I was sleeping.

Today I touched base with my handler about my mission. I explained to him the scars that I had discovered on Liv. We both felt bad, had we found more dirt on him sooner we would have been able to take her out of the home years ago.

I left the meeting with a game plan. One that I could soon set in place.

But for now I was seeping.

That was until I felt my bed dip.

Olivia had a busy schedule. Work, school studying nights with her friends and etc. We rarely got to see one another.

Another misfortune was Olivia's room was finished a couple of weeks ago.

When she left I had never felt more alone.

I hated myself for getting comfortable with her in my bed every night.

Sleeping came hard and short without her here.

Hence why I was awaken by her subtle movements.

"Is everything okay?" I asked in a sleep filled voice.

She slid underneath the blankets and into my side.

She didn't say anything but she didn't have too.

I picked up on her mood.

I instantly wrapped my arms around her tiny waist.

I craned my neck to look at her. She had tears running down her face.

"Hey what's wrong?" I began to panic.

She sniffled for a minute and snuggled deeper into my bare chest.

"I had a nightmare and I know its stupid because I'm not a kid but... I just wanted you to hold me for a second. I didn't mean to wake you up I am sorry." when she finished rambling I kissed her temple and pulled her closer happy to have her in my arms again.

"It's okay. You wanna take about it?" the sleepiness was slowly leaving my body.

I gave her a minute to compose herself before looking down at her face.

"It was about my dad." She whispered it like she was ashamed.

"He was angry." I waited for a minute and waited for her to elaborate. Soon it became clear that was all she was going to say about the matter.

"You can stay with me tonight." I whispered to her. "I have missed you Olivia." I said honestly.

She smiled against my chest. "I thought married people were suppose to see each other more often not less." she said with a laugh.

I didn't laugh.

To her the marriage license she signed was real.

Only I knew the truth, Huck made it and it was fake. She wasn't my wife. Maybe that's why I have kept her at arms length this past month.

The smile that was on her face as she signed her name to the meaningless paper was priceless. She called me husband for a week straight.

I hated myself for getting butterflies every time she said it.

"You have to worry about school I am more than okay with being out on the back burner." it wasn't a lie, her school was important to me.

"I missed you too Fitz." She met my eyes and gave me a small but brief smile.

Her hand slid down my torso and rubbed across my abs.

"Olivia" I warned

"What?" she asked innocently.

"Don't start something you cant finish" I hoped she would head my warning and simply go to sleep.

Sleeping with her was not part of the plan but it seemed that she had plans of her own.

It was like a switch was flipped inside of her before I could comprehend what was happening she had me on my back ad she was straddling my lap.

My dick instantly became hard.

Her lips brushed, not at all innocently. Like a tease but soft and meaningful yet demanding.

I wanted to pull away myself away before this moment consumed me and I got lost in it.

But I couldn't.

"Fitz" she whispered slowly prolonging each letter as if to savor them.

My heart stopped at the sound of my name rolling out of her perfect pouty lips.

Never in my life had I heard anything sexier.

I initiated the kiss.

I leaned in and kissed her softly and the world fell away.

It was slow and soft and comforting in ways that words could never be.

Her hands rested below my ears as she kissed me back.

I ran my hands down her spine and rested them on her ass. I pulled her closer into my body until there was no space between us and I could feel her heartbeat.

She grinded her hips harder into my throbbing hard erection. My hands quickly went to her hips stopping her movements.

She pulled back from this kiss with a puzzled look on her face.

Olivia's POV

I didn't know he didn't take me right when I signed the dumb paper. Just like I didn't know why he was stopping now.

I could tell by the way his eyes turned a stormy grey that he wanted this.

So why stop?

"What's wrong?" I asked bewildered.

"We shouldn't" was all he said as he went to move me off of him.

"Wait, I want to do it" I said with as much conviction as I could muster up.

I wanted to do it that part wasn't a lie, but I was sill scared.

"Liv, I don't thi-"

"Please Fitz." I put on my best puppy dog face.

I was begging for sex from my husband.

Gross.

But I would deal with that mind fuck later.

The next thing I knew he had slammed his lips into mine knocking the air out of me. I hardly had a second to react before he pressed his tongue against the seams of my lips and at the grant of access his tongue began to explore the inside of my mouth.

My arms wrapped around his neck and I tangled a few fingers into his thick hair.

Momentarily I pulled away from this kiss and arched my back pressing my sports bra covered chest into his and moaning at the contact of his warm body, before I drew back into his kiss.

I felt this burning sensation deep in my gut. I felt a surge of energy every time his tongue moved in and out of my mouth.

He broke the kiss to pull the bra off of my body. I reached my hand to the roof assisting in the tricky removal off the clothing.

My breast bounced free.

His hands went to my breast. He massaged them gently and slid his thumbs across the nubs, elicitating a moan from my mouth.

When his fingers ran across my nipples I shivered in his arms.

Unable to wait any longer I begged him.

"Fitz please"

His mouth found my right nipple and began to suck on it hard.

My breath hitched and if I wasn't wet already I was drenched now.

He guided me so that I was lying down flat on my back and he was on top of me.

He kissed my neck, which had me withering underneath his touch.

I could feel him marking me up but in that moment I only cared about what I was feeling.

His breath was getting louder and faster, he had my legs wrapped around his waist and was rubbing his erection against my short clad middle.

"God your beautiful" he whispered in a low growl.

He speaks, I thought to myself.

He found my lips again for a brief kiss before he moved down my body.

"I'm going to take this off okay?" he asked as he hooked his fingers around my shorts.

I nodded, and watched as he pulled them off of me.

His eyes glanced up at me when he noticed I wasn't wearing any panties.

