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Chapter 63: Meeting
The next days were hell. I've grown paranoic and I felt terrible for what I probably made people think. What happened to me hasn't been extremly bad, considering I could've died, but I was still surprised by anything happening too fast around me, which, at the moment, meant everything. And I was just doing it out of reflex, even though I tried to stop myself. I just jumped aside, or turned my head so fast, my neck hurt. I only noticed I was sometimes trembling when Hermione told me that. I couldn't concentrate on anything. When Moody put me under the Imperius Curse the second day after I got back to classes, I did what he asked me to do. I didn't even have the will to go against the pure blissful state of that curse.
I had another fight with Theo in the halls, after I bumped into him in the hall. I was so tired I wasn't even looking where I was going and he blasted out at me. It didn't stop until Harry found us and told him to stop fighting with people who are defenseless because that's pathetic or something along those lines. I just still couldn't bring myself to tell him…no yet. I was waiting for the proper moment to do it, but I couldn't seem to find it. Until I decided I was going to stay in the shadows for more time, but I still wanted to see him. I figured if we'd meet at night and I would be well disguised he wouldn't recognize the Gryffindor that I was. So I sent him a short letter:
"Theo,
we haven't had the chance to meet until now. But it's a Hogsmeade weekend so everyone will go to sleep early tonight in order to have more time in the village. Meet me in the Transfiguration classroom at 11:00 tonight. Hope you'll come.
Selene"
I was really hoping he'll show up because it took a while to manage to morph my hair and other things. I had to ask Mione to help me deal with what was happening because it was awful. Or maybe Ginny cause she had Voldemort in her head for a while, and maybe she would know what to do.
But for that day, I had to focus on the meeting. At 10:55 I was already in the classroom, and my hopes were already falling apart even though it wasn't 11 yet. Still, contrary to what I was thinking, at 11 sharp, the old wood door opened and a sand haired boy entered.
"You here?"
I dragged myself out of the shadows but still didn't dare look into his eyes.
"Hi Theo." I said so quiet, I was surprised that even I heard it.
"What happened?" He asked sounding suddenly concerned, and he walked to me and put his hands on my shoulders. I jumped a little, but not so hard as in other occasions.
"I'm ok, but w-"
"No, you're not."
"Look, we're not here to talk about that. We're here because we met again this summer after at least 7 years of not seeing each other and we didn't have any time to talk."
"Yeah, I-I missed having you as a friend, playing and running. It all stopped so suddenly. I never knew why they kept us apart."
"Me neither. But I didn't ask them. I always had the feeling it was a touchy subject so I preferred not to bring it up."
"Sooo, how are you? "
"I've gone throught a hard time, but I'm good now. How about you? How's Slytherin?"
"Hmmm, its ok once you get used to it. But some of those people are simply awful. Still, I can't say anyhing. I'm a Sltytherin so I'm supposed to adore the house, aren't I ?"
"You're probably right. It sounds awful."
I don't know how many hours we kept going on, takling about our lives in the past years, without me revealing anything about who I was though, but when I went back to the Gryffindor dorm it was still night and I managed to sleep a little.
When the Howler arrived next morning, I was surprised. I hadn't seen one of them for so long. So of course I was excited to open it.
"FIRST THINGS FIRST!!!..."
I'ma say all the words inside my head
I'm fired up and tired of the way that things have been, oh ooh
The way that things have been, oh ooh
Second thing second
Don't you tell me what you think that I can be
I'm the one at the sail, I'm the master of my sea, oh ooh
The master of my sea, oh ooh
I was broken from a young age
Taking my sulking to the masses
Write down my poems for the few
That looked at me, took to me, shook to me, feeling me
Singing from heartache from the pain
Taking my message from the veins
Speaking my lesson from the brain
Seeing the beauty through the
You made me a, you made me a believer, believer
(Pain, pain)
You break me down, you build me up, believer, believer
(Pain)
Oh let the bullets fly, oh let them rain
My life, my love, my drive, it came from
(Pain)
You made me a, you made me a believer, believer
Third things third
Send a prayer to the ones up above
All the hate that you've heard has turned your spirit to a dove, oh ooh
Your spirit up above, oh ooh
I was choking in the crowd
Building my rain up in the cloud
Falling like ashes to the ground
Hoping my feelings, they would drown
But they never did, ever lived, ebbing and flowing
Inhibited, limited
'Til it broke up and it rained down
It rained down, like
You made me a, you made me a believer, believer
(Pain, pain)
You break me down, you built me up, believer, believer
(Pain)
I let the bullets fly, oh let them rain
My life, my love, my drive, it came from
(Pain)
You made me a, you made me a believer, believer
Last things last
By the grace of the fire and the flames
You're the face of the future, the blood in my veins, oh ooh
The blood in my veins, oh ooh
But they never did, ever lived, ebbing and flowing
Inhibited, limited
'Til it broke up and it rained down
It rained down, like
You made me a, you made me a believer, believer
(Pain, pain)
You break me down, you built me up, believer, believer
(Pain)
I let the bullets fly, oh let them rain
My life, my love, my drive, it came from
(Pain)
You made me a, you made me a believer, believer
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