Thanks everyone and I am sorry for the lack of updating. Internet has been down so hopefully gonna make up for it. SMUT warning.

Charlie was upstairs when I made my way inside, I wasn't sure what to do. I saw the message light flashing at me I had two messages. The 1st one was from Charlie "Hey Bella, I'm gonna be at yours tomorrow night. I have some things I need to discuss with you. See you soon kid" I smiled. The 2nd message was from Danny, my manager at work. "Hello Bella, it's Danny. I know you are on your holidays now, but could I ask a favour. Could you work tonight's shift please, let me know". I shook my head. I quickly pick up the phone and rang the store.

"Hello?"

"Hey Tanya, is Danny there?"

"Yeah, sure thing honey, hang on a sec"

She shouted for Danny, even though the phone wasn't right next to her I still moved the phone from my ear. She was loud!

"Hello"

"Hello Danny, its Bella"

"Oh, hi Bella, I was hoping to hear from you"

"Yeah, I would have called sooner but I've only just seen my messages"

"Oh ok, that's alright. So, can you work tonight. You would be my saviour if you could"

"Sorry Danny, but my father is down and he's only here for a short time. We are catching up and everything"

"Oh ok, never mind then. Goodbye Bella"

He didn't give me a chance to say goodbye before he hung up. that's the thing with Danny, he was all smiles and cheery if you were doing him a favour. The minute you say you can't do something for him. Boom smiled goes away and he can be quite rude.

I called up for dad to see if he wanted some lunch, he sat at the table whilst I made us some sandwiches. We ate in silence until I couldn't take it anymore. "You said there were a couple of things you wanted to talk about" I asked. Charlie nodded "yeah, the only other thing I wanted to tell you was that, Sue and I are getting married next week, and we want you to be there" he said. I knew dad had been dating Sue Clearwater for some time, but I didn't know it was serious.

"You're getting married, when did you propose?" I asked a little shocked. "I asked her over a year ago" he said. "A YEAR AGO!" I shouted, he held his hands up in defence. "I know I should have told you, but we rarely talk and when we do its very short. Plus, I was never quite sure how you felt about me dating Sue" he explained.

I took a few deep breaths, trust me I needed them. "You could have sent me a message or just asked me on the times we talked" I said as I went to the sink. I needed to do something.

"I'm sorry Bella, I just didn't know how to tell you" he said as he watched me. I sighed "It's ok, when's the wedding?" I asked. Charlie smiled "it's next Monday" he said. I nodded "will you come?" he asked again. I didn't want to go back to forks "it's on the reservation, you wouldn't have to stay in forks, Sue has a room already for you" he said, he must have read my thoughts.

"Ok dad, I'll come" he smiled and came up to hug me. "I know, bring Paul with you, I know the tribe would love to see him again" he said. I looked at him sceptically "go on, go ask him now" he said as he pushed me towards the door. "Dad …" he wouldn't let me finish as he opened the door and pushed me out my own front door.

Without really thinking I walked to Paul's and knocked. "Bella!" he said as he moved to let me in "this is a nice surprise" he said as he stepped up and kissed me. I was too dumbfounded to respond. He looked at me worriedly "are you ok?" he asked. I moved away from him and sat on the sofa we had been sat on the previous night.

He sat next to me "come on Bella, what's wrong?" he asked again. I shook my head "Charlie's getting married on Monday to Sue Clearwater and he wants to know if you would like to come with me to the wedding?" I said in a rush, I was still trying to wrap my head around it.

Paul chuckled "Oh, that's it" he said. I looked at him and it all burst out. I stood up and started pacing "yeah, my father who may or may not have cancer is getting married. He proposed to her a year ago, but I am only finding out now. Sue has a room ready for me, like they knew I would come. Dad didn't think to tell me on the numerous times we have spoken since he proposed, all because he wasn't sure how I felt about him dating. I mean it's weird to think of your parents dating people, but did he really think I would be against this. I'm not a robot, I have feelings".

Paul let me rant which I was grateful for. Once I had nothing left to say he stood up and hugged me. He actually hugged me, I haven't been hugged for a long time. It felt strange and nice at the same time. I welcomed his strong arms as I hugged him back. We stayed that way for some time, eventually I lifted my head and kissed him. He was surprised for all of two seconds before kissing me back. His hands were now on my face and I had to pull back. I leant my head on his chest and took some much needed, deep breaths.

"Sorry, I got a little carried away" he said. I laughed as I looked up at him "it's ok, so what do you say to the wedding?" I asked. Paul smiled "Yeah, sounds like fun. If you don't want to stay at Sue's I have a spare room. My house is still mine I use it when I go back for visits" he said. I smiled "I'll think about it" I kissed him one last time before leaving. "I'll see you at six" he called back as I left.

