don't move unless I tell you too," Vegeta barks and begins riding Goku again.
"O… Okay… V-Vegeta," Goku pants, feeling that he's close to finishing, Vegeta's so good at this. He tries to hold back, he never wants this to end.
"Touch me," Vegeta instructs, grasping Goku's hand and pushing it where he wants to be touched. The younger Saiyan has never touched a cock that wasn't his own before and he hopes that Vegeta likes the same things as he does, he strokes up and down slowly, just the way he likes it himself, it seems to pay off because Vegeta looks to the heavens, his eyes rolling back in his head as he calls Kakarot over and over, louder and louder.
Vegeta looks back at the man beneath him, obeying his every order, stroking him and filling him completely and he can't help but feel overrun with emotion, he doesn't ever want to be with anyone else, he wants Goku. The younger man's face is a picture of sensuality, he is loving every second of this. Vegeta feels this moment can't get any better, that is until Goku speaks.
"Vegeta… I… I," He pants out. Vegeta knows immediately what he is trying to say because he feels it too.
"Yes, Kakarot, say it. Please say it," He begs, riding the other Saiyan even harder.
"Vegetaaaaaa," Goku calls out.
"Say it Kakarot, you love me, say it," Goku opens his eyes and looks at Vegeta, he uses his hands to hold the prince's hips still, just for a second. He stares up into Vegeta's eyes, still panting hard.
"Vegeta, I love you," He says clearly. He feels Vegeta's body contracting around his dick as the smaller Saiyan comes for him, shooting his load across Goku's chest. His face looks wonderful and Goku can't help himself, he just can't keep still, he moves his hips quickly, bouncing the smaller man up and down on top of him, they both call each other's names until Goku finishes too, he comes inside Vegeta, who collapses in a heap onto Goku's chest. Both men panting and trying to get their breath back.
"I love you, Vegeta, I love you so much," Goku sighs. Vegeta just kisses every inch of Goku's face and hopes he can feel that he loves him back, even without him saying it out loud.