You sat on your bed and as soon as you heard the Impala drive off you laid your head in your hands and let it all out. All the tears you've been holding back. The pain from all the horrible hunts from the past few months that have haunted you finally being released when no one could see. So many hunts have gone bad lately. From the time a siren almost got Sam because you weren't watching out to the young mother who was killed by a vampire because you managed to get yourself knocked out cold. For hours it seemed ugly sobs escaped your lips. As they started to calm down you felt a light grip on your wrists.
You lifted up your head from your hands and were met with the sapphire blue eyes that always seemed to steal your heart every time you looked into them. You blushed not wanting the angel you loved to see you like this, but it's not like you could hide it now. "I thought you were with the boys," you whispered looking down.
"I sensed you needed me," he said, "I'm here Y/N,". You lips trembled again and you clutched onto the angel like he was your only lifeline as more sobs made their escape. Castiel held you in his arms. He rubbed slow, calming circles in your back and let you cry until you felt better. Your angel was there. He would always be there.