The rest of the day passed quickly, dad helped me with some of the gardening I hadn't managed to do yesterday. Soon six o'clock rolled around and we were meeting Paul at my car and heading off for something to eat. Paul and Charlie chatted the entire night occasionally I added to the conversation, but mainly I just listened. I didn't mind it was nice just to listen to them talk. When we got back Charlie said goodnight and headed off to bed. I went outside to my garden to sit and think. Paul came out of his house not long after.

I watched him jump over my fence and join me. "You ok?" he asked. I nodded and smiled. "Are you sure you're ok with coming back to the reservation?" I asked. Paul smiled "of course" he said, "why wouldn't I be?"

"Well … Liza?" I said, I didn't know what happened, but I knew it hurt. Paul's smile faded a little "oh yeah" he said. He seem to think about it a little before shrugging his shoulders, "that was a year ago, I'm good now" he said.

I smiled "do you want to talk about it?" I asked. "nothing much to tell really. She changed me, I thought that she was the one, I found myself enjoying the small moments you know. I wasn't just trying to get to the sex, which we never did. I thought I loved her, so four months into our relationship. I planned this full out romantic meal, I wasn't trying to get in her panties or anything. I just wanted to show her how I felt. So, in a clearing I hooked up some lights and set out a picnic with some soft music playing. I told her where to meet me, she was impressed. When it came down to telling her, I was nervous but excited. I was sure she loved me too. So, when I said it, she started laughing. To say I was confused was an understatement. She stopped laughing when she saw my face. 'oh! your serious' she had said. I got a bit angry then and was like yeah I am why did you laugh?"

Paul looked like he was getting worked up again, so I took hold of his hand. He brought my hand up to his lips and kissed it.

"She said that she thought I was joking, she said that a guy like me could never really love someone. This was just another attempt to get me to sleep with her. I was gobsmacked, I couldn't think. She then said, thing is you don't need to try so hard to get me to sleep with you. I just wanted to make sure that I showed everyone else and my father that I wasn't one of those easy girls. She said she wanted to sleep with me the moment I had come over, but she had a reputation to make. She then straddled my waist and said she had been waiting for the right time to fuck me. I pushed her off me and stood up. I asked her if she was serious, I told her I meant what I said and that this wasn't, so I could sleep with her, she laughed again. I said I had real feelings for her and she said that was impossible. Someone with my reputation couldn't fall in love, and besides, she said, she couldn't end up with someone like me. She was destined to be a preacher's wife or something like that. I told her to go, I never wanted to see her again. She laughed at me and said she couldn't believe the player of La Push couldn't handle being on the other side. She said all I was good for was a good fuck and no other woman would want me as anything else".

He looked so sad, I lifted up a hand and stroked his cheek. He looked at me I could see the tears in his eyes. "she doesn't know what she's talking about" I said. He smiled and turned to kiss my hand. "Is that why you moved here?" I asked. "Not straight away" he said "I travelled for a bit until I decided I needed to find a place" he explained. We talked some more until it was time to go in. We kissed goodnight before he jumped back over my fence. I now was happy with the short fence. He waved at me before going inside. I was now looking forward to going to Charlie's wedding. Hopefully everything would be fine.

The next day Charlie told me he had to get back to Fork's I waved goodbye as he drove off. I walked inside and curled up on the sofa. I was flicking through channels when I heard someone knocking on my door. I was still dressed in my pj's which consisted of some shorts and a thin strapped vest top. "Morning beautiful" Paul said. I smiled sadly and walked back to the sofa. He followed me in "hey, hey what's with the grumpy look, don't get me wrong it looks hot but I much prefer a smile" he joked. I know he was trying to lighten my mood and that did make me smile.

He sat next to me and I laid on his chest, he wrapped his arms around me and held me. There was something so peaceful in the way he just held me. I found myself for the first time in years comfortable with a man. I lifted my head and before I could think about it I kissed him.

He responded instantly, his kisses was something else. His hand that I wasn't leaning on held my head still, so he could devour me, and honestly, I didn't mind. I thought I would but no.

I shifted myself, so I was now straddling him. One hand held my head in place the other wrapped around my waist. He pulled back after a while. "Bella, we should stop" he said through pants. I could feel his reaction to me, pressing against my thigh. I looked at him for a moment before deciding. "I don't want to stop" I said panting myself. I could see the passion ignite in his eyes.

"Are you sure Bella, because once we start it will be hard for me to stop. Not impossible just extremely hard, I have wanted you since you glared at me for taking your shopping bags". I could tell he was restraining himself. I smiled at the memory "yes, I'm sure Paul, just go slow ok".

Paul nodded and brought my head down to kiss him again. Oh my god! I was on fire, I gasped for air as he started kissing down my neck. I felt like I was gonna combust.