A devious smile stretched across his face as he slid the shorts the rest of the way off my body and discarded them somewhere on the floor.

He spread my legs and rested himself in between them.

For the first time I started to get scared.

"We don't have to ." He whispered against my lips.

"No, I want to" I said quickly before I changed my mind.

He gave me a kiss.

"We can stop at anytime okay."

I opened my eyes, unaware of the fact the I had close them.

In that moment I realized I was falling in love with him. But I decided to keep that to myself... for now at least.

"Can you talk to me? while you do everything." he let out a small laugh that made his body shake and vibrate against mine.

"Whatever you want baby."

I removed my boxers and lined myself up with her center. I tested if she was ready by rubbing a finger around her opening.

Her eyes shut immediately and her mouth formed an 'o'

A million alarms were going off in my head but she wanted this and saying no to her wasn't really my strong suit.

"Okay I am going to start slow, tell me if you need me to stop okay?"

"Okay" she whispered.

I started to enter her and she tensed up.

"You can't do that, you have to relax or its going to hurt." I rubbed the inside of her thigh.

"Right, okay sorry" her eyes were still closed and she was shaking.

"Liv, baby open your eyes and look at me." I demanded softly, her eyes pooped open and looked at me. I slid my body to cover hers until we were face to face.

I let the head of my penis slip into her wet entrance.

She tensed only a little so I stopped.

"Are you okay?" I asked searching her eyes for an answer.

"Yeah" she exhaled a shaky breath.

"Go ahead, i'm good." she smiled at me and I pushed deeper inside of her.

"Oh" She grabbed my arms.

"Still okay?"

"I think so" the smile had yet to leave her face.

I reached her barrier and stopped.

"This is going to hurt if you want to stop we can." I grabbed her hand in mine and held I tight.

"I can do this. I want to do this." She kissed me and swiveled her hips hard into mine.

With the force of her hips hitting against mine wedged my hard member deeper inside of her breaking her hymen.

"Ow" here eyes clamped shut and the expression of pain spread across her face.

I didn't move, or breathe because she was hurt and easing her pain was my first priority.

With my free hand I found her clit and rubbed small circles over it.

"You okay?" I kept my hand movements at a slow pace.

"Oh Fitz." she whispered as she moved her hips to better accommodate my member.

I rubbed her clit a little faster and harder until she was climaxing around my dick.

"Oh...Fitz...iii" her body started to tremble and I could feel her tight pussy convulsing around my cock. It took everything in me not to cum.

Once she had settled down I went to remove myself.

"No, come back" I did as I was told and slid back into her. she winced a little but held me close.

Our faces were millimeters away fom one another.

"You have to move." She smiled at me and kissed my cheek.

"But don't leave come back." I focused on her eyes, all the different hues made me question what 'brown' even meant.

She moved her hips back from mine unsheathing hersef from me before she slowly pushed them back into mine.

She didn't break eye contact with me as she did it again.

"Fitz please, im not made of glass." she pushed her hips harder into mine and I let a moan slip from my mouth.

Finally after much begging fitz began to move in and out of me.

The inhuman noises coming from my mouth only seemed to be adding fuel to whatever fire started in Fitz.

He started slowly pulling his hard member in and out of me.

I was in heaven.

"Oh god" he said huskily as he started to pick his pace up.

"are you okay?" he asked for the umpteenth time that night.

I didn't answer I just kissed him.

The only thing that could be heard were the noises of our body joining together and our heavy breathing until he whispered he was close.

And before I knew it he was spilling his seed deep inside of me.

I fell over the edge moments later.

Neither of us spoke we just laid there in a tangled up sweaty mess.

He was still deeply imbedded into me and didn't make an effort to move.

I shifted my lower half so that he could be more comfortable.

"Oh shit sorry" he pulled himself out of me and removed his body from on top of mine before I could object.

My nipples that were already erect became harder at the sudden rush of cold air on them.

I watched him walk to the bathroom, it gave me a perfect view of his flexing back muscles and amazing ass before he disappeared behind the door.

I closed my eyes for a second, the feeling of sleep suddenly evaded my senses.

My eyes shot open at the feeling of something warm and wet touching my very sensitive center.

I flinched at the feeling.

"Sorry, I bet you're sensitive. I'll be careful" he continued to wipe me down with the warm rag.

Suddenly I became emotional. It could have been the night mare or the fact that I had just had sex or the realization that the I loved the man between my thighs, my husband.

I tried to be quite but I knew the second the hot tears started to pour form my eyes that he would know.

"Liv?" he deposited the rag in the hamper and scooped me into his arms. which only made me cry even more. He was legit perfect, what the fuck. I placed my head on his chest. My second favorite part of his anatomy. I knew my tears ad boogers were getting all over his chest but he seemed to not care so neither did I.

"Did I hurt you, are you sore?" he asked rocking me and rubbing my arms in a nurturing way.

"No, not at all, it was perfect you were perfect." I hiccupped out.

"The what's wrong are you okay?" he kissed my head and I felt even sadder.

"I just have so many emotions. just ignore them" I laughed out and wiped the tears from my face.

"You sure?" he asked looking down at me and meeting my eyes.

"I don't understand? what's wrong." I just laughed at him.

"I am just sleepy, I am good, great even I promise." I gave his jaw line a kiss and smuggled deeper into his hold.

He laid back on his pillows and held me tight.

The sun started to come up and I fell asleep in his arms.

Completely at peace.

Well there you have it. I know it is trash welcome to the life of a virgin 18 year old. I suck at writing things that I know nothing about. Anyhoo hope you enjoy. This chapter was a little bit of a time jump.