Paul stood up with me still in his arms. I didn't seem to weigh much to him. He walked towards my stairs, he crushed me against the wall, I could now feel his hard on pressing against my core. He grinded into me as he placed his head against my neck. I could feel his ragged breathing as he dry humped me.

"Paul" I panted, and he speed up. I couldn't believe I was about to cum, and he hadn't really touched me yet. I came almost screaming his name. Paul smirked at me as I came down from my high, I instantly attached my lips to his as he made his way upstairs. "Bella which is your room?" he whispered into my ear before nibbling it. Without looking up I pointed, and he went through the door with a chuckle.

He laid me down on my bed and stood up. I watched him slowly remove his clothing. I don't know if he was doing it slowly to give me a chance to change my mind, or if he was being erotic. I chose to think it was because of the second option. My eyes raked over his chiselled stomach, I had caught a glimpse the other day but now I was up close. Deciding I needed to do something, I knelt up in front of him and started kissing his chest.

Pal stopped undressing to allow me to play. I kissed down his abs and stopped at his belt. I looked up at him, his eyes were closed. Before I could talk myself out of it. I moved so I was sat on the edge of my bed and undid his belt and unzipped his pants. As I pushed them down his fully erect member poked out at me.

Oh god! It was huge, I slowly kissed the tip. Paul gasped, which made me smiled. I kissed it again as I watched him. He clenched his hands and his eyes were fixed on me. I wanted to touch him, so I brought my hands up slowly and gripped his length. I had never done this before, so I don't know if I am any good or not, but he seemed to like it.

I opened my mouth and sucked on the end of his dick as my hands stroked the rest. He was full out moaning now, saying my name in between each moan. I felt powerful. I was in control of this tall, strong and powerful man. He was at my mercy. That did things to my inside.

He gripped my shoulders and pushed me back. His dick came out of my mouth with a pop. I loved it, the sound of his moans and the hungry look he was giving me was diving me wild. I stood up and turned us around, I pushed him back, so he was laid on my bed. I took his boots, socks and pants off, before standing up and smirking at him.

I felt like a siren, I had this god of a man in my grasp. He was mine, I could do anything to him. I slowly started to undress, I hoped it looked just as erotic as his did. Once I was done he motioned for me to walk to him. I did as he asked. "I want you to sit on my face Bella" he said. I looked confused "trust me" he said.

I stood on the bed and walked to his head "turn so you are facing my cock" he said. I did as he instructed "right now lower yourself" he commanded. Again, I did as he said.

The minute I was down his mouth was on my pussy, I gasped, his tongue swiped up and down and he sucked my clit. I was riding his face as his tongue devoured me. I grabbed my breasts as he pleasure me. I couldn't contain myself the feeling was too intense. I looked down and noticed his cock, I leant forward and took hold of it as his hand came up and I felt him push a finger inside me. I cried out in extasy as he pumped me. I sucked his cock, mimicking the movements of his fingers. I was close to coming again. "Paul, I'm gonna cum" I panted as I pumped his dick harder with my hand.

"Do it baby, cum into my mouth" he said. That sent me over I screamed as I came for the second time. His tongue lavished me as I came, and he didn't stop. I was starting to get worked up again. I moved off his face and straddled his hips.

"I want you inside me Paul" I said. I took hold of him and guided him into me. They say that you can feel whole when you have the right someone inside you. I had never believed it, until now.

Paul moved his hips slowly at first, letting me get used to him. He was so big he was filling parts of me I didn't know I had.

He gripped my waist as I rode him, "god, Bella you are so fucking beautiful" he said. I smirked for once I felt it, the way he was looking at me left no room for doubts or fears. I wasn't a stick figure, I had curves in all the right places, Paul seemed to love it.

"Bella, can we turn over. I want to take you from behind" he asked. I moved off him and turned. I was knelt facing the wall, both my hands were holding the wall for dear life when I felt him line himself up and thrust into me. He started slow, it was torture and intense all at the same time. "Faster" I panted, I needed more friction. He heard me and picked up his pace.

Soon I was going to cum again, he quickly turned me around, so I was now on my back. He continued to thrust into me relentlessly. I started to clench around him "Bella, I'm gonna come soon" he said. I nodded "me too, cum inside me Paul" I said. I wanted to feel it he looked at me "are you sure?" he asked. I could tell he was holding back.

I nodded again before kissing him "yeah, I have the injection every few months. Its basically like the morning after pill but stronger. It's ok, I want you to come inside". That was all it took he pounded into me and we both came together screaming each other's names. He rolled onto his back bringing me with him. I could feel his heart racing in time with mine. We were both out of breath, I wrapped myself around him and fell into the most satisfied sleep I had ever had.

There you go, what do you